Happiest moment in September
Monday, September 29, 2008


Yeap, definitely the defining moments of September 2008.

Too short a stay.

It was my happiest moment in September. THE happiest since I've started Uni. Only because of the things I did there, the place and also everything about it.

I need to rewind. I need those moments.

Hwei Jene I hate you for making me cry!!! She sent me a message and although its one of those "forwarded" messages, just the thought of her sending it to me. Well the moment I saw "Hwei Jene" tears filled my eyes. And I was a train wreck until she talked more to me. I love you girl and miss you very much!

And I shall me off.

I cannot wait for November. The end of November.

Sri Lanka, Korea and Japan... HERE I COME!!! That is currently my motivation to stay strong and get over with this semester.

And of course, family and friends. You are my support system, my back bone and I love you ALL very much.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 4:22 PM | 0 comments
I'm shutting this down
I'm shutting my blog down. No more blogging. No more ranting. rants will be stored in a bottled and every now and then thrown away. No more somewhere for you to come and read nonsense.

ARGH!!!!!!! Its such a hard decision.

This is from something I wrote... After my three years I will post that whole entry up.

my mind is anywhere but here. Its everywhere of home. I don't understand so much. People don't understand me. They say "its just a phase". They say "buck up". They say "you'll get used to it". They say "be strong". They say "its three years, you'll be fine". I wanna slam my head into a piece of glass. I want to shut them all up. Its NOT ok. Its NOT just a phase. Its NOT who I am. Its NOT what I want. Its not about being strong. Its just NOT! you'd never understand. You're NOT me. You're not ME in this state.

and you know what? right now I feel the same - exactly the same. Right now, I'm dreading waking up tomorrow for class.

Its a tough job having to plaster a smile on my face. When deep down I'm so messed up. When deep down my tears are just aching to come out. When deep down all I want to do is run away from here.

I can't wait for October to end. I will be going home in the beginning of November. I don't care. I will go home in the beginning of November for at least a week. I shall be studying at home, but I will also be at home. That's what that matters. HOME. Seeing that my exams don't start till the 12th. I will be going home maybe on 31st Oct/1st Nov, and coming back on 6th Nov. Meaning I'll still have time to settle down here and get on with studying.

Sounds good. I need to tell my mum.

I can't wait for 27th November 2008, 11.30am. Exam would be over for me. AND I will be packing for home. Since we don't have to move our things out of our rooms, I shall be going home on 29th November... OR make it 28th. Celebrate with those who are done... JON, shall we go Clarke Quay?

People mark your calendars.

Anyway, maybe I won't shut this down. Maybe I'll make it private. Who knows what I'll do. If you still want to read this blog drop a message and when it goes private I'll add you.

I still need this space to ease my troubled mind.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 11:11 AM | 4 comments
This is a mess
Sunday, September 28, 2008
There's stats to study, article arena to worry, comm fundamentals to stress...

I hate this. HATE HATE HATE. So much for not complaining.

Argh. Why can't they just give us a recess week that is ACTUALLY recess. Not in the midst of the CAs and whatever fucking nonsense.

ARGH!!! I'm gonna mess up my whole life. You wait and see. I'm so messed up right now. I could just...

just... sit here and cry. FUCK! I don't need this.

I miss home way too much. Its so bad for me.

My diet is seriously SO messed up. Time to just pig out on fruits for two weeks. Yeah right. Not with the chips, Uncle Toby's and cup noodles I bought. I'm gonna get more. I don't care what it does to me anymore.

I shall now get going on stats and then article arena.Seriously go die!!!



On a more happier note. Liverpool kicked ass. Specifically, Everton's ass. 2-0. And who? None other that my sexy Torres. Shut up, I claimed him as mine already.

P.S.: I'm such an idiot! I bought cup noodles and I realized I have no fork and spoons in my room. Roomie has, but I don't. WTF!!! Let's hope they give at least a fork. ARHHH!

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 3:45 PM | 1 comments
Music Galore
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Remember the Indon band... that was making music waves around the SEA reagion. No not Peter Pan. Yes Ahli Fiqir.

Hahaha, I NEVER listen to malays songs. Not even Peter Pan. Yeah yeah whatever. I don't get the music, let alone the lyrics.And NO my malay is not that bad. I understand malay, I just don't get it when its in songs.

Well remember that song Angguk-Angguk Geleng- Geleng? Hahaha the song that created music waves. The song that shot them to stardom. I was watching TV just now, and I they were on TV, and I suddenly could remember the chorus. How weird. Hahaha. It was AGES ago. And one night when Julz and I were just talking and trying to figure out the lyrics, it couldn't get in our heads. So its a surprise I actually remember it.



Another one that. Well I just love this song. The beat and stuff is sooo nice.

Its Citizen Cope's Let the dummer kick.



This is not the official video. But I think what the person did with it was really cool. Typography. You never know how impactful words can be. =)

That's all. =) Hope the weekend will be fun. BLEUK! What nonsense.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 6:45 PM | 4 comments
LMAO
I just realized this is my 581 post. 19 more till 600. Like... wtf!!! so many? LOL! And that's just on this ONE blog. I started blogging quite awhile ago. And I have reached... 1000 already in total.

Now I really have NO LIFE. Well, it takes the stress away. Shut up!

I've realized that I like to say "go die" a lot. wahahaha. And guess who I learnt that from? *drum roll please* JOHNATHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My beloved brother. Hahahaha. I used to talk so much nonsense to him and his reply was 'go die', sometimes, there's added incentive "go die lah" hahahaha. And I kinda like it no? "go die". Wahahaha. If I use it on you, geez, don't get offended. Its like me saying... Your head! or MY FOOT! or MY ASS! or "you are not making any sense to me, and I do not want to be disturbed"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA JOKING JOKING!

Random and useless and lifeless post. Just felt the need to crap here. Hahahaha. Toodles. Can sleep. Today I sooo rajin - did Marketing slides. Listened to 3minutes of the Stats online lecture. LOL! AND watched Season 11 of ANTM (up to date). Hahahahaha wtf. And I cooked my own lunch/dinner. Hahahhaa taaaaa

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 2:08 AM | 0 comments
Haiz shitaz
Friday, September 26, 2008
I know I know, its been a really depressing blog. I've been complaining and stuff. Sorry. I know I'm not a fan of complaining myself. But...argh I don't know ok.

I do my best not to. I do my best to just get on with everything. Its not as easy as it seems.

I... am watching Survivor. So I forgot what I wanted to say. ahhhh.

Let me get back to sipping on Yeo's Winter Melon Tea whilst multi-tasking on my laptop (marketing, MSN and this) and watching TV. HAHAHAHA. And soon, eating.

I'm hungry! Dinner was corn and parsley soup with toasted bread. yes I made it myself, soup was out of a can though. HAHAHAHAHA

I'm off...
posted by The Guilty Princess at 11:28 PM | 0 comments
Come on episode 4
Ransom is like suicidal? - Mai. hahahahahaa

Mai is sooo funny!!!

TARA3. Bernie and Henry first again.

Anyway not gonna say much except GO GO TEAM MALAYSIA!!! and may I add that this time around, you can see that the teams are really close to each other. Especially now that Mai and Oliver are catching up. There's no clear idea on who's the strongest team although, I'd like to say that Teams Malaysia have awesome communication skills amongst themselves. The other team I admire now is Mai and Oliver. You can see that they are just enjoying things as it goes.

Now, I'm off to do more marketing. YAY!

P.S.: People say that Singapore is better than Malaysia. yes I agree, government, and other stuff like how the country is run. BUT. I think the food, culture, people are better in Malaysia. YES the PEOPLE. the way they look at you and acknowledge you. I mean ignore the crime rate... that is mostly not done by the locals if I must say. Yes, there are crimes committed by the locals, but majority is not. The food NO DOUBT is better in Malaysia. The culture. HEY we have culture. I still call Malaysia home. I don't like a lot of things about it, but I love home. Its my home. You'd never understand me anyway.

PPS: I'm depressing in Singapore. So sad.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 3:23 PM | 0 comments
Sexay.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Title has NO connection what so ever to the post.

I'm back in Singapore. Arrr fark, that's not sexay.

Farah's back for Raya, is she coming to SG!?!?! Hehehehe!
Some other friends might be coming down. Yay!!!

But... shit!! I better complete all the presentations. Then can chill. If not I'm seriously dead.

1. OB Article Arena
2. Revise STATS STATS!!
3. Marketing Project Presentation
4. Communication Fundamentals Individual Assessment
(my personal reminder)

Now, I'm back in Singapore. I slept VERY late last night/ early this morning. Julz and I were on Facebook and looking and pictures. Going to random people's blogs and talking about them and commenting on their stuff (LOL!). Then we were on YouTube laughing at... Nigahiga. OK firstly... I think these fellas are soooo stupid. But its because they are so stupid they are entertaining to watch. No? But some of their things piss me off. Like the "How to be Emo" OMG!!!!!!! lame shitt! The best part of all are the bloopers. Hahaaha.

Anyway, early morning flight. Slept in the car on the way to airport. Slept in the lounge, and I somehow automatically woke up just in time for me to go to the toilet and head towards the departure gate. Slept in the plane. Went to NTU to sign the grant. Hahahhaa. My dad said "travelled for 3-4hours just for a two minutes thing." LMAO!!! The thing is, when we went to sign it, there was NOONE at ALL. It was only us. So it was damn fast. And another thing, next year I want to work during the grant signing. You know how much they PAY!?!?!?!?! SGD 7.50 PER hour.. or was it SGD 8? Something like that. And what does one do? Ask "Are you coming for the signing of the grant? Go here and here" then another fella will take your matric card and check it and pass you the grant. THEN you go into the function room. SOOO many chairs. and then the another fella says your number. Then he continues playing his game. You sign here and there. And ta-dah. Done. WTF right? I wouldn't mind working next year. =P

Now... I'm at John's place. And I will be sleeping soon. OH OH! I slept in the evening as well, woke up for dinner. LOL!!! Who wants to eat reasonably good duck rice!!??!?!?! wheee. OK lah. I should get going.

Parents going back tomorrow. ='( Hate this soooooo mcuh!

Probably go back to NTU on Saturday? I don't know. I just don't want to go back and stay in the room. I want to... Arghhh! Maybe I'll go back to get my stats to revise and revise here. Hehehe. Yeah yeah. Bo liao!!! Nothing better to do. Screw it lah. You are not me. Don't even bother trying to understand.

I'm still SO glad that I'm done with OB Individual Assessment. I will... start on the other things tomorrow. So damn DEPRESSING. Kill me. Seriously.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 9:28 PM | 3 comments
Don't Want
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
I. Do. Not. Want. To. Go. Back. To. Singapore. PERIOD!

I hate this. I don't want to leave home. I'm so depressed just thinking about it. WHY SO FUCKED LAHHHH!!!

arghhhhhh! Shut up. this is gonna be an emo post, unless I think of something else to blog about.

Fuck it lah! I'm gonna teman Julz watch the Love Guru. *shoot me*

OB BE GONE ALREADY! Submitted the case study last night. Did some article arena. So screwed! So much to do once I'm back, add more to the Marketing presentation project. Do shit loads for article arena (fucking insane) AND study for stats. I'm gonna be so fucked up there. My mind will be home. I'll be physically there suffering. Yeah yeah, its THAT bad. Shut up and leave me alone.

I'm off.

Tomorrow early morning. At least will be going wiht my parents. Sigh.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 10:01 PM | 2 comments
Only Because...
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Oh you better feel special.

Jonathan Chew Ruzhe!

Hahahaha. I recommend these two songs because they are SUCH good songs to listen to. And we can emo together when we're in NTU. Hahaha faster go learn the lyrics.

Bethany Joy Lenz - Leaving Town Alive

and

Kate Voegele - It's Only Life

Leaving Town Alive
Spending all your money
Ain’t it funny how the time goes by?
First you start believing
Then you’re leaving for no reason
And you’re wondering why
So till the morning breaks
Go and make your mistakes
Don’t be surprised if your head hurts
Life is for the living, the forgiven and for leaving town alive

Whisper in the ways
Watching days and moving on
You wake up every Monday then suddenly it’s Sunday
And the week is gone
So till the morning breaks
Go and make your mistakes
Don’t be surprised at the sunrise
Life is for the living, the forgiven and for leaving town alive

Oh, do you wonder where it starts
Where it ends
What you find around the bend
Oh, do you wonder where she’s from
Where she goes
No one knows
Now and then you wonder
Why you’re spending all your money
Ain’t it funny how she walks on by?
She had you all believing
Now she’s leaving for no reason
And you’re wondering why

So till the morning breaks
Go and make your mistakes
Don’t be surprised if your heart hurts
Life is for the living, the forgiven and for leaving town alive

Oh, do you wonder where it starts
Where it ends
What you find around the bend
And oh, do you wonder where she’s from
Where she goes
No one knows
Now and then

Oh, do you wonder where it starts
Where it ends
What you find around the bend
And do you wonder where she’s from
Where she goes
No one knows
Now and then you wonder

Why life is for the living, the forgiven and for leaving town alive
Life is for the living, the forgiven and for leaving town alive

It's Only Life
Tears are forming in your eyes,
a storm is warning in the skies,
the end of the world it seems,
you bend down and you fall on your knees,
well get back on your feet ,yeah,
don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith,don't run away,
baby...it's only life.
you were always playing hard,
never could let down your guard no,
you can't win, if you never give in,
to that voice within, saying pick up your chin,
baby let go of it , yeah,
don't look away, don't run away ,
baby, it's only life.
don't lose your faith, don't run away,
baby it's only life.(repeat)
take your hesitance, and your self defense,
leave them behind, it's only life,
don't be so afraid of facing every day,
just take your time, it's only life,
i'll be your stepping stone, don't be so alone,
just hold on tight,it's only life,
oh..don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith, don't run away, baby, it's only life (repeat),
it's only life, it's only life,
don't look away...

I think It's Only Life is for everyone out there who's facing something hard to go through in life. Hmm, so yeah.

HAPPY NOW JON!??!!

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 8:35 PM | 2 comments
Realize
Monday, September 22, 2008
If you just realize, what I just realized. We'd be perfect for each other and we'll never find another. Just realize what I just realized, we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other.

I don't know. What do I want? What do you want? I don't even know where my heart is.

Moving along... I'll talk about dinner in a later post. When I get the pictures up.

I'm stuffed, my head's spinning... and I'm annoyed or depressed. or just both.

I will complete OB individual assessment tmrw. YES I WILL!!! one question left. The more annoying question. Then I don't care already, just submitting it. then gonna get going on Article arena slides as well as marketing project. After that hopefully no more, so I can chill a little are revise stats.

I hate this!
posted by The Guilty Princess at 9:57 PM | 2 comments
Day 4 of Home
Woke up at.... HAHAHAHAAHAH 11am. Watched Freedom Writers the previous night and and... ARGH!!! Eyes sore lah k! :P

Hmmm woke up drank some home boiled soup. I MISSED THAT GREATLY! It was pork bones with winter melon. Sooo cooling and refreshing. Very nice! Then went to parent's office to do some notes printing as well as to help out a little. Waited for the siblings to finish school to bring them to lunch. Went to the hawker and had the best plate of Char Kuay Teow. ARGH! I didn't have a plate because... because... tonight, going to Concorde Hotel for buka puasa. Screw Shangri-La. ahahaha fully booked till Raya. And I don't understand one thing... if times are really that bad, how come so many people can afford to have a RM108-RM128 buffet dinner? I'm just wondering who are the people having dinner there. Errr, I once saw the Iron Lady there. Do you know who I'm referring to? LOL! Nvm if you don't. I don't want to be detained by ISA.

Anyway, OB is killing me. Its really KILLING me!

Anyway back to work. work work.

My sis calls me a workaholic. SIGH!!! I guess its semi-right.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! I'm off then. toodles!

12529? Hahahaha and Julz's version... 12629?

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 3:00 PM | 0 comments
Day 3 of Home
Sunday, September 21, 2008
YAY!

Stayed up late last night. You know watching TARA 3, and getting annoyed with Gerrard's disallowed goal. Pissed. Moving along from that.

Woke up at 9.45am, mum came into the room to wake me up. LOL! Hahahaha =P She was being extremely nice about it. I told her I was doing my work till late and forgot the time. She believed me and why shouldn't she... I really WAS doing my work anyway. So mum and I went to the saloon.

AHHHH its about time my head got some nice treatment. Feels so good. Cut my hair. Not so layered, but there's still the layers because before this my hair was VERY layered. And the length is shorter... because... well I want to slowly grow it with less layers. Then later on probably in December perm it. Wahahahaha! yes I'm that adventurous with hair. I can just chop it all off one day if I feel like it. BUT I won't dye my hair just yet. I don't need to. My hair VERY nice already. =P

We also went shopping a little. Bought some "work" clothes. Hahaha its called formal but then Julz and I call it work clothes. Her current fear for me is that one day I'll come back home in my work clothes. HAHAHAHA that'll be the day my girl ;)

After that came home and cooked. was supposed to go for buka puasa buffet but again, Shangri-La fully booked. SO I said just forget about it. Not worth it. Too expensive anyway. So we wanted to go to Concorde Hotel, but then we decided to go to this restaurant in Imbi. Ahhh I loveee the food there. Need to bring those who are in need of GOOD cheap food. =P

Hahahaha. I played with Floppy today. At night, just playing with her and all that. And she seems to like me A LOT. HAHAHA BYE BYE JOHN!!! Roxy I will devote my full attention to her tomorrow. I cannot sayang both at them at the same time. They get jealous like mad! But Floppy is soooo small! And has big butt :P

Well and then took my shower.

And watched Moonlight Resonance. Basically I watched it from middle to middle. LOL! I still need to watch the beginning episodes and need the last 10 episodes. GRRR! My cousin hasn't passed the CD to my aunt. Very geram you know!!! Hahaha. But in December I vow to sit there and watch it. I know sure will cry my eyes out. What to do.

There was another series (forgot the name) but it had the exact same cast as Moonlight Resonance. They sell abalones instead of mooncake? Hmm and that one was damn super nice. I cried like a lot as well.

Arghh and another series... Bosco, Bobby Au and I think its Tavia as well? and a few others lah... the gambling show.. .I think its called Dicey Business. If I'm not wrong. That one was good too.

Triumph in the sky, Healing Hands, Kindred Spirit, My Family.... etc etc. There's just so many. I love them all!!!

Anyway, that's it. Gonna go watch Freedom Writers now. The english movie. LOL!

that's day 3.

OH may I add that I'm done with Question 2 of OB... the WHOLE question. Done 1a. Just left with the remaining three questions. I will complete it before I head back to SG. that is for sure. AND I did some of the Marketing slides. Soooo proud. hmmm article arena... farrrrking hell.. that one i'm dead. seriously dead. I suddenly dont understand wtf is in the paper that JM wrote during our discussion.. K.O lah!!

Anyway I'll do my best. ARGH!

I'm off. Tmrw.. probably shopping at MidValley. ;)

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 10:03 PM | 0 comments
Day 2 of Home
The day started... OK wait.

Julz and I cam-whored at 3am. YES WE DID! We watched Notebook and well... SHE CRIED! Hahaha which was weird. Because I think I'm more of a softie compared to her. But well, apparently she would have cried more if I didn't make fun of her. LOL!

I don't know lah. I didn't like the movie at all. I still prefer A Walk To Remember.

NOW! Julz and I camwhored till about 3-4am. It can be found in our Facebook. Hahahaha. Maybe one day I'll upload it here.

So after that we K-O and slept.

Woke up at 10am to my phone ringing. Julz and Jacobson calling to wake me up. They had Mandarin tuition. Then I got ready to go out to a showroom. When I walked out of the door, Floppy came and started licking my feet. LOL and Roxy wanted to come and jump on me... Shout at her once, she runs away. I think she's scared of me =S Hahaha, but when I call her she'll come and listen to me. Well, she's really good now. She listens when you say "NO!" so that's good. =) But another thing about Roxy, she gets SUPER jealous. She CRAVES attention. Hahaha its funny how she will run towards us when we hold/play with Floppy and then you know Roxy is like SUPER huge correct? HOW TO CARRY LAH!!! hahaha. Oh and she HAS grown bigger. Hahaha.

So we went out then by then it was about lunchtime. So we called my god-dad and we went to have lunch. AHHHH so good food! I needed that. Hahaha.

Then went to temple and discussed some things. I'll be going to Sri Lanka as well as Japan/Korea in December. *grins*

Now, we came back to my mum's office. I did some OB work, going through the textbook and models to answer the questions. BLOODY HELL!!!! I should have brought back the further readings and seminar notes. Quite shit! its 40 marks. WTF!! can go crazy!

After awhile.... K-O!!! Went to sleep. Slept until 6.30pm. Company had the annual buka puasa dinner for employees.

Stayed there till about 9pm. Got home and the dogs greeted me. *so happy*

Held them whilst mum parked the car. Then played with them awhile before coming into the house and showered. Ahhhh. I needed that shower badly. *grins*

So yeah. Sitting here.

Doing OB. SHIT! Tata

Sorry, abrupt ending. Hahaha. I'm off now.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 12:57 AM | 0 comments
How stupid can one person get?
Saturday, September 20, 2008
SPOILERS FOR THE AMAZING RACE ASIA
SEASON 3!!!

Ho Chi Minh is in China. Because of the Ho guy, the fat guy. - Mai of team Thailand, Mai and Oliver.

WHAT THE FUCK!!! how dumb can one person be?

I believe she meant the guy she thought was in China was Mao Zhe Dong. Hahaha. If not she would have travelled to CHINA instead of Vietnam. LOL!!!

Sigh! People can be so... >.<

Go Team Malaysia!!! Ida and Tania. They are so stupid and funny. A bit bimbo-ish lah! hahaha. Bernie and Henry are AMAZING. I feel that I... can just relate to the things they do and feel. Them being pretty close brothers and sisters.

Oh and the Indian teams somehow annoy me. You know why? Remember Amit and Nisha or whatever their names is. Its annoying when they are rushing the cab drivers. Somehow I feel the cab driver also annoyed and ignores them. Drive slower. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! i laughed like MAD!!

Another funny thing was Henry wore a shirt that said "bimbo" LOL!

BANG BANG CHICKEN FARM!!! WHAT THE... sigh sigh. BANG lah BANG ;p

Aiyooo Vince and Sam. Forgot who it was... kept catching the chicken and then say "hurry hurry catch it take it from me... HURRY!" Aiyoooo! I think Julz and I would have DIED in this. We'd maybe take the walk and shouted. Or you know what? I'll tease Julz cause her Chinese zodiac is the Chicken. LOL!

OMG Geoff and Tisha are annoying. I meant Geoff was just being plain rude and annoying with the whistle blowing. wtf lah! And then with the charity thing.. They have no freaking HEART! Eesh!!!

Awwww, Henry cried like a baby! I think its funny and also a very good thing. You know why? Because he felt something when he had to do something to help people.

Oh and you know what?? Vince and Sam were so cute with the kids. Then the kid wore one of the shoes. Sooo funny and cute!!!

Ida and Tania are amazing people. Eventhough they are so spoilt. Hahaha

I think that if Julz and I, we'd cry like mad. 'Cause you know we are such soft people. Hahaha

A.D and Fuzzie are so good. I mean physically they don't look like those kind of people but they managed to get to the pit stop second. I mean I have a lot of respect for people who stick to their guns and don't give up. Who don't complain when things get hard.

Anyway Isaac and William are last... NOOOO!!! Sigh. Nvm
Can't wait for the next episode.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 11:02 PM | 0 comments
12.09.08 - 13.09.08
On those two days, I spent time with Chun Zhen. Meaningful bonding time. LOL!

Started off on Friday (12/9). I woke up around 10-ish. Chun Zhen and I decided to meet up after her class at her bus stop - its the last stop within NTU hence CHEAPER! HAHAHA! Anyway her message woke me up to meet at 1pm. Settle. Whilst gettin ready, no no, I was already ready and waiting for time to pass... SO...

If you know me enough by now, then.... HAHAHAHHAAHAHA I did THIS my friends. I was bored and I was loving my hair. Because I tied it in a french braid and slept with it. Hence when I wake up, it was wavy and nicer. Hahaha.


Ta-dah! Eh, I need to clean my mirror! hahaha

Somehow my hair always look short. NEVERMIND right, still pretty. ;) I miss those hair days. Hahaha But I'm still leaving it long for now. Get a bf and then I'll chop it off.

Sorry, I couldn't resist.

I just HAD to ok!

I swear, my hair was SO nice. This picture doesn't do it any justice. ARGH! But at least my hair is not looking short and that I look good. BLAHHH!!!

Remember I was saying that you'll see the other side of the story, well....

Hahahaha here it is! I know I know... POTONG STEAM right??? hahahahahahahaha But think of it... I was taking picture of myself on the webcam with my phone. So of course there's TWO sides right? LOL!!!

After all that, I got out of my room around 12.35pm. KNN just missed the bus. And it took forever for the other bus to come. It eventually came at 1pm. Then we left NTU - SO HAPPY! In the bus watched this hilarious ad, its promoting a show - I think it was There's a New Foreigner in Town or something like that. Anyhow, got to Boon Lay and took bus 30 to West Coast. Went to have LUNCH at 2.30pm!!! Hahaha Laksa - WAY better than NTU's OK!!! Went to Sheng Shiong at West Coast to get groceries as we would be cooking dinner. After that waited for buses 30, 51 or 143. 143 came and we naik bas. Went to bro's place and started preparing.

We have ABC soup in the slow cooker, rice in the rice cooker - DUH!, egg, vege (HAHAHA JUN YEN!) and fish is missing.

Ahhh here it is. =)

yes yes, overexposed. Lazy to recapture. Actually more like SCARED!!! hahaha it was frying and you know how oil splatters when you fry. TAKUT LAH!

Hmm, I could eat it like that. It was fresh!

PUKE PUKE! Hahhaa. I know this looks freaking disgusting. Its actually egg and minced meat. Hahaha Sorry. It was just so tempting. We steamed this.

And this is dinner. There was dish, steamed egg and minced meat, lady fingers, xiao bao cai, wantons and ABC soup. I needed home cook food!! *grins*

Backtrack for awhile k. In between cooking we watched a show. Its chinese variety show. Whatever its called. Its damn funny! The host was showing the people how the game is played. First a card of CHINESE phrases or words is held behind the person who will be guessing. The person who is giving clues have to give the clues in ENGLISH. And there was one which was in direct translation "eight big bla bla" But the host said this " one, two, three, four, five, six, seven,...." And the person guessed "eight". Next was the big right... he said this... "little.. pig. little pig!" Hahhahahahaa LOL! Big become PIG. So its in the end the fella was saying "eight little pig!!!"

Then cleaning up. John, Yin Chau and Jun Yen washed the dishes. Hahha they lucky we washed all the utensils used in cooking as well as clean the kitchen. Was oily!

LOL! John's "collection". Nah, would be more if we didn't recycle. Its just put there until he decides its too many and then goes and recycle it.

Chun Zhen and I had mooncake. *grins* We only ate half though.


At around 10-ish, both of us took showers. And I made footprints on the floor mat. LOOKIE!



Well after that, we sat around and then I remembered that OB individual assessment questions are out. So I went to check it whilst Chun Zhen was downstairs stoning. =P But you know what?!?! She got free porno! hahaha No kidding. She told me that at the hotel opposite, this girl just started removing her clothes... ALL OF IT! Then suddenly a guy came. HAHAHAHAHA And at first Chun Zhen was sitting on the couch - a pretty good view already. but she got up and stood near the balcony to watch. LOL!!!!!!!!!! Then I think the girl realized and closed the curtains. HAHAHAAHA LMAO!!! Sigh, why didn't she call me!!! HAHAHAHA we talked about that and then started to talk about whether it happens in NTU. o.O!! Then we were saying... NO SHE was saying... HUH!! On SINGLE bed... so little space. HAAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE HER!

After the laughter died down, we started gossiping about the couples in NTU. Hmm, then we also talked about who has bf/gf since coming here. And and... we came to a conclusion: NO GUYS HERE ARE OUR TYPE! Maybe got, but taken. HAHAHAHA!! Crazy la. Simply talk only k.

Then we went to sleep. zzzz =)

Following morning. 10.15am Chun Zhen woke me up. LOL! We left the house at about 10.40am. Sigh, we JUST missed the bus!!! SHIT! Anyhow, we went to Bugis. SHOPPING!!! and eat also. Anyway this is what I got.

*grins* Like I said, all my totes are NIKE! LOL! WO XI HUAN!!!

2 for $20. Then we walked and saw 2 for $16. ARGH! But the words were different. Somehow this looked better. WAHAHAHA! yeah lah, cause we paid for it already so it HAS to be better. LOL! Anyway I'm going there again. I need the "Men are like LAXATIVES, the irritate the shit out of me" hahhaha. and sooo many others k!!!

but nice eh? Since I'll be freaking SINGLE till I DIE (MEN ARE BLIND YOU SEE!!!) I might as well stock up on them. Hhahahhaa just messing lah k!

Hu hu hu! FINALLY got my lovely wedge. Althought not in silver and grey. But this colour also damn nice. And the sandals. Hehehe, Chun Zhen got white and I got black.


After shopping, we came back to NTU >.<>
My side of the room. My roomie's side is an exact reflection but a LOT neater.

*grins* EIGHT pairs of shoes. LOL! OK I'll be giving one to Julz lah. And I'm a girl. SHUT UP!!!

OMG!!! hahaha. In the midst of OB lah! And yes that's my desk. i just love how BIG it is :P

I need MORE space for my bags. Hahaha. Again, I'm a girl... SHUT UP!

Oh and my closet.

And that's the tour for today. I'm off. OB OB, STATS STATS! ARGH!!! McD has DIED!! wheee!

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 12:22 PM | 0 comments
dinner sucks
Friday, September 19, 2008
Why did it suck?

No buka puasa dinner buffet. WHY? STUPID! its fully booked. And and..

KNN laaah! its bloody RM108 PER PAX!! So you know my family how BIG right, if just like parents and siblings it will still come up to RM700+ And lagi stupid, on weekends RM128!!! WAHH people now got a lot of money. RM108/RM128 dinner also can afford. And bear in mind its buka puasa dinner... WHO ELSE would go? I don't buka puasa also I feel its damn shit expensive. Rather go eat nasi briyani or something. Can eat don't know how many times.

Damn stupid lah! Whoever pays that kind of money to eat buffet. And not like they serve abalone, shark fin, lobster, alaskan crab etc right. Its chicken lah, beef lah, fish lah. LAGI WORSE sometimes they give KAMPUNG fish. I don't know lah! Over-rated already.

NVM, so we went to have dinner at Citrus Park. The vietnamese restaurant... SUCKS! But went to see my grandma. She didn't recognize me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SIGH! Do I look THAT different? Hahaha. Well my uncle says more fit. *grins* SOOO happy. And I think so too. WHAHAHAHAHA.

Roxy soooo big already. BLOoDY HELL!!! I'm wondering if she can still grow lah! And she listens more, but she's still stubborn. And some idiot go and leave MY slipper (the one I fucking love to death) outside for her to bite. WANT TO FUCKING KILL THAT PERSON LAH! And somemore don't dare to admit. KENASAI LAH!! Damn pissing off. aRGHh!!!

And for John, FLOPPY IS AGAIN BOTAK!!! And she's still cute as ever.. and and... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH she's soooo small!!! I must take a picture of both of them side by side. Everything opposites... except both naughty and stubborn. =P

OH OH OH!!! mum left the door open, and then ROXY came into the house. I was upstairs doing my work. Then heard my mum shouting and all. Then I was looking for Roxy, didn't see her. You know my house quite LONG-ish right? from the car porch, the came in then ran towards the kitchen. HAHAHAHA my sis and I laughing from upstairs. Then Floppy see and come in also. What does the people downstair do? HAHHAHA, Jacobson RUN UP the stairs. Mum, shouting but don't dare to chase Roxy out. Just shouting "go go go out!" but Roxy come towards her, she move further into the house. LOL! And then Daddy comes and one "OUT!" wahahaha. ROXY DAMN FUNNY! Turn around and faster run out of the house. CLASSIC! If only I had recorded it. Well Floppy got stopped before she could come further in. SIGH!!!


Anyway that's all for now. Doing OB OB OB! And will start on Marketing as well. KNNCCB! its supposed to be RECESS! argh! nvm, I'll... i'll... allocate my time well.

importance to individual ob assessment. then the other slides.

Now, tmrw, go see someting with family. Sunday, breakfast with my god-dad... wooooohoooo! and then also got SHOPPPING!!!!!!!!! so happy.

I'm off.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 11:19 AM | 0 comments
Scratch that.
Scratch the countdown. Minus one day from every countdown and... you'll realize... I'm coming home TODAY!!!

*jumps up and down, does a victory dance*

Hahaha. I'm sooo happy but so bummed about it. Why? BECAUSE I'M LEAVING NTU! hahaha. sad to say, I'm bummed about THAT. But but! waiiiiit! its because last night Chien Hong said that Wern Chiet and himself wants to go to Clarke Quay TONIGHT! I decided to balik kampung today (if allowed) because no one wanted to teman me. At first, Wern Chiet said want to go but then got lab report. So "bo pian". Then last night Chien Hong was chatting with me and... *slams head* want to go out tonight. What to do? I already told my parents I want to come back and they told me to try to change the flight ticket at the airport. And... SUCCESSFUL! Wahahaha. Therefore, my flight TODAY is at 3.10pm. YAY!!! Too bad its not earlier.

Anyhow, I'm so bummed because I really want to hang out with them! Like A LOT. And I also want to be home ASAP... Arrghhh why does Econs start coming into my head now. Everyone faces trade-offs. BLAHHH!!! Principle #1, aren't you proud of me? HAHAHA Speaking of which... I stupid. 6/10. Blah! Kenasai lah! I aim to have GPA 3.8 dah boleh! I feel so damn stupid. Ok ok... 4.0... ARGH I want to be like those high fliers 5.0! 5.0! 5.0! But look at me. How lah! Want to be nerd also fail, don't look like nerd. Dress also not like nerd. Only nerdy element (that used to be) in me is that I'm smart. SIGH! Ohhh, my attempt to be nerd also failed! I carry notes to read/study. But in the end, I sidetrack and talk about other things. SHIT LAH! I'm not cut out to be a nerd. Yay? Hahahahaha. I just want to be able to graduate ok! 2nd class dah satisfied. Blahh... feel so stupid. SIGH!!!

And as you know (or don't know), I'm typing this in the airport. Changi's. Soooo happy. I'm coming home!


And you know WHAT!?!?!?! *grins*
BUKA PUASA BUFFET TONIGHT!!! At you know WHERE?

SHANG.... SHANGRI-.... if you haven't guessed it by now, I wanna smack you!
SHANGRI-LA!!!!!!!!!!


Shang-gah-li-la!!! *say it ah beng style bebeh!* I told you right. Or maybe I didn't.

My main purpose to come to Singapore was not to study - its to LOSE WEIGHT. Then go back Malaysia can eat like a pig and get FAT! Wahahaha. =P

ALSO, very random post k. But people say that online/blog I'm so different. I cakap banyak-banyak here. Like non-stop. Like machine gun. Like so LIVELY! Then in person, so different. Very diam, like non-existent also. Like so boring! (hahaha k k, not boring but then I'm quiet)...

Let me explain. If I start talking also, I doubt people will understand. Because the rate at which I talk normally (IN ENGLISH... My very GOOD english) is like jet plane speed. Hahahaha. So yeah! And then some things I say not everyone will get it. You see, in blog if you don't get what I'm typing about, you will eventually - just gotta re-read. Whereas in person... it sucks because I will be the one repeating or having to explain. Its like... DIFFERENT FREQUENCY ok! hahaha. How many of you think "Let's just bang them" sounds wrong? I DO! But everyone else doesn't. So if I were to say something and laugh... people will give me cock stares no? Hahaha. Basically bang means... ARGH! I don't want to pollute you innocent minds. Ohhh the irony of ironies... I'm younger and so much more perverted. NO I'M NOT A PERVERT! I just have a dirty corrupted mind. =P BLAME FIS *wahahahahha*

Btw, Want to add something.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to

QIONG WEI (20/9) and

TENG SENG (23/9)

Didn't add that in my September b'day list because... I left it out lah! Soooo. Here is it. SPECIAL OK!!! On a very happy, weird and random post. =)

Now I sign off and... wait for time to pass... I'm COMING HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wheee. Can't wait to see my bitches. Hahaha. I'm making John so JEALOUS! hahaha he called and I said I get to see Roxy and Floppy.. you know what he said... YOU KNOW!?!?!? he said "fuck you..." Ahhh, awww. brotherly love yea? Hahaha Definitely!!! SEE LAH!!! hahaha LOL!!! Neh-mind. Neh-mind, still love you John. I play with Floppy for you. And I teach Roxy to bully Floppy instead of the other way round. Wahahaha my dog beat up your dog. Since you bully me so much. Hahaha kidding kidding! See you Thurs John. =)


And yes, this is the lounge. *grins*


BTW!!! 我现在等飞机来, 可以会家了。

WAHAHAHA NOT SO MUCH OF A BANANA HUH!!!! *bleuk* tata. see you at home.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 11:19 AM | 4 comments
*jumps up and down, squeals with delight*
ONE FUCKING HELL!!! Only ONE!
There's only one hell, and definitely only one fucking hell.
Its about TIME!


Give me ROXY!!! I miss her like CRAZY!
Give me FLOPPY! I miss her like CRAZY!
Give me FOOD! I miss food like CRAZY!
(what I've been eating here is NOT food... IT IS NOT!)
Give me anything but NEW WATER!

I want to leave and never come back. I'm dead serious. Can I kidnap all the good friends I've made? Can I bring all this back home? Can I steal and be a home wrecker? (literally and not literally) Can I sleep and never wake up?

When will I actually be HAPPY? Contended? Satisfied?

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 12:37 AM | 0 comments
ITS OVER BITCH!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
TWO FOR TWO
Single hood. means ONE no?
oh why why why!!! Single or... yes?

Kenasai! You ku ku chiow!!!
posted by The Guilty Princess at 12:35 AM | 0 comments
Break and Hate
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
I HATE CHEW RUZHE!!!!!!!

By the time he's reading this... He's in PENANG... at HOME!!! Argh I hate you you you!!!!!!!!!!!!! Meanie!

Blahhh!

One more day of classes. COME ON!!! I'm gonna fly by Marketing presentation. Gonna chill out during Econs ;)... GET A STAR! hahaha And OB - KNNCCB!!! SLEEP! Or emo. Or... countdown!!! Wahahahahahahahaha. *grins* Every 15 minutes, will cross out something... See what deserves to be at my mercy at that moment. WAHAHAHAHA! Then come back and CELEBRATE! Well... not really. Then Friday.... Slug it out in front of the computer. Marketing Project Presentation and OB Individual Assessment as well as Article Arena. Such a bitch!

That's Friday. Then then... SIGH! Don't want to talk. I'll sleep early, then go airport early. Then go into the lounge and slack there. I emo everyone now! HAH! I no make good English sense. But I feel like it. So deal with it. Hahaha FINE! I'm ignoring everyone! wahaha. No one wants to entertain me... SO I MERAJUK! I entertain myself. Don't want to entertain others already. Maybe I'll go to my brother's place on Friday evening, then Saturday nearer to Changi. YEAHHH! if no plans on Friday night then I shall go there. Hmpf!

Ohhh. Russell Peters tickets out.. Cheapest is SGD79 laaahhh and its so shit seats. I'm only willing to go for the SGD99 one. 119 over budget. And I also don't know whether I should buy or not. Quite... broke! HAHAHAHA! STOP STOP spending. Grrrr!

Anyway... I'm off. Shower. Sleeping early tonight. Got... presentation at 8.30am. Then after that. SIEN!!! I shall chill... no stress. Its not frreaking graded. Tata!!!
posted by The Guilty Princess at 9:04 PM | 0 comments
Yes yes YESSS! (not an orgasm)
THREE DUCK THREE!!!
Can't wait to see my fduck. HAHAHA!

You're still my honey/donkey/whatever else I've called you.
posted by The Guilty Princess at 12:31 AM | 1 comments
Get Cape. Wear Cape. Fly
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Ohhh

FARK!!!

I cried!!! :(


Hahahaha. Anyway, it is heart breaking. But somehow Keith's funeral was worse. That season I really bawled my eyes out. Even watching with John I cried so much. Eyes damn red and sore.

This one... cry along. Nothing THAT serious. Anyhow, not gonna spoil it. Nothing much happens. Just Jamie is a really good kid. =)

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 9:57 PM | 1 comments
TARA 3
Who hasn't watched The Amazing Race Asia 3 Episode 1??

Don't continue reading if you don't want to know what happens. Just click the X at the top right corner!




I'm sooooo glad its back. SO SO glad! I've found out where I can watch it. *grins*

SO HAPPY! And you know what? GO TEAM MALAYSIA!!!

And Oliver is HOT! wahhahaa. But you know what??? I don't like him already. LOL! Well not really... its just.. ARHHH nvm

Paula (from Season 2) greeted the racers at the pit stop. At first I thought she looked so familiar, then when she spoke... EH THAT'S NOT HOW A THAI SOUNDS!!! then realized it was her.

Anyway the first task, detour.. I would have picked race. *grin* Everytime Julz and I watch, we'll be commenting on which we'd pick and we always pick the same task... SO IN THE FUTURE WATCH OUT FOR US!!!

Anyway, Team Malaysia nombor 3. Bernie and Henry. I'm rooting for them!!! I always love a family team winning. Shows how strong family bonds really are. Hence, Jacq and Julz. ;) LOL!!!!

Anyway, not really spoilers right? But anyhow, I'm just gonna leave it as this. Tata!

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 8:13 PM | 1 comments
Flying offfffff and never coming back!
Yes I am flying back home.

I'm sick of explaining myself. I'm sick of hearing the "rich" comments. Go F yourself!

I'm saying it once and for all. Anymore and I'll just shut up and ignore... SERIOUSLY! no more after this. I WILL be flying back home. I won't be taking the bus... EVER! I will have my parents drive up sometimes. So shut up and leave me alone already. Why not the bus? Don't bother asking... I'm a spoilt brat. CAN!?!? Sheesh! Time to leave me alone. Deal with the fact that I fly home because I CAN! I won't repeat anymore

Now, *flicks switch* I'm GOING HOME!!!!!!! YAYYYY! Its about freaking TIME!! *grins*

Doesn't matter that its only for 4 sad days. Actually three days, coming back 25th EARLY morning! But nevermind. I'll make full use of it. If I don't get to meet with friends, so be it. I need time with my dogs and family like CRAZY more.

I'm off off oooooffff! Flight's at 3.10pm, 20th September.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 12:52 AM | 0 comments
yippeee dooo daaa
FOUR BOY, FOUR!

yes you're a boy. =P
a special boy. *MUAXXXX*

Because I accidently typed this in a wrong convo (and something similar, people think I'm a FLIRT... ARGH WTF!!! Hating it MAX!)
posted by The Guilty Princess at 12:28 AM | 0 comments
Things people say...
Monday, September 15, 2008
You know sometimes when people say things, it can either make you or break you. Well here are some that really makes my day. Considering the shit/mess/annoyance/confusion/etc I've been going through... These people are people whom are just.... friends. And good ones at that. Although sometimes we don't click, but one way or another we talk. And its good.

The things they say just... I don't know complimenting me or not - they just make me smile. It can be something just sooo random. And in my blog I've quoted quite a few (err, mostly Jon being perasan but that works too). I shall not say who said them because well... later they shy-shy and later you people get the wrong idea.

lol i was jsut browsing tru ur photos on FB
i dun wan2 sound liek a stalker or anything but u have nice lips

i dun like to watch romance shows cause it makes me feel vulnerable

That cute,HOT, pretty lil thing. Claiming she's the source of the increase of temperature when the weather is already very HOT lah.

Roxy is so obedient now. She listens to everything we say... (AHHH I CAN'T WAIT TO BE BACK HOME!!! Gonna play with my bitches SOOO MUCH! Just talking about my dogs will make me happy)

Liverpool deserved the win, they were the better team. Hands down (this coming from several ManU fans... I love you guys!)



For now, I'll leave it as that. =)

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 9:57 PM | 0 comments
woooo. Less than a week
FIVE BABI FIVE!!!
ARHHHHHHH!!! Can't wait!!!
posted by The Guilty Princess at 1:49 AM | 0 comments
I refuse to sit here
Sunday, September 14, 2008
I... Don't... Want... To... Sit... Here... ANYMORE!

I want to go out. I would go out alone but its... DANGEROUS! Because I don't know how crazy I will get. Lol.

Next Friday (19th September 2008), let's go Clarke Quay... MOS! OR wherever. I just want to have some FUN. Who wants!?!?!?! Just OUT of NTU. Since this is the last week before recess week anyway. SO GERAM LAH!

ARGHHH! Frustrating ok! Everyone don't want to go out. Go out also not until wee hours in the morning. Grrr! I geram!

I'll be going back on 20th September 2008 - need to leave NTU by 12noon. SO!?!?!?! If Thursday I also can... after class. I would go alone but that's like freaking the sad!

Its a reason to celebrate... I'm going back HOME!!!

sigh sigh SIGH! I depressed. I emo. Shaddup!

Don't even know whyyyyy I'm here. Farrrrrk!
posted by The Guilty Princess at 5:33 PM | 0 comments
Anticipation
Woo.

I'm not pretty enough.
I'm not hot enough.
I'm not sexy enough.
I'm not smart enough.
I'm not stupid enough.
I'm not funny enough.
I'm not crazy enough.
I'm not tall enough.
I'm not cute enough.
I'm not talkative enough.
I'm not quiet enough.
I'm not va-va-voom enough.
I'm not stressed enough.
I'm not relaxed enough.
I'm not angry enough.
I'm not innocent enough.
I'm not innovative enough.
I'm not creative enough.
I'm not photographic enough.
I'm not ME enough.


Whatever I'm not enough of, you deal with it. Whatever suits me, you deal with it. I don't give a crap if I'm not meeting your standards. I'm not giving a shit if you say you hate me. I'm not giving a damn if you say its starting, or if its over.

I Don't Care!

I am who I am. I love myself more than anything - besides my family and my dogs. And if a guy or girl comes in between that... Wait, it will never happen.

Stay single until someone comes along. Let's wait.

I am something enough.
I am cam-whoring enough. *blah!*

Hair is growing long! whee! I like!

Piggy 'Manly' Julz, this is for you. =P
ily. imy. wan! hahaha go figure the last one out.

And this, you'll see the other side of the story.



SIX COW SIX!
I'm counting down TOO!


P.S.: GO DIE! To think that I actually thought I could LOVE you.

P.P.S:LMAO!!!! Its things like this that makes me smile when I need it the most. Thanks you!
Jonathan @ NTU says:
kla.. nid my beauty sleep.. whee
Jonathan @ NTU says:
nights nights!

P.P.P.S.: HWEI JENE!!! remember P.S. in the lift? Hahaha I miss you!!! Don't emo ok... Let me emo for you. SIGH! haha muaxxx

P.P.P.P.S.: HAHAHAHHAHA BLUR CASE!!! hahahahaha I needed that.

Goloka --> sleeplessness says:
sorry no plan today...
Goloka --> sleeplessness says:
most of the rest couldnt make it
- × JacQ 6-7 × says:
huh??
Goloka --> sleeplessness says:
ur back rite??



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posted by The Guilty Princess at 1:19 AM | 0 comments
I've got the power....
Apparently I can make men gay.

I turn them down and they become gay. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

you the player. turned XXX gay summore

Now THAT made my day!

Thanks you Ku ku Chiou!


Men, or so you THINK, BEWARE!!!!


With that I say "I've got the power... Aiiiiiiiii!"

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 1:07 AM | 0 comments
Fark the suicide
Saturday, September 13, 2008
As you can tell, I'm not using FUCK anymore. I use FARK! only because it doesn't seem so vulgar. Heeeee! Crazy!

And I am sooooo very the happy. Shopping is soooo satisfying! And I look farking awesome in the yellow "Wanted Boyfriend" shirt. HAH! And my gold and orange wedge. And my Nike tote. And my sort of gladiator sandals. Ahhh, SATISFACTION!

And Liverpool cured my emo-ness and depression and whatever else I've been feeling. Don't know how long it'll last, but we'll see. I missed ManU's goal. Which I think was a blessing in disguise. I would have been sulking and emoing there, but again, its a blessing in disguise. After that, the Brown own goal. OMFG had me laughing like crazy. All Liverpool needed to do was keep going forward. Yes, Van De Sar had some fantastic saves, but unfortunately for him, his defender blocked his save and deflected it towards his own goal. SATISFACTION x 2!!! And half-time. Relax relax! Second half started... ManU silent. They didn't play their lovely classy football - PITY! Hahaha, but also GOOD. I don't care how ManU plays, let their supporters curse them... I don't need to say anything more. ManU seriously played well in the first half. Second half, Berbatov was completely missing. I didn't even remember he was on the pitch. And then came Liverpool's goal. Babel. He is fucking awesome... oopsssies! FARKING!... *grins* I LOVE HIM! SATISFACTION x 3!

So after that goal, Liverpool kept pressing forward and there would have been more goals had Van De Sar not been playing like how he did. And then Vidic was so stupid, that tackle on Alonso. Maybe not on purpose, but still. Costs him next week's match against Chelski! *grins*

And PHEEWWEEEET!!! Full time. Liverpool 2 - ManU 1....

SATISFACTION x INFINITY!!! ORGASM!!! hahahahaha

"Time to change" =P

So yeap yeap. Keane is doing well. Reira is doing well. I'm happy. Back to OB and Marketing... the bitches! Hmpf!

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 9:51 PM | 0 comments
Seven bitch, seven!
SEVEN BITCH SEVEN!!!
I can't wait!!!


Anyway, back on campus. Cooking yesterday was fun... especially frying the fish! =S HAHAHAHAHAHA. And the food was edible! hahahaha. And if you want a wife, go find Chun Zhen. She's damn single and a damn good cook. Hahahaha. Then we talked and watched TV. Hahaha that show at 5.30pm... forgot what's it called already. hahahaha 1,2,3,4,5,6,7... 8, little- pig!!! hahaha wanted to say BIG become PIG! hahahah wtf man. Anyway, then Chun Zhen saw some naughty naughty going on in the hotel opposite. LMAO!!! WHY NEVER CALL ME!!! ARGH!!!! LOL.

Anyway, then we talked... gossiped. And then realized that in NTU, there's no one who would fit our "type" which is pretty darn depressing. Again, all the good ones are taken. SIGH! Then this morning, woke up and headed to BUGIS! I'm so happy. I found the Charles and Keith shoe that I wanted. But not in the colour I wanted - the silver and grey one. But NVM got my size in the orange and gold one. SOOOO NICE! HAPPY HAPPY!!! Then walked to Bugis street and bought two shirts. WAHAHAHHAHA!! Men are gonna HATE me =P Decided that Bugis Street wasn't our kind of place. Its so Bangkok-ish lah! I rather shop in Bangkok - CHEAPER!! hahahahahaa! Then went back to Bugis Junction. Went into BHG and got... a NIKE bag! Hahahaha. I'm so fucking HAPPY! I don't know why, but I always buy Nike totes. Hahahahahaha. Then walked walked and bought sandal. WHEEE!

I'm satisfied. I'm going to get started on Marketing and OB soon. After this post.

Anyway, that's for you Julz. =P so you know what I've bought. MUAXX!

And.... LIVERPOOL VS MAN U TONIGHT!!! gg! More reason to get started on my work..

Toodles!!! oh, food post and poser post will be up midweek. Tata!

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 5:27 PM | 0 comments
OMFG
Friday, September 12, 2008
I can believe my eyes...

IS it actually TRUE!!?!?!?

ARGHHH!! I don't know what to say/do... When I saw it, my eyes just literally went... BIGGER and my heart just started racing. I felt it. I didn't even have to do anything.

OMFG. I'm going crazy.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!

Seriously I'm the one in need of POWER or STRENGTH now... Farrrrk!

Anyway I doubt I'm the one. I doubt big time. Reason being... LOL! I shall sit quietly and WAIT. Fark this!
posted by The Guilty Princess at 12:15 PM | 0 comments
EIGHT EIGHT
EIGHT EIGHT EGG EGG!!!


LOL! random can.

Anyway...

EIGHT BABY EIGHT!!!

I can't wait to see you babe. ;) I'm jumping up and down in my seat.

WhAT to INSTEP on??
posted by The Guilty Princess at 1:29 AM | 0 comments
Thank You
Don't know what else to blog about, cos Baby Jac is disrupting my train of thought. Blame it all on her. She's just a piece of smattering nonsense. That cute,HOT, pretty lil thing. Claiming she's the source of the increase of temperature when the weather is already very HOT lah.



HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA! Thank you Mr. OLD-Motorola man-in denial-MEANIE! And omg! There is such a word "smattering"

v. tr.
  1. To speak (a language) without fluency: smatters Russian.
  2. To study or approach superficially; dabble in.

Hahahahahaha. I am speechless. HMPF!

Btw, this is the 550th post for this blog. LOL! Honoured?

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 1:02 AM | 0 comments
She's my drug. My bad influence
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Hear no love, See no love, Say no love
Hear no evil, see no evil, say no evil
Take your pick.


OH YES SHE IS!!!

Hahahahahhahahahahahaahhahaha

Its my turn to let loose. Its my turn to have fun.

Of course it started with the series of pictures up there...

And after a long long time of reading econs and hating it to the max, together with Statistics... I did this...


Ohhh yes, on MY OWN OK!!!

NICE EH!?!?! hahaha, its still not the best. I was just simply doing it. Wheeee!

Then need this lah!!! BLEUK!

Then I sat on my desk, looked at the mess and then tried to concentrate on Marketing... Like shit lah ok!!! My concentration span is non-existent. Screw it... So I did this on my lappie webcam. Loving it! LOL!! I swear, I've been possessed with Julz poser spirit! ;)

HAHAHA I love you bitch! We shall go crazy together. EIGHT days k!!!


You don't mess with the Jacq... Oh crap. Shirt too big


Message for the little brat/monkey/dick/donkey/pig/DUCK/dickhead/stupid/bitch... wahahah I love you too! ;)

OH YES I AM!!!!


And I save the best for last. I like this photo A LOT!

Grrrrrrrrr!


Sexy eh? Julz, I teach you how to make growling retarded faces but at the same time... VERY pretty... OK!!?!??!


And there Jon, I've destressed. Just snap loads of pictures... somehow it helps. LOL!!! I'm going crazy.SERIOUSLY!!!!

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 11:40 PM | 0 comments
Time....
I'm going crazy.

I'm listening to this song and it makes me tear up. I'm gonna do a video montage soon. I just need someone to... give me the song. Anyone? I promise I will hug you like never before. Errrm, NO!! I will hug you. My special hugs are reserved for those special ones back home ;) Missing you bunch.

I want to cry already.


Chantal Kreviazuk - Time

Time
Where did you go
Why did you leave me here alone
Wait
Don't go so fast
I'm missing the moments as they pass
Now I've looked in the mirror
And the world's getting clearer
so wait for me
This time
I'm down
I'm down on my knees
I'm begging for all your sympathy
But you (I'm just an illusion)
You don't seem to care (I wish that I could)
You humble people everywhere (I don't mean to hurt you)
Now I've looked in the mirror
And the world's getting clearer
I'll take what you give me
Please know that I'm learning
So wait for me
This time
I should've known better
I shouldn't have wasted those days
And afternoons and mornings
I threw them all away
Now
This is my time
And I'm gonna make this moment mine
(I shouldn't have wasted those days)
I'll take what you give me
Please know that I'm learning
I've looked in the mirror
My world's getting clearer
So wait for me
This time
This time..

Just listening to this will make me... ARGH! Ignore the video content, its OC. I don't want The OC. Its just that I can't embed the original video. SUCKS!!! I love this song like CRAZY! Using YouTube so play it over and over again. BLEUK! Someone send it to me PLEASSSSSSSSEEEEEEEE!!!

I need to just GET AWAY from all this. I cannot take it. How is it possible!?!?!? I already set my sights... I already said what I want and what I DON'T WANT!!! Why is it messing my mind so much. I can't even think straight. I hate to be this way. I HATE IT! Its not me. I can normally just hide it all. I can normally just suppress everything and hide it all. Never let anyone know. Hide my feelings. Hide my emotions. Why is it just... tearing me apart. So many questions, no one will answer. No one CAN answer. No one understands. Because they aren't me. They just would never get it.

I know I'm so freaking emo now. I'm gonna put song lyrics and you probably don't even understand why... But I do.

Baby, before you
Well, I was bad news
In lettin' me love you
I think I can get through
And now I think I'll get through
The end of the world
And now I think I'll get through
Life as a girl
Now I think I'll get through
Anything
Now I think I'll get through


I watched you suffer a dull aching pain
And now you've decided to show me the same
No sweeping exits or off stage lines
Could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind
I know I've dreamed you, it's a sin, it's a lie
And I have my freedom but I don't have much time
Faith has been broken, tears must be cried
So let's do some living after we die

I thought it was over. I thought I got through it all... but no, life's not as simple. It never can be that simple. It just has a way of making things creep up on you when you least expect it.

I can't take it. I know its pretty darn obvious. Why!?!?! I don't want to have a bad name attached to me. But there's such a thing called selfishness... and right now... I don't know. ARGH! Stop this... stop this feeling, stop this mess, stop myself from falling. I already hit rock bottom, I don't need it AGAIN! I DON'T!!!

I just want to be who I am. I just want to say it all out. I don't want to wreck what I already have, but again I want more. Selfish? I don't know. WHY is it me always thinking of other's feelings? Can't I just say it to their faces everytime something crosses my mind? Why can't I do that? Oh because people are just not open enough. Here.

I have the best people ever back home. They are just... I don't know. They say the right things, they don't need to hide things from me. They just say it. Even if it will tear me to pieces, they say it and I know its because they care. How I wished they were here. Here with me. There's this one person back home whom has been extremely sweet to me and I fucking thank you! For bringing my spirits back up. Telling me things like there will surely be more. That I'm one of a kind in a good way, that I am pretty and special. That it will come along. That if it doesn't then everyone else is stupid. Thanks a bunch. If things hadn't gotten between us, we'd definitely be awesome together =) And I know it won't happen, but I just want you to know that I am grateful to have you in my life, even though you lie a lot to me and quite a few lot of others, but you make it count when you do. Thanks!

And to the others who make me feel so much better, that when I talk to them... I don't even have to address my problems, and neither do they. Just talking to them makes me so happy. Just hearing their voice or thinking of them talking to me makes the problems and stress and depression vanish. And that is why I'm telling you I have amazing friends and family. I love them to bits and no man can ever come in between. I guarantee you that. And its not like I'll even get a man. So... screw it.

Its my feelings, its my thoughts. if you don't know where I'm heading with this, just ignore it all.









Love is only a feeling drifting away... Oh how I wished!

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You've got me worried TOO
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
You've got me worried.

What is it?




Can you tell? I'm bored. Hmm, actually this idea was stolen from someone. ;) I miss ya honey!

** I'm REALLY very sorry when I just suddenly disappear offline. Its really not my intention. I didn't sign off. Its the so screwed up internet connection that disconnects me so often. EVERY night at about 10.30pm till 11pm. Does anyone else face this problem or is it just the screwed up connection in my room? ARGH!!! I'm moving out!**

Btw, is anyone having problems logging into MSN?? Around 11pm. 'Cause I've got a whole bunch of friends who can't. LOL!! Stupid shit!

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 10:24 PM | 0 comments
Argh Fark!
I am so annoyed. With myself and the whole world. I know its not bloody fair to be angry and annoyed at the world, they didn't do anything to me. ARGH!!! Don't bother asking.

I mean... I know up front I give off this happy go lucky face and personality. But you know what? I am not that. I do that because I can. Because I rather fake a smile than to be constantly asked if I am alright. If I am not, what are you to do? Not like you can get me a ticket back home. Not like you can stop lessons for me. Not like you can make a difference. Stop trying!

I gotta just stop everything. Time is just flying. And I should be happy. It only means that going back home is coming nearer and nearer, but why is it that I dream of things that I don't want to happen back home? It scares me. I tend to have a lot of deja vus. I don't mean to be cliche. I really don't. ARGH!!!

Screw it. I will blog about... happy moments. Grrr! its so damn annoying. I can't have the freedom to EMO. Why? Its my blog right? Its my RIGHTS.... its because I don't want or need the attention. I really don't. I'm fine as I am. I am. I don't need another person's reassurance. I don't need another person's comfort. OK, maybe I may need the comfort some other time. But still....

Life's a bitch. It really is! When you want something, its taken. When you don't want it, its all yours to grab. Its so ANNOYING!!!! And again I'm referring to certain things, but its the same concept for MANY things. Basically, don't jump into conclusions ok.


ARGH!!! just stab me in the back already. Don't need to be so fake CAN!?!?!?!

life's a damn right BITCH!!! Argh. I want to go home, tuck myself with the blanket Roxy bit, and just stay there forever. I don't want to bloody come back!
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Webcamming with the lil ones.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
It cannot be helped!

With my sisters *ahem*camwhore*ahem* we just GOTTA do something stupid. No matter the distance. Be it a phone call with just no talking *SERIOUS LAH!!!*, chatting online, facebooking OR WEBCAMMING!!! Without fail, we'll talk about nonsense and laugh. Without fail, they make me smile. Without fail am I SO glad that I'm not at home. Because if I was, I'd just be pissed off with them. LoL! Absence makes the heart grow fonder. =)

Anyhow... For my lovelysssss. Hahahaha...


With the babi Juliana and Bel at the side. Awww, SO cute right? Don't you wish you can hold her big head and give her a big, wet disgusting kiss? HAHAHAHA nice mouth yea? HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Darn! I miss home! I miss that staircase and always slipping on it. LOL



Another one of the monkeys. ;) Hmm, how come I look so nice eh? HAHAHHAHAH :P

Hahahahahahaha! Just read what we typed lah! That itself is bloody entertaining.
Well maybe not this particular part. LOL.

Hahahahahahahahaha. SHUT UP SHUT UP!!! the focus is on my sister and lil bro. NOT ME!!! hahahaha. Btw, that's Jessebel and Jacobson.


Hahahhaa. Bel's SWT face... or don't know what lah! And Jacobson wants to pucker up! Anyone interested?? OK SO WRONG!!


And yes if you were wondering, we ALL start with the letter J... even my parents. And we all have the initials J.C. Yes its true. And us kiddos have initials J.C.S. *something* Yea, its either JCSH, JCST, JCSS or JCSB!!!!!!!! hahahaha. NO KIDDING! Damn cool right? Well its cool enough that we are all J's. Enough already. WAHAHAHAHAHA!

We are special. Deal with it. ;)

Anyway.. That's all for now. GO GO ECONS!! Blah... I'm stuck at Lecture 2 and can't seem to move on. SHITS!!! Hahaha.

Like my nickname on MSN says, "I'll kiss you if you teach me econs and I actually understand k?" So far... no takers. YOU ALL SUCK!!! Hahaha well there was ONE, but he only knows MACRO... sucks, I'm doing MICRO now... NEH-MIND!! hahaha.

OK that's all. I'm offf. Econs baby.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 8:21 PM | 0 comments
Dinner with John and Yin Chau

And on Sunday, John and Yin Chau went to market early to buy ingredients. Hahaha i didn't know lah! If I knew then... fine, I would still have slept instead. Hehehe

Yin Chau made... the red bean soup dessert. Tong sui la. What's it exactly called I don't know. but you'll see. The one with red bean and pandan smell. Hmmm yum! I don't normally eat this ok. But I like the one Yin Chau made because... NOT THICK AND RICH (hahahaha Mr C says that's the kinda guy I gotta marry!) And back on topic.... The dessert wasn't too thick lah. It was actually quite watery. I like!! So yea, I like it. ;)

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Then later on we prepared Bak Kut Teh. YAY!!!

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Boiling the pork bones and meat together with the herbs. Ehhh, we actually go get the herbs and then put in those packet (AHAHAHAHAHA) so the herbs won't be all over the soup. It smelled damn good also!!

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Then in went the meat balls and... sausages? Hahahaha. But it was nice la.. LOL!!! and then later on went the beancurd.

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Prepared by yours truly. HAHAHAHA EH, don't mess ok. The rice was DAMN good! not too soft, not hard. Just purrrfect.

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Sorry, overexposed. hahhaa.

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And yes, that's my dinner. VERY satisfying ok. BEATS CANTEEN FOOD. *grins*

I need to go back to John's place more often when they cook =P

Hmm, and since John pays for the food and stuff... I do his laundry! hahaha well I iron his clothes. hahaha and you know the irony? I don't even bloody iron my OWN clothes when I'm in NTU >.< hahahaha. Well its good. *happy happy*

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Dinner at Mr Chen's

On Saturday night had dinner at Mr Chen's place. Didn't take pictures of the last time I was there. Sadly - that time had kebabs and chips and dips and stuff. WAS SO GOOD!!!

Anyhow, this time was Mr Chen's dinner. Experiment to not experiment which turned out to be an experiment. Hahaha understand? LOL!

Anyway although it eventually was an experiment, it worked out perfectly!!! loved the food. =)

And we started off with this.

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SHERIDAN first!! Lol JK JK!!! It was used in the tiramisu.

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The attempted Aglio Olio. Turned out to be sort of like that but with added stuff. Hahahaha. Not bad la. Niceeeeeee. Especially with the sauce (sorry no pictures! I now know the secret ingredient ;))

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Roast potatoes. Hmm... ok lah. Maybe should have cooked it later. hahha.

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Roast Chicken with tomatoes, onions and carrot. Oh and Jacob's Creek white wine. *yum yum* It was soooo good!!! The carrot was SO SWEET!!! And the tomato not over cooked and mushy. It was WONDERFUL! I know the picture doesn't look THAT nice. Hahahaha

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And the TIRAMISU prepared by Jason. YUMMM!! Hahahhaa. I can make as well. *grins*

 

I had so much fun helping out in the kitchen. I always love helping out in the kitchen!!! And I also had so much fun talking and cracking up. ABDULLAH!!! *silence* Hahahhahhaa. Inside joke. And and "Neh-mind" hehehe. Seriously faster ask me why there's the action!!! it comes from this story... ;)

I Loooooove it! Thanks Mr and Mrs Chen for having us over!!!

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 4:23 PM | 0 comments
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Monday, September 08, 2008
Sigh. Temporary high.

Hahhahaha my lovely lovely friend got me pau from JB! Hahaha queued up early morning just to get for me. YAY YAY! I've found my "click" hahahaha. LOL!

JULZZZ!! I wanna dance with you, Break the ice is playing - that's why I thought of u. Shake that booty. Hahaha we shall dance dance like dumbasses on September 20th. ;) We shall watch PS I love you and then start crying together ok?? GO get the DVD!!! I miss you!!! xoxoxoxo

Wahahaha. Saddd la..

Yeah yeah. Shut up. I already know I'm a poser/cam whore cam slore


I got distracted SO easily. With my webcam. LOL!!

Got a problem with me cam sloring? Face the wrath!

I shall make more stupid faces with Julz when I'm back...


Hahaha, tonight dinner to brief Hauo Wah on what was discussed during the MSA meeting. Errm, then on Wednesday will have another one with all sports secs to discuss.

WAHHHH! A lot of things to do laaa. *stress stress*

Hahahaha. you know how the "neh-mind" plus action thing came about??? WAAHHHAAHA... ASK ME OK!!!! I will tell you. *grins*

BLAHHHH! I need to study Econs. I'm... in deep trouble. Hahaha, no deep shit ok!
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Slap shitssss
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Random title. DONT EVEN BOTHER ASKING! I don't know why its there. Slap cause I'm so happy... and shitssss because I'm so damn happy.

Just finished watching cycle 10 of America's Next Top Model. Hahahaha. The WHOLE cycle ok! I started watching in the afternoon. Around 2.30pm and I've officially finished at 11pm. HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA I love streaming here in Singapore. Wooohooo!!! i'm so damn happy. Finally a winner who's not slap stick skinny. Wheeeeee!!! Represent baby!!!

Anyhow, I need to bloody shower. I was supposed to head back to NTU earlier, but that's not possible now because its so late. and I haven't showered. So that's all. I'm off...

back at ntu tomorrow.. afternoon...
posted by The Guilty Princess at 11:01 PM | 0 comments
Wheee! happy happy!
I'm gonna... *grins*

Hmm, a lot of food posts coming ok? Hahahahaha.

I'm gonna be coming back to John's place more often. *grins* You know why??? Because they cook quite often. Well on weekends. And tonight is... BAK KUT TEH!!!!!!!!!! I'm staying for dinner.... wahahahaahha.. No need to bother with canteen food for now. I'll stuff myself until I'm so sick of food that when I go back to NTU, I wouldn't want to eat for dayssss. Then the following weekend, because I'm nearly dead from hunger, I'd return and have good food again. Wheeee. Save money also!!! Can start plannning to get my phone. *grins*

Happy happy. *dance around in a circle*

Btw, why the sun so bad to me? When I want to do my laundry it doesn't come out. When I'm going to class or heading back from class why it hide? But when I got no class, or when I'm away at John's place and unable to do my laundry... why the Sun suddenly appear. And why is it so hot? Like Hot sexy lahh

crap! Talking nonsense for self entertainment. Hahaha shiok sendiri. I'm off.. stats and econs... maybe marketing

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 11:08 AM | 0 comments
Random... and finally happy.
That's all. I'm sorry to you people who read rubbish.

Now now. As you know... I'm back from.. oh wait, you probably don't know.

Just had dinner... well not JUST. Will post pictures and update soon.

NOW, other matters. go go go tutorials..

Not like go go jacq do tutorials... GO TUTORIALS.. like GO GET LOST. LMAO!!! sorry. self-entertainment. HAHAHAHAHA WTF RIGHT!! Sigh... sorry, I do that a lot.

BLAHHH. its late. I want to sleep. I had a good good dinner. and before that I was doing tutorials.

OHHH my hair VERY nice laaa. Damn long. I LOVE IT!!! And, hahahahaha omfg, Siew Loong asked me once "You like your hair so much is it?"... and I didn't even realize I was playing with my hair laaaaa... I do it so often now. Hahaha. WHAT TO DO LAHHH!!! I had short hair for like ages. Then it was curly... then cut short again... and stuff la. So yea, I deserve to play with my hair. Hahaha. BLEUK!!! No need to ask me again. hahahaha

But I seriously need a trim. It gets tangled so much. LOL! But you know what? I still love my hair. ahahaha. its gonna be long for now. Wait until I get bored of it. Hahaha 5 years down the road. Hahahaha, that more or less how long I had short hair.

ANYWAY... rubbish and talking to myself..

I'm off to bed. Wheeee
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DROP DEAD AND BLOODY DIE!!!
Saturday, September 06, 2008
The title says it all...

Screw it!!!!!!!!

Btw, involved. I'm just not interested anymore ok. Get the damn message. I've moved on. With someone else... Go to hell.
posted by The Guilty Princess at 10:54 PM | 0 comments
You stupid...
Friday, September 05, 2008
Sooo stupid. You do things not according to the way its supposed to be done... You say I'm shit in certain things... Think you're all that... Seriously go die lah! I'm not the kind of person who curses but seriously you may as well just drop dead. See if I fucking CARE!

You expect me to understand the crap you've done and said when its not even how its supposed to be. WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO!?!?!? No value, no integrity... No fucking SENSE.

ARGH!!! I don't know how long I can take this. I need to go back. I need to just forget it. It won't come anyway. I just got to keep dreaming. Screw it.

When I bloody ignore you... GET THE DAMN MESSAGE! leave me alone. How many times must I say... I'm NOT interested!!!!!!!! I don't care about your stories... I have stories of my own... and it bloody beats yours. So stop thinking its all about you and that you experienced life in a way that I haven't. Sorry to break it to you, but I bet I've had a better experience in life... In the sense that I just don't think of ONE thing when I'm somewhere. I think of other things.. Oh and I am not so fucking self-centered as YOU are.

Oh I'm this and that. Oh I'm not this and that... OH LIKE I BLOODY CARE anymore. I don't bother entertaining you as it is... why can't you just REALIZE that I DON'T WANT TO BOTHER about the past. I don't want to listen. I'm such a different person today and you just HAVE to accept it. I'm not gonna change just for your sake. DEAL with my style of working, my style of talking and my style of living life. No one ever asked you to follow it. No one ever told you that we have to be compatible... I just am DIFFERENT. Deal with it!!!

How I wished I never met you. That's all. How I wished you were a year older. How I wished I don't ever have to cross paths with you after this. Our way of thinking is so different. It always was anyway. And the things you do... PISS ME OFF LIKE MAD!!! And the fact that you have to freaking ANNOUCE it to anyone who bothers listening... pisses me off. I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN. Just stick to a damn topic and stop sidetracking.

ARGH!!! You are not that fucking great. You are not that fucking intelligent. You are not that fucking creative. You are not that fucking smart. You are not, so stop saying it.

GO DIE!





Sorry... rant post - just ignore
posted by The Guilty Princess at 11:06 PM | 0 comments
Always be my baby
EMO EMO!!! I feel sick. I don't know. a little feverish? I also don't know the difference between fever and warm. I DON'T KNOW LA!!!

we were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so I’m letting you fly
cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never die,no!

you’ll always be a part of me
i’m a part of you indefinitely
girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on
time can’t erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

i ain’t gonna cry no
and i won’t beg you to stay
if you’re determined to leave girl
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you’ll be back again
cause ya know in your heart babe
our love will never end no

you’ll always be a part of me
i’m part of you indefinitely
girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on
time can’t erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby

i know that you’ll be back girl
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder ooohhh
i know that,you’ll be right back,
oh, baby believe me it’s only a matter of time

you’ll always be a part of me
i’m part of you indefinitely
girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my…my baby

you’ll always be a part of me (you will always be)
i’m part of you indefinitely
girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on (we will linger on)
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby

oh always be my baby…

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Oh My F.... God!
Who's watched OTH Season 6, Episode 1??

If you haven't... SPOILERS ALERT!!!

OMFG!!!! OMFG!!!! I don't care about Lucas and Peyton anymore. I'm worried sick for Jamie and Brooke. OMG!!! I cannot tahan. Ohhh and Carrie (the psycho nanny) is.... PSYCHO!!!! Mouth leaves OTH with Millicent... NOOOOO!!! Bitchoria is BACK! Quentin is alright. Deb and Skillz are freaking funny. Haley is awesome as usual. Did I miss anyone out?

Anyway, Peyton goes to Las Vegas with Lucas to get married. Nathan, Haley and Jamie are a happy family. And Jamie is sooo cute. I think we already KNOW that. Brooke is an awesome friend and everything. She is just so good to everyone. I don't see why she has to go through the shit she has to go through with. ARGH! Lindsey can go BYE BYE!!! YAY!!!

And and... that attack on Brooke at the end of the episode...I freaking JUMPED ok! I can't stop thinking about it. ARGH!!!

Carrie is such a weirdo. I so wished Dan had just KILLED her off that time when she kidnapped Jamie. And I really really hope that Jamie will be fine. However spoilers tells me otherwise. And Haley will be in danger as well.

I hope Carrie dies!!! I freaking hate her. She is such a psychopath. ARGH!!!!

Sigh did anyone realize that every scene ended with a kissing scene? Well apart from the Dan and Carrie scenes. I wish Dan recovers and stabs Carrie like mad. Hahahha.

With all that said, I'm not gonna waste more time. I gotta get stuff done. But I can't wait for Next Week.... Wheeee!

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Poo poo!!!
Thursday, September 04, 2008
Poo poo! poo poo!!!

Its so random. I just thought of it. Hahahaha

Nasuha is staying in hall!!! YAY! Squatter! hahahaha Next year probably applying with her... Hmm extra one point!?!??! LMAO!!!

Anyway!!! its the weekend baby!!!!!!!! So fucking happy! you cannot imagine. But this weekend... Busy busy!! LOL!!!

Friday - Basketball at 9am, MSA meeting at 7.30pm. Other work related matters - edit and send managerial report to group mate as well as start doing tutorials
Saturday - Basketball at 9am, Dinner at Mr.C's place at 6pm. Other work related matters - do tutorials, or rather hopefully finish the tutorials. OH going back to see JOHN!!!!!!!!! >.< BANYAK HAPPY!!! Bully time! hahaha who bully who? bu yao wen wo. Anyway going with John to Mr.C's...
Sunday - STUDY STUDY!!! And in the afternoon return to NTU. Start going crazy for Econs quiz. Hahaha. Then other stuff...
Monday - HOPEFULLY I'm done with all things I have to do and just touch up or go through things then can relax!!!

Hahaha.

Just a personal reminder. I will work my bum bum off. I will not slack this weekend.

Wheeee! Going back on the 20th. Coming back on the 25th. HAHAHAHHAAH Gonna be rushing in the morning of the 25th. NEVERMIND!!! Daddy gets some exercise. LMAO!!! Gonna introduce them to the food I gotta eat... See how I suffer. Hahahaha! So proud of mum, she sent me an email! hahahaha and she's been sending me sms-es of encouragement and sending love. Ahhh, how NOT to miss home like that? How not to want to cry laaaa??? Hahaha Anyhow, its been a good day.

I'm off to shower. Then get going with tutorials. No stress No stress!!! *personal reminder*

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 9:19 PM | 0 comments
Sh!t
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
No fairrrr!

Hahahahahaha

OK OK Basketball in CANCELLED this Friday. SIGH! I don't care. I will go on Saturday. Hmpf!!! Got meeting at 7.30pm. Hmm, NVM Maybe I just go in the morning with Chun Zhen to shoot hoops. Need to talk to her about it.

Arghhh commitments. Plans... goner! No complaints though. Quite excited *grins*

OK see how. Discuss Marketing. GO GO GO
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Happy Birthday to the September Babies
Happy Birthday to...

Wevind... Peebin... BHASKARAN!!!!!!!!! ;) - 4th
Will always love you bro. Thanks for everything. Thanks for always being there for me. =)

Ng Hwei Jene - 13th
Doctor! hehehe. I miss you like CRAZYYYY!!!

Victor Ng - 13th

Roshan Kumar - 16th

Jia Jin - 16th

Victor Lee - 16th

Farah - 18th
big sis, hope all's good in Aussie. I miss you so so so much!!!

Alvint - 19th

Piotr - 20th

Qiong Wei - 20th

Yao!!!!!!!!!! - 25th
(seriously, how LONG has it been eh?)

Rui Yang - 25th

And FINALLY,

Aminda - 30th


SERIOUSLY right, too many people I know born in September.
**wait October AS WELL!!!! hahaha somebody's parent's very good mood during the festive season =P**

Hahaha. Hope everyone has a good birthday and hope the month will be good. Take care! And enjoy!!!

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 1:46 AM | 0 comments
Wahahaha!
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
I will be dragging my laptop around... Why the hell is my title wahahaha then?

Wellllll. I couldn't confirm or change my seat to the 19th of Sept, but what the hell... I'll be going back on the 2oth... wheeee! And on freaking biz class baby!!! NEH MIND NEH MIND!!! I'd go back on the 20th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Freaking happy!

I should close this blog down. I sure kena tembak at when I see THEM and if THEY read this... SIGH SIGH!!! Freaking SAD!!! hahaha but what the hell. Enjoy 45minutes OK!!! I love my daddy, faster fly fly for business trips more =P wheee!

Hmm, frequent flier miles are SOOO smart. Exchange them for tickets. Kekeke!!

Anyway I wanna basketball... I don't care already. I'm gonna call the guys one Saturday... no no, Sunday. LOL!!! We'll see we'll see. Quite saddd lah! I'm so sick of staying in my room. So depressed over the fact that I'm gaining weight... or losing weight. I also don't know. Seriously lah, eating schedule also all over the place. LOL!

Ohhh now I remember... On the first day of FOC, when we were separated into our OGs after the admin stuff and Siew Loong said he met me before. I was like damn freaking blur... Then after thinking about it like... HUH!!! I've seen him before!?!?!? Wtffff!!!... for a month!!! LMAO!!! I finally realized what he meant. He saw me and introduced himself to me when I was waiting for the medical check up with Whei Yeap. And Whei Yeap called him over or he came over himself and started to play the lame games. Ohhh and with my black and white checked bag. Hahaha. NOW I REMEMBER! like wtf right!?!?!??

Oh well, what to do. I didn't really remember everyone who just introduced themselves to me ok!!! I mean I was tired and damn depressed that day anyway, and so many people... So I was blur blur because I was thinking about other things anyway. I shall show you my VERY emo half-suicidal post after this semester, when I'M SURE that this is what I really want. I feel it now, but sometimes the regrets just come and stuff like that. Anyhow, that will be up... and you may be very shocked. But what the heck.

I'm happy! Chun Zhen wants to play basketball with me! *grins*

OK!!! I freaking LOVE her. Its official!!! hahahaha. She's pretty darn ON with me. Enthu about weird stuff... and you know what??? We laugh at the stupidest things. We make fun of ourselves and its OK!!!

FRIDAY!!! BASKETBALL!!! ANY TAKERS!?!?!? *grins* girls and guys included... argh! Can Ureeeya, Soph, DeeDee and etc fly from wherever they are and join in as well?? I know we'd just have a blast.. and there'll be loads of shiok sendiri moments ;)

Argh!! Can't wait can't wait. Friday it is... YIIPEEEE!

I'm off. Hope its happening.

Toodles =)

AHHH and btw...

I don't mind dating a STATS geek, I NEED to marry a TECH geek... but I WANT a normal guy.
Hmmm.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 10:53 PM | 0 comments
MY BABY IS BACKKK BACKKKKK BACKKKKKKKK!!!
Jumps up and down. Runs around in a circle screaming "yes yes yes" (please don't mistake that for an orgasm)

Before I continue with my celebratory dance.... !xobile.... WHAHAHAHA orgasm... I think of Russell Peters. I am gonna go go go!!! GRRR!! Anyway...
-continue-

Dances alone to the music in my head. Dance real hard (sorta high). Smiles and laughs alone. Runs around in a circle in the small little area of the room singing "give it to me, give it to me". Shakes booty. Does victory dance. Does Peter Crouch's robot dance. Moves body like crazy...

And shouts...

ITS FINALLY FUCKING BACK BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeahhhhh!!!

Although a bit "bad" timing. Hahaha but wtf its ONCE a week. and and I will halt FRIENDS. Well fine fine, I won't watch FRIENDS that much anymore. Tradeoffs.

whahhahahaha i am sooooo fucking happy!!! yeah, load all the tutorials... bring it on. Put it on my desk. Tell me I have to complete it by tomorrow. I won't listen to you... BECAUSE I HAVE MY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY LOOOOOOVE!!!!!!!!!!!

Let's go go go!!! Let it come slowly and I will wait. Will watch my baby with NO INTERRUPTIONS!!! So I'll gladly do stats now.

Every week, Tuesdays after Stats tutorial... I will sit here and patiently wait. TOODLES!!!

TATA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 5:48 PM | 0 comments
I needed to destress
Monday, September 01, 2008
As some of you may or may not know, I LOVE drawing.

Put a piece of paper and a pencil in front of me, and I'll start doodling. It may not be as nice as other people's doodles but its my form of letting myself loose. The other way would be to turn the music out loud in the shower and sing loudly or dance around in my room.

Why I tell you this? Because I can only do the drawing one here. Can't do the other in my room. LOL!

Anyway those who doubt my drawing skills and whatever... You'll regret. OK Don't compare it to THIS here


This was just freedom. Just whatever came to my mind. I draw a line on a page and it'll lead me somewhere. I don't need the computer to be creative. I just need the basics. Art started without electronics and that's what I love.

I don't have to be creative using the computer. I don't need to use the computer and then call myself artistic. I am artistic without the help of a brain made by another human. Yeap, you people may be good at this and that on the computer, but screw it all. I need basics. I prefer basics.

My drawings and all is a reflection of my emotions. If its happy and colourful, I'm happy and upbeat. If its depressing, then I'm depressed. Its as simple as that. My drawings represent what's going on in my mind.

Sometimes that hurts more than anything. Because I know that feeling, but I can't identify it fully. Its always a mix of SOMETHING...

I express myself through drawing and writing, and when it comes to talking and I want to say something so desperately... I can't. Why would that hurt? Because people hurt me by words and I can't do anything back. But that doesn't mean I sit silently. I still do say things. I think its pretty obvious I bitch more on my blog than I would by talking. But that doesn't mean I dont bitch when I'm facing someone.

I have no freaking idea why this turned out to be an emo post... But what the hell, my mind is a mess as it is. My body is a mess.

I don't know what breakfast, lunch or dinner means. Lately, I've been having one meal a day and some biscuits. I know its really bad for me - but what can I do? The schedule I'm given, the things I have to face, the really bad timing for everything...

I should not complain. I know I shouldn't, but what happens if I do? Its my personal space after all. Sometimes personal issues just well up inside me and I never let it out... and what happens... I'd just cry myself to sleep... why? Because I can't freaking take it.

I know you don't understand the basis or content of this...

I never asked you to...

like how I never asked you to walk into my life.

like how I told you that...


Would you believe me this time?
posted by The Guilty Princess at 9:54 PM | 0 comments
Mighty Proud
You know how you're always stuck at some question. Well, ok maybe not ALL of you experienced it... because YOU SMART!!! Eh, WAIT a minute!!! I'm smart TOO! hahaha.

Well, I sort of completed statistics!!! *grins* SORT OF! Didn't say I finished it right!!! Hahahaha. Kinda stressed out because I don't know how to do. I mean the lecture also didn't complete EVERYTHING and adding on to that... I was DAMN sleepy! Damn tired and EMO. >.< I hate the 4 hour break on Wednesdays - especially if got some meeting. SHIT laaahhhh, it was my time to SLEEP!!! Hahaha. Quite depressing. SIGH!!!

It hasn't been raining lately. Drizzle yes. but no rain... STAY THAT WAY PLEASE!!!

Because of the rain and the mess I made myself into... I'm still sick. My throat sakit. Not croaking but its pain! Itchy sial! I want to put my hand in and scratch the insides of my throat. Ever felt that? And then like got phlegm but when want to go and spit it out, nothing.


AH! Drop that topic. I'm fucking emo now! I just browsed through Friendster after AGES, and then saw my pictures. FLOPPY!!!!!!!!!! I miss her so so much! SIGH! And then Roxy, still at camp. =(

Sucks sucks!! Anyway, Julz telling me things about Floppy. LMAO!!! She sniffed Julz "Breaking Dawn" book and then LICKED IT!!! And she was gonna continue licking, but Julz moved the book. LMAO!!! I love that bitch. So damn cute. So damn funny. So damn CRAZY! hahaha. Floppy fits right into the family. I think we've established that AGES Ago! Oh oh oh!!! Mum's not scared of Floppy anymore!!! hahaha. YAY!!! Now that Roxy is at camp, we can leave the door open and then Floppy will look in and then she'll put her paws on the cold marble and Mum starts shouting "get her out!" hahahahaha

Sigh sigh! I cannot wait to go back. But then Roxy will be different. She won't be so lousy! hahahaha. She'll be obedient and no fun =( cannot laugh at the stupid things she do. HAHAHAHA!!! Darn! I hope she'll still be MY dog - in the sense that still remembers me and comes to me. And is fun and stupid! Hehehe.

ARGH!!!

I de-stressing now. Don't kacau...

You'll see later... tata
posted by The Guilty Princess at 8:04 PM | 0 comments