baby's in the hospital
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Sob Sob!!!

For those who don't know??? YES I'M ATTACHED! Like seriously seriously! And the bugger is in the hospital, so now, I'm just so LONELY. Every day, every night I'm always with him. OK lah, his name is Torres. Hahahaha. Well, starts with F. BWAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHA! Shiok Sendiri! Shut up. I'm depressed.

So anyway, sent the baby to hospital yesterday. Will be away for about a week. So in the meantime, its like... ULTRA bored! Nothing to do, cannot be sayang-ed and I cannot sayang. SIGH! Need to cari other people. LOL! Anyone interested? Very VERY free now. But bear in mind, I'm quite lazy. Hahahaha

DAMN IT! Like I'm selling myself. UREEEYA! I'm being so cheap! Come here!!!

I was talking to my parents earlier today, and Jon says it sounds like I'm talking to my friends. Hahahaha. Funny!

And I told them about this whole baby in the hospital. My mum said, "Maybe you can get another one lah" WAIT!! I know some of your jaws have hit the floor, bounced back up and dropped again!!! Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. LMAO!!!!!!!!! If only, IF ONLY!!! SIGH!!!

IF ONLY I WAS THIS ATTACHED! IF ONLY RIGHT!?!??! I know Ureeeya would be jumping up and down. EHHHH I miss our flasher talks. SOPH!!! Lol Lol!. Ok everyone else, ignore this part... =P

So yes yes, I'll intro you to my baby when he's back. ONE WEEK!!! SIAL! And that's not even confirmed! BLAHHHH!

And those who know who it is. SHUT UP! You blow my cover, I'll hunt you down. Let me have a bit of fun and entertain myself. BLAHHH! Hehehe I know everyone back in M'sia is like.. .WHATTTTTT!!! HMPF!!! you all never update me on your scenarios, I update you lah!

BLAHHHHHH!!! BLLLLLUEEEEK! BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHH!!

Why are fishes BLUE!?!?!?

LAME LAME LAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! Cannot tahan!!! The only reason I PUT IT UP in my pretty RESPECTABLE NOT LAME blog is because of the BALHHHHH, Blueeek and Bleeeeehhhhh that I typed up there and i remembered it.

SERIOUSLY!!! CANNOT CANNOT TAHAN! ARGHHHH! call me up if you want to know the answer. Cannot type here. Its TOO LAME! And my blog must have some dignity. I must have some dignity and face. WHEEE! Call me if you want to know the answer. Then when you hear it, FASTER put down the phone. Don't laugh at my face or be speechless. Just hang up on me... I BLOODY ALLOW IT!!! ;) First time I allow people to hang up on me... so take the oppurtunity. DAMN! I'm gonna make myself look like a fool.

OKKKK! CAN I PLEASE NOT GET DISTRACTED so easily. KNNCCB!!! Hahaha. DIE LA DIE!!! :P

So yea, in the meantime, I'll probably be heading to the common places or whatver it is. Btw, my roomie is a lifesaver. I love her! Hahaha, I think she's the first in NTU to see me go berserk. 'Cause I did slightly go crazy and pissed off when baby got sick. BLAH!!!!!!1

Hahaha. Its so pathetic. I'm cracking myself up. O.O

IGNORANCE IS BLISS!!! ;)

I'm off. One week. Or maybe I'll just follow mum's advice. GET ANOTHER ONE!!! Oh and her reason was, so she can have one herself. LMAOOOOO!!!! Now some of you really like WTF.

Tata! So shut up and don't blow my cover. I'm attached. I'm RED LIGHT RED LIGHT!! ahahha


Btw, I just remembered. I will be graduating with my seniors!!! hahaha. cool!!! I'm SUPER smart!!! =P BLAHHH!!

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 1:55 PM | 0 comments
not again
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
SHIT SHIT SHIT!!! WHY LA WHY!!!!!!!!

I think I'm coming down with a fever... AGAIN.

SO freaking depressing!

ARGH!!!!!!!! PANADOL... I'm gonna be so addicted to it la. SIGH.

I hate having to walk to the common bathroom just to PEE!!!

SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH! And you ask why I'm not depressed. the food, the BED (eesh, so hard!), almost everything. Except the people. SIGH! Come classes starts... i'm gonna be worse. This will be a ranting blog already. No substance. FREAK!
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I can make a grown man cry
Want to know how? Ask him to take me around NTU, show me how to get to my classes. Then give me his contact.

Then, the following day/week, when I'm heading to class... SURELY I'll call him. And ask for directions. DAMN FREAKING HARD TO FIND CLASSES!!! And lagi worse, my sense of direction... you know lah. Haha. Sigh!!! Most important is how to get to my room. That I can slowly get. SIGH!!! Lagi depressing

Where in the world is ITL2? Where in the world is ITL-SA3??? S4-SR3?? S4-CL7???

HONESTLY!!!!!!!! WHY can't it just be all at LKC-LT or TCT-LT...Hehe.

Blah, I so wished I was in HELP right now. I cannot believe I actually got lost in HELP!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT!?!?!?! Sigh, now you know lah, my sense of direction how bad. hahahaha ;)

SIGH!!! Damn sadddd! Its 2.30am and my roommate is not back yet... =S Lol

EH! Body damn pain! Seriously!!! Been walking SO MUCH! Just now kinda took a walk around the campus. Kinda half way. SHIT! Hahaha. My legs gonna cramp on me. Julz would get kangkung legs. HAHAHAHA! Miss that bum. I MISS MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!

Marketing already got some things for me to read. O.O Organizational Behaviour and Design as well... SHIT SHIT SHIT! Nvm, I start earlier than everyone else ;) Have the added advantage. Let people look up to me and then think I'm so rajin. Hahaha. So all the rajin ones come to me. Then I can slack gila!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA! Just kidding! I'll go campur with the hardworking ones. Just watch me. ;) But that doesn't mean I won't be rajin also ok.

=P PRESSURE LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shit. I'm going to sleep

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Its enough
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
No more emo. Hope thats the end of it. If ever there's an urge to emo... I'll go toilet and shower.

I'm off. Just wanted to get that off my chest.

Btw, its freaking HOT here. Damn damn hot. Just walking out of my hall to the canteen next door is like... HOT LAHHHH!
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Feeling it.
Again.... Sigh.

Why? I just don't get it. Why can't I just be tough enough, strong enough, brave enough to just say NO. Why can't it be THAT simple to push things away? Why must it come at different moments? Why can't it just come like a tsunami and then leave everything in wrecks to slowly build up? Why must it come in little destructive waves, and then leave things in wreck to slowly build up then it comes again whilst the work is not yet completed? Why does it do this? Why is it like this? WHY must it be I whom faces this?

Why is it that I feel it so badly? OK, maybe there are others, but am I the only one who cries alone. Am I the only one who feels the need to cry. Am I the only one feeling this? Am I the only one who's mind is a bit mixed up... not a bit... A LOT. Am I the only one who wants to be in two places at once? Am I the only one who feels so... unhappy yet happy? I know it doesn't make sense. I know its like WTF to you. But just skip this whole post. Let me rant. Let me let it out.

Wasted your time. And wasting my time. I'm going out. Shouldn't sit too long here.


This sucks.

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Basketball
Monday, July 28, 2008
I missed basketball so much

I got to play it today... with guys. =.=" ALL guys. Not a single girl. SO CRAP!!! Starting to wonder if there are any other girls who will play it. Hahaha. But it was fun lah. Not bullied or anything, just outclassed. LOL!!! Seriously lah, I'm so out of touch already.

Remember in FIS, I was like THE BOMB!!! My shooting was not 100% but it was about 75-85% (brag a little can lah!), well not its 50-50. You never know if it'll go in or not. Hahahaha. But I will continue playing till I get better. So for now, need to find more kakis. Aiyo, no girls also I don't care anymore. Hahaha.

It was so nice to play, but because I didn't go to my hostel to get my shoes first.... SIGH! Now it hurts a little. And damn shy to play with the guy seniors la. All guys and then they are all damn good. Sigh, if only it was FIS and I ruled the court. Hahahaha just kidding.

Never mind, no girls play... better for me. Don't need get bullied! haha. See how lah, hope there's more bball sessions once sem starts.

NOW! Hmm, called Kelvind today. And ahhh so nice to talk to him. Made me forget I was in Singapore for awhile. And then chatted with Wevind. Also very nice. Hahaha, their voices are just so different.

I'm so tired! OK, I better go wash my face and then sleep :P SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP! Bloody love it.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 11:11 PM | 0 comments
I demand MORE!!!
Can't.... Stop... Laughing!!!


DON'T LOOK AT NAKED LADY

Boy 1: Why do you
run from a naked lady?
Boy 2: Becos my mum said that if I look at a naked lady, I'll turn into
stone. A part of me is getting hard already!


SERVICE

Sex is like a restaurant.
Sometimes you get full satisfactory service, and
sometimes you have to be
satisfied with self-service


HAPPY MAN

What makes a happy man?
Daughter on the cover of cosmo.
Son on the cover of sports illustrated.
Mistress on the cover of playboy
and .. Wife on the cover of 'missing persons'



NAMES OF WIVES

A malay man had 4 wives, and he called his...
4th wife..... baby doll
3rd wife.....china doll
2nd wife......barbie doll
1st wife..... panadol !


HOW INDIA GOT ITS NAME

This is how India got its name.....
The king was having sex with his mistress while
thinking a name of his
country and his mistress ask him 'is it In
Dear?'....


RESEARCH FINDING

Research shows men are fatter than women because
every-night men get fresh
milk & 2 big papayas
women only get 1 banana, 2 peanuts & 1 tea-spoon of
starch!


ARAB MAN

An arab was being interviewed at a US checkpoint.
'Your name pls.'?
'Abdul Aziz '
'Sex? '
'Six times a week!! '
'No, no, I mean male or female! '
'Doesn't matters, sometimes even camel


GOOD AMBITION

Teacher: What do
you want to become?
Little Johnny: Doctor !!
Teacher: Why?
Little Johnny: Coz its the only profession where u
can tell a woman to take off her clothes and ask her husband to pay for


VIRGIN

Old lady, 85, a virgin, about to die. wanted her tombstone to read :
BORN A VIRGIN, LIVED A VIRGIN, DIED A VIRGIN.
The engraver shortened it to: ' RETURNED UNOPENED


OLD MAN AND YOUNG GIRL

75 yr old man got married to a 15 yr girl.
On their first night both were crying - why???
Coz she didn't know anything, and he had forgotten
everything.



SIGH! Thank YOU SAMMY LOH!!!

Hahaha. I've got to fill my time till about 6pm. Take a bus or take a taxi... Hmm. Would it be peak hour? I don't know. See how first la.

Hahahaha previous post ATR.... LMAOOOOOOOOO!!!

I wonder if I tell these jokes to friends in NTU, what would they think of me... Hmm. NVM! I start off with E-M-T!!! hahaha.

Toodles!

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Sleep Sleep
What's sleep if you don't get enough of it? What's sleep without getting tired? What's sleep if you sleep anywhere, anytime?

The answer: ITS STILL SLEEP!!! ;)

Everyone (mum and siblings) left for Malaysia today morning. Whilst I was still fast asleep. Sigh, but heard their ruckus. NORMAL ALREADY! haha. They arrived safely just before lunch.

And lately, basically after FOC, I've had PLENTY of much needed sleep. *grins* The day before yesterday, when I came home from NTU, I slept after lunch from 3pm till 7pm. Woke up for dinner and shower - if not I would have slept through the night. Then I slept from 12 til 10am. VERY GOOD!!! And last night, no naps in the evening, but I slept from 12 til 10am today. Ahh, now now. So after having to little sleep, it was fantastic to have so much sleep. My body no aches! Hahahaha. :P

Anyhow, I've got my timetable. VERY NICE timetable. I LOVE IT!!! Mondays and Fridays NO CLASSES AT ALL!!! So make that a 4-day weekend. Wheee! but that DOES NOT MEAN I WILL SLUMBER! Well, I cannot afford to. I CANNOT! I cannot slack. And if you see I do, smack me on the head. And I'll get the message, after giving you nicely for smacking me. But I do have 8.30am classes. But its alright - its not 8am. Its not 8am BIOLOGY. Its not 8am Biology in a DARK class. Its not 8am Biology in a dark class with boring lectures =P hahaha. Pity Mr Low though, every one was half asleep in his class. HAHAHAHA.

Now, 4 day weekends. What am I going to do? Anyone also free on Mondays and Fridays? Then we can go catch midnight movies. HAHAHAHA! Damn sad. In Malaysia, don't want to watch movies. Come Singapore want to watch. Its the same pricing, but dollar for dollar. So tickets here are SGD10. Student price is SGD6 only on weekdays and during certain times. So crap!

OK I've got a joke. Sammy told me this. And I HAVE to tell my seniors and fellow Ryshin freshies. JUST HAVE TO!

In a Chicago hospital, a gentleman had made several attempts to get into the men's restroom, but it had always been occupied. A nurse noticed his predicament. ' Sir', she said ' You may use the ladies room if you promise not to touch any of the buttons on the wall.' He did what he needed to, and as he sat there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch. Each button was identified by letters: WW , WA , PP, and a red one labeled ATR. Who would know if he touched them? He couldn't resist. He pushed WW. Warm water was sprayed gently upon his bottom. What a nice feeling, he thought. Men's restrooms don't have nice things like this. Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA button. Warm air replaced the warm water, gently drying his underside. When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flower to this unbelievable pleasure. The ladies restroom was more than a restroom, it is tender loving pleasure. When the powder puff completed its pleasure, he couldn't wait to push the ATR button which he knew would be supreme ecstasy. He was immediately knocked out by an excruciating pain. Next thing he knew he opened his eyes, he was in a hospital bed, and a nurse was staring down at him. 'What happened?' he exclaimed. 'The last thing I remember was pushing the ATR button.' 'The button ATR is an Automatic Tampon Remover. Your testicles are now in this jar, sir.'



Now for the ultimate! HAHAHAAHAHAHA

I swear I don't know if it is photoshopped or not ok. LOL!!!! And its so fucking hilarious!!!!!!!! Oh, and it reminded me of FOC... "Negaraku" WTF MAN!!!!!!!!!!!! haizzzzz. Crazy craziness.

Anyway, when I get more, it'll be up. Going back to hostel tonight. Having dinner with friends and then possibly staying there.

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The Dark Knight
Sunday, July 27, 2008
I just got back from watching The Dark Knight and I personally feel its a bit too long and a little overrated. Now now, before you start jumping and accusing me of nonsense - HEAR ME OUT FIRST!!!

First of all, I don't like Cristian Bale. HONESTLY, Hugh Jackman was way better. I loooooove Hugh Jackman. I don't like Cristian Bale. And he talks so damn funny. With the mask on, he talks even more funnier. Just listen to his voice and then watch the mouth moving, its just so weird!

Secondly, the movie was too long!!! And there was once when I thought the movie ended already. When they caught the Joker, then I sat there thinking, "wait, its too soon to be over". Then suddenly it took forever to finish.

Thirdly, I kept thinking of all the Superman Returns, Batman Begins joke that Siew Loong told us during FOC. And I couldn't stop thinking about it. It just kept returning to my head. And there was once where I couldn't concentrate because I got confused with the movie names. Not the dark knight. I was confused whether it was "Batman Begins" or "Batman Returns". Then wondered if it was "Superman Begins" or "Superman Returns". Hahaha. Damn sad la! Sigh!!! but then I was silently smiling and laughing at the lame jokes. BECAUSE CANNOT HELP IT LAH!!!!

And it was freaking cold!!! Plus I was wearing a skirt and a baby T. Sigh!

Anyway, like I said, I don't like Cristian Bale. I love Heath Ledger and I feel like his role as the Joker was good. Definitely a role of his we will all remember. But whether we will remember it because its his last role, the role he played before his unfortunate death or because it was just outstanding work. I think its a mix of both. Whether or not its an award winning performance, I will say yes, because his word deserves to be remembered.

So overall, I still say I'm not a huge fan of all these superhero movies. LOL!

Anyone up for some good horror???? :P Or or THE MUMMY!!!!!!! Next week :P

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Tony Roma's

Not Toni the football player... Not Roma the football club. OK OK OK!!! Sad + lame... I KNOW!!! Blame blame FOC. hahahaha.

Moving along, today I went to Suntec with my family. Reason was because mum wanted to see the Singapore Garden Festival or exhibition or whatever it is. And so we all went. More on that later. Will upload the pictures and all. Really really nice.

Now, so lunch was also at Suntec. And if you are really willing to splurge for food, then this is your place. The food is delicious! But again, me being Jacqueline didn't eat a lot. Hmm, sad sad sad. But later I show you what I ordered and you'll understand. So jelat! But so delicious.

So Tony Roma's is a restaurant located in Suntec or Orchard Road (sadly), its famous for ribs - PORK ribs. And its DELICIOUS!!!

And if I say its good - YOU KNOW its good. Me being quite a gourmet food lover and a taste bud that is not easily satisfied =P hahahaha. LOL! OK LAH! PICKY EATER. Pffft! But picky in the sense that I still eat almost all sorts of food, just a matter of whether I like it or not.

So went there with the family. Dad's in East Malaysia on business so he didn't join us. Jun Yen (John's friend) joined. We were split into two tables but it was still alright.

I believe my ordering of food is good - so HMPF! ;)

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This is the Ocean Feast. I'm not sure if it was meant for 2 or 4 people. But the waiter said it wouldn't be enough - HELL HE WAS WRONG!!! Hahaha. OK LAH! Maybe for me. Btw, it was all ladies on my table - mum, Julz, Bel and I. And all men on the other table. This dish is mostly fried but its good. There is calamari, corn, fish, shrimp and potato crabmeat salad. Not bad. The sauces are good. And if you know me... I'm not so much of a lover of fried foods but this was alright. Although to me the fish was a little flat. 6.5/10. Tough Luck. Sorry lah! I'm not a big fan of fried food.

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This is the St. Louis Rib. THUMBS UP!!! We had it with the Red Hot sauce. There are three types of sauces. Honestly, it was a lot for me. But we really enjoyed it. Looks big right? But its mostly bones, so yea. Its quite yummy. Four people sharing one is not enough. ;) The other table had three plates so yea. But then we had other things. I really give two thumbs up to this dish. The sauce is good, the ribs was lean (NO FAT!!! YAY!) and the fries were YUMMY!!! 10/10... BECAUSE YOU CAN'T FIND THIS IN MALAYSIA!!!!

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Bowtie Chicken Pasta. YUM YUM YUM!!! This is what I ordered. It was meant to be shared but everyone wanted the other food more. But once they ate this - hmm, they couldn't stop. Its bowtie pasta, with a creamy, cheesy sauce with sun dried tomatoes, a little bit of spinach and topped with chicken. Its SOOOOO GOOD! And its a BIG portion I tell you. And I can imagine some of you already saying, "Jacq's standard of big is normal" Pfft! Well, its BIG ok. Even for a big eater like my sister :P Hahaha. But its seriously deliciously awesome. It beats Ciao in KL.  9/10. Only because it made me so uncomfortable. Hahhahaa

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Hmm, satisfaction baby!!! Hahaha. Btw, that's Julz. Not mine. I didn't have any bones. I stole all of the meat. WAHAHAHA! But its so good, you just keep licking it until all the sauce is gone.  

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Btw, this picture was taken before we were actually done with the food. Julz finished the fries. And I swear it was a really really clean plate. ;)

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Again, taken before we were really completely done. So we did finish everything. Every plate was clean - except for the bones.

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They say it, and I agree with it.

So now the pricing. It was about SGD230. Two tables of four. All the dishes here plus another three plates of ribs. Of course, if you were to think of dollar-to-Ringgit, its not worth it. But Dollar for dollar then ok. Reasonable. I wouldn't go unless... SOMEONE BELANJAs... hahahaha. THAT'S one of the upside of being in a relationship... CORRECT!?!??! hahaha. I'm just joking. Still single until... we'll see.

Anyway, for students I think its a little expensive. So yea. That's the only down side. In total, considering the price, food, service etc... I give it an 8.5/10. TRUST ME THAT IS HIGH!!!  

If you want to splurge and have good food. This is your place. =D

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 10:15 PM | 0 comments
Back 'home'
Saturday, July 26, 2008
I'm back "home". Kind of. Its not Malaysia but its something sort of like home. I'm with John now. My mum and siblings came down and are now here as well. So yea, its good.

Jon came down yesterday. Didn't get to meet him because I was busy with MSA FOC (Malaysian Student Association Freshmen Orientation Camp). Then today, met him. Didn't hang out much. But did talk to him for awhile. Hope he will be fine. It's going to be tough, especially if you're on your own. But well, hope it'll be fine. Introducing him to some of my friends and hope it all goes well. =)

I'm still sick. Had a slight fever a few days back. The flu has stayed since the second day of FOC (22/7). And there's the dry, slightly sore throat. OHHH! Now getting cough. Hahaha, my aunt says "why you like tofu?" =.="

Anyway, I'm so glad I joined FOC. I think I would have been more depressed if I didn't. So yes its good. The people I met, in the same group - Ryshin - and like my family in NTU. And I think that is what I truly need right now. People around me. Such a sad, lonely case yea? And the seniors are AWESOME! I love them like THAAAAAAT much already. Hahaha, very helpful and really really easy to talk to. Makes life so much easier. Since I'm the kind of person who just takes awhile to adapt. First two days were a little hellish for me, but towards the end it was great. So, Sai Leong, Siew Loong, Iris, Ariel and Elaine THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! And all the other SAs. And to all Ryshin members - We Are Family!!! Ohh got one ultra lame, funny joke to tell you guys. Hahaha.

Okies, I'm off now. Hope I can update about FOC. And also thanks to Whei Yeap for bringing me to do the Admin things. And did it all on the first day itself so didn't have to bother for the second day. THANK YOU!

So I believe its going to be a new start. And I can't say how its going to be. Hope there'll be playing. Hahahahaha whatever - take it however you think of it. I won't explain!
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Singlish-ized
Friday, July 25, 2008
CANNOT! I will not speak Singlish. I will not speak like... like... WHAT I FEAR! My english is good. And my english is listenable. And I make up too many words. And I, I, I.... KILL ME IF I... speak Singlish or Manglish. ARGH!!!!!!!! -look at *ahem* hahaha Julz and I talk about it all the time. SHIT LAH! I miss that little brat*

Oh oh, update a bit. I'm sick! Suddenly the fever came. Then everyone was shouting and shouting DAMN loud. And then my ears started ringing (non-stop) and there was a weird weird buzzing sound. DAMN! It was the most uncomfortable thing ever! Add that with the fact that I have a very bad shoulder ache. And I'm mostly sitting on the floor. So you can imagine, if you have a bad shoulder ache - make that slightly stiff neck- and you want to put your head down on your knees or something, its hurt like MAD. COW COW COW!

Hahaha. Shit I miss home. THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT much! Blahhhh! What to do? What to do? Grrrr!

I want to watch The Dark Knight. And I'm going to watch it. Saturday!!! or Sunday. Anyway, Saturday morning collect my medical report - drop it in the room. Hop onto bus 179 or 199 (most likely 199), get off at Dhouby Ghaut MRT station. Take the MRT to Clementi. Get onto bus 10, 30 or 143. Then head home! Wheeeeeeeee! And then most likely won't be back until... the 31st wait wait... 30th of July. 31st go for the Freshmen Welcome Ceremony (if Jon goes, I go! Hahaha) and then on the 4th of August, go for the School of Business' Orientation. That one MUST go.

I'm still bloody lonely. Yes I've made some awesome friends. Yes, the seniors are AMAZING. Yes, I have so many numbers. Yes, I'm still upset. Yes, I was a mess. Yes, MY THROAT hurts like mad. Yes, I have the flu. SOB SOB!!! Well, I'm doing better. Definitely A LOT better than the first day. SIGH! Don't know lah. Homesick or really really sick plus body aches. Which is worse?

OK OK. I miss everyone so so much. So Won't say it again

ALICIA!!!!!! NO HANDSOME GUYS!!! =( Well, all not my type also. Quite sad

Ureeeya... ITS A DATE IN SEPTEMBER! Hmpf!

Hwei Jene... Doctor ah doctor. How to heal shoulder aches?? Hahaha.

Mei-Jean! Crazy COW! Hahaha. I used that as an expression, she thought I calling her. Sorry sorry! I always using "cow". Better than saying fuck or shit or crap or diu or niahma... RIGHT? hahahaha =P Anyway, I know how you felt. SIGH!

AND who reads my blog? Hahaha. the common "stalkers" according to Ureeeya. ;) And of course, there's Jonathan. Will be seeing him SOON!!! Wheeeeee!

OK, I know I sound quite upbeat and all. But tell you the truth. My blog is pretty deceiving. Hahaha. Well, we'll see ok? So far I'm bloody surviving. And I don't even know why I have two bruises on my shin. SIGH! And sorry about any profanities. Hahaha.

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Jacq in NTU
Monday, July 21, 2008
SUCKS!

I miss home so much. I can't talk to my mum/dad without tearing up.

I enjoy it. Yet I hate it. I really really do miss home so much.

More on that when I've settled down and all. Anyway, I've gotta wake up VERY early tomorrow. My shoulders ACHE like mad. And I'm so homesick and upset.

Tata

Btw, no updates for this week.

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DUSH DUSH!
Sunday, July 20, 2008
You know how they say that when you're excited for something you miss out something. Well I was so excited to pack for Uni. I forgot one totally important thing.

I thought I had a few here, but I was wrong. Its enough to last me 5 days. By right, I should have brought more, but I totally forgot. And now, I have to keep cleaning it so that I have something after the 5 days. Hopefully I don't get too lazy. But that would be disgusting...

Quite stupid actually, because I remember reminding myself every night to pack it. But somehow, I just didn't get around to doing it. COW!!! I can pack the other accessory of it - well technically I didn't have to pack it because I knew I had some here. Enough. Sufficient. But the other one... AIYO! Damn shit stupid! I have to many at home!!!

If only. If only... IF ONLY I PACKED IT! Anyway, its enough for now. And the next time someone comes down, I've told my mum.

Anyway, can you guess what it is? Hahahahahahaha! Damn funny! A hint, its sort of a triangle shape.

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Zilch!
Its day zero. I have touched down in Singapore. I had a good "last" meal in Malaysia. Kopitiam... NASI LEMAK SPECIAL!!! With curry chicken. YUM YUM!

Had some really sweet messages prior to leaving Malaysia. Thanks everyone.

And just to let you guys who are wondering... I've arrived safely. Doing well. I do miss home, but then again, I'm with my mum and John. So it does kind of feel slightly like home. But tomorrow I'll be checking into the hostel, don't know how that will be. Hopefully I get to meet my roommate earlier. Because if I don't, I'll just be worrying more and more.

Anyway, I'll be blogging soon.

Gotta get some good rest. Its an early day tomorrow. SIGH! Hahaha.

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Blah Blah Blah
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Exactly 24 hours.

SO SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!

Things are packed. Yes, fully packed. Boxes are by the door. Luggage is zipped and locked in my room. Next, just the laptop and phone into hand carry luggages. ARGH!!! its making it so much more real.

Till tonight or whenever I feel like blogging. Tata
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There's a 1st time for everything
DAMN!

A day away. I can't believe it! Its officially a day away. CRAP CRAP!!! Packing is ALL done. Only gotta put the laptop and charger in my backpack. I'm all set. I'm scared shitless. Oh no no, don't take that literally. No constipation problems. ARGH!! Damnnnn! I wonder if I have to get up early and all... I'm so used to waking up automatically at 8am, then falling back asleep until... I'm satisfied. 9am, 10am, 11am... you name it.

Grrr! Besides the fact that I'll be going there soon. And then not knowing anyone AT ALL. It scares me! I mean... OK WAIT! Even in HELP I didn't know anyone on the first day. Well orientation. But I remember Wei Chin and Edmund introducing themselves to the loner next to them. SHIT! And then first day of college. Screw 8am Biology... haha. Even I was a loner. SO SAD YEA!?!?!? SIGH! *depression mode*

Ooo, I had a very funny dream last night. It was so weird. I... cannot say it. Because the other people in it... WRONG -OK I hint it to you- GUYS!!! And one of them is forever telling me to dream of him... and NOW, look what happens and my head is going bonkers. I had waking up from dreams without an ending. And that just happened. I woke up. Checked the time, and then realized that, wait, something felt so wrong. I sat in bed then... OH CRAP I dreamt... and and WTF... I NEED to KNOW the ending. So I fall back asleep only to have empty dreams. SHIT LAH!!!!!!!! But nvm. They say dreams are a form of a SIGN. I take it as... a story that could have happened. SERIOUSLY IT COULD!!! And it scares me now.

Ahhh, everything in this post is scaring me.

So yes, there's a first time for everything. First time to Uni. (NO SHIT). ARGH!!! Anyway if you didn't realize, the countdown for leaving to Singapore. Each post title has the number of days left and in a very interesting manner. Well TO ME LA K!!!

Good nights. CALL MEEEEE!!! =(

I had one call today. And I picked up. But whoever it was didn't answer. As in never said anything. Then I said "shit, these people call me and never say anything. What the fuck?" to Julz... and then I listen and say "hello?" And then later... hung up. WTF SERIOUSLY??? the number looked so familar. I just don't know who's it is. Its either the random person who keeps calling me or I've messaged the number before but never saved it.

VA VA VROOM... I'm off. D-day is coming. SIGH!!! I hate you Jon, you were supposed to be my Malaysian buddy there. You were supposed to come to NTU and join FOC with me... so I wouldn't be a loner!!! Hmm, I'm just messing around. Don't take this seriously... GAHHHHH! I'm so scared.

OK OK to calm my nerves. I'm gonna call that 016 number... Hmpf. And if the person doesn't reveal... then I'll just call Wevind or someone! Hahaha. And then go to sleep. HECK ITS ALREADY 2AM!!!!

Taaaaaaaaa

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The 2nd Coming
Friday, July 18, 2008
Let's start off with... Julz. She was studying accounts last night and she was asking me some accounting spelling. Like how to spell surplus and all. Then she asked how to spell deficit. But she said it as diiii-fi-shit. Its actually dea-fur-sit. But since its my sister, I know what she meant. She made fun of herself. I didn't say anything at all.

And since we're in the topic of Julz messing up...

Quite awhile ago, I was comparing the places I've been to with Julz. And then I said I went to India. And she said, "Yeah, I went there too. You only when to some kampung not nice area.... I went to Madrid" And I said... Madrid you have never been to. Then she said "Wait Madrid is not in India.... Oh wait wait... what's the other place that sounds like that IN INDIA!!?!?!"... "Isn't it MADRAS"... Oh yea yea. Hehehe I SAID MADRAS!!! What you hear"

And on the same night. After that incident... she was still listing the areas she went to in India. OK lah, I only went to one kampung! So then she said "I also went to Chappati" And me being the smartie to her says "Chappati is a FOOD" And she asks "It is? Ohhh yes it is... I said CHENNAI LAH!!!!"

Dumb BLONDE. Well... dark haired but acts like a blonde. ;)

Two more days till I leave. Wonder how my last day here will be. Eating a lot that's for sure.

Anyway second day... Packing is 95% done. Yeap yeap.

Still worrying. And feeling a little homesick. EVEN THOUGH I AM AT HOME. SIGH!!! Till then I think the homesickness will just overflow. I'll let you know. SIGH!

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La Tomatina
Thursday, July 17, 2008
If there is one dying wish I had, it would be to travel to a small village in Spain called Buñol or Bunyol. Its near Valencia. During the end of August to experience in "La Tomatina". If you don't know what THAT is... well well, its basically a tomato fight. It happens every year on the last Wednesday in August from 11am to 1pm. But its not a "food" fight if there's no partying right? Well the partying starts earlier in the week.

Why I want to go? Besides it being really crazy. I like Spain. I love their culture, language, food, lifestyle, architecture... FOOTBALL. Oh yea, Spanish football has a lot of lovely touches and passing. So basically, I love SPAIN! I love Espana. That is why, it probably won't be a surprise if I start taking up Spanish and then later on in life migrate there. Haha.

Think of what all that tomatoes will do to your skin. Hahaha. I know eating tomatoes are really good for you. So being covered in fresh tomatoes will do you good as well. I promise you your skin will be SMOOTH! So besides having fun, you'll reap in benefits as well. Besides being crazy, you'll be able to say "I was there!" So really, I don't see a reason why NOT to go.

You see I LOVE Spain. When people ask me where I want to travel to. I'll say Spain. Then they'll ask which part... I want to visit the WHOLE of Spain. I love how they have siesta. The rest of the world are going on with their business during lunch hours and they are having breaks. The whole Spanish thing just makes me happy. I'm glad I've visited Barcelona. But that was not even for a full day. I only saw Nou Camp and certain landmarks. I want to travel the whole of Spain. And maybe I won't get to do it straight away. Maybe I won't get to travel the whole of Spain on one trip. Which of course I would LOVE that. But you can be assured I WILL travel Spain.

Anyway, I love how the streets will be fully red. I love how noone is spared. I love how you can randomly just smash someone's face with tomatoes (Ohh, you have to smash it first. Can't throw the tomato in full - it may injure someone). I love how everyone involved will take part in the cleaning. I love how the Spanish there are so friendly - oh yes, if you're lucky they'll invite you into their homes to clean yourself up. I love how you can make snow tomato puree angels. I love how everyone is soaked from head to toe. I love the idea. I just L.O.V.E IT!!!

And for La Tomatina, I have a travel buddy!!! Abbbbbbbie! Hahaha. We SHALL go. We shall go Spain crazy.

Viva Espana! Tata

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3rd time's a charm
They say that the third time's a charm. So is the third day a charmer? Or at least, the third day LEFT. Well, I had a good shopping spree. Spent RM200 in less than an hour. Quite satisfied actually. Got two Giordano jackets with hoodies (black and light blue). That was already RM100 plus. Then got Julz a nice Hang Ten (HUNG TEN HUNG TEN HUNG TEN!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha. ALICIA!!) top. And got myself a nice collared one too. Bery bery nice =P Then got these two t-shirts for my aunt. Hmm, she'll be paying me back. And two leggings for my mum. My mum looks so good in leggings. Her legs are so nice. Hmpf. Then got a McFlurry and a sundae. Julz and I. She tagged along.

Julz didn't have an exam today, so she stayed home. Watched TV and basically didn't study. Then she followed me out, and when we came back... She helped me pack and now she's studying. Hmm, I should really really stop buying things already. Especially clothes. Maybe shoes... HAHAHAHAHA. My mum is gonna go crazy when she finds out I went shopping. But then again, my money. Sigh!!! She'll go crazy when I tell her I got two jackets... =S Hahaha, its the same design just different colour. SORRY LAH!! I fell in love with it. So cannot blame me!! Better I buy that and be satisfied than go and buy another phone that I would regret later. Yes, my main objective was to get a phone. So I didn't have to switch between my Malaysian SIM card and Singaporean SIM card, which btw, is really a hassle. Must keep the Malaysian SIM card in a safe place and all that. And then ALL my Malaysian contacts have to transfer here and there. QUITE A LOT YOU KNOW. Hahaha. Nvm lah, suffer a bit won't die.

Today was nice. Today woke up at 9am. Actually woke up at 8am, but lately I always wake up at 8am then fall back asleep. Only to wake up an hour later. And then, its up to me to continue sleeping or not. I would normally wake up every 1hour. So basically that's how it goes. I'm normally up and ready by noon. Then see what I do at home, or in the office.

Oh oh! MINES Shopping Centre is undergoing a MAJOR makeover. Capital Land bought over it and they are really changing it. Loads of better shops. Loads of nicer shops. And the place looks a lot better too. Car park (or... par cark!!! hahahaha =P) is a lot brighter. And slowly they are changing the layout and stuff.

And since they are undergoing quite a lot of renovation, they are changing the entrance and stuff, so now there's a different entrance. And along this walkway, there are a few ads. Quite big actually. Double of life-size. And there was one Adidas ad. Julz was walking pass it and I was on the other side of her, further away from the Adidas ad, and then she turned and say Gerrard's leg. And she GASPED! Hahaha. Then she spotted David Villa and Kaka. And I pointed out the last one to be Lionel Messi. Anyway they are all part of Adidas' Dream Big campaign. Have you watched it? Go to Adidas' website or alternatively... www.adidas.com/football and then click on Dream Big. Watch them all. Hahaha. Love it! And no, Fernando Torres is not in the ads. Sadly, he's under Nike. And yes, Liverpool and Spain are sponsored by Adidas - not Nike. So yea, its quite a pity. But he has a Nike campaign. About things changing. Its on YouTube. Quite nice.

ANYWAY... the ad that Julz gasped at. I didn't get the whole ad. Because I was lazy. But you'll see. =) This was when we were walking out already.



Have a good day. Its three days today. But it'll be two tomorrow. *GASP* hahaha. Tata

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Kiss Kiss Bang Bang - 4 is DIE
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Today, had a good day. Nice day. WONDERFUL DAY!!!

Even though I woke up early and was a little moody at first... It all cured with a yummy yummy packet of Nasi Lemak. Will never get bored of it. Ahhh, Singapore's Nasi Lemak SUCKS!!! Their sambal is sweet and... EESH! Their Rendang Chicken can't beat Malaysia's. SIGH!!! And then they are so stingy. Hmpf! Anyway, went to the Sungai Long market in the morning. Bought some fruits and stuff. Then bought the Nasi Lemak... Happy happy.

Went to office to have the yummy yummy breakfast of Nasi Lemak. Then went into my mum's room and read read read. Currently reading The Pact by Jodi Piccoult. Lately reading Michael Connelly and Jodi Piccoult. Of course, I don't have their FULL collection YET! But just wait, by the time I'm out of university, I would have completed collection of their novels - or at least up to date collection. I'm sure they'll be writing more - don't they dare retire so soon on me. Hahaha. Again, I SAID that I completed collection, never said I completed reading it all. Hahaha. Hopefully I do though. But even if I don't, I have plenty of time to read it. So yes, birthday presents can be books TOO! Hahaha, just make sure you know what books I've gotten. If not I have two copies.... what you want me to do with them? Hahaha. Hmm, I've never gotten a book for a birthday present. Quite funny because people KNOW I love reading. And well, cannot blame people also - they don't know what I have and don't have. LOL! Hmm...

Anyway I doubt I'll miss home-cooked food. Because my maid cooks and lately, actually for quite a while now, it sucks. SERIOUS! I would go cook fried rice instead. Or just skip dinner. Lunch is also not a hearty affair because she cooks it. And I know I should just be happy with what I have. Think of the people in Africa. The people living in poverty. OK OK I get it! But sometimes, with me... you just want good food. Sorry MY taste buds are "gourmet". Lol. Just messing. But well... I'd miss my dad's cooking. The food in Malaysia would be greatly missed.

JONATHAN!!! When you come down to Singapore, bring me a big big big big BIG bowl of Penang Laksa. =D Hahahaha. I will even pay you double the price!! Hahaha.

Now, the homesickness has slowly worn off. OK I know, you're thinking WHAT homesickness??? You're still at home. I meant the fear of being away from home. The feeling of homesickness and dread I felt prior to my departure. Its slowly wearing off... but it doesn't mean its gone completely. Today, I was reading and mum was taking a nap in her office. She's sick, and she's her own boss - she has that leverage. Then she suddenly started telling me... "Make sure you call home ok", "if anything, immediately call home, John or your Kai-yeh (goddad)... don't wait until the last minute" and some other things... then she said "you know, I'm going to miss you a lot... do you know that?" And at that I was all... ahhh fuck man. WHY the emo talk!!!!!!! Of course I know she'll miss me. of course I know I'll miss her like.... CRAZY! I've been telling everyone I'll miss 'em... and I truly MEANT it. Julz got the most "I'll miss you" because she's there every night when my eyes closes - ending the day, and preparing myself for the next. And well.. I WILL miss everyone. Just family would be GREATLY missed. I think people know how HOMELY I am. How attached I am to home. SO YOU probably wouldn't understand. But, we'll see how things go.

People say, why you so upset? You'll have your brother. I thought you'll be happy to go. Err yeah, one family member doesn't make up for the other 5. I mean its some added bonus. But still, he'll have his life and I'll have mine. But of course, no matter how much I say that we both know that one way or another it's still each other's lives.

So yes, done with the emoness.

Its 4 days and I'm more or less packed. I'll be going down to Singapore with one luggage filled to the maximum with clothes. And two boxed. LOL! I hate being a girl... there's too many clothes and I don't know which ones I want to bring down. I want them ALL, but of course that's impossible because Malaysia is still home and I don't want to be carrying clothes back when I come back for holidays. So yea, but basically most of the clothes I love will be with me in Singapore. Two Liverpool jerseys will be coming with me. The new Home jersey and the black away Euro jersey. The reason I didn't bring the old home jersey and the old away jersey is because they are M sizes. Too big. And I seriously look so small in them. BUT I love them nonetheless. And yes, its the old home jersey that my college mates got me. Its not coming with me.... because!!! if I do, I scared I'll dirty it and then mess it up in the wash. I can be quite careless. So its safer at home. No one dares touch it. No one dares! =)

4 days. You kiss kiss bang bang those four days but it still flies by damn fast.

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Second Year...
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Second year running falling. Miss USA does it AGAIN. Quite hilarious! Last year I caught it on TV, this year, I read it online. Hahaha. Funny how its going to be perceived as a "curse" on the Miss USA Universe contestants. Imagine it going for a third year. THEN that's gonna be a definite curse. =P

Of course, I'm just reviewing what happened. Now, in my opinion, I think that Miss USA this time around didn't have that bad of a fall compared to last year's Miss USA. Last year, it was a bad bad fall. If her legs had gone a little higher, her panties (if she was wearing one... we never know for sure right) would be seen. This year, it was a slip. A step on her dress or a misfooting and a tiny slip. She landed on her bum, and her legs were covering whatever would have been exposed. So thank God for that.

People have some theories about Miss USA slipping two years in a row. They say its due to the previous Miss USA (the one in 2006) drinking and drug problems. Apparently, because of her attitude and behaviour the Miss USA emerging after her will be doomed. So hence, the curse. But honestly, WHAT!?!?! Quite hilarious. Well, we'll let them think its a curse. I'll wait for it to happen a third time, laugh my head off. Blog about it - and state that it is truly a curse.

Or maybe...

USA wants to prove something. That they will win it even if they fall. So every year, Miss USA (whoever they may be) will slip and compose themself until eventually one Miss USA who falls wins the Miss Universe title. Hmm, possible theory no? Well, what's the motive and why would they want to do something like that? I might as well give you my idea on it. So they can gloat to all the other prettier girls. Even though I'm uglier and I fell, I still beat you! Who knows right!!!

Anyway, I liked last year's winner. I was rooting for her. Miss Japan. And I loveeeeed her National Costume. Ahh, last year is last year. Forget about it.

And this year's Miss Malaysia... Hmm. Disappointing. I believe last year Miss Malaysia had a way better chance. Debra Henry or something like that. But pity she didn't make it to the Top 5. She was one of the darkhorses. Malaysia's one HOPE in many many years. Hahaha.

Well, that was MY opinion. Let's wait for next year to test this so-called... CURSE!!! *evil laugh*

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High 5ive
Countdown to Singapore 5 days. And woohoo!!! I've got another friend going there too. Nasuha. But she's doing Bioscience, wouldn't see her so much. BUT still nice to have people you know go. LOL!

OK, the whole boyfriend thing in Singapore - I was kidding Don't take anything seriously. Hahaha I was just rambling and messing around. I wouldn't be surprised if I do get one. Lol. Just he's gotta have a big resemblence to Steven Gerrard OR Fernando Torres. Hahahaha. Sigh, if you can't get the real deal, why not one that looks like the real deal. Hahaha. Okay, I'm joking around again here alright. Would be nice to have someone who looks like Gerrard or Torres. Would make my day. =P

Now, I've just woken up. So... I better go take a shower and stuff. Hahaha. Just typing rubbish because I'm having this countdown you see... Until the day I leave. Hmm, gotta pack! Yes, that very important.

Toodles

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Gotta love Abhay and Tijo
Monday, July 14, 2008
HOLY MOTHER OF FUCK THAT LANSI SON OF A BITCH!!!!!

the difference between his stupidity and our intelligence is that our intelligence has limits la. he has the IQ of a smelly sock

At the landak.. man! I forgot about that. Indon.

I miss Abbie/Kanchan/Bhay-Bhay/beng!/Princess Jacq Jacq's slave =)

We'll travel the world. I'll be his PA. HE AGREED!!!!


And for Tijo's.
Of course I miss him too. Jo/Jo2/Jo Jo/Korean BOY! ;) Hahahaha

(not telling you where he was referring to. =))

dude the last time i went there, there were no chun chics or guys man
it was that sad that i had to change and check out guys

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Countdown - Sixers 6ers
I'm leaving. I'm leaving. Everytime I blog I think about me going to Singapore. Leaving the comfortable confines that I call HOME, not something I'm extremely excited about. OK lah, maybe happy that I can be a little more independant and havea hella lot more freedom. But what if I make a decision that ruins my life? OK, don't want to be little Miss Dramatic (because I AM NOT!) but I mean a lot of things can ruin one's life. And what if I fall in love? Aiyo, damn funny! I wanna laugh at myself. I mean its so... corny!

Sigh!!! Stay single. Stay SINGLE... at least for the first year. Or or.. first semester. BLAH!!! Don't know. I should be thinking of studying first right? Hahaha. Don't know what to expect.

Leave it out for now. Its 6 days till I leave. Would be leaving on the 20th of July. Flight down to Singapore, probably after lunch. Noooo! Gonna miss the food A.L.O.T! And somemore I'm such a fussy eater. Not fussy like I won't eat this and that. Fussy as in my taste buds pick out good, tasty and yummy food. Fussy as in I will complain if the food sucks. SIGH! And everytime I go Singapore, SURE got complain about something.

OK LAH!!! I ADMIT!!! The one fear I have of having a boyfriend is that I won't like the good guys. I won't like the ones who would really care. I will go and like the ones who would later just piss me off. Hahaha. NO, I didn't have a bad experience and stuff, and it has NOTHING to do with my ex. Its just simply saying. Look at my sister! Hahaha. Learn from HER mistake. Its probably killing me more than HER!

OK, and the next reason I give is going to be MEAN. I scared I don't find a handsome boyfriend!!!! Hahahaha. Gonna get A LOT of dish for that... but things are personal. Its not that I'm revolted to have an ugly one. I mean, beauty is so subjective. And also, I don't know.

I'm just basically SCARED to be in a relationship. Would I use up more money (always happens no)? BLAH!!! Why the fuck am I talking about this.... Pfft!

Move ALONG!


It will be alright. Telling oneself that is ok. Things wouldn't be so bad. Others telling me it'll be fine relaxes me. Hahaha, thanks Jon! Currently chatting with him, so yea.

I'll see who I see. I'll hang with who I hang. I'll die if I'm considered anti-social. Because I'm not. Just normally don't do the first intros. ARGH!!! Sure mess up. Hahaha.

Toodles

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Pictures from... 2005

  I cannot believe it has been 3 years. Like THAT fast. 3 years ago, John wasn't in Uni yet. 3 years ago, I still had short hair. 3 years ago, JULIANA had LONG hair, and NO braces. 3 years ago, Jessebel looked so different - not to mention shorter too. 3 years ago, Jacobson was more or less the same, but shorter.

Ahh man, how fast time flies. 3 years ago I was 15! Hahaha. Innocence to the MAX! OK! maybe not, with the friends I have, probably not innocent. More corrupted already. Hahaha. 3 years ago. Make that 2005. I was still in Form 4, going to Form 5. Bloody Hell!!! I miss those days. Actually, I don't miss those days. I just miss the people who were around me and lifting my spirits when I was in the dumps. Like literally. Time flies. And its been 3 years. OK, maybe its like.. what? only three? But it feels so distant now. I look back at the pictures and think, what happened to me? I'm so different... We're all so different. Oh yea, we are so different. Maybe with the exception of my dad and John. LOL!

Ohhh, and I want my clear skin BACK! Hahaha

I believe this was during Juliana's birthday. 2005 meaning, 12th. Sigh!!! Long hair, big teeth. Hahahaha! =)

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This was in April of 2005 if I'm not mistaken. John didn't follow. One of the many trips of China.

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These are from our trip to Australia in August of 2005. One of the best holidays ever, even though it was very short. It was really one of the best because I met my cousin, Magdalene, for the first time in AGES, her husband, Piotr, and their two sons (lovely handsome boys), Gigi and Mieszko. Haven't seen them this year. =(

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And of course, this being my blog, and ME. There's always something self-indulgent. Or maybe self-satisfying? Or just plain CAM-WHORING. Remember, this was 3 years ago... when I was truly a master of the cam-whoring. Hahaha. Pity I don't do it much these days eh? I would if I had time. ;)

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That is just being modest. Haha. No no, its not one of the cam-whored pictures. OK OK! Here they are.

The first one would be on the plane back home. Hey! I have one of John alright!!! ;)

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And this is whilst walking. Ah, the Australian sun, the nature, and the breeze. Ultimate cam-whoring session. OK! there ARE more alright. Just don't want to flood my blog with too many pictures of myself.

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Well of course I've got tonnes of pictures in school too. Me being so clumsy and blur and excited... I deleted all my pictures in the desktop. So I'm salvaging whatever I can. Taking things off Friendster/Facebook and my various web albums. Then, seeing what other pictures I stored elsewhere in the desktop (mostly holiday pictures or of family... Oh the Graduation pictures are SAFE!). Then getting pictures from John. Hahaha. Well...

Time does fly eh?  

Hope I get to have more memories flood back like this.=)

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Yay Yay!
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Wireless is back. And its running (well not literally) better than... in ages! So So happy!

Ohhh, thanks John! Hahaha.

And apparently, I speak like an Ang-Moh/Mat Salleh/Orang Putih/White. SERIOUS!?!?!?! Its better than Ah-Bengish

Random la. Bored la. Seriously nothing to do.

One week. One week. Shiiiit! No idea what we gonna do. No idea if I'll be sociable. No idea if people gonna start calling me smart just because I'm younger. NO IDEA!!! And its frustrating. Scareeed!

=.=" Seriously blanked out now. Sigh. Facebook also damn freaking boring. Can't upload the Beijing pictures. NVM! Don't care la. Got annoyed already.

Ahhh fuck! I'm really really scared. There, I'M SAYING IT!!! I'm Scared To Go To Singapore.... I don't want to go anymore...

I DON'T WANT!!! I scared shits. I mean... ARGH! I don't know ok. I just DONT KNOW. Don't ask. Don't question, don't even think of it. Take it a day at a time...

I'm so messed up...
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12.07.08
Mum: What happened to all your friends? Said coming coming and then turned out so little.
Me: They just bailed on me.

ENOUGH SAID!

I'm pissed at a certain few. I mean, I shouldn't bother. Or maybe I should? I don't know. Kinda annoyed actually. People who actually told me in advance... I totally understand. Others, go here and there, then promised to give transport and then eventually left the person waiting, AND ME waiting... Seriously? Give up! No hope!

Anyway, to those who actually came. LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE I'M GONNA LOVE BALLS! Hahaha. Nah. It was nice just catching up.

Bryan, Shannon, Alicia and Victor - so so sooooo SORRY didn't hang out with you guys much. Very sorry!

Jo, Rash, Uree and Soph - So much shit in high school. So long ago. Just remembering them really made me forget how I have SO MANY friends who bailed on me. And THANKS FOR THE LAMP!!! Love it!!! You bet, its coming with me to Singapore. Hahahaha.

Anyway, turns out I didn't NEED the whole group. Just those who truly mattered AHEM those who turned up. Met a few new people, parent's friends kids. And they are interesting. Probably be talking to them more. I like! Had my family and it was nice! Hahaha, was slobbered with drool from Zing Wei. Hahaha. I LOVE HER! But she's scared of me. Well, you give her food she'll give you a kiss. Ahh, I want to see her once more before I leave. She is so so cute!

And the sleepover. Ahhh, wished we managed to stay up the whole night. We did talk soooo much. Midnight snack... ahem! Flashers!! LOL!!! So much eh? Love you both sick minded pervs.

I really really am going to miss being around such.... OK LAH! Everyone. Tijo Leh, I admit it already. Don't expect anything more. LOL!

Anyhow...

Yesterday was good. VERY good. Got a big fat ang pau from my godparents. I really didn't want to take it, but you know I have three very big godbrothers, and they were surrounding me saying: Chinese custom... must take. Don't need to be so paiseh. Sigh, and well no regrets la. Oh wait, got ONE!! Should have asked my godbrother for one since its chinese custom and he's already married. Hahaha.

Ahh, I loved last night. Could have gone both ways... or maybe three ways. And the way it went... I'm happy. Managed to hang out with each "click" for a fair amount of time. But I think Alicia and Vic got the less.... SO SO SOOOO SORRY! Come to Singapore, I promise... MY TREAT ONCE!!! *don't push it!*

Hmm. Enough said. Let bygoners be bygoners.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 2:22 PM | 0 comments
Random bored session

First one, Roxy on her leash. Being a good girl. And yes, that is me holding her. She's big no? This was taken on 22.06.2008

This dog of mine is extremely smart as well.

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OK, so how is she smart. Hmm, we put her in the cage for awhile as we want to clean the floors and do some gardening. If she was loose, she'll run into us, jump on us, destroy the whole garden. Chase water and just jump on everyone. So we put her in. Jacobson takes the football and starts kicking it around. And then Roxy sees the ball... starts barking and yapping like crazy because she LOVES that ball. When we first got her, we played with her a lot using the ball. Making her run and chase the ball and stuff. She was quite sharp as well. Then we stopped because I started travelling and my siblings had their exams. And now we just play with her alone. So suddenly, she remembers the old ball and wants it so badly. We put it outside her cage and her paw comes out to grab it. And she doesn't want to let it go. And she's making sooo much noise. So we decided to leave her. Jacobson continues playing with the ball, and we continue gardening. Next thing we know, Roxy found a way out of her cage and is running towards the ball. By this time, I'm inside the house already. Its only Jacobson outside. He gets a fright of his life and scolds Roxy. We put her back in.

Jacobson comes into the house and is really frightened. We found out where Roxy came out from. She bit the wire so that it would make a bigger hole and she jumped out. KNNCCB! So we adjusted the wire. And we head indoors.

Next thing I hear is Floppy barking like crazy. Normally Floppy is very quiet in the day and will sit quietly and she's just such an angel lah. So I go out to see what she's barking it. And then I find Roxy running in the garden. I'm like WHAT? How she get out. So I call her and she will willingly go back into the cage... on one condition though. Floppy must be in the cage first. If not, Roxy won't go into hers. Damn cute these two.

How did Roxy get out the second time? She bit another area of the wire. ARGH! She's so smart but so naughty. And she's always jumping on people. Anyone know how to stop that? We just hit her when she does.

Anyway, I'm going to miss Roxy so so much. And Floppy too. OMG! And Roxy is such a jealous monkey. Cannot pet and play with Floppy and ignore Roxy for like a second. Must play with Roxy, cannot play with Floppy. DAMN FUNNY! I purposely bully Roxy sometimes. And then she yaps like crazy.

John's coming back this weekend. Wonder how Roxy will react to him. Hahahahhaahhaha.

 

And this other picture... Hahaha ALL MY HATS

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We were in the room, after a dinner out. Jessebel sees my beanie and likes it, so she tries it on. Jacobson takes my Adidas and wears it. And me? I grab my Billabong cap and put it on. Turn the webcam on, and snap. Jessebel has some pictures of her being "gangster" haha. More on that, if she gives me the picture.

Gonna miss all these nonsense!!! =(

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 2:19 PM | 0 comments
Grrr!
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
The damned wireless at home is a mess. So now, I go to the office willingly to use the computer. Or rather, the wireless there. Hahaha.

John's coming back, hehe, get him to fix it.

Saturday will be good. It will be alright. More family/parent's friends than mine... but its alright. Lol.

BLAH!!! Can't wait. Haven't seen some people in over 2 years.... if not more... LOL! I cannot believe that. Seriously, its been THAT long? Hmm, one person called me crazy for inviting him. I TOTALLY understand. This is his exact words, "Are you nuts? Me go to your house? Your parents and all are gonna be there. My balls will drop!"

I KID YOU NOT!!!!!!!!! I laughed so much at that. I... LOL!!! sigh!

Hahahaha Cristiano Ronaldo is on crutches. He can do break his leg now!!! =P He looks so pathetic man.

Random post. Nothing basically. One week plus till I leave. ARGH!!! Time is passing by so fast! its quite annoying. Basically, I've got almost everything I wanted.

SHIT SHIT SHIT! The time I leave to Singapore, all the happening will be in Malaysia. MTV Asia Awards. SO KNNCCB damn unfair lah! JARED LETO!!!!!!!!!!!!! JABAWOOKEES... is that how you spell them? They are a dance group. Go Google/YouTube it. They are the "shit" or "dope" hahaha. KILL ME IF I EVER TALK LIKE THAT!!!

Well more laters. I'm off... =)

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 6:05 PM | 0 comments
Here's more
You remember those crazy batsu japanese games? There was the high school one. NOW, there's more! And its soooo funny.

This is a 24 hour tag game. You know the game "Tag"? or some may call "catching"? Hahaha. well, you watch the video and you'll figure it out.

My favourite.... ASS!!! Hahaha. you'll see. Enjoy. =)

I know there's many parts.... but trust me, its soooo worth watching it. =)



Next, there's the batsu game. This time its in an Inn near a Spring. And as usual with those batsu games, you get punished. Hahaha. And when do you get punished? WHEN YOU LAUGH!!!

Same as the above, many parts. But its again... SO WORTH IT!!!



Hope you enjoyed it.


Laughter's the best medicine. =) You can't help but laugh no matter what.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 12:59 PM | 0 comments
Beijing day 6 in pictures
Monday, July 07, 2008

If you confused, just go read the written travelogue. Its at the "Travels" section. Just scroll and find Day 6 of Beijing. Enjoy.


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posted by The Guilty Princess at 11:13 PM | 0 comments
Reply
If you've received my sms. Reply by this Wednesday, if you haven't already. If not, I'll take it that you're coming and then there's no way out! Hahaha.

See you guys soon!!!

Can't wait.

Anyway. Leaving on the 20th. Will be in Singapore until December (most likely) doubt I'll be back for holidays unless its about a week plus or so. We'll see.

Quite bored now. Nothing to say.

Taaaa
posted by The Guilty Princess at 2:24 PM | 0 comments
La La La
Saturday, July 05, 2008
I'm mighty proud. OK maybe not mighty.

Anyway, a turn of events, remember I told you that this particular guy dated this particular girl. And then they broke up. And I had a nice long long rambling here on my blog. Well well well, whilst I was in Korea, they got back together. I returned from Korea and saw the bloody ring on the finger and I instantly knew. I didn't have to ask. I didn't ask. Eventually, I did though. I just asked, where you get that ring. And her answer just proves that... well, she made the wrong-est decision by getting back together. She said, "who else?" In this really... funny to me tone. But kinda pissed off to people who don't know. Anyway, a few nights later (last night) it ended again. I was the last one laughing.

Come on. Things are always gonna be harder when you don't see each other. Things are gonna be harder when you get back together after a break up... WHO DOESN'T KNOW THAT!?!?! And the bugger dares to disrespect me. Calls me crazy. Swears at me. And the worst of the lot, thinks he knows me so well. Dares to say that MY sister's life is NONE of MY business. That whatever happened between the bugger and my sister is NONE of my business. Reality check... SHE IS MY SISTER. MY BLOOD Sister. What about if I told my parents. I'd LOOOOVE to hear what he says to them. That its my sister's and his business? None of my parents. Yeah right! Let's try it. And then he also dares to say that the reason my ex, Kelvind, broke up with me is not because of the reasons I know of. Its something else. He knows Kelvind, and apparently I DON'T! Errr, reality check AGAIN! I never said I knew Kelvind inside-out. I don't. He's a different guy now. And he dares to bring up MY life. THAT I CAN say is NONE of HIS business. Don't he dare say that MY sister's life is NONE of MY business.

Oh and apparently, I control my sis. She's my puppet. Her life is MINE. Yeah! If her life was MINE, I wouldn't have allowed the relationship in the first place. I'm not stupid. I've seen the things you've done. COUNTLESS of times. How many times have you said the exact same words to my sister? Except to other girls. Stupid!

I wished my sister will at least listen to me once. After the break up I TOLD her he's not worth her time. That just goes to show, that she doesn't listen. She's damn right STUPID and NAIVE and thinks she's such a smart ass... its all about feelings. MY ASS!!!

If it was ALL about FEELINGS, why wasn't my parents informed? I'm sure feelings is EVERYTHING in this world. Have you seen her results? Is that due to FEELINGS? Hahaha, I'm sure it is. Failing God knows how many subjects and showing NO FEELINGS. Failing and my parents not knowing HOW TO TALK TO HER... SO I DO IT! You think I want to? You think I have nothing better to do? Do you realize how irritating it is to do a parent's job. I KNOW she's my sister. But everything is dumped on me. I've never complained because SHE'S MY sister. And the bugger thinks that its NOT OK for me to care. That if she gets hurt like this.... ITS NOT OF MY BUSINESS! Oh, I'd LOVE to have my parents look at Julz the way I look at her EVERY night, before she sleeps. And ask her what's up the way I do. Talk to her the way I do... And THEN talk to the fucker the way I DID! And him say the EXACT same thing he said to ME... Which is "Its none of your business. What happens between me and her is OUR business. NOT YOURS!" And to which I replied (which my parents would probably reply) "Wake up! She's MY sister. MY blood... How dare you say things like that. WAKE UP Dumb ass" - probably the only difference is, my dad would actually hunt him down. And this guy would say "So what? Her life if your life... Ok ok, I understand" (In his really fucked up Indonesian accent)

I WOULD LOVE TO SEE HIM SAY THAT TO MY PARENTS. TO MY BROTHERS. TO MY SISTER (Bel). AND THEN SAY IT TO MY OTHER SISTER... Let her hear it for herself. Because if she doesn't realize it already... He was never the better guy. He never was. He's so stupid. At least say the right things and don't piss off someone who's already so pissed off by your actions. it was pretty obvious.

I've told my sister that the only way to bounce back from this whole mess she's created by herself.... Just make something useful out of what she has left. Her goddamned studies. Because we all know its shit for her. Go and actually study instead of using the computer, say you're doing your assignment but in reality you're spending three-quarters of the time on MSN or Facebook. You my dear sister, have no self-control. You, my dear sister, are not me. So the way I work, and study... doesn't fit you. Even if you wished it did. So wake up and focus on something like your studies instead of boys... How many relationships HAVE YOU BEEN IN? You've probably tripled mine. And not that I care that much, but if do realize it... your grades are shit. When I'm gone, there's noone to back you up. Noone to say things like, she has been studying... even though you're in the room... but on the phone. Have you realized that everytime you do badly.... Nothing happens to you? No scolding or lecturing? Well, that's because they don't know WHAT to say OR do. You realize that when I do badly, I get some bullshit? Well wake up. Realize that you have things going your way. And make something out of it.

Stop being so self-centered. And at least appreciate your family MORE than your friends. Realize that LIFE is not all about going out and having fun. OMFG, I've told you countless times that I don't bother to go out with friends. And the reasons I tell you are not the real reasons. The real reason is because... IF I DO (I know I'm allowed to), you'll only WANT to follow. You'll only make reasons and say to our parents "But you let Jie Jacq go." Do you realize that its wrong? She says that she doesn't understand why I don't want to go out. WAKE UP! Its because of YOU. You need to realize that life is not about YOU. Its about how YOU MAKE IT. And the way you're going.... let's just say if you mess it up... I won't back you up like how I have. There's always a limit to everything. I can tell our parents NOT to let you go out... and you know they will listen to me... BECAUSE I GIVE A VALID REASON. Which is basically all about YOUR grades. SO do something about it. PROVE ME WRONG!

After all, you are my sister. And I want the best in life for my brothers and sisters. I may be controlling, but your life is not entirely mine. You are a part of my life. And if I don't control you, you cannot imagine how you'll end up. I have friends that you don't know. Friends that you could be like... And I don't want it. Because you'll get a lot of shit from our parents. You've watched me get shit before... is that what you want? Why can't you realize it. Why can't you JUST WAIT!?!?!

I have so many regrets in life. But this is one I won't regret. The things I said last night to HIM and to YOU, I MEAN IT! I'll NEVER regret them. And I know you girl, I know you. You'll probably agree with him. And I can't help THAT. But you realize I know how you think, and I may not say things... but it always bottles up inside. And one day, when you do go overboard - I hope that day never comes - it will just hit you so hard... you'll wish you've never done/said things to me. You'll wish that you had listened to me. You'll realize. Just hope you realize it on your own. Sooner than later.

I love you sis. But don't EVER take it for granted. Don't You Dare.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 7:56 PM | 0 comments
Few of my favourite videos!
Here are some of my favourite videos.

There's obviously a lot more. But just some funny ones for you.

Wonder if I'll have this lecturer in NTU. Hahaha I do doubt it.


Just gotta love them football players :P












Now one that I laugh NO MATTER what!!!



Gotta love kids no?

This girl is just sooo funny. Her answers are just... well true.


Damnnnn funny! That's how older brothers should ALWAYS be!


Hahahaha... kids get irritated too ok!!! SOOOO FUNNY! But to him... its NoT!


Oh! Where goes the innocence!




HAHAAHA OK THIS!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOLLLLLL!




Hyperrrr! HAHAHAHAHA





Enjoyed? Hahhaa I think that's all... Taaaa!

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 11:34 AM | 0 comments
Look!
Friday, July 04, 2008
Hhahaha. Alvint's on YouTube. Together with a little of Hwei Jene

;)

Surprised? Hahha remember the time when we were in the Reading Room. When they cut it down to half of what it used to be. And Hwei Jene was innocent as EVER!!! Ahh, good days. good days.

Anyway the scenario is this. Somehow the topic got to blow jobs. And Hwei Jene didn't know what a blow job was. And it was ONLY fitting for ALVINT to explain what it was.

Here goes. Enjoy =) Btw, its my video!!! Hahaha. Loads of random videos of my family will be up soon. =P


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posted by The Guilty Princess at 8:43 PM | 0 comments
Interesting
I've got some HATE mail. Hhahaha some bored out of their socks bugger commented on my post. The one about the foods I eat and don't eat.

Of course, I rejected the comment. Because its my blog. And you're free to say what you want, but it doesn't mean I'll allow it. But I thought it'll be nice to share with you what people say/do. I only laughed at this. Because the bugger didn't have the guts to say it in my face, if I knew him/her. The bugger didn't have the guts to reveal who he/she is... Loving anonymity eh? Well what to do.

Anyway this is what he said, and I copied and paste.

"You're a fucking bitch and a hypocrite and a cunt. The animals that you eat are considered taboo in many other cultures. So suck my dick bitch.!!"

Well well well, called me a hypocrite. I NEVER SAID I WASN'T! Bet you are one too. And don't think you aren't. Next, called me a fucking bitch. But first off, I haven't fucked - I'm a virgin. And second off, with the bitch? Err, I'll gladly go along with it. I never said I was Ms. Nice. Saying that some of the food I eat is taboo in other cultures... HECK I KNOW THAT! Oh wait, what else. A cunt!?!?! Hahaha, it refers to the female genitalia... HAHAHA I HAVE ONE!!! Ok ok, maybe you meant cunt as in "a woman regarded as a sexual object" or "an unpleasant or stupid person". Whichever it is, do tell me!!! A man or woman IS a sexual object. But not everyone chooses to have sex. That is the difference. Hmm, unpleasant or stupid person... well well, I'd gladly show you my grades. And have people tell you I'm not UNPLEASANT. Ohh, maybe to you because you're lifeless. But no one is complaining. Suck your dick? Hahahaha What do you take me for. No thanks!

Well. See my friends, there are people who have nothing better to do and leave such comments. My advice to this person... who ever you are Anonymous. Get a life, and get out of mine. AND AND!!!! maybe you should shed some light on who you are. And I can really say what I think of you.

Till then... taaa!
posted by The Guilty Princess at 8:19 PM | 0 comments
Boredom Strikes. tagggged
Well, boredom strikes. So here goes. Ok more of... lack of posts. ;) hehe


7 Facts about me
1. I love eating. But I'm picky on certain things, like chicken and fish skin...and the fat lingering on pieces of meat.. I remove them!
2. I very seldom eat junk food (KFC, McD, Burger King stuff like that... but Pizza is ALRIGHT!!!)
3. I love my family. Yet I hate them sometimes.
4. I do things that sometimes... people just go... WHAT?!?! They're surprised in other words.
5. No one really knows everything about me. Yes, I have close friends, but they don't know everything. Its always easier to be left unsaid.
6. I'm not scared of death, just don't want to die too early because I want to do loads of things in life.
7. I don't want to waste my life. I kind of have big ambitions.

7 things that scare me
1. Eating snake! or dogs... or whatever exotic food. Hahaha.
2. Not having my family/friends around... like... losing them
3. Being easy. Or being taken too easily or lightly. hahaha no need to wonder why I'm still single
4. CATS!!! (but not kittens)
5. Cancer.
6. Getting shot in the head...
7. being in a relationship? (hahaha I don't know. It goes both ways, really)

7 songs of the moment
1. Leaving
2. Never too late
3. Is it you?
4. I'm Yours (JUST LOVE IT OK!!!)
5. Snow
6. Afraid this time
7. Talking about a revolution AND Fast Cars (by Tracy Chapman)

7 things that I always say
1. Shut up
2. really?
3. Julzzzzz!!!!
4. Stop being so... (insert different words according to scenario)
5. errr ok
6. bitch! (to julz hahaha)
7. Stop touching me (to my sisters. hahaha)

7 things that matter the most to me ( not in any order )
1. family, friends and my dogs
2. education
3. my future
4. my dreams
5. love (not necessarily bf/husband kinda love)
6. who I am.
7. my pride

7 First times in life (in the last 365 days)
1. Traveled on my own
2. Happy to see a "B" on my results script. Hahaha
3. Happy and yet sad that college is over
4. Fooling around (hahaha just realized it may sound wrong!)
5. more closer to Bel and Jacobson
6. GOT A GERMAN SHEPARD! HAH!!! BEAT THAT!!!!
7. Traveled to much in the span of 6 months

7 tagged people.
You la.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 5:14 PM | 0 comments
Break Break
Sorry for the break. Home's wireless is horrible. It was alright when I got back and after a few days... Ka-poot! So I gotta use the desktop. Which LAGS like... a dead man in a chest. Don't know how THAT works, but yea. Its very laggy when I'm on MSN and its really annoying. So I'm off MSN for awhile. So normally I go to the office to use the wireless... until it K.O on me two days ago. And then I guessed it wasn't my fault. Its MALAYSIAN internet connection. KACAU!

Anyway, I really have NOTHING to blog about. No travels... Need to post the remaining pictures of Beijing. That, I need my laptop. All the pictures are there. And I also need the wireless. Haha! And then there's a FEW pictures on Korea. Not much really. Then... Nothing else. Damnnnn. Very boring my life! Hahaha. Don't hate me.

Ohhhh. Yesterday night was sooo fun. I was talking to my sister. Just about random things... And we love the song "Jumpin' Jumpin'" by Destiny Child. Kinda has something to do with my mum. I don't really want to say it. But it cracks us up EVERY TIME.

My mum's been on an angry mode for awhile now. And to her, it only seems fitting to release the anger on me. And I beg to differ. Its unfair. And I wished I still had college or school... or I was already in Uni. I don't know how she's gonna treat my siblings when I'm not around. And I don't know whether she'll treat me the same as John when I'm in Uni. Heck, everything is fine for him. Whatever he says or does. And me? A little joke I say to my siblings is a big issue for her. She can laugh at John's joke and it can be insulting sometimes. But mine... CANNOT! No, will show me that face and just... spoil the whole day. I don't understand it. Why me? Why take the anger out on me? Well, I'm relieved its moved on from Julz to me. But its still bullshit. Why should there be favouritism? Aren't we all equals in a family. I just... I don't know. And she's "jumpin' jumpin'" (get how we use that phrase? Hahaha, it was playing on my laptop when she burst into the room and jump jump) at the stupidest things. Like last night, Jacobson finished dinner. And my mum asked him a question. He didn't really hear. So she repeated. And again, he didn't hear. So she shouted at him... I was like...WTF? Of course I'm quite vocal when it comes to things like this. Normally I would ask her why is she shouting and all that. But I just had enough for myself. But I did show my disgrace... shaking my head vigorously. Heck, she saw, I was sitting in front of her. Anyway, I asked Bel if what my mum did was fair. I already expected her to stand on my mum's side. Because my mum spoils her the most, if its not John. Sorry, its pretty darn obvious! And my predictions were right. Immediately she said, "well Jacobson also another one" I stopped her there and said, there's still no need to shout. And when she went... I talked to Julz. and well, she kind of always gets picked on. Like she's told to do a lot of things... get this get that, do this do that. Whereas Bel is... right THERE and its always Julz or I. I think she's just pissed off because I've been traveling, and when she told me that I should spend more time with my brothers and sisters, I told her that I HAVE spend time with them. And then, she gives me that look again. I DON'T UNDERSTAND LA! She cannot take my jokes, she cannot be fair. She just... I don't know. She expects me to put a smile on every time I face her. Helllloooo? Another thing is, yesterday she asked me to help her out in the office. FINE! I can do that. She told me beforehand, she'll pass me this and that and tell me what to do. Then she gives me one thing. I wait for more to come, nothing does, so I start doing that thing. Halfway, she calls me and.... I don't understand it. I shout out in an irritated tone, what? and then walk to her room. And she's already standing there prepared to give me THAT lecture on her being not able to use the comp. And if she was better at it, she wouldn't have to depend on us. And if I don't want to do it then don't do it. I wanted to say, FINE I don't want to do it. But then I KNOW she'll start with the whole, "I'm doing this for your own good bla bla bla" OMFG!!!! I know her so well, its just so much easier to get it over with.

Whatever laaaaa. She's my mum. Deal with it. JUST LIVE WITH IT! ARGH!

I'm not ratting out on my siblings. No. I love them to bits. And yes I love my mum unconditionally TOO. But it doesn't mean that I can't say things I want to. Can't disagree to things she does. Oh yes, I can. I'm not a stupid little girl anymore. My mum is not my hero. In certain aspects yes, but in others... no. My dad's my hero too. Just not everything about him is what makes him a hero to me. Its personal. You'll have to get me, get the whole scenario of my family to understand why I don't like certain things my parents do. But all in all, they are family. And you love them. And I DO! Its just, sometimes I wished I could change things.

Hahaha, guess... I HAVE something to blog about. =.=

Anyway, another thing. Julz and I had one of the longest talks in ages. In a month or... two... OMG!!! Anyway, we talked and it was nice. We'd talk and talk for awhile. Then we'll both get messages and we'll reply to the messages and it'll be soooo quiet. Next thing you know, we're both talking again LOUDLY! Hahaha, its so funny.

And I was on a roll yesterday. I called random people up and talked to them and it was SOOO good. Don't feel left out if I didn't call you. I just picked up the phone, scanned the phonebook and thought it'll be funny to hear their reactions to my voice. Because I soooo seldom call people. Hahahahha. And some people won't pick up their phones... Hmpf FINE! Hahaha Nah, it's alright. Got to talk to a few I haven't talked to in ages and it was... THE best. I tell you, nothing beats being the one to start communication going again. I talked to Ureeeya (I miss ya babe!, really shocking eh? Hahaha) and Young Jin... its been so long and I bet you he's really hot now. Not that he wasn't before though. I love you!!!! Then there was Wevind. Bugger! Kept saying I never called him unless I'm upset and down. Pfft! but it was soooooooooo soooooooo good. Then there was Kelvind. Who recognized Julz voice but not mine... WTF!?!?! Well apparently, my voice changed and he hasn't talked to me since we left school.. I don't know. I can't remember but I don't think... Has it really been THAT long? Sigh!

Basically I called more of my high school friends. College mates has a naggy thing of not picking up their phones ;) be it helping out with something... or leaving the phone in their bags... =.= Hahaha. but never mind. Never mind. Just thought it would be nice to surprise you people. Just thought it would be something different.

I am closer to my siblings more than anything now. Lol. I don't know why. Its so funny, the things we get up to. Things we talk about. Damn! And I'm leaving in 2 weeks. Sigh! So much to do, so little time.

My Floppy is sooooooo stubborn now. Always wants to run off when I'm holding her. SHEESH! And Roxy.... don't start with her. She still listens. Quite good. But when we want to shower her... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! But all in all... I really miss them. I will really miss them when I'm gone.


On another note.... I deleted all the pictures on my Milan trip last December. ARGHHH! SO KACAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!! Very annoying. I wanted to transfer them to the external, but I forgot to back it up in another file. KNNCCB! Deleted it all in the process. Oh wait, I didn't even GET to transfer anything to the external. This comp is fucked up. SERIOUSLY! I hate using this comp. AND I deleted ALL my photos. Don't even know HOW that happened. WTF seriously. Quite annoying. Most photos are in Facebook and Friendster and other albums I have online. But seriously, SO DAMN ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH! I hope John has them, because if not... I'm soooooo dead. I have those of the first few days in Milan, and then Barca. After that, didn't upload into Facebook. SHIT SHIT SHIT! At least got SOME in this blog. Up to Morocco. Now I wished I posted them all sooner. Damn... STUPID! After that there were MILLIONS of photos as well. I WANT TO CRY!!!!!!!!!! Really hope John has those photos. He should. Well of course he won't have the poser pictures of me. But ARGH! He should have it. My only hope... sigh!

And I need to get an external hard disk. REMEMBER. REMEMBER!!!!

Sigh. I'm off. Its too early to spoil my day.

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 9:37 AM | 0 comments
Breaking News!!!
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
First breaking news:

Jacq is backkkkk!!!! Man did I miss the internet. Bloody expensive in Korea. Well the hotel charged KW (Korean Won) 32,000 PER day. And that was only cable, not wireless. That is approximately RM100. KNNCCB!!! Crazy lah! So survived it and I'm so glad to be back!!! Yes, I missed Genting. That's the one downfall of my trip to Korea. Oh, and it was a business trip. So whoever thought I was enjoying yet again.... do think again. Hahaha. But it was alright. Had awesome food. Went to a few landmarks. Went KIM CHI shopping! Hahaha. Bloody hell, shopping there is INSANE! But the clothes are amazing. I'll save my money for the next time we go. Plans are for December. Skiiiiiinnnnngggggg!!!! Shoot me if it doesn't happen. Shoot me if I get injured before I try skiing. JUST SHOOT ME OK!?!?! Hahaha. Anyway, as it was a business trip, I learned the trade. More or less. Koreans are soooo nice. Hahahaha. And apparently... I pass off as a Korean as well. =.=

Second Breaking News: (THE BEST ONE YET!!!! if me returning isn't the best lah!)

VIVA ESPANA!!!!!!!!! grrr! I'm bloody happy. Watched the match a few times in Korea. Hahaha whilst my parents talk business, I watch the match. LOL! It was phenomenal! Torres is just a hero. Well, he's gonna be a hero in Spain. Wait, HE IS!!! Well, the Spanish team were awesome. They were unbeaten throughout the tournament. They had the most number of goals (I think it was 117 or something like that). Most number of goal attempts. Oh, and most number of goals ON TARGET. And highest percentage of completed passes (86%). Wait, I'm not done!!! Hahaha... Least save in a game. I believe it was 1.67 per game. COW!! That's AMAZING!!! The statistics proved they were champs ALREADY!!! Two goals to Torres' name... and I'm happy. Doesn't matter he didn't get more... HE GOT THE BLOODY WINNING GOAL!!! And he has assisted David Villa in getting goals. And played a big big role up front. I LOVE THE SPANISH! Anyway, it was ONLY fitting for Fernando Torres to get the Man-of-the-Match. DUH!!! And the Spanish ruled the UEFA Euro dream team. I believed it was 9 players. Two forwards out of four. One of the goalies (out of three). A few in defense and a few number in midfield. AMAZINGGG!!

Another person to look out for... GRRR! HOT BODY!!! Sergio Ramos. He is amazing. One of the few defenders in the world who get up front and pose a threat. When he plays for his club... one goal in every 6 games. KNN!!! I mean he's a DEFENDER!!! hahaha. I love the Spanish!

The Germans were.... sweeped off the field. Hahaha damn funny. They were definitely outclassed. And Torres' finish was just heart breaking for Lehmann. Hahahahahha!!! Did anyone see the face he showed when Spain went to get the Euro Cup!?!?!?! Hahahaha. I was laughing soooo much. Like WTF!?!?!?!! Anyway, how many goals did they attempt? Hahaha. LMAO!!! Compare Germany's stats to the Spanish. I laughed soooooo much! I loooooooooove Spain. I wished I had Spanish blood. I feel part Spanish already. hahaha!

And to think that the average Spanish team age is less than 30. I believe it was 26. Its amazing. Hahaha, can you imagine if England did qualify? LOL!!! It would be so embarrassing for them. Netherlands played sooo well. Russians as well. SPAIN OBVIOUSLY outclassed everyone!

They sweeped Russia 4-1 AND 3-0. They beat the "WORLD CHAMPIONS!" hahahahahahahha. They were just... AMAZING!!! Ahhhh so happy just thinking about it... Hahaha. You mention Spain in front of me... I will smile like a fool. I guaran-DAMN-tee it!

Aiyoooo! Settle. Spanish won! They are Campeon de Europa!!! And everyone couldn't be happier ;) HEHEHEHEHHE!!!!!!!!

Third Breaking News:

Is there more? Hahaha. I don't know. Ohhhhhhh. Damn! Novak Djokovic is out of Wimbledon. Bitch! hmpf! And Murray is awesome!!!!!!!!!! He meets Nadal next though... Uh-oh!

Anyway...

more when I'm not so happy. Because... nvm. Laterrrr

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Day 5 of Beijing - IN PICTURES!

You can view written travelogue on Day 5 (HERE!!)


Lady says: "Cannot take picture! Must pay!" (in Chinese)

Aunty Linda: *ignores* Let's just say I don't understand her. ahahhaa

Maree. She performed in the Sydney Olympics!

Long way to go!



Candid shot. Love love love! Hahaha




Then what..?


Damn cute right!?!?! hahaha its a puppy Husky. And since its winter there, they shaved it so the pup won't be so hot. Looks like a lion!

See, the end of tail small bush. Legs also got fur. Dammmn cute!

Cute lil boy.

Yum yum YUM!!!

Po Po, VERY happy to see the cherries.

Beijing traffic. Pffft!

The Great Wall is WONDERFUL!!! Especially the time I went. It wasn't so hot. The perfect season to climb the Great Wall. Anyone wants to travel with me next time to China? We'll take the longer route. =)

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