Blogging from Beijing, how nice is that?

Missed me anyone? Blahhh! hahaha. Couldn't access Blogger. And now I can, so I blog.

Still no reply from NUS. Gonna call them tomorrow and give them nicely if they tell me they still processing it and can't give me a final date when my application results will be out.

Its been GREAT here. LOADS of walking (aka exercise!) and eating too. Its great! Hahaha. I've climbed the Great Wall (remarkable! I took the 5km route. Anyone wanna join me when I go for the 10km route?). I've been to a few temples (Temple of Heaven -the landmark of Beijing, Llama temple) and... Tian'anmen Square, The Forbidden City, the Summer Palace. And various shopping areas like, Shu Shui (Silk Market), Hong Qiao (loosely translated is "Red Bridge" but its the Pearl Market), Xi Dan, Wang Fu Jing, Tian Yi, Dong Wu Yuan shopping district. AMAZING!!! Good bargains. Imagine this... two pairs of jeans (brand: Seven) at RMB150. Which is ABOUT RM75. AND TELL ME WHERE THE HELL IN MALAYSIA CAN I GET SUCH CHEAP JEANS HUH!?!?!?! One crappy no-brand jeans is about RM70 itself... if not RM80-100. And another pair, no brand la k, for RMB70... RM 35... KNNCCB!!!!!!!!! If that's not a good bargain... then YOU are insane!!! Gotta go with the locals to bargain! hahaha. And I bought earrings. They are sort of like studs, but with the pattern. Silver. Got 36pairs at RMB36. Hahahah So 1pair for RMB1. Meaning about 1 pair of RM0.50. Hahahaha! Now, that's CHEAP! So much for "3 for RM10" eh? I'm never buying stuff in Malaysia again! hahaha. Ohhh, and I got some awesome Abercrombie (UH-HUH,the REAL deal) for about RM20 each. Get a load of THAT man... Sadly, its mostly all for me and family. LOL! Got 3 bags at RMB125... RM62.5. Now all the prices in Ringgit I'm stating is a little higher than what it actually is. but its ABOUT that price. So good stuff.

More on my shoppings when I'm back with PICTURES!!

Ahhhh there's SO MANY pictures. So far there's 600 over pictures. So that's like... WOW! Hahaha. Thank GOD its only a nine day trip. Well less than that. If not... hahaha. You know la... Milan trip. Hahaha the pictures up in my blog and all are not ALL, there's PLENTY! and there were three cameras. So yea. Hahaha. Anyway, I L.O.V.E it here. Aside from the stuffing myself so much. Hahaha. But I seriously DO walk alot. Like 2.5hours at the Summer Palace then 2hours shopping. Its exhilirating. I love it. And the best part, MY BODY DOESN'T ACHE!!! Hahaha, and I'm still alive at night. Only last night I couldn't tahan and slept halfway through a DVD.

I LOVE IT!!! Should have been two weeks. Sigh!

Anyway, its been great. One more day here and I'm off. Then reach KLIA, then from there, head to Singapore. And have as long as I want there. GREAT!

My suitcase, the one I came with to Beijing, with all my clothes is now FILLED to the maximum. Luckily I've got another bag which can fit just my old clothes. Hahaha. Blame my big family. Gotta get someone something right??

Ohhh, and I come to China to buy WASABI! No kidding... =.=" Got the pictures to prove it...

Anyway, I'll be off now. An update for those still reading. LOL!!! Soon, I'll be back with my travelogue. I one day wish I can travel to my heart's content. Which is traveling ALL the time. Grr!
Taaa!

Labels: China, Shopping, Travels

To view/read previous posts on my Milan trip click HERE!

Here are the pictures from Casablanca, Morocco. Sorry its taken forever. There's still Tenerife, Malaga and Madeira. I promise it'll all be up before August.

Ok, I'm really going fast on this. Anyway... Casablanca is not as nice as it sounds. In my honest opinion lah! I'm sorry! but it just wasn't THAT great for me. When we stepped off the cruise, it was dusty and it was just... ARGH!!! Dusty lah! Not something I normally LIKE on holidays right?

The first stop, a mosque.

really nice architecture. Quite big. Its one of the biggest mosque after Mecca. Can hold about 3,000 people? If I've still got my facts right after this long. Hahaha sorry, if its wrong.

I LOVE MOSAICS!!!!!!!!!

Bums! hahaha

The interior. Really detailed and so beautiful!

The hall. So big, and the floor was really really cold. Its marble.

John's candid of me. Lol

One of my favourite pictures! If only I had a DSLR, wider field of view.

This is the roof. Oh yes it is, and it opens up.

Bus number and the ticket to enter the mosque.

Nice no? This, I don't need a DSLR!!! =P

Hahahhaa, stoners! The men who were on the trip with us. Now that I think of it... there were so many ladies. hahaha anyway, John, my goddad, my dad and Jacobson

Dad checking out the lovely interior.

The pool for MEN only. Sigh! its HUGE and really nice.

Oooo, I TOOK THIS!!!!! nice eh John!!! Hahaha. I know he loves it!

Candid!!!!! LMAO!!!

Next we drove along the beach and then along to certain roads.

The government building... Again, really detailed and awesome exterior and interior.

This is ALL plaster. Can you believe it? its sooooooooo wow!

Oh yea! That's hand crafted! Awesome.!

A church.

We boarded the ship again at about 1pm (their time) and headed for lunch at the cruise.

A sequence of shots showing Jacobson enjoying(?) his dish?

Ok, we have a bowl of ice-cream and a plate of french fries/chips (whatever you wanna call it)

Next you dip the fries/chip into the ice-cream.

put it in your mouth...

And BITE!!!

Did he enjoy? What do you think?? Hahaha

Anyway, just so you know, he really did enjoy it. And it was pretty tasty. You need strawberry ice-cream. Hahha. Sorry for the really weird taste bud, but it was nice. We had like three to four plates of fries. Yeap, it WAS THAT good!!!

Labels: Milan 2007, Travels

I was thinking that some of you guys might actually be in the DARK on what I do at work. Wondering what kinda things I do, what I'm in charge of and everything. Well, I'll let you know.

Like I've said before, my work hours depends on whether my mum needs help in the office or not. Normally on most days, I work from 12noon (Or make that 12.30pm, after lunch break) till 6pm. On special occasions (eg. parents are not around, or there's something up at night), I get to go home at 4pm or 5pm. It all depends. And when my mum needs me in the office then I'll be there from 8am till 6pm (ahem, labour abuse!).

Again, since I work for my parents, food and transport is provided. I get to sleep on the job, if I'm tired. But normally I only sleep when I'm in the office early. And my work is very random. One moment I could be typing things into the computer, next I could be getting dirty in the warehouse (packing, checking stocks and that sort of things). So anything that comes my way, I'm to do it. Make payments, send out letters, type e-mails and paper work are normally the things I do for my mum. When I'm with my dad, its photography, typing e-mails for him, preparing payments for him to approve of and things like that.

Right now, the company is preparing for their catalogue. So I'm there most of the times. Helping with the photography. Arranging props, snapping some pictures and giving opinions (which I think are really useful). So its really fun, after all I do have a big interest in photography. Its simple photography because I'm dealing with kitchenware and not humans. LOL! So yea, the products are being captured so things are so much easier. Just gotta set them up nicely, add some props, adjust the lighting and snap! Its quite fun. Because the room is painted ALL black. And most days, I'm the only lady working with three men. But it doesn't bother me, because one's my father, another has been an employee for AGES and another is a Liverpool fan. hahahaha. Its good. One day I wish to have a room painted all black, with certain cloths and props for my own free time photography. Except there'll be mirrors on the other one half of the "studio" (oh yea! I'll call it that!). There we can dance and have fun. Yeap yeap!

It has been my dream of opening an art studio. It'll consist of dance studios, recording studios, photography studio, art gallery and possibly a restaurant. Well friends, when THAT happens, you're very welcomed to work for me. Hahaha I'll be your boss ;) Cool eh? Well, we'll see we'll see. I've talked to some friends and they are pretty much up for it. Hahaha. Dream big, and live it!

Anyway, back to my work. Yeap, I prepare the cheques, check the daily headquarter sales and other financial matters.

I don't mind my job, because the upside is... I can go out anytime I want. I can eat whilst on the job. I can sleep whilst at work. I can say stupid things and not get fired. AND I get to use the computer as much as I want. Its not big deal.

I love it. Although I don't get paid, it doesn't really matter... because, like I said before, all my traveling expenses are PAID for! And I've been traveling to a few places lately. So I enjoy it immensely. *grins*



Anyway, I decided to type this up and post it so that you people have something to read whilst I'm gone. Considering the option that I don't have internet access. So quite a few posts are typed beforehand (before I leave to Beijing on the 22nd). Taking advantage of Blogger's scheduled postings. I like!!!

Labels: Family, Life, Random Blabbering, Things to do

Whilst you people read this, I'll most likely be in the airport boarding the gate or flying up in the sky. Or maybe nearly landing in Beijing... OR already landed. Depending on what time you read of course.

I'm typing this in advance, so in case some of you were wondering how in the world am I posting this? I'm taking advantage of Blogger's scheduled postings. So yea, I can set the time and date of when I want certain posts to be on the blog.

Anyway I would be landing in Beijing at 3pm.

I miss everyone! Actually, I already MISS you guys, way before I took off. Hahaha.

So yes, I'm in the sky. I'm in the sky!!!!!!!

See the time this post is posted, well, that's the time I take off. =) So yes, I'm doing some magic... Internet on the plane. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Toodles and take care! Someone care to message me the Champions League final score?? Please and Thank You!!!!!!!!

Labels: China, Travels

I'll be going tomorrow (22nd). Yay! And not so Yay! hahaha. I'm sorry I gotta travel again. I'm so excited about it!!!!!!!

Anyway, I've accepted NTU's offer. And if NUS replies with good news, then I'm reconsidering it... again. And if NUS replies with bad news, then NTU it is. Then I'll be transferring my credits after the first year. Because... well, because it'll be nearer to where I might stay. But who knows, I might stay on. So depending on how things go... Jonathan!!!!!! I guess I might be seeing you. But we'll see, we'll see.

I was actually prepared to gamble on NUS giving me an offer and SMU. I was thinking of rejecting NTU, waiting for SMU and NUS. I'm sure at least ONE will give me an offer. I can't be THAT stupid in their eyes correct? But due to my mum's... worries, I accepted NTU and I guess I'll be playing the waiting game now.

So Beijing... I'll be going to the Great Wall. I've been there once, but not really explored it. Because the last time I went was 5 years ago(?) and we were with a tour group (I'll explain my dislike on tour groups/packages later) and didn't get to explore much. Anyway that's one of the place I'll be going. And then I hope to visit the Olympic Village. The Bird's Nest... and Ice Cube. That would be the main stadium and aquatic stadium. And I'll go shopping and eating. YEAH!!!!! Basically that's the two main places I want to go to. The Great Wall and the Olympic Village (not sure if its open to public just yet). And I'll be experiencing the nightlife in Beijing. Yipeeeeeeeee!!! So so soooooo happy!!!!! Going to party!!! Hahaha, according to Aunt Linda (the person I'm staying with). She's really really awesome!

So that's it. I may/may not be able to use the computer there. So, there'll be/not be any updates. But just in case, I've already scheduled a few posts to be posted whilst I'm gone. So at least there'll be a few things for you to read. =)

Now, why I don't like tour packages/group. Firstly, you have to sit in a bus filled with people you don't know. Secondly, you have to get up at certain times, eat at certain times and probably have to shit at certain times. The reason I say that is because the schedule is always so tight and you don't have much time to rest or be on your own. Thirdly, you travel to the tour itinerary, meaning nothing flexible. You can't do anything spontaneous or just on your own. You follow one person (the tour guide) and a whole pack of people. Fourthly, the locals will know you're a tourist. Hence, the jacked up price of things. On the other hand, if I was traveling alone, I can do things like locals, go to places where the locals go to shop and stuff. It'll be more cheaper and fun. So yea, and you wake up damn early, sleep damn late. And HAVE to wake up damn early again. Quite sucky! So we (family) hardly ever take tours. And if we do, we take a family tour. An itinerary that suits out style and timing. We have it customized and just for us. No outsiders. Hahaha, our family is so big, so its not too hard.

John. Please check the NUS status for me whilst I'm gone. In case, I don't get to use the computer. I emailed you the details at your gmail.

I'm flying tomorrow. Its a morning flight, 9am. So meaning I'll be getting up really early. Meaning, I won't be watching the Champions League finals. Hahaha, Ohh man! I'm really happy Liverpool is not there. You know why? there was this article about the stadium having mites in the grass and all. And the players would need to get injections and stuff. I rather Liverpool players NOT risk anything like that. hehehe.

I'm done packing. hahaha actually I kinda packed finished yesterday. LOL!!! But its all good. Its all good.

I guess I'll go now. Good nights!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: China, Life, Travels

CLOSE THIS BROWSER NOW, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ OR KNOW WHAT HAPPENS IN THE SEASON 5 FINALE. I REPEAT, CLOSE IT NOW!!! I'M WRITING ABOUT IT, BECAUSE I HAVE TO. I'LL BE GOING AWAY SOON. SO I JUST HAVE TO!!!! SO ITS A FAIR WARNING TO THOSE WHO HASN'T WATCHED IT YET, AND DON'T WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENS. I'M WARNING YOU!!!!!!!! CLOSE CLOSE CLOSE IT!!!!!

BUT!!! Kelvind can read all he wants. I hope his computer lags, and lags and lags. And he has to read all this before watching it. Hence, my spoiling the WHOLE show for him.

Which reminds me, yesterday I was talking to Kelvind. And he was ruining my life, HEY what's new huh? He was telling me things about the whole season finale. And I honestly didn't want to know. So eventually, I got some payback. I told him stuff. Hahaha about the finale of course. And some will happen, some will not happen. Even I'm not so sure. BECAUSE OF THE BUGGER I READ THE SPOILERS!!! dumbass! Anyway, the loading is SO fast!!! So so sooooooo happy!!!! HAHAHAHA IN YOUR FACE!!!


Now, let's start shall we? Hehehe.

Season 5 finale, Episode 18. What comes after the blues. AWWWWWWWWW its the finale!!! I'm sad, but then again, Season 6 is out in September. YAY!!!


OMFG!!!!!!!!! It starts off with Jamie playing the piano AND singing. He's such an awesome kid. SO CUTE!!! And he's singing, "I don't wanna be" by Gavin Degraw. Which by the way if you don't know, is the song that plays in the opening credits. And I LOVEEEEEEEEEE Gavin Degraw's vocals. Its sooooooo awesome!!!

Ahh, the dumb fuck Lucas. As you might recall, in the last episode, he says he hates Lindsey TO HER FACE! What a dumbass. Anyway, he's lying naked on the bed. A MESS!!! And he doesn't look hot at all. Pffffft! Yeah, go drink and damage your liver. Then go DIE!!! Hmpf! He's such an ass. I just can't stand it.

LMAO!!! The water balloon being thrown at Brownie girls, and old men playing chess. Hahaha, and then Skillz and Deb. OMG!!!!!!!!! I crack up everytime they appear on screen together. And Haley waking up and the first thing she sees is CHESTER (Jamie's -In my honest opinion- overweight rabbit)

Jamie is to teach Lucas a lesson. "I think you drank too much" Ahhh, I just LOVE Jamie. Hahhahaa, WHAT THE FUCK!!??!?!?!?! Lucas has a mohawk?? Hahhaa I wouldn't be surprised if Peyton did it to him. Hahaha


****BITCH!!!!!!!!! I accidentally pressed the REPLAY button. Awwwwwwwww shit shit shit!!! gotta let it load now... SHIT!!!! **** and now its being a bitch and taking forever to load. ARGH!!! Btw, I should stop on the profanities eh? Haha SORRY!

Anyway its back now!!! yipeeee! Anyway Lucas is such a dumbass, doesn't even know he has a mohawk.

Ehhhh! I love Brooke's bikini!!!!!!!!! So nice!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! And she really has a body to pull it off WELL. And she's not a stick so I'm glad that Hollywood has some actresses like that. =) Its so sad though, Angie has to leave so soon. But as we all know, IF we were paying attention, that Brooke was only taking care of Angie whilst she was undergoing surgery. And Brooke would have to give Angie back once Angie recovered and all that. So, its heartbreaking but we knew it was coming anyway.

GO HALEY!!! She's an awesome friend and mother. Lucas better take some advice from Haley. hahahahahahahah!!! OKIE!!! The thought of Jamie actually having a mohawk earlier was cute and awesome. But after actually seeing it on him.. NO WAY!!! Leave it as it is PLEASE!! Jamie plays basketball with rolled up socks. LOL!!! Because he lost his basketball... Now I remember, I used to kick around rolled up socks. It was fun and not dangerous... especially considering the amount of things my dad has around the house. Anyway, back to Haley. I loved it... I loved what she said, "Luke, you're such a jackass sometimes" Spot ON!!! Alright!!!!!!!!! The balloon splat onto Lucas' car. I wished there was paint in the balloon. Hmpf! "Kinda like Peyton's heart, don't you think?" YAY HALEY!!! Anyway she TRULY is a good friend. REALLY!!!!!!!! Oooo, what did she take out from that little box in the wall?

I love how Haley can be so straightforward and right with Lucas. Actually with everyone. I think she's the one who plays the less games when it comes to relationships and everything else she has going. She just GOES for it. And when she's hurting, you'll know. When she's happy, you'll know. And whatever is happening, you'll know. Yea Lucas, Stop hiding your heart. I wanna add bastard for her. HMPF!!!

Millicent and Mouth are the cutest odd couple ever! Hahaha. Its not that they are odd together, its just they... I don't know. Odd in someway. But I'm glad its working out for them. Steve the new sports guy.He's our enemy NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! Grrrr!

Will Dan ever be NOT creepy? Will Dan ever BE NICE? Eesh, what he said to the Reverend about the Reverend's heart being put to better use and all that nonsense. ANYONE BUT DAN LA!!! He's... not changed. And he's super creepy. Argh!!!!! He's gonna kill him. He's gonna kill him. I honestly haven't watched it. As you know, I'm typing this review as I watch along. So yea I pause and type. Pause and type. HENCE the earlier clicking of the wrong thing and... the whole bloody video re-loading and taking forever. So now, I'm extra careful!

Darn!!! Deb got caught! Hahha, its so funny how things are in reverse between Nathan (son) and Deb (mother). Normally it'll be mother catch son. But this time, son catch mother. Hhaha. "Walk of shame" hahaha LMAO!!! "we better get a nanny for you (nathan to deb)" PORN SITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhahahahahaha. Man, I'd LOVE to see Nathan's reaction when he finds out its SKILLZ!!!!!!!! Awww man! Now I know why Jamie is playing with rolled up socks. because his basketball fell into the pool!!!! Darn it!Poor kid. Nathan and Jamie are gonna work out their problems together. I think its really sweet!

Quentin is so funny. Hahaha I love how he's pushing Nathan. And what he said to Jamie, "Hey if you see any hot psycho nannies, you run back in here ok?" And Jamie with that LOOK on his face, "NOT Funny!" Aww man! So sad that Jamie watched Nathan's outburst. But you know what? I truly LOVE Jamie and Nathan scenes.

Anyway, I loveeeeeee Millicent. Hahahaha
The new sports guy: "Hi, I'm Steve. The new sports guy"
Millicent: "Hi, he's (points at Mouth) the better sports guy"
YAY!!!!!!!

Take the leap Jamie. Take it!!! Its so heartbreaking to watch Brooke give up Angie. =(

"I'm Jamie Lucas Scott" and he jumps!!!!!!!!!! Yay!!! That's the boy!!! Love how Nathan and Haley jumps in after him. Its so cute!

Lucas, why did he show up at the airport?? ARGH! It makes things so complicated for us viewers.. CHOOSE the chick man. Choose ONE!!! Anyway, DAN IS GOING TO HELL!!! He sort of pulled the plug on a reverend! Hahaha. AHHHH!!! He scared the crap outta me. Nearly putting the pillow over the reverend's face. Then... Ahhh, nice Dan? scary Dan? I want the scary Dan... I'm so much more used to him.

Awww man! Peyton... Why'd she have to do that? Well anyway, good for her. At least she's let it out. And now, the Lucas better get smart. hahaha "the tri-factor, how nice" Haley. LMAO!!

Bitch Bitch Bitch!!! Argh! Can't Lindsey just GO AWAY!!! And wtf?? She's PREGNANT!?!?!?!?!?! CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And the whole, I miss you blah di blah di blah!!!!!!!! EESH!!!!!!! ...to all the lost souls who forget the immensity of love. ARGHHHH!!!! Stop complicating things for everyone!!!!!!!!!!! Brooke, Peyton AND Lindsey LOVE Lucas. And so far, Lucas has told Brooke he loves her. Told Lindsey, he'll always wait for her aka he loves her. AND told Peyton HE HATES HER!!!!!!!! But deep down, WE ALL know, he doesn't. ARGHHHH!!!

Oooo man! Mouth McFadden is BRILLIANT!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. Yeap, definitely the BETTER sports guy! Spot On Millicent. ;) Hhahahahahahaha "We're back after this, and I'm say your name" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! *grins*




Anyway, skip skip skip!!!!!!!! Its really a cliffhanger eh? Lucas asking WHOM to marry him? ARGH!!! And what is it with Dan being hit by a car? Hahahaha. I really think that every season finale the Scotts are hurt. Haley and Nathan =) +) =)!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, I'm off. I'll leave it as a cliffhanger here as well. Hahaha... Nights!!!






**And NO! Lindsey is NOT pregnant! Just thought I'd teach you guys a lesson for reading spoilers =P hahahha**

Labels: One Tree Hill, Review

I keep forgetting today is a Monday. Argh!

Too long a holiday always does this to me. But I still love it. Holidays mean loads and loads of late night and late mornings... or afternoons.

I'll be leaving on Thursday. Apparently there's a party on Friday that I'm attending. (yeap yeap! In China) Wheeeeeeeeee! ;) When I come back on the 31st I hope the plans for heading to Singapore is still on. Because I don't want to celebrate my birthday ALONE in my house. Its pretty depressing. Sigh! So hopefully, Singapore is still on, and I'll extend my stay there and explore on my own whilst John's at work. And then I return... and GENTING!!! Hopefully that gets underway. And after that, I think its gonna be rest rest REST for me. Hahaha! Or maybe there'll be some going places, like the beach or shopping. *grins* Well either way, my 6 months break (February till August) is really worthwhile. I didn't rot away at home, or at the office. I did things I liked.

Yeah, I didn't go do my driving test and all that, but nevermind THAT! I gotta travel the world! ;)

Anyway its MAY! And I want to wish people Happy Birthday.



And I don't think there's anyone else. But if I did miss anyone else out, then HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!


Now, sports! China sweeps the Uber Cup and Thomas Cup. The Uber Cup for the SIXTH consecutive time, and the Thomas Cup for the THIRD consecutive time (they've won the Thomas Cup on seven occasions, including this). Congratulations to them! I TOLD YOU THEY WERE GONNA WIN!!!

Oooo, this week is sooooo EXCITING!!!

Firstly, there's the whole going to China. YAY! Then there's the season finale for One Tree Hill. AND the season finale of American Idol. I get to watch OTH, but American Idol, I'll only get to watch the performance show. Results show, probably watch it in China.

And speaking of China, you know of the Earthquake that hit China recently right? About a week ago. There's been COUNTLESS of donations coming in. And there's one donation that sparked the media or whoever to call this person STINGY. Basically Yao Ming donated. And since he's making it big in the NBA, he is SUPPOSED to donate large amounts of money. I think its plain... BULLSHIT! How much a person donates comes from the heart. A person is allowed to donate AS MUCH or AS LITTLE as they want. Yeah, he's a Chinese citizen. He's earned a lot of money through his hard work. But does that mean that he has to give up his savings like that? Whatever happened to "every little bit counts". I think its unfair. I don't think its right when people are gonna criticize how much you donate. If they are gonna say things like "stingy", "its only loose change to him" then I think the person who thought of donating shouldn't. No matter how rich or how poor, when charity is done, donations are give... IT SHOULD NOT MATTER THE QUANTITY OR SIZE!

I mean, if I were to donate RM1, and people ridicule me for it, I will give it to them nicely. First off, how much have THEY donated? RM50? RM100? RM1,000? I think your salary is much more than that right? Secondly, who gives you THE RIGHT to say how much a person is to donate? If that's the case, then I say that people who ridicule others should triple the amount they donated (if they actually donated at all).

So basically... Yao Ming shouldn't be getting the shit he's getting. From the media, and people of the World. Including my aunts.

That's all. I've made progress on my PACKING!!!!! hahaha. I think I should be applauded. There's still like slippers/shoes and socks to be put in. That will be SOON!!!

I'm off... =) Enjoy!

I pray that NUS will reply. PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: Birthday, One Tree Hill, opinions, Sports, Travels

OK! Radiation can KILL you, in a long term effect. It does not kill you INSTANTLY!

I GOOGLED IT! Got it from WikiAnswers... SO you wanna challenge me, go ahead!

Radiation will probably kill you by causing cancer. The radiation will damage your cells. And these damaged cells may continue to reproduce in their damaged state, causing tumors that may disrupt normal body functions.

So anyway, if you're really that terrified of this whole RADIATION wave hitting town, then let me tell you one thing. GO THROW YOUR HANDPHONE AWAY!!! Because EVERY call or message you RECEIVE or SEND, radiation is emitted. They emit signals via RADIO WAVES that is a form of radiation! And everywhere you go, there is radiation. Ohhh, don't even go get an X-RAY, because THAT is radiation my friends. And OHHHHH!!! You better cover yourself is THICK(!!!!) lead everywhere you go (learned that from PHYSICS, now wouldn't Mrs Chin and Mr Lim be mighty proud that I remember that?). Because there's ALWAYS background radiation whether you like it or not.

And I don't see CNN or BBC or any other major news channel informing us of this so-called big radiation wave hitting town. Neither do we hear it on the radio. OH WAIT!!! I forgot, the radio works due to radio waves... aka RADIATION! My bad. You must have dumped it into the dumpster already.

So for whoever who thinks its not a hoax... I have nothing more to say to you than... Maybe I can explain better when I die due to radiation eh? Curse me if its cancer. Oh another tip! Never live near those pillions. You know the HIGH metal tower things with long wires between each tower. YEAP! LOADS of radiation too. Ooo, those people who steal metal from those towers better go visit a doctor or something before their balls or something starts mutating and they think its only an STD.

Well sorry lah! Can't help but be just right. I mean, they cause trouble for those who depend on those towers, like needing electricity. And due to their actions, the GOVERNMENT needs to rebuild it again. And that will require MONEY, which comes from TAXPAYERS. Its just unfair right? I'm not a taxpayer or anything but I feel its unfair. As if the government needs more trouble... hahahaha!

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And now... More on the PACKING that I so-called did. Hahaha I took out 2 long pants and 2 shorts and just put 'em in the bag. JUST chucked it in. Hhahahaahahaha! HEY AT LEAST I STARTED RIGHT!!!!!!!!!! ;) My mum just gave me a little of this and that when she asked whether I started. usual la, you said last night bla bla bla. But I know I did. And I should huh? Sigh!

Anyway, watching the Thomas Cup 2008 Finals now. China VS South Korea. I'm rooting for the Chinese. BECAUSE the Koreans cheated their way into reaching the Finals. Currently China leading 2-1, just need one more match! Yeahhh!

It doesn't really affect me if South Korea wins anyway. I couldn't be bothered. I still feel Malaysia played the wrong tactic against the Chinese in the semis, if not we'd be in it now. And btw, Lee Chong Wei played an AWESOME match against Lin Dan. He did didn't he. Hmm, doubt anyone really CARES! But whatever!

OK I'm going off now. I should pack a little bit more tonight. Some shirts or something. OH OH!!! My swimming attire, hahaha because I won't be using it here. =P See mum, I DID pack!!! *grins*

Tata!

And here's a blast from the past. For those of you whom are CURIOUS to see a kiddy picture of me. Lol.

In the photo, I'm with someone I don't even KNOW. In the photo, I look so happy and carefree, but I DON'T even remember it. And in this photo, I'm about 3-5 years old. And I'm so cute! Hahaha, with that striking turquoise button down dress/pants. And my bright red shoes. And my cowboy hat leather handbag. And that cute haircut! And in Philippines.

I DON'T REMEMBER IT AT ALL!!! Anyway, I'll scan more and upload them. Got one of Julz... and its SO FUNNY!!!

Labels: childhood, Funnies, Sports, Travels

Hahaha, there was a message circulating last night...

According to some Metro TV, there would be a big radiation wave last night at 11pm. So everyone should turn off their phones and and... play safe.

Well well well, who knew that? I for one didn't get the message AT ALL! Meaning... my friends didn't get it. ORRRRR (I like this one!) they don't care if I'm dead due to radiation! Hahaha.. LOL LOL!!! I'm just messing. My siblings got it and showed my mum. And obviously, she freaked out. I told her its 100% bullshit, don't believe. She wouldn't take my word. So... she turned off her phone.

For me, I left it on the WHOLE night... and I woke up with this mutation on my ankle. I looked in the mirror and nearly freaked out. There was also something on my face... The one on my ankle looked like a mosquito bite, but it... OH YES IT IS A MOSQUITO BITE! and the one on my face... OH its my nose.

WTF LA SERIOUSLY!!!

I can't stop rolling my eyes at people who actually STARTED this stupid chain of messages. And then the other PEOPLE who actually BOTHERED SENDING it to their whole address book. I won't be surprised if it started off with a mobile operator in hope of people believing it and sending out messages, hence, the operators earning dirty money. Or I'd laugh my head off if it was actually meant to be an April's Fool joke, BUT some took it seriously AND it only came to my siblings THIS time of the month (MAY!). LOL so basically meaning. The radiation wave gone through all our brains and we're all mutants. WAIT! CAN a radiation wave actually KILL you like instantly? I always thought you'll be mutated or something. And maybe slowly dying. Never thought it'll wipe out the entire planet. Hmm, some physics student eh? Don't even know things like this. Hahaha, will have to check it up with John or someone.

Anyway, the whole family is in Cameron Highlands. They left early morning. Ooo, hope they pick yummy strawberries for me. Its only Julz and I left at home. Julz is on the computer downstairs and I'm upstairs on the computer. Hmm, I should really start packing for Beijing. I should. I told my mum I'd start last night. But all I did was take the luggage into my room. Hahaha. That's "starting" to pack for me. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I remember when I was younger, whenever we'd go on holiday... We'd start to pack... weeks in advance. SERIOUSLY! Like fully pack everything weeks before the actual day we leave. But that time I was always wearing a school uniform, so I was never short of clothes. Hahaha. Actually, I'm not short of clothes now. Just that I keep wearing the same thing over and over again. Hehehe.

OK OK! I'm going I'm going to pack. TOoooooooooodles!

Labels: Funnies, Random Blabbering, Travels

4 days till NTU's deadline ends... Sigh! Reject! Worst come to worst (if its REALLY a sucky year) then its SMU. SMU will be alright. NUS.. still no news. Scared and worried and... terrified and... paranoid and possibly on the verge of heading towards a mental institution. OK OK fine, not really, just... going mental for a few days.

5 Days till I actually leave to BEIJING!!! OMFG! I honestly CANNOT believe I'm really going. I'm so happy!!!!!!!!!! Shopping shopping! Hahaha, I do hope that its all better there. And after that to Singapore. Yay, hopefully! Because I'm really really wanting to go and just relax there. Even though its not THAT far from Malaysia, I just want to go to Singapore. And then extend my stay there till about mid June. Anyway, more excitement for Beijing. Wheee! I cannot believe it! Hahaha. I have some China Yen from... AGES ago. I'm so glad I saved up and didn't spend a lot the last time I was there. SO HAPPY! Hahaha, now its time for me to REALLY spend. *grins*

14 days till my birthday. Don't get me anything crazy. You friends always have a tendency to do that. Grrr! Just a simple birthday wish will do. I really appreciate those.


Its been a good day. Chaperoning my siblings. LOL! They went to the cinema with their friends and I followed to watch over them. AHEM TWELVE twelve-year-olds. THREE fifteen-year-olds and ONE 10-yr old. Hahaha. It was fun, but as usual... inconsiderate bitch. Selfish, up to no good bitch does her stupid thing where she makes her friends ask whoever if she can do this and do that. Its bullshit. She knows I hate it. Just watch one day she's gonna get it really nice. The 10 year old was a blessing. hahaha I'd DEFINITELY want to take him out again. He's not like.. that other one. And the twelve year old sibling... a total darling. I also wouldn't mind. The other one... cannot tahan anymore. Really! And she's.... I don't know lah. I feel the friends she makes are just... I don't know. And HAH! we'll see how long it'll last. LEAVE YOU BASTARD.

Anyhow. I'm off to sleep.

I'm so tired. I'm happy and pissed off. I'm... me.

Labels: Birthday, Random Blabbering, Singapore, Travels

Today was HOT! Oh yea, it was. Weather was beating down on my skin. But somehow, I love it. I always love the heat from the Sun. Call me weird, whatever! but I like it. Even better if it was winter and the Sun is out. I love all seasons. I truly DO!!! =)

Anyway today was very good. Mum and I had a good day. Not so much on the whole talking thing, but just silent moments together, or just doing things together.

She woke me up today, to go to pick my dad up from the airport. And this is what happened. I was sleeping in her room as my dad's not around (always happens when my dad's not around). And I set my alarm for 7.30am, as we were to leave the house at 7.45am (or so we planned). And at around 7am, after sending my siblings to school, my mum came home and came into the room. She talked on the phone and that of course woke me up. Then she turned the air-con off. But I decided to ignore it first and just continue sleeping. She talked and I stretched myself. I continued sleeping. I slept in a position I never really sleep in. I was stretched out. Lying on my back. My hands above my head over the pillow and my legs fully stretched out. I did that because the whole night (and every other night before that) I'd curl up and sleep. Hehe. So when my mum was done on the phone, I was pretty much in a deep slumber. Then she came to my side, and put her hands on my arm, above the elbow where the biceps and triceps are. And it was warm there because DUH! It was under the lovely blanket the whole night. And she put her hands there, and IMMEDIATELY I flinched and said "SO COLD!" Hahaha, her hand was so cold and she thought it'll be funny to wake me up like that. She was laughing and said "yea I was driving" I didn't really see the connection, but then I realized, the car's air-con was directly at her hands. Hahaha but it wasn't funny. It was so cold and I really flinched!

After that, I had breakfast at a hawker stall with mum and aunts. Shared a bowl of noodles with mum. =) Hehehe, FINALLY I get her to take the bigger portion. We're always fighting to have the smaller portion, because well, I don't always eat so much, especially breakfast.

We headed to the office. Did a little of work and then before 9am, left and headed to the airport. When I was walking out of the office, she said, "You lost weight." And that made me... OH SO HAPPY!!! Because you see, if a person sees you EVERYDAY, normally the weight lost or anything is hardly obvious. But since my mum said it, it must have meant I HAVE! But I told her that I felt otherwise, and she assured me that she's not lying. HAH! JOHN CALL ME FAT SOMEMORE!!!!!!!!! On the way, we were talking about some things and it was nice. Things about pride and us being smart and all. Talking about people's driving and all the recklessness in Malaysian driving... etc

Basically it was a good day. A day I may probably forget later in life, but still will treasure days like this.

And here's a picture of me with my new haircut (cut two days ago)! =D




Hwei Jene - Good luck with all the studying! Thanks so much for EVERYTHING! you're a friend for keeps.... =)
Mei-Jean - Good luck to both of us with the whole university applications. *chop chop* And and... IS IT THE RIGHT TIME YET!?!?! Hahaha.
Alicia - Hang in there! Its only 3 years!!! hahaa or 2? Nahhh! you'll make new friends. And you'll love it. I know you. You make friends easily. Also, thank you for everything
Ureeeya - CICAK! Hahaha. I really don't know why... but I just needed to. Anyway, THANKS FOR ALWAYS ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME!!! Miss ya a lot babe!!! A LOT A LOT!

And I know these are the people who always stop by and read my blog. Hahaha whether there's a post of not. And to everyone else who reads... Good luck to you all... and I miss all of you out there! Let me know if you read my blog. Then at least once in a while I can holla back at ya. =)

Take care everyone! Have a good day!!!!

LOVE SO MANY OF YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!! Missing ya so much! But sorry, my traveling stops us all from meeting up. Sorry!!!

Labels: Family, friends, Sports

You know that every week on Idol, there's a Ford commercial that the remaining contestants will be in. And the Top 9 one is by far the best I've watched this season.





Have a look! its sooooo funny! And... I don't know la. Nice but funny.

And here's the making of it...




Potong steam a bit right? Since now we know... its not really them doing all those fancy things. Hahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!! Brooke's sooooo funny!!! =D
ENJOY!!!!!!!!!! =)

Labels: Funnies

I'm happy for other reasons. Not happy about the whole fiasco that happened a few days back... But happy about other things. =P

Like firstly... SYESHA MERCADO is out of American Idol.. Meaning the Top 2... The Davids. Hhahaha.

You should have watched her performance... It was just TOO much. Tooooooooo seductive. Now I know why I never liked her, she sells sex. Well, in a more decent way. But in the Top 3 performance, it was ALL out there. Seriously. And the singing was just.... BAHHHH!!! Worse than a sheep. And OMFG the song choice.... Fever??? Hahhaha... SEE SEE SHE THINKS SEX SELLS! I tell you, she just LOST all her female voters. But the amount of male voters she picked up... still wouldn't help her. BECAUSE ITS ABOUT TIME SHE LEFT ANYWAY!!!!!!!! If she was to be in the Top2... OMFG!!! I would curse the show, not watch it...and tell every American I meet that they are so deaf/blind.

Anyway the songs she sang... STUPID! OK start of with the judge's choice (Randy)... If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys. I just knew she would do it EXACTLY the same... and try to sound like Alicia... but truth be told.. she CANNOT sing like Alicia Keys and get away with it. Although there a few moments of resemblance... just CANNOT! Its so obvious she was trying to be TOO like Alicia Keys. I hated her singing it... HONESTLY! Now with contestant's choice... FEVER? hahahaha I also hated it... I couldn't watch her performance.. it was so... OMFG why don't she just start stripping? I couldn't tahan her... It was like... AIYOOOOO!!!! Disgustingggg! Now for the producer's choice, Hit Me Up... SIGH! Finally PAULA says something right! "I don't know if its going to be good enough to get into the finals of American Idol."

NEXT! I don't want to talk about her anymore... she shouldn't even be there.. Carly should have been there... Michael Johns... KNNCCB!!!!!!!!!!!

Next next! Archuleta... AIYO! Another depressing show from him. Judge's choice (Paula) And so it goes.... AISEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shit la shit! I dont like.. make me really want to sleep. And then contestant's choice... With you by Chris Brown... I NEARLY FELL OFF MY SEAT!! I was like WHAAAAAAAAAAT!!! Are you fucking serious? NO way, no way! I gotta watch it the whole way through, even if its horrible. And to be honest. I quite liked it... EXCEPT EXCEPT! It was just NOT HIM! That was the problem. Hehehe "It was a little bit like a Chihuahua trying to be a tiger" hahahahaha Simon Cowell.. I LAUGHED SO MUCH!!!!!!!! And I was watching the late show... so, it was midnight like that.. I was laughing so loud. Scared I woke up the others, but I couldn't contain it... hahaha and then Producer's choice, Longer... Sleep la SLEEP! That's what I think of Archuleta... BORING!

NOW to the American Idol, David Cook. Yea yea, he hasn't won it yet, but I think he will. His performance for the Top 3 show was obviously the most stunning out of all the contestants. And I think the most most most amazing in Idol history. Hahahaha.

Judge's choice, Simon's. The First Time I Ever Saw Your Face. It was... nice. Just wasn't him. But it also shows that he has a very wide range. And I loved it! First Round: David Cook. And you can predict la... second and third: ALSO him. So no need to ask who I think should win. =P Anyway, contestant's choice... Dare to make you move by Switchfoot.... It wasn't exactly the best he's done. But when he finished, it was like as if he just started. I wanted MORE!!! but it was still WAYYY better than Fever (UGH!) and With You (BLAHHH!) because it was HIM. It was David Cook. He wasn't trying to NOT be himself and attract a bigger audience. And Producer's choice: I don't want to miss a thing... ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SONGS!!!! And I lovedddddddddd it! I do do dooooooooooo!!!!!! it was awesome. Out of ALL the producer's choice this night... it was the MOST suitable one for him. And the one that I'm sure EVERYONE enjoyed. I just couldn't get enough... And again Paula says things right "see ya in the finals"... it was... I mean, with a night like that and then not going to the finals... YOU MUST BE DEAF!!!

So YES! That's the whole American Idol Top 3... oh Top 2 now. hhehehehe... COOK COOK COOK!!!



NEXT!!! hmm, why am I so happy... what else?? Well I've been talking to a few friends and they are soooo funny! And nice and I MISS THEM!!!!!! ARGH! Ohh also... LUCAS SCOTT CAN GO TO HELL!!! I cannot tahan him now. Until he rewinds, apologizes like... a gazillion time! Hmm, I'm thinking HE'S A WUSS and SCARED to admit he LOVES Peyton.. because the title of the episode: Hate is safer than love... so yea... He's just scared. ARGH!!! Dont want to talk about him la.. make people angry only!

And I've got a haircut! Wheee! I love haircuts because I just love them OK! Its not short. Although it may look short to some, because its pretty layered. And there's a little bit of fringe, not too obvious because I push it to the side. And I went to one of my favourite hair saloon. Its located in Setapak. And that's the only one place where I dare to do anything dramatic with my hair. The first time I cut it real short was there. I mean, I was having long hair for quite awhile back then, and then I suddenly decided to cut it short. Like above my shoulders. And I did it at that saloon. And it looked so good. And there was where I first permed my hair. And the second time. Ahhh! I love that place because they always do something nice on me. =D

NEXT!! Oh oh! Beijing is confirmed... 22nd May till 31st May. Yay yay!!! And then, I take a flight to Singapore on the same day I return. Hahaha..We'll see. HECTIC! But one thing is for sure... my birthday is not happening. I guess? I don't know... Anyway the plan is that I reach back home on 31st. I don't leave the airport, I get a ticket to go to Singapore on the very same day. And meet my mum, John and siblings. Take the flight down and then go and rest. So basically it means that... I MAY NOT be around on my birthday. And anyway, my family might not be around at home. So... I don't know. =S Maybe I'll have to celebrate it with everyone later on? SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!! But anyway, my phone will be with me at all times. And its Roaming, so you can still contact me =) but SG still isn't confirmed... we'll have to seeee!!!

Anyhow, I'm off... =)

Labels: Hair, One Tree Hill, Review, Travels

Review of One Tree Hill's Season 5, Episode 17 (Hate is safer than love)
Beware of spoilers!

**Before I start, I just want to say thank you for everything, everyone. I'm really alright now. Guess my heads a mess and needed just a moment to myself last night. And I did get that. Thank you for all the concerns, and encouragement. I really appreciated it very much. THANK YOU.... friends that matter =) Its always nice to know that people just extend their shoulder. Its nice. One took me by a big surprise btw. Hhahahaha!

AND ALSO! I just want to say that this title is so appropriate. To what I'm going through right now. Hate is definitely safer than love. I'm sorry I'm leaving you guys in the blur, but some things... just cannot be told. Not now, probably not ever. Who knows. Anyway, let's get back to topic shall we? I'll try to be my happy self again. I think I just may**



Knock knock! Who's there? Ya. Ya Who? Yahhoooooo there's a Raven game tonight.
Ah, that lifts my spirit. Someone else's child. Someone... that actually has no relation in my life. How ironic!

Anyway, who has a feeling that Brooke will end up with the doctor (Doctor Copeland)?? I think they will. Its pretty obvious!!! But its also scary the whole Lucas getting closer to Brooke. Could there be a replay of high school? Who knows for sure. Its truly scary.

Hahahaha, good training Nathan has. Running and attached to Jamie's scooter. Damn cute! I'm getting my husband to do that. SO he'll be fit. And my child will be happy. And the little dude, Jamie is so cute. In that helmet and cape and over-sized jersey. Hhahahahahaahaha, OMG! And I need to live somewhere where there's a slope. Hahaha. The look on Nathan's face was... CLASSIC! Jamie being the cutie pie he is, "maybe we should turn around and go back." Nathan being the awesome dad he is, "you don't think I can make it?" Jamie with the best response and 'kids say the darnest things' response "I'm not supposed to lie right." Man! I love the whole Nathan-Jamie scenes. The whole father-son bonding. Its really really nice.


Yay! Mia's back! Hahaha. She's so blunt. And funny. And she looks really awesome!

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its horrible to be in Nathan's position. Its bad when your mum/dad catches you doing kinky stuff with a webcam. BUT its even WORSE if you're the one who catches your mum doing kinky stuff. And then its bad that Nathan has to lecture his mum on meeting strangers online. Its so funny! I cannot imagine that actually happening in reality. But who really knows? Hahhahaa. "I guess I lost track when you blinded me"... DAMN funny damn damn funny!

Aww man! I admire Haley soooo much. She's a really good parent huh? I think so.

And just so you know, my reviews are written as I watch the show. So I pause the show to write my thoughts and quotes. So, don't mind me if I suddenly switch from one scene to another in a few lines.

Ah! Its so sweet how Brooke is so a mum. Like, she cares so much for Angie and everything. I really do feel that her character has developed the most. Like totally turn around from high school-cheerleader to someone a lot more mature.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMFG!!!! The call that Peyton gets. Haley standing near the edge of the building. "HALEY DON'T DO IT! You've got too much to live for!" Hhahahahahaha Peyton is so funny. I really wished I could do that and not get in trouble! Hahaha.

And the whole Ravens game. FINALLY there's a Raven game and I actually feel the excitement. Hahahaha. Lucas " SUBS" other coach "what is this? A hockey game?" Nice nice nice! I love them writers! The whole OTH team. And and and... its so good. I love a basketball game. Never mind its all a show. Hahaha the best bit, it was Jamie's strategy. Awesomeness.

Lindsey go away. GO AWAY!!!! Ahhh bugger! Lucas is angry... stupid stupid! ARGH! Havoc Havoc HAVOC!!! during the Raven's game. But then... the referee is darn blind. AND YOU CAN SEE IT!!! STUPID!

And btw, Mouth is such an awesome friend. Really he is. He could have sold Lucas out, but he didn't. Good friend =) Eventhough his work was in jeopardy. Stupid boss! ARGHH!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA OMFG!!! I cannot stop laughing. I just C.A.N.N.O.T!!!! Skillz is the guy online that Deb's been flashing to! LMAOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahaha! Its sooooo funny. SO SO SO FUNNY! Nothing can happen. Absolutely nothing... this goes on for awhile and then... Ho ho ho! Who wouldn't have guessed laaaa! Its pretty obvious how things would have gone ANYWAY. Considering SKILLZ and DEB!

And Mia was singing Hallelujah... MY GOD MY HEART DROPPED! It was... SO GOOD! AND AND AND!!!! JASON CASTRO sang it on Idol... a very very very GOOD version too. It was awesomeeeeeeeeee! I love both versions!

AND AND AND!!!!!! LUCAS IS SUCH A BASTARD!!! Seriously... seriously... bastarding bastard. I know I know, no such word. And I should be cutting down on the whole swearing and cursing... but I CANNOT HELP IT!

He, Lucas Scott, can GO TO HELL! I really don't like him now. I really don't. HMPF I like Jamie, Nathan, Skillz, Quentin and Mouth. Lucas can burn in hell. I cannot stand him.. the the... ARGH!!!!! I'd slap him if I was Peyton. Just walk over and PIAK PIAK! Nice and hard.

SERIOUSLY! I mean, that was BRUTAL and MEAN. AND JUST PLAIN CRUEL!

ARGHHHH! Episode 18. Season finale.. bloody hell! I wanna slap him. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Next week NEXT week. Before I go to China... HOPEFULLY I get to watch it. If not, agony!!!!!!!!! hahaha.

I'm off.. TV TV! I neglected it the whole of yesterday. Sigh!

Labels: One Tree Hill, Review

This is entirely personal. I don't know if I should even say ANYTHING because, I'm... such a mess. My head's a mess. My whole mind is messed up. Its so much worse than Liverpool losing, or a god damn break up. Not that I even care if I had a break up now. Its so damn personal. I know its a public blog and I want to rant it out so my friends (whom I really really miss) can relate. But I can't because... people I don't know read this.

ARGH! its...

Its so frustrating! I wished I was older, so I could stand up to them. I wished I could just say things that hurt deep. You cannot imagine the things that I've kept for so long. Not even my family know it. Not anyone. And I'm so annoyed I can't let it out. I wished I could show them nicely where they stand. In my life, and in people's eyes.

I wished I could stand up to the person I respect and love and tell that person that they are wrong. That the person is hurting the people I really love. Hurting me. I know I don't have a say, because I'm still young. But I've a brain, and I CAN think. I know so much, but so little. I want to say so much, but its all horrible things. And it really is very embarrassing to the ones I love. I want to say it all out. I want to let it all out. Detach myself from all this dumb madness. Just completely detach myself. So that if anything happens later on, I can just say, I DON'T CARE and not hurt people's feeling. Not that I really CARE about a certain few. I just... its so complicated.

Why can't I have a normal life? Without the drama. Its... I try to be strong. To not break down. And its impossible. 'Cause that's just the way I am. Someone who bawls her eyes out when she's upset. And I don't like a lot of things in my life. But I'm happy to live with it. Just this one thing. Remove it from me completely. Take it away. Everyone around me would be so much better. I'm trying to be strong. To hold back the tears, to be happy no matter what. To not show that I actually bother. But its so hard. Because I keep all this inside me. Its been there for so long. I can't just go up to my mum or dad and just say it. Because I CANNOT! You'll never understand. There's one side of my life that I haven't told ANYONE. And its that side that I'm scared to even touch on. TO even tell people. I don't want sympathetic looks. Or pity. I just want someone who'd understand. Someone who's been through something similar. But I know there isn't. Even if there is... I'm so scared of what lies ahead. What will happen to this little shell I'm safe in. The walls that have always been there for me.

I KNOW I have family who really love me. Who'll always be there for me. Who'll always give me words of encouragement, who'll stand by me. By my side. But they'll never understand the bittersweet love between one person and I. Angry by the choices and decisions, the way sometimes this person does things just pisses me off. But still, loving this person because... this person has been a figure to me. Someone to look up to. A good person. I know it. There's just the past that stands in the way of me giving my utmost respect. I do have it, its just that normally you give this sort of person all the respect you have. But I don't. Because there's things this person's done. Things that upset me, hurt me so bad. Just that I was a naive kid back in the days and never realized it. And things that this person has done ages ago that... just confuses me. And mainly for those reasons... the respect is not there. There are a few things that are respected. Truly there are. I admire this person, love this person, want to be a little like this person one day. But I can't... because with that little something, comes a whole lot of other something that hurts deep down.

I just... I don't think this episode will pass. IT WON'T! Its a part of my life. I'd LOVE to deal with it. But I can't. I'd love to just push it out of my life. But I CAN'T! I'd really love to pretend that I don't care. BUT I BLOODY CAN'T!

Its something that you're stuck with. Some what unlucky to have to deal with all this. I don't know. There ARE worst things in life and I acknowledge that. But in life, there's bad things and good things. And right now, the bad things keep coming. Its always been around, but I think because I've got no studies right now... there's nothing to block it out and occupy my mind. I have no reason to ignore it. The images flood my mind and I wanna give them a big slap. They demand respect, but they give none of it. They demand money, but don't bloody work for it. To hell with people like this.

I wished I was older. For now, I'll sit silently. Wait till its my turn. WAIT! Because all I can do is be patient. Be god damn bloody patient.


... I need to talk. I need to talk and not choke up. I need to calm myself down. I need to relax.

I LOVE FERNANDO TORRES!!!! Just LOVE him and what he's done for the club. But the rest of the squad has done a fantastic job too.

ANYWAY. Final game of the season... Tottenham 0- Liverpool 2. Goals from Voronin and the kid himself, Torres.

Torres has broken records! First he leveled Roger Hunt's record of scoring 8 consecutive goals at home (Anfield) and he's scored 33 goals for the club in his debut season (WAHHHH!) AND AND!!!! He's broken Ruud Van Nistelrooy(?)'s record of 23 goals for a foreigner in their debut season in the English League. Torres has made it 24.

I'm a happy happy girl.

VERY Happy! Nothing can break me now! Get a guy to date me and dump me in 1 minute. HAH! I don't bloody care. *saying it like Ron Weasley* Really I DON'T CARE!

Although we end the season 4th in the league, semi-finalists in the Champions League and without a trophy. I think we're doing good. The team is starting to really work together. Maybe its the inspiration of Gerrard and Torres, but everyone's working hard. And Benitez will bring us to our next EPL title.

I'm a happy happy girl! I've said this so many times already. LOL!!!

Anyhow, I'm off. I'm soooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) we've played some really good football this season. And the boardroom better sort themselves out!

VIVA LIVERPOOL!!!!



**Cool cool! Look!!!!!!!! reader from Bangkok! Hahaha! Scroll down, on the right.. the black box! soooooooooo awesome! and and.. I've got Norway, USA, UK, where else?? but soooo COOL!!!!!!!!!! And I don't even know these people.**

Labels: Football, Liverpool FC

Today is Jessebel's birthday. But that's not what made it so good. Oh, and its Mother's Day as well. Hehehe.

I woke up at about 9-ish am against my will, I must add. But I was so tired and cranky. And my family decided on going to Bukit Bintang for Bak Kut Teh. And I was not liking it. Because, like I mentioned in my Donut Empire post yesterday, I was having donuts for breakfast. Yum and that is exactly what I did. Hahaha. And I was pretty full from the donuts, so Bak Kut Teh on my donut filled stomach was... not a nice feeling. So I really just sat it out and drank LOADS and LOADS of tea.

After breakfast, we headed to Pavillion. Wheeeeeeeeee! I've finally managed to go! Hahaha! And and anddddddddd! Foot spa. Fishie eating your leg. Or or... like my aunt said "you put your leg inside and the fish eat your MEAT!" OMG! Scary!

Anyway, we started walking from the 7th Floor, and walked our way down. Walked from one end to the other end. Take the escalator down one floor then walk to the other end. NICE! But extremely painful on the legs. OH! And definitely extremely painful if you're in heels. ARGH! I'm not usually one to wear heels. But I felt that since its Jessebel's (my sister) birthday and she's turning 12 and I'm going to be 18 later on (June 1st, hmm, better wish me!)... I NEEDED the extra height. Have I mentioned that she's taller than me. BY LESS THAN AN INCH!!!! I MUST add that! Its frustrating. And its always the youngest ones who are taller. Sad sad SAD! but nonetheless, I was taller for the day. Was more of a BIG SISTER! Physically AND Mentally. YAY!

Anyway, we walked from one end to another, its a loooong walk! And then we were at the 5th Floor, where Kenko Fish Spa was. Hmm, I've ALWAYS wanted to go there. Always wanted to try it. And so we walked to the other end, where it was located... And entered. My oh my! I saw these two ladies sitting there comfortably and SOOOO many fishes around their feet. I was... laughing and scared for awhile. Finally we decided OK, let's DO it! And we did. Hahaha. Everyone, my parents, the birthday girl, my not-yet-10 year old brother, my nearly 15 year old sister, both my aunts and I.

Oooo it was fun! First, remove shoes. Second, clean feet. Third, put feet into water. Fourth, let fish come and nibble away.

I was a little worried that the fishes won't come and do their magic on me because there was SO many people. And the fishes are constantly eating on someone's feet. I wondered if they would get full and leave my lovely (how I wish!) feet unattended. But but... just read on! =D

AHHHH! It was excruciating at first. I was giggling and moving my legs in the water because I couldn't STAND it. It was soooo ticklish.


Btw, its an early birthday present. But I DON'T MIND! Really I don't! Let the pictures take my breath away. Hahaha

Labels: Family, Liverpool FC, Travels

My first encounter with hot chocolate was quite awhile back. When I was 12 or 14 or in between or younger? Can't really remember, but I know it was long ago. I was in New Zealand the first time I had hot chocolate. And it was from a... vending machine! at a motel we stayed in. LOL! I put in one New Zealand Dollar, put the styrafoam cup in place and hit a button. And swoosh, this lovely brown chocolate smelling liquid gushes out from the machine. Take a plastic stirrer and stir, and drink. And in the process, burn my tongue. It was so good, so burn the tongue! hahaha. Everyday at the motel, I'll have two cups before I sleep and maybe one or two in the day, depending if I have loose change or not. But it was YUMMY!

And after that first time, I was always on the lookout for instant hot chocolate. And they never turned out that good. I've tried the Cadbury one and it sucked! And I've tried a few others, but FINALLY I've found one. One that's worth my money.

And I only had one packet/sachet. Which SUCKED! but I found it by luck! It was sitting in the cabinet, in a canister together with all the 3-in-1 coffee and tea bags. *ahem* we've A LOT collected from the hotels we stay at and the lounges at the airports we go to* So I was looking for a Milo 3-in-1 because I was lazy to dish out Milo powder from the big tin, and condensed milk (YUM YUM!) but we didn't have any. Then I saw this... and I was like..WHY not. It could be nice.

AND IT WAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My dad god it from Germany! Must be from his hotel room, or the lounge at the Germany Airport. Because you CANNOT find this here. Well, haven't searched high and low for it yet.

I present to you, the best Instant Hot Chocolate so far.... *drum roll*

Labels: food

Yum yum yummmmm!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway I had this a few days back, Thursday to be exact. Or was it Wednesday? One of those days, I think Thursday!

And I LOVE them. I never really really liked donuts because... One particular brand (that's been so long in Malaysia and somehow always gave me stale donuts) spoiled them for me. Boo! But I've started to LOVE them again. I've always loved cream puffs, so it'll be nearly a crime if I didn't love donuts right? They are almost the same. But cream puffs are smaller and and yummier! Hahaha.

Anyway Donut Empire, hmm, I think they originate from Singapore. And anyway, they are really really good! Yummy! I haven't had the chance to try Big Apple or J.CO, but still Donut Empire is good good GOOD!!!

The outlet I went to was at Plaza OUG. Citrus Park -where ALL the food outlets are. Plaza OUG is located around Jalan Klang Lama, near Taman OUG (DUH!) hahaha. Anyway, they are delicious! I'm not sure if they have other outlets.





And just so you know. My favourite is SILLIMON! Hehehehe! its a cheesy/white chocolate top with cinnamon powder. Hmm, I love the name!

Of course I've only tried the Sillimon one and they are absolutely heavenly! Argh!!! So fattening but soooooo good for my soul. And the last time there was the chocolate one with Coco Pops. Hmm, Not that good. Don't get that. I didn't enjoy that. Oh! Their Chocolate top with coffee cream filling is not too bad. Its quite nice! So yes, I'm out to try each flavour. They are now downstairs in the kitchen. Tempting me. I don't know how I pushed the temptations away for now. But I'm coming for them tomorrow. That's my very very satisfying breakfast and not exactly healthy! hahaha. I'm gonna cut each donut into 8 and have one-eighth of each flavour. Grrr! Don't hate me because you don't get good food. +)

What I LOVE about Donut Empire is that, the donut itself is... not dense and stale. Its fluffy and fresh and soft. And fluffy and fresh and soft and warm. ARGHHHH! Sooo good. And then with the toppings.... TO DIE FOR!!!!

Hmpf! Exercise Exercise! SIGH!




Anyway, I'm off to bed. I'm soooo tired. That chatting till 2am yesterday was no help.... ARGH!!! I need to stop losing track of time. Grrrrrrr

Anyway. In advance by about 15 minutes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSEBEL! 12 already. OMFG! When did she get so big? Sigh, she's... taller than me... crap crap. And yes, if you didn't know, she is my sister.

Good night world. =)

Labels: Family, food

So many old pictures. Well not really OLD. They're from this year... Last month? Hmm, probably. =D Some are so recent. =)

And its probably another I-bore-you-till-death posts. Hahaha, no doggies. Books - check! hahahahaha tune out tune out! but heyyyy! Just be happy that I'm actually updating with SOMETHING in my life. hahaha.


So here goes. =)





Oh I just HAD to take a picture of my dad's car from the balcony. My room doesn't have a balcony. Its my new favourite "hang out" spot at home. Near the computer and really breezy. =)


Today, I went to Popular. Grrrr! I don't like the Popular near my place because the books are SO limited. I cannot wait till Bookfest!!!!! A long long list. But I won't be around to get them. Argh! So meaning, I'll have to rely on my mum and sisters to get them for me. They will surely not get everything on the list. SURE as that. Because there's like 20 books on the list. Hahahahahaha! DAMN! There's actually MORE, but have mercy on them. =)

Labels: Funnies, photography, Random Blabbering, Shopping

I wonder, should I tell you about my day? hahaha, its really BORING.

OK OK OKIES!!! Highlight of the day... I HAD ANOTHER CREAM PUFF! GOOD GOOD GOOD! only one though. SAD but still good! hehehehehehehe! They are from South City Plaza, its a mall near my place. And they are AWESOME!!!! And well, fattening. But no problem, I'm exercising!

I'm my mum's teacher. I'm teaching her how to send emails. That's first step. I taught her how to Search, I don't know if she even remembers. LOL! John, just reply her email! I hope that's all I'm teaching her. Because I never like teaching my elders thing. No not because it'll make me more smarter and all, I LIKE that feeling. Its just... they are SOOO SLOW when it comes to technology. Its quite annoying. Teaching them how to use a Sony Ericsson phone is tough. Because you don't have the red and green phone buttons. And then, teaching them how to message. OMG! A child's nightmare!

Liverpool crushed Leeds United 2-1!!! hahahahahaha. You must be wondering when the hell did those two team play against each other recently eh? Well, just tonight. =D Hahaha. Actually it baffled me for awhile as well when Tyrone said it, but then he explained. He's Leeds and I'm Liverpool. And we were playing Minesweeper on MSN Messenger. Its been ages since I actually played those things. I used to play it so often with other people. Lol. Anyway, he was leading 1-0. And then, I made some moves wish were good and TA-DAH! I'm leveled. I kept remembering May 2005. Hahaha. Coming back from 3-0 and winning it. YEAH! Motivation alright! So Liverpool did crush Leeds 2-1. =D And then we played Tic Tac Toe, because I was becoming TOO good in Minesweeper. Hahaha showing off skills and all. Got strategy! Anyway Tic Tac Toe was alright. He dominated for awhile and then... LOL! He didn't see the obvious.

Anyway, its funny. Lame and funny. The whole conversation! hahaha.

And then there's talking to Jefy. Which never fails to crack me up. Porn Horror! Hmm... We'll see we'll see. hahaha

Jacobson got a call from my mum one day when he was again messing up my room. And he didn't realize it. So when he checked his phone, he said, "eh? Mum cock me?" Julz and I looked at each other and started laughing. I SWEAR he said it!!!!!!!! At least that's what both of us heard. So we couldn't have heard wrongly. But I believe he meant to say, "Mum called me?" In all innocence, I swear I really heard that. And I know it sounds VERY wrong. But I need some reason to laugh. Hmm, as if porn horror isn't enough! Arghhhhh!!!

Anyway, back to seriousness. I was at my mum's friend's house earlier in the evening and I saw... LILIES! And they were soooo beautiful. I believe my dad took some from them hahaha. And I didn't know. Grrr! And they are sooooo nice. White with hints of pink. Soooo beautiful. FARAH! I know you love lilies! or was it tulips. No,its lilies! I'll upload the picture soon. its soooooo beautiful.



And so you know, I live and breathe...

Labels: childhood, friends, Funnies, Random Blabbering

OK! We won't start on the whole Jason Castro leaving Idol, because I KNOW I just know there'll be alot of debate... especially between MJ and I. Hahaha.

SO NO COMMENTS ON AMERICAN IDOL IS ALLOWED!

Now... Let's start with David Cook. Honestly, HONESTLY? his first song, "Hungry like the wolf" was... boring! I expected to be blown away. BUT its the first time that I actually felt so bored during his performance. BUT! His second song... "Baba O'Riley" was FANTASTIC! I LOVED it. Not only because I LOVE the original song, but I loved him singing it. It was... well like what Simon Cowell said "Welcome Back David Cook" =) He's gonna be in the TOP 2. No questions asked.

David Archuleta. FINALLY! Just FINALLY! I found something that actually made me like this guy. I've been bored of his rendition of songs and finally something I actually really like. Maybe because its also one of my favourite songs, but "Stand By Me" was amazing. Especially the beginning. It was superb, although the chorus was a little funny. But no doubt, it was good. And for the second song... OMG! Again it bored me. "Love Me Tender" NOT nice. For me lah! But gotta admit, his singing is good. Just not well, I don't think he'll make a good album. David Cook knows how to play around with the arrangements. Brooke White has a singer/songwriter feel to her. Syesha Mercado has a fall back as an actress. Jason Castro has that Jack Johnson ala relaxing feel, not to mention he was in a WICKED band (Keeping Lions) so sad the band is no longer.... That's just the Top 5, don't get me started on the Top 12. And anyway, Archuleta has talent. No doubt, I just think he wouldn't make a very good artiste in the long run.

And Syesha Mercado. Hmm, she's booted out next week. If not, I think life is really gonna be a real bitch. I didn't really like her performances this week. Not like I ever really liked her other performances. I think I only really was impressed with one performance. And that was during the Andrew Lloyd Webber week. It was the song "One Rock 'n' Roll Too Many". I think I enjoyed it because well, she can act. And it was a fun song. But I hated the seduction and playfulness she put on. I think it was a little too much. But her best performance by far.

Now Jason Castro. Ah, its sad to see him go, but I think its time. I liked his "Mr. Tambourine Man". It was funny, in a good way. I could see him heading in a Jack Johnson/Jason Mraz kinda tune. Easy on the ears but really really relaxing. And breathtaking.

Anyway since he's gone. I'm just gonna say... I hope he comes up with an album. Be it a solo album or with a band. He's MAD on the drums! He was the drummer for the band, Keeping Lions, he was in. And their songs are really good. Its a pity they disbanded. And as you know, I love Jason Castro. I love the way he sings, the way he sounds, the way he looks, AND AND!!! his hair! Hahahaha, have I EVER mentioned that I am gonna marry a guy with crazy hair? OK maybe not. But, I loveeeeeeeee guys with dreadlocks. It ALWAYS makes them look better. GA GA GA GA GA!!!!!! Hahaha, remember Izzat's brother, Ureeeya? Hahaha if Aaida read this... LOL!

ANYWAY he is HOT! And I'm not saying this because I just like him. But because I love drummers as well. And drummers are somehow always whom I love in bands. hehehe.

OK OK Back to Jason Castro. He is hot. And he's mad wicked on the drums. I know, and I've seen pictures. Wahahaha! And well, the music his band made is totally different from what he sang on Idol. Hmm, but either way, it rocks!

Here are some of the songs he sang that I absolutely LOVE!

Daydream by The Lovin' Spoonful
I Just Want To Be Your Everything by Andy Gibb
HALLELUJAH by Leonard Cohen (ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC!)
If I Fell by The Beatles
Michelle by The Beatles (hehehehe French. So sexy!)
FRAGILE by Sting (WONDERFUL WONDERFUL!!!!)
Travelin' Thru by Dolly Parton (I can remember it still and it makes me wanna sway from side to side and sing along)
SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW by Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
Forever in Blue Jeans by Neil Diamond
Mr Tambourine Man by Bob Dylan

His ultimate best on Idol has got to be Hallelujah and Somewhere Over The Rainbow!

No doubt. And doesn't he have the most amazing blue eyes? And the lovely dreadlocks. And and... the body. Ahh.

Anyway, he's someone we'll remember that was on Idol. =)

And now, the Top 3... Hmpf! I still think Syesha shouldn't be there. Maybe Michael Johns... or Carly Smithson. Grrrrr! I think Michael Johns elimination was so WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHH!

Anyway top 2 are gonna be the DAVIDS!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Labels: Review

OK apart from the video of him dancing that definitely will make my day ANY time, there are a few pictures. LOADS actually. But so far what I've uploaded into the computer.




And I've also uploaded this ages ago. I think. yea I did. Lol.

Jacobson is SO scared of these things being shown to John, because... well... I don't really know. Hahahaha. I SWEAR I don't teach him all this!!!!

In this video, its Julz behind the camera.



And you've watched this before if you actually do go through the videos and watch each one. Anyway, here's Jacobson dancing. hahaha. This time its me behind the camera... and well, Julz is telling him to do certain things. But definitely NOT what he did in the end. hahahaha

"Now I can show John" and he says... "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"

Labels: childhood, Family, Funnies

Things I do when I'm bored. Impressed? Hahaha





I do miss art you know... Very much. ='( Just drawing and drawing. Ahhh miss it.

I had cream puffs a few days back. It was SO good! It was FRESH, and not warm and yucky, but cool and just the right temperature. A lower temperature than your mouth and not too cold like ice.

YUMMY!

Labels: food

This is mainly for John, because I KNOW he's dying to come home to play with the bitches. ;)

And also for whoever wants to know how my dogs are getting along, and how big Roxy has grown. And also those who wants to come rob my house... Hahahaha, you'll be very afraid of my dogs. I've trained them to bark and attack strangers! Whoooo!

This photos are very recent. Taken on Sunday.





Good dog eh? ARGH! At least its not torn into pieces! Phew. =)

Labels: Floppy and/or Roxy, photography

SPOILER ALERT (maybe not... we'll have to see) for Season 5, Episode 16 - Cryin' Won't Help You Now.

Skills is an AWESOME guy. Quentin has finally "woken up" YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And Jamie Lucas Scott is a future coach in the making. Hahaha, he's an awesome guy. OH WAIT!!! Lucas is so... *swoons*. Can we expect a... Brooke-Lucas fling? Hahahahaha! Older but still the same. =D He's been so into the whole baby thing with Brooke, helping her out. And well... who knows where the story swings.

Millicent and Mouth is such an AWESOME couple. Baby Angie is AWESOME! And Brooke is a SAVVY business woman. Way to go! No more Bitchtoria (prays!)

Brooke is an awesome mum! So so good. Yea, she's a cool mum and all that, but she REALLY is awesome. And Haley is also a great mum. Nathan is an awesome father, *ahem*HOT too!

Peyton and Lucas will be back together. Some day, some day.

And I'm not so sure about the whole Dan being nice and dying thing. Its just... I don't know, he's always been mean, and Paul Johansson acted so well as being mean. I'm not getting the feel of him being all nice. Its just, Paul's acting for it just... doesn't buy. Its so fake and I... think he'll be let off the show soon. Or maybe not. So maybe he IS dying... maybe he isn't. I don't know, either way, he'll haunt Lucas and Nathan in future episodes.

Hahaha, I want to see more of Deb and Karen. It'll be nice to watch them come together again or something. And Lily, although Jamie is so much cuter!

The whole confrontation thing with Peyton and Lindsey is good. Its good. I expect Lindsey to finally let go completely (although I think she kinda already has). Lucas and Peyton will get married and give birth to brown haired kids! Hahahaha OTH is so funny! Get this, Lucas is Karen's and Dan's son. Both Karen AND Dan have dark hair and Lucas is blonde. Nathan is Deb's and Dan's son. Deb is blonde and Dan is dark haired. Isn't there some mix-up? I mean... OK OK fine, maybe genetics skipped a generation. Its possible. And also get this, Jamie is Haley's and Nathan's son, but both Haley AND Nathan is dark haired and Jamie is... BLONDE! And Jamie looks a lot more like Lucas' son than Nathan's. Hahaha, whatever it is, the whole hair colour in each family is wrong. Its just all mixed up. I'm sorry, I'm just still interested in the whole genetics and hair colour thing. Hahaha!

I think what Nathan did to Dan, was right! I mean, I wouldn't be able to forgive someone for pulling the trigger on someone I actually loved and cared about. Not to mention, also forgive someone who tried to annul my marriage right? I mean what's up with all that, and then thinking he'll be forgiven just because he's dying. Wasn't he already dead in so many people's eyes? I'm sure Lucas said that.

Overall, I CANNOT wait for what happens next. Two more episodes and Season 5 is over. ARGH! Then gotta wait for Season 6. YAY!!! There's a season 6! Whooopeeeee! And guess what? I'll be in Singapore when its out. I think September or October? I'm not too sure, gotta check it out. Anyway, it's good I'll be there, FASTER and MORE RELIABLE internet! Wheeeeeee!!! So happpppy!

Can't wait! Hate is Safer than Love. =)

Labels: One Tree Hill, Review

Everything is GETTING better. Yea yea, no reply from NUS yet. But I'm being positive and... well, I won't be on the edge of my seat EVERYDAY just for that reply. Anyway... why has things been better.

Well for starters, its "bloody brilliant" (hehehe Ureeeya!)

That doesn't even MAKE much sense huh? Sorry, just had the need to say it.

Things has been better. For starters, I'm happier. Hahaha, maybe its because people are finishing exams, or I'm going to Beijing, or I'm goofing around so much more. Whatever it is, its good. Ahh, can I say... Fernando Torres? Hahahaha!!!

Anyway earlier in the night, Jacobson, Julz and I were in my room. And we were lying in bed just talking and singing to music. VERY VERY out of tune. Kind of just saying the words with a beat and a flat voice. When the music starts, we hum. When the words are sung, we talk. When we don't know the words... we forward to the next track. Lol.

Then there was some DANCING! Obviously making fools out of themselves (Jacobson and Julz), this time around, MORE of Jacobson. The video is coming up soon! Just wait!! I realized that there is quite a lot of videos I need to upload. Hahaha. They are damn hilarious. There's a few of Jacobson doing things that... will embarrass himself later in life. Hahaha I sooooooo want John to see! Then there's a video of Alvint, describing or... maybe informing, what a blowjob is. To HJ! Good days, good days! Hahaha. Wait for it, up soon!

Then there was the good stupid things we say that crack ourselves up. Its really really funny. I don't know if you'll laugh reading it, but I'll try to make it sound exactly like how it happened. Tough work, not impossible, just tough.

Anyway we were just sitting on the bed, and I'm lying down, looking at my phone. Jacobson is next to me and Julz is in front of me. I look up and I see Jacobson's head hovering over me, and as he's got eczema and his skin gets quite dry. And I can't help but look at him right, his head just above mine. And then I see his upper lip has a crack. Must hurt, but doesn't seem so. So I tell him, "you've got a crack." And Jacobson says, "yea, I know!"... Julz looks at me. I'm wondering wtf is wrong with her? She's trying NOT to laugh and then I get it. He's got a CRACK.... ASS CRACK! And start laughing at how weird a conversation it is to have with my little brother. Imagine someone not knowing he's got dry skin and thinks I'm referring to his CRACK. Obviously, Jacobson DOESN'T know what we're talking about. A good laugh and a needed one.

Another thing is the blunder from Jacobson. Its usually Juliana who says all the things upside down (ALICIA!!!!!!!!! Hahahaha) but I guess since Jacobson was there, it was his "time". We were watching the videos I had in my phone and there was one of... ALEXIA! Hahahaha, when we were messing around with her and putting the party hat on her. Then Jacobson asks "where is this?" I said its our home. Then he says "ohhhh yea, that's the Golden Shepherd!"

Julz and I LAUGH and LAUGH and he's sitting there wondering WHAT the hell is wrong with us and when we say, "golden shepherd?" he says "oh WAIT! German Shepherd... what is it?" We say retriever and he finally gets it. YAY!

Oh, then Jacobson leaves because it started to die down. But too bad, because Jessebel came into the room and we started taking photos. DAMN funny. And yea, I guess I'm gonna miss all the goofing around when I'm in Singapore.

And updates on the bitches. One's stubborn, the other's stubborn AND naughty. ARGH! Floppy's stubborn. When we open the gate, she'll DASH out and we'll have to chase her. And she runs VERY fast (even if she is THAT small) and she runs and runs. We call her, she ignores. I hate it when that happens, because somehow I'm always getting the blame. Why let the dogs out when you know we're coming home? Why aren't you outside watching the dogs? EH! I was ironing and NOT LIKE IT WAS ME who let the dogs out. Sigh what to do other then to shut up and just get the dogs and scold them. Well, anyway, we did manage to get Floppy back, if not I'd slaughter Jacobson. But not really his fault anyway, he was alone outside. No way could he handle BOTH dogs when the gate opens. And that brings us to Roxy. Stubborn and naughty. Sometimes she's NOT stubborn, but she REALLY is naughty. She will chase after Floppy when the gate opens. NOT good. But the thing about Roxy is... when she sees us, she'll come running and jumping on us. So she saw my aunt, and jumped on her. My aunt held her whilst we waited for her collar to come with the leash. I don't get it, why wasn't her collar on? ARGH! Anyway as my aunt hugged her and held her, she... hahahahahaha!!! GOOD DOG, she pissed! on my aunt's pants. LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So yea, and Roxy's naughty as she bites EVERYTHING! I know I know teething. But she's bitten my yellow slippers (SOBS! I only wore it the time I was in Pangkor, the day I returned, she bit it! But its pretty hard! so she couldn't bite a lot) and so many other slippers. And she'll get on any fallen laundry that's out drying. Or a bird, or frog. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But still, she's so cute. You should see how she looks when we scold her. Damn cute. SERIOUSLY puppy eyes! She's always got her tongue out. She's always stepping into her water bowl. And we place one big water bowl for both the dogs near the cars, and Roxy thinks its her. She NEVER allows Floppy to drink from it. Floppy will have a good lick or two and Roxy will come and step into the bowl and take over. And she's SO BIG! Roxy's big!!! Oh, and ROXY ALWAYS EATS FLOPPY'S FOOD!!! SHE MAKES BIG POOP AND SHE'S GETTING FAT (well not really, I just think she is).

Oh yes, OTH! Hahahaha. Let it stream. I'll watch it tomorrow. =) Bloody hell. Faster load!!!!!!!!!! Argh!

Good nights.




Loads of pictures and videos coming soon!

Labels: childhood, Family, Floppy and/or Roxy, Funnies

I've been procrastinating quite a lot with my blog. Well, I've done quite a LOT of things I wanted to, like write about certain things. Unfortunately, I'm still NOT even halfway through my Milan trip. I'm honestly wondering if I actually need to post about it at all. I mean, like the events that happened. Of course the pictures will be up, but need for a caption? I don't know. The whole big hoo-ha for my trip was Barcelona. I truly enjoyed Barcelona to the MAXIMUM, and days before that, like the SHOPPING! The sightseeing in Milan. After that, its A LOT on the cruise and other places just weren't that... interesting. I mean, Barcelona HAS to be the highlight for the whole trip because, well, obviously I was sooooooooooo hyped about Nou Camp. Hahaha, sorry! But if you didn't already know (SHAME ON YOU!) I love (that's L.O.V.E... LOVE!) football. So yes, I suppose I will upload the pictures and maybe just add in some remarks. Hahaha. I don't even know if you guys read it and even enjoy it... =S its so post-dated. LOL!

Ah, I loooove the thrill of getting in the midst of a plot. Of a novel. I'm reading Last Chance Saloon by Marian Keyes, I've already read it once and I totally forgot the whole plot. I think the reason I forgot is because... well, when I first got the book, I got the whole lot of Marian Keyes' books, so I sped through each one at top speed. Of course, I remembered what happened a few weeks after reading the book, but after 5-6 books, there was so many plots in my head. And then of course, I had to neglect my darling books for the textbooks and... NOTES. Dreadful I tell you, awful! Anyway, I'll be finishing it soon, and when I do... I'm gonna start with the whole Shopaholic series. Becky Bloomwood you're my hero! Hahaha, she's so damn funny. Anyway... I need more books. I think I've said that before. Hahaha

Torres Torres, his armband proved he was a RED! He's got 32 goals this season so far. Yeap yeap! And there's still one more game to go. We'll see how that one goes. Oh and its his DEBUT season for Liverpool, his debut season in the English Premier League. He is PHENOMENAL! El Nino takes my breath away.... I love the guy.

Need I say I love Liverpool!?!?!?!?! Isn't it OBVIOUS enough?

Of all the places in the world, Liverpool is top of the list. I guarantee you that. But I'm gonna have to settle with... Beijing for now. I CANNOT WAIT! End of the month maybe. Hahaha, so meaning.. missing my own b'day or being too jet-lagged on my own birthday. Either way, I've decided to not do anything big. 18? So what. It doesn't feel special. Let me jump in a bandwagon and get whisked away to fantasy land, that will be a dreamy 18. But whatever laaaa, just another day. Like everyone says... just another day.

I'm still so hyped for Beijing!!! hahahaha! Hopefully I'd get to visit the Bird Nest (main stadium for the Beijing Olympics 2008). The excitement is oooozing outta me. You know, just OOOOOOOOOOzing. NUS please please please reply faster. I'm going crazy with my parents asking me everyday - morning, afternoon and evening (probably midnight too if they were awake) - if you've replied. I promise, you give me an acceptance and I'll give you my soul. I'd study five days a week, really study (not what I've been doing all along). Work work work for 5 days a week. And if I need to, my weekends as well. Let's not be too harsh eh, 5 days a week of intense studying and the weekend for me to chill out. To let my brain cool down from the overheating. I promise you that. And I'll even make sure John makes me. hahahahaha!

No joke no jokes! Just reply with GOOD news. And I'd surrender my soul to you like how everyone at NUS is doing. *sobs... there goes my life... the only thing going for me... D-U-H!*

I I need to get my hands on Liverpool's new jersey by July. I set the time. I will get it by then.

Oooooo, there's a bookfest this month. Popular's Bookfest from 24th May till 1st June. OH SHIT!!! I won't be around, I may be in Beijing. Crapcrapcrap!!!!!!! but anyway, just letting you know. Its at the Kuala Lumpur Convention Center. Loads of English, Chinese and Malay books on discount. MUST check it out!!! And even if I don't go... Ho Ho Ho! (Christmas is coming early for me... although, Christmas never really comes for me. I don't celebrate it... =.=") I've got a list and I can ALWAYS get my parents or siblings to go get those books for me. *grins* I'm a happy happy girl.

Amazing how the thoughts of books and traveling excites me. The bouts of depression or sadness just lifts away. Floats away. Like like... what's there to compare to? Anyway, I'm such a nerd ey? BOOKS!?!?! Hahaha. Interesting. *shrugs* I'm a funny, weird girl. Deal with it, or just... well just deal with it. There's not much you can do anyway. I'm my parent's child, not yours. Wheee! And I'm not attached too! Awesome! I wonder if I EVER will be attached. Hahahah... OH OH!! I will be, TO NUS!!!! Give me the good good news. Give me a reply. Give me an acceptance!!!!!!!!!!

Aiks, I guess I'm off for now. I'm cheered up.

Fernando Torres *drool* - Liverpool - Books - Traveling - (repeat infinity)

That's all I need. =) Oh add, Steven Gerrard as well. And and... the whole Liverpool team, though I may not like some. And and... SLEEP! Man how could I forget. And the pitter-patter (not really) of my fingers on the keyboard as I type away. Somehow its always a stress-reliever or it does something to my mood. Normally good.

Taaaaaaaa!

Labels: I WANT, Liverpool FC, Milan 2007, Random Blabbering, Travels

Blah blah blah! That's what I want to say.

Can I say life's a bitch and somehow not make it sound like I'm complaining? I doubt. And that's why LIFE IS A BITCH! I'm not complaining, I'm just saying it. But of course, people will take it that I'm ungrateful of life, that I'm upset, annoyed, angry and damn right, complaining. But I'm not. I'm just upset or rather annoyed or maybe angry that people in my life always make false promises. Somehow, always.

They come, stab, leave. How perfect eh? Why why why do I have people like this in my life.

I'm letting it all go. Guys, girls, whatever in between. No wonder I lead such a boring lonely (kinda) friendless life. Hahaha.

Just when you think its gonna be your day, someone just spoils it. Someone, somehow. Maybe I'm to blame, for letting someone get in the way of my mood. Maybe...

Everything is so personal. Everything is... its just not my time of the year.

I was going through the American Idol website and I went through a few things and I found the Idols baby (or not so) pictures.



Jason Castro. So damn cute!!! And and he still IS! Hahaha, his eyes are SO blue. So so nice!!! My husband gotta have blue eyes. Hahaha. LMAO!!! I'm just messing. Its so nice! He is so cute! Even now. Who knew that this kid would be singing on TV eh? And and serenading me. Hahaha I WISHED! Anyway, Jason Castro's voice is soooooo unique. Its... I could go to sleep soundly with him singing. I'm serious. Or if I need to lift my spirits and smile, I just gotta listen to him sing. I don't even have to watch him sing, just listen and a smile miraculously creeps onto my face. He is sooooooo cute. In that picture and now. blahhhh.

Just gotta love him!!! "If I had to cut my hair to stay in the competition, no way!" AWESOME! Hahaha

Go here for MORE baby pictures!!!

And well, you know I love Brooke White. Well, go here and listen to her music. She did cover versions of Dream On by Aerosmith and Yellow by Coldplay... and they are SO NICE! Her version of Dream On is VERY different from Michael Johns (of course!) but its really good as well.

Go here and make sure you turn on your speakers!!!

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Floppy has a bell. Hahahaha. She's got a red collar and attached is a bell. Its so cute, because she's so small and... can dogs be petite? Hahaha, of course it can! Hmpf! Well Floppy's petite... VERY actually compared to Roxy. Anyway, they are so big. Well ROXY is so big. Its quite scary. Hahaha, and when she wags her tail... SAKIT! They say, "Never stand behind a horse" well I say, Never stand behind my German Shepard, ROXY! Her tail is so long, and then she's so happy when she sees us, she'll wag and wag her tail. Then doooosh! hit you and it hurts.

Anyway Floppy so cute. She walks to you, "ding ding ding" hahahaha she's so damn cute!!! Roxy is such a monster!

Does anyone's dog eat birds!?!?!?!?!?!?!!

Well my dog just did, or at least I just found out. Roxy loves to chase birds. Fine I understand... but then eating them? SICK!!!

I don't know la. She... ARGH! i've got things coming outta my throat just thinking of it.

Anyway, is it NORMAL? Or rather, is it OK!?!?!?! I don't want my bitch to die on me. She's too young. Hahahaha. I meant, my dog!

Labels: Floppy and/or Roxy

There's soooooo much to blog about. So I'mma gonna squeeze it all in one post. One VERY long post mind you. Hahahahahaha.

I haven't watched One Tree Hill, so there's no review on it. But I doubt you guys enjoy my reviews on OTH, because they aren't exactly reviews. More of like scene by scene description and things I liked. Hahaha, so from now on, I don't think I'll review on OTH. Because its always spoilers anyway. And that reminds me... I NEED TO WATCH OTH!!!!

Next, I'm back from Singapore. I can't wait to go there... except the weather is somehow hotter there? Maybe its... nvm. I'll let you know when I actually go and study there... Come on NUS!!! NTU's replied... accepted! *grins* but NUS come on come on!!!

Hmm, Singapore was alright. Didn't do much. Not much to say there. Hahahaha. Well I mean its SINGAPORE, I've practically seen each end of it. Not that I actually remember clearly, but I know vaguely Singapore. Hahaha. Oh mind you, VERY vaguely. You ask me directions from NUS to IKEA Alexandra/Vivo City... THAT, I'm VERY VERY clear about. I can even find your parking lot for you. Hahahaha. This is just a little boast session for me. Because my sense of direction... is SHIT! I mean it, literally tak boleh pakai. BUT BUT!!! bear in mind that I am not that stupid. I still know how to get around once I actually go around. So yea. Beat it!

Nexxxxxxxxxxt! American Idol... Life's a biatch and you gotta live with it. Brooke White's out. I honestly LOVED her second song. Maybe her first was a bit too fast-ish. That's why it didn't suit her. But it was nice because it made me wanna get up and dance. Jason Castro's first song was FANTASTIC! I don't know what the judges were thinking... it was good!!! David Cook? Hahaha, what can I say. He's the American Idol. David Archuleta? Hmm, his second song was.... I mean, I know he's an amazing singer and all that, but he's really... I don't know young? (he's my age.... hahahahah wtf la!) its just he's always "good" you know... it gets annoying. And well, his second song was a funny rendition. Really really weird. I prefer the original. And Syesha? OMFG!!! I agreed with Simon, I think she would have been in trouble with her performance. And I still think that Brooke should not be out. It should have been Syesha. Her singing totally BORED me. Its was... I don't know... copied? I still say its gonna be an all male top3. Wheeeeeee. And definitely an all male top 2. woooohooooooo!

OH BY THE WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When I was watching American Idol in Singapore, my mum, aunt and uncle were watching as well... and guess what??? THEY LOVED JASON CASTRO AND BROOKE WHITE!!! hahaha, everyone said that Castro sings good, but they don't like his hair. Old fashioned people! hahaha. And they all prefer Brooke to Syesha. So, I'm really not bias! HAH! And David Cook? hahahaha my mum and aunt said... TOO NOISY!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha LMAO! But whatever lah! They don't appreciate rock.

Hmm, I haven't been going on about football have I? Well....

Third time's a charm (for Chelsea) or... some say, third time lucky. I said that before. Liverpool faced them three times, first two, Liverpool emerged victorious, and third time.. a charm.

I don't know... I've been depressed for a while, even before the second leg. And I guess it was "preparation"?? I don't know. Hahaha. God has a funny way of sending messages to me. OK in all honesty, I rather Liverpool took a break for this season. Take a break from all the stupid boardroom Hicks-Gillete drama and focus on training for the next season. Get some good players in this summer transfer. And then really get it rolling next season. Focus on the league first and foremost. And we've already got a spot in the Champions League next season... So its all good. Provided the fuckers in the boardroom don't mess things up. Rafa to stay, players to stay (maybe... a few let go? We'll see. NO STEVIE G moving, or Carra or Torres or Crouchie). Hahaha why Crouch? hahahaha get this load, we need him against ARSENAL!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahaha. I'm just messing. I think we have a pretty strong squad. We need to build up the defense a little more, especially the left and right back. Really gel with the central defenders and we will have an awesome back 4. Mark my words. We have a pretty decent back 4 now. No matter who Benitez puts there, it's pretty decent, just gotta train more and get more accustomed to their roles. Midfield? Hmm, Lucas Leiva needs time, he's still young. So does Babel. Alonso? What's happened to him this season. OK apart from the injury, before that he was awesome... after just not that great. I think its because Stevie is playing more up front so Alonso's not so used to being in central midfield with Mascherano. But!!! I think they are doing a good job.

Our strikers are... well, of course right now you say Liverpool strikers... first thing that comes to anyone's mind is Torres. What an incredible season he's had. Breaking that "curse" of not scoring at Stamford Bridge. LOL! What a joke, like Stevie G said "We never had Torres when we played there" haha. 31 goals this season. If he plays against Man City, there's more to come baby.

And so yes, its always a blow when your team loses. ALWAYS! I didn't get to watch the match as I was in Singapore, but when I got the message... Ah, you should have seen me. And then John taunts me for awhile. BUT whatever! Its all good. ALL good... except the bouts of depression when I watch the FINAL... IF I watch. So the question is... ManU or Chelsea?

I don't like EITHER OF THEM!!!!!!!!!! KNNCBB Avram Grant coming to Malaysia... Stupid. I wanna be a football coach so the Gov will lift the ban for me to go visit Israel. So stupid. I mean, HOW MUCH DOES IT COST TO BRING CHELSEA to Malaysia? Tell me!!!!!! No they won't because... BECAUSE it cost millions... and hold it. WHO'S GOD DAMN MONEY IS IT!?!?!?! My parents, your parents, all the taxpayers'. I don't know. I don't know!!! Anyway, we're talking about... ManU-Chelsea Showdown.

BLAH! Its another case of a defending game from Chelsea, and ManU making a fuss out of every single decision made by the ref that doesn't go their way. ManU coming out tops? Chelsea coming out tops? OMFG! I really hate both teams. Most of the players, both the managers and both the fans. They are horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrible! *ahem*Fine fine, not ALL their fans, just a large majority.
Its so depressing. This time I really don't bother. I can't be bothered. Actually, I want ManU to win because I want Avram Grant to leave Chelsea and and... Mourinho to come back! Hahaha, I actually miss all his stupid talks to the press. And I want Chelsea to win to teach ManU a lesson. A lesson being, they can't simply go around kicking people and causing fights and get away with it one way or another. I mean, Mascherano got a two match ban for talking to the ref. FINE! I'm cool with that. So I think what Benitez said is right, ManU should also get punishment. If they can make a fuss and get away with it, so can everyone else right? Well wrong. Somehow there's this "special ruling" for the ManU... which I call BIAS! Hmm, Bloody Idiotic "Awarding" System. Where ManU are always awarded with something...

OK OK STOP! I'm not gonna go on about them. Chelsea or ManU. I don't want either to win. I hope they go into extra time and have the penalties. And keep shooting penalties and shooting and shooting and never having a winner. So they just keep shooting day in and day out until someone wins... but then, noone can, because when one team scores, the other will too. Or if one team doesn't, the other doesn't as well... Get it? So it just goes on and on. Until the world dies. That will be AWESOME! hahahahahahahahaha My mind is going places.

BEIJING!!!!!!!!!!!!! BEIJING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! here I come!!!!!


Farah!! When I said the whole Singapore-Kiasu thing... I really never had you in mind. There was just some people in my mind. hahaha and I guess it took over me. But sis, you are Malaysianized! =D hahahaha Miss ya sis!!! Btw, do you still blog? What's the address of your blog?



Hmm, its good to be back. Really really GOOD! Buttttt... there's still nothing to do. MAN its so boring!

Taaaaa!

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