I've decided....

I WANT TO TRAVEL THE WORLD once I'm done with University and have worked for about two years. Better still if my work allows me to travel! Like earn a living through my blog? We'll see... Somehow I don't want a 9-5 job. I think I'll seriously go bonkers. My attention span is... Hmm, its there alright, just isn't the greatest.

Anyway, I WANT TO TRAVEL!!! My mum receives this magazine every 3 months or so, and I flip through them... THE BEACHES are HEAVEN! The various places are... AMAZING! The snow, the sun, the trees, the sky, the sand, the buildings, the lights... EVERYTHING!!! And from now on, every now and then I'll dedicate a post on a place I WANT to go, or WANT TO REVISIT!!! Ahem EUROPE!!

There's soooooo much to blog about. I keep making mental notes of what I want to say, but knowing my mental note making... Hahaha, actually MOST people's mental note making... considering that, I think I better just BLOG when I have an idea/something to rant about? Instead of making mental notes and forgetting. AND boring you people with football talk. Hehehe... anyone up for Liverpool-Everton review? I didn't think so. Well Liverpool won, 1-0. Could have easily been 2-0 or 4-0... Fernando Torres scored, 28 baby!!! Wheee! And Gerrard... had TWO amazing shots on target from quite a distance, one hitting the pole and another burning the keeper's hand. I love him!

So moving along... Julz is sooooooooooo stupid. Fine talk on the phone when everyone's asleep and I'm watching TV. No problem with that... But doesn't she have exams the NEXT day? Stupid! And also, when I finished watching TV I turn off the telly and I hear voices. I'm thinking WTF, house can't be haunted and I can't be hearing things... Then I realize... its her. I hear her all the way from downstairs. such a dumbfuck, will only get herself in trouble. Fine TALK all you want, but watch how loud you are. DAMN freaking loud. From downstairs the conversation is bloody clear... Well who else la? And the stupid fella got so much money... Call every day... every night.. And talk not like for twenty minutes... a few hours. DUMB! And imagine the whole time talking so loudly, and my aunts sleeping just next door. One is a light sleeper. And my mum sometimes will come out to check if I'm watching TV or not, and if my mum overhears (which she would definitely 'cause it was sooooo loud) she's in DEEP shit! I walk up the stairs and it gets louder. I go into the room, and give her hell... Secretly I wished she got caught. I'm tired of saving her ass. Seriously! So many times. When I'm gone, she's not going to like the things being said to her directly from my parents/aunts. I don't know. When the time comes, I hope she's mature enough to realize what to do and what not to do. I'm afraid I have to say that I don't think that will happen. We'll see. We'll see.

Roxy... I HATE giving her baths. So much trouble. And Juliana is no bloody help. She'll say she will give Floppy a bath... HECK ANY of us will do that! But by saying that she says she won't bath Roxy. Bloody self-centered irresponsible... BITCH! And she KNOWS that Roxy is a trouble at bath time, and when we do start to shower Roxy, julz runs into the house and ignores. I can't bloody wait till I'm gone. They are going to have hell from my aunt. No wait, SHE, Julz is going to have hell. I can't stand her. She messed up the room so much... Its so bloody annoying.
Done! I'm not going to rant about her anymore...As much as I can help it!


JOHN!!!!!!!! Good luck with your exams!!! =D

Anyway, there's soooooooo much drama in life. I don't particularly like it. What are your takes on an illegitimate child? I'd like to know. It just came into my head. And I feel... if I ever do have one... I'll never forgive myself. That is for sure.

My life is so funny. Anyway, China trip is postponed until May. SIGH! Why is it I have a feeling I WON'T be going? WHY? So annoying!!! Anyway I'm off to Bangkok this weekend, and next weekend to Pangkor. Just found out that that place is my grandma's hometown and she's pretty well known in the area. And will be stopping over in Lumut, my mum's hometown on the way to Pangkor. YAY!!!! Time to get TANNED!!! Hehehe =) AND swim in the sea/pool... And get my hair bleached by the chlorine in the pool... or sea. I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait.

NUS/NTU/SMU faster faster REPLY!!!!!!! I need to know what's happening... Its quite... ARGH!!!!!!!!!! Scary actually. Better not to know and also... best to know... HAIZ!

I'm off!

The problem with the English Football team is... THEY LET GO OF JAMIE CARRANGHER!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha! Well, OK maybe or maybe not, but you'll see why I say this later. This post is with regards to the England VS France match, which I DID predict France was either going to win, or there would be a draw, but I also said that England could win it, with a slim score-line... And well, guess what? My predictions were right. England did eventually lose, England COULD have drawn. AND THEY SERIOUSLY COULD HAVE WON!!!!!!!! But of course, bad luck and... bloody terrible crosses.

Let's start off with... who the players were... OK stop, who impressed me and who sucked.

Steven Gerrard did a fantastic job. No surprise since I'm a Liverpool fan? WELL WRONG! He was one of the few (or maybe the only one) that ACTUALLY managed to get some good aim at goal. Someone who actually took the chance and picked up the ball in the box. Unfortunately he didn't score and got substituted at half-time. He should have been captain!

David Beckham did a good job for... someone so old! hahaha! OK its just that my mum said he looked so old, that well, I just HAD to poke a little bit at him. He makes FANTASTIC crosses! And I'm very happy that he earned his 100th cap and did a good job. Maybe it was more bittersweet as his side lost... But at least he's one of the few legends in English Football. My sis has this weird fetish for him... I find it DISGUSTING!!! Anyway, she's just stupid... Becks did a good job. And that standing ovation he received (from the English and French fans) says it all. HE should have been captain!

Peter Crouch did a good job when he came on. His touches on the ball were good when crosses came in and he passed well. Creating chances here and there. But I would have liked to see him lurking MORE forward than what he was doing.

David James... APART from that tackle that cost England to lose, he did a FANTASTIC job! Would have been heroic if he managed to stopped Ribery's penalty. Sadly, England just can't stop penalties! But James did manage to stop any more balls from hitting the back of the net... Especially when the England's defense was... less than flattering. Pity! See! They should have kept Carrangher, he does SUCH a good job of holding the defense. When everyone if forward and attacking when there's a corner or something, Carrangher knows WHEN to move forward or stay back... Unlike some morons who just want the glory of scoring for England than wanting England to WIN. Like ALWAYS going forward no matter what your position is supposed to be when your team is handed a corner. (ahemFERDINANDahem)

John Terry! yes, Becks, Gerrard or Terry should have been made captain! Terry was holding it up whilst Ferdinand was forward. Although Terry wasn't AS impressive as he usually is with Chelsea. Who can blame him? Ferdinand was given the captain armband. I'd be pissed as hell.

Downing! Bloody hell! Don't know how to make crosses!! Wtf ok!!! Brown as well... Barry... OMFG, don't get me started. And Rooney! WTF!?!?!?

OK! Let's get things clear here. I KNOW and I BELIEVE that ROONEY can play football. Whether he plays AMAZING football or not depends on WHO's on the team. Rooney plays well for ManU, but not as well when with England. Rooney can play football, but I think all the credit he gets... Its just overrated. Maybe I'm bias 'cause I'm a Liverpool fan, but you must get things straight, I never liked him. Never ever! Even before he joined ManU. I think he's overrated. Yes,some of his finishes are good. I just... never liked him.

OMG!!! And the English team... AIYO their MIDFIELD is... not that strong as their defense when the defense is 100% in the game... It'll be great if there were more Gerrards! hahaha.

Their forwards... HAIYOOOOO!!! I'd give credit to Peter Crouch and Rooney. But not Owen... he hasn't been playing THAT well lately.

Ohhhh! They HAVE to stop passing to Beckham so much! Hahaha. OK Fine, I understand it was his 100th cap. And he makes good crosses... OK you know what? Good they did that... if not they would have lost the ball a lot more.

And watching the game made me realise... Liverpool players were the ones who were making the attempt to get the touches in and score! Hahaha.

AND AND! England seriously could have won it or drawn. Just unlucky.

I'm rooting for England... Well, they ARE out of Euro 2008 huh... Well, Spain it is! I've always rooted for these two.. England or Spain. Especially in Europe. Wheeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

With that all said... I think Fabio Capello is the right man for the job! Although, he DOES need to train his players on making crosses that are actually... something! And of course, stop penalties!!!!!!!!

Labels: Football

Today I told my mum resilient meant... quiet! I know its not the correct meaning AT ALL, I was just lazy to tell her and I was reading The Overlook, in the middle of the whole plot unraveling. So I just said something that she might buy. But damn it, she read the article and then she said "are you sure? According to what's written, doesn't seem to be it" Then I malas want to layan ( I KNOW! Its bad of me, but I'm so engrossed in the book, you can't blame me!) so I shrugged and said "well that's what I thought." hahahaha! She always looked up to my English, because APPARENTLY I have a way with words. Stringing them together and stuff like that... and knowing the meaning of words. LOL! That made her doubt the skill she says I have. LOL

ROXY HAS WHITE HAIR!!! I don't know if it'll change colour soon, I think it will, probably just shedding and stuff like that. She's naughty now. And Floppy... don't get me started. 'In heat' is all I'm saying.

Btw, I'm done with The Overlook, by Michael Connelly, good book! But Echo Park was wayyyyyyy better!!! I want I want MORE!!! The Closer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO MANY LAH!!!!!! But I will get my hands on them. You wait.

And... I NEED MORE BOOKS!!! I've finished all the books I've bought. Of course its not in record time like before. BUT I have reasons... I didn't know when would be the next time I'll go get more books, so I was savouring it. Not pick up the book unless I really had NOTHING to do! But you know me (or maybe you don't), I just HAD to read it, but I read it slowly. Enjoying Echo Park and The Overlook... imagining how the movie would be played.

But now, I have two more books, these are the books Julz got at the Milan Airport, I would have bought some if exams weren't the following month. But ANYWAY, there's Clicking Her Heels and The WAG Diaries... I'm wondering what The WAG Diaries is about... NO! Not the footballers wives & girlfriends diaries!!! Lol! Oh yes, there's also Pyramids... John bought that at the Milan Airport as well. =D YAY!!! Will last me at least a week, if I pace the book well. *grins* And then maybe, I'll reread Marian Keyes' books... FASCINATING!!!!!!! One of my favourites is Anybody Out There. The plot is quite similar to Sophie Kinsella's Remember Me? like same event that occurs, just different characters. And different events that unfold. BUT its similar, both heroines losing their memory. BUT Remember Me? had some comedy. It was witty and a fun read... but it loses out to Anybody Out There. No comparison in terms of pulling me into the story and getting so into it. Remember Me? was a good read, but Anybody Out There is better!!! You read both and you tell me...

Hahaha, sorry for the boring updates/reviews on books. NERD Much? Hahaha

Anyway I'm calling it a night, if something interesting comes up before April... You know it'll be here. =D In the meantime, I drown myself in my sleep... My readings... AND Guitar Hero... with the control, not the guitar console... =( SOB! John! Get the Guitar in SG, then we can battle there... if you're up to it. hahahaha

Toodles!

Labels: Review

The title... suggests... I'M GOING TO HAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahh, now that I got your attention... Firstly, let me say.. I WISHED! The day my parents buy me or allow me to step into a plane to the USA... well... when I'm still below 21, will be... NEVER ok.. There's just NO possibility in THAT. Ok fine, if I'm 21. Or earning my own cash! Then SURE! Its my choice right??? I mean.. it should? Well I know they care and they worry alot. I'm saying.. I'll go there ONE DAY. I promise myself that. I'll travel the world!!!

Anyhow... RIO FERDINAND CAPTAINING ENGLAND in the friendly against FRANCE. DIE DIE DIE! I mean, give it back to John Terry... Or at least have Becks captain his 100th cap. I really wouldn't mind that, even if England loses. Just out of courtesy. Or Stevie G... heck, I don't mind THAT!!! Anyone but Rio Ferdinand! I can't stand him! Really I can't. I feel like they should have given Jamie Carrangher an England spot long ago. But nvm, more focus on Liverpool! Better!!!!!!!!!

Oooo, Ian Rush coaching/training Malaysian team... HAHAHA! I LOVE the idea.... but heck, who's IDEA is it? Who's MONEY is it? Yes, I salute/admire/respect/adore Ian Rush. I think its a fabulous idea to have him train Malaysians... if we ever want to get into the World Cup... or Asian Cup... Or you know what?? South-East-Asian Cup (is there such a thing)? But there's LOADS of work to do. And... let's be realistic here.... is Football more important to Malaysia, or the country's stability? Haiz, I really do like the idea of Ian Rush training the younger generation... Its just... I don't think he did it for free right? I think right now is not the time for Malaysia to be spending so much on things like that... Hey! We're doing alright in football.... HAHAHAHA!!!

Oh yes, I've been interested in politics for quite awhile now. Just don't say too much on it... Later ISA put my sorry ass in jail.

So yes, APRIL APRIL!!!!!! BUSY BUSY!!! April 5th off to BANGKOK!!!!!!!! Coming back on the 7th, hmm, maybe a short shopping trip? MAYBE!! See how. Speaking of which, I do have quite a lot of Thai Baht left from... ages ago. Hahaha. And then probably a trip to Pangkor. WHEEEEEEEE!!! YAY YAY!!!!!!! A stopover to Lumut (mum's hometown)... Maybe! But I hope we pull the Pangkor trip before the 18th because I want to spend at least 10 days there... Come back end April, and then on the 30th? Maybe head down to Singapore for a few days or a week. And hopefully no interview from NUS. hehehe, meaning... ahem ahem... nvm! But a reply, for a place in NUS for the course I really want. PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!!!!! If I get this, I'll promise to sacrifice at least 5days each month on something. I have it in my mind, its additional to the 2 days, but plus that 5 days it'll be a week... I'll reveal it WHEN my prayers are answered. But even if its not, no harm... We'll see. We'll see... please please!!!!!

PLEASE I WANT TO GO CHINA IN APRIL!!!!!!!!! NOT MAY!!!! ok! Maybe June/July... BUT APRIL APRIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't wanna go when its too hot! Grrrrrr!

Oooooooo, YOU HAVE TO READ MICHAEL CONNELLY'S ECHO PARK! Even if you're not a fan of crime/mystery... A MUST read!!!!!!!!!! It should DEFINITELY be made into a movie lar!!! Man, I want ALL of his books. You wait... I will get it.

And I will travel the world one day! Its a dream. That will be a reality before I have kids. Hehehe. Work, get the cash, find a husband (or let one find me), get married, go travel the world (hopefully SOLO, cheaper WHAT!!!!!!!!), smack the husband upside down if he dares cheat on me ( I know, vicious, but u can't be too sure with MEN! hahaha! just kidding), then come home and give birth to kids... HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH! Nice life plan eh? OK! Not life plan, but... at least before I turn 35? haha.

OMG!!!!!!!! There's a game called MISS BIMBO!! I'm not kidding. Go Google/search it. When my bro told me... I'm like, wtf, there's really a game. I googled it... and I kid you not... Its the STUPIDEST game EVER!!!!! I quote

"Players compete in beauty contests and send text messages to the site to earn currency in the game, which is then used to pay for lingerie, diet pills, breast enhancement and facelifts."

WTF!?!?!?! Why!?! WHY!?!?! WHY!??!?!?! Seriously!!! The world has gone cuckoo, I think its time Malaysia qualified for the World Cup, that wouldn't seem so cuckoo... Or maybe it'll just confirm the world went bonkers. That's a sure thing!

Hahahaha!

APRIL APRIL!!!!!!! Come my baby!!!!!!!!!! ROXY ROXY is getting so big. I wonder when she'll stop growing. hahaha! Seriously, such a cutie pie now! But I admit, Floppy is cuter, only 'cause she's smaller! But Roxy is so damn cute as well. They will both be my babies! hehe, even if FLoppy is technically older than me now. I love 'em. THEY ARE SOOOOOOO CUTE. When Floppy comes to me and I sayang her... Roxy will come. And kacau. LOL! But its so cute! Man!!! John you have to see them... COME BACK IN MAY!!!!!!!

OK! Forgive me if I have a lack of updates in April ok. I say in advance. OH! Sorry I haven't been leaving comments on people's blogs... And also replying in my CBOX... I'm just... busy? hehehe. I DO READ your blogs and what u leave behind in my CBOX. I DO!!! I just don't reply sometimes because... i'm not up for it.

But anyway... Here's to... OMG! Jessebel is SO grounded! I'm so bloody proud of her! She comes back from school. Reaches home. Have lunch or whatever... STUDIES!!!! then showers. Then studies some more until its dinner. After dinner she studies a little more before watching TV. I swear, I'm so proud she does it... because I CAN'T DO THAT! I think I'll go insane! And what's amazing, is she just sits at her desk with a stack of paper, her books and a pen and she'll study. BLOODY HELL! And well, Julz, ok la, credit to her... She's been studying. Messing the room up somemore, after cleaning it. So much for that. Haven't talked to her lately 'cause she's in the room quite a lot. Hope its studying, not on the phone or looking in the mirror, she does that! She told me. Exams are coming up for them... Oh and Jacobson... HAHAHAHA, comes home, eat, does homework, shower... turn on the TV until we come back (mum, aunt and I from work), even then he watches TV. LOL!!! but Sundays are the day when he's in the room with my aunt and studying. So that's good. =)

Well as for me... Help my mum out in the office. Open invoices and the normal. Make payments, COUNT MONEY (my favourite part!!!). Sadly I get no money! yeap, work with no pay. BUT, I get those holidays. I AIN'T COMPLAINING. And when I'm free, I get to play with the computer or read... which basically is what happens in the morning (if I'm awake) and throughout the afternoon. Come about 4pm till 6.30pm is when I'm busiest. Ohhhhhh!!! I don't usually start work until 12 noon. Hehehe. Meaning I get to sleep all I want and be at work by 12 noon. FLEXIBLE! Hehehe.

England VS France... Ferdinand captain... SIGH! Its a draw! or France comes out tops.... OR its a narrow scoreline with England coming out tops. I prefer the third prediction =) I may wake up for it... But I know my football-crazy mum will... ONLY BECAUSE ITS ENGLAND! Hahaha, she doesn't support. She's a neutral be it EPL or whatever la... she just watches. But because its England, SHE wants to watch. Becks is in! So she wants to see if he sucks or not. hahha. That's my mum. Crazy!!! 3.55am. LOL!!

Toodles, I'm off! =)

Good day. Good night. I love the life of an ex-college student. For now! Not before.hehehe

OK Enough of ManU-Liverpool talks on this blog. I'll leave it for the next time we meet. And I still wish for Arsenal to win the title, only cause Liverpool may not win it this year. I'm still annoyed as hell with Steve Bennett. And those who telling me to shut up (well none yet.. but those who will) I tell you to shut your trap first. My blog. My opinions. Yea, your input is welcomed, but you disrespect ME, or something I love - be it family, friends, LIVERPOOL. I'll accept comments and stuff if Liverpool played badly... I'm a fan, but I'm not stupid. I will admit when Liverpool plays shit. I will, and you don't need to tell me to. And you don't need to tell me they played crap when they didn't I'd kick the ass outta you. So done with that... I'm done.

Anyway, to tell you the truth, I had troubles sleeping last night. And this morning, to calm myself down from everything... I had to read. Had to escape this "world"... you know, get into a character. hahaha. Reading Michael Connelly's Echo Park... AWESOME AWESOME! I think there should be a movie out of it.

I have so much to rant about.... who else? Full of bullshit. Manipulative. Takes credit for what I do. Talks too much. Self-centered.... ah, my lovely lovely sister. I can say all this because I know its true. And she thinks I'm damn stupid because I don't know what goes on in school (no shit, involving her). Face it, I hate the dude. Never liked him. He's full of shit himself. I may be full of shit, but he vomits shit when he opens his mouth. Stupid! She never learns. I've already shown her MY mistakes. What to do and what not to do... Guess she's gotta face it for herself. My advice? Always taken for granted. I'm her sister. SO I GIVE IT... BECAUSE I CARE. But if she always doesn't listen to me and thinks she knows best for herself... Then let her be. I'm through. I told her... stop sleeping every single evening. I saved her sorry ass. I told her, stop with the phone calls... you wait, that's gonna get her in deep shit. I tell her every time I walk into the room. Because apparently she's "cleaning". She told me that yesterday. DUDE you taking me for a fool. I said it in her face when she said she's CLEANING. I SAID BULLSHIT. Just that... and that's all it needed for her to say... on the phone, and roll her eyes. And you know what. I leave her at it, and go downstairs. I only went up because mum told me to call her down for dinner, and me being the lazy ass, called her HP to get her down... BUT it was busy. SO surprise surprise... fooling me is just stupid on her note.

And the guy... OMFG! I will say that again.. OMFG, without the abbreviations? Nah, I'll offend people. You can say all you want about me being jealous... and i'll bloody laugh it in your face, because you know what? that guy... OMFG! I just have to say it. I'm sorry. I just can't stand the bugger. I'm not jealous. I like being single, in fact, if Brad Pitt or whatever hot shot called me out for a date... I'd turn him down. So I have a say. Plus I'm her sister... Even more reason to say something. But seriously, find someone better. He's a damn right dumbfuck. He once asked my opinion on whether he should break up with one girlfriend to get back with his ex. I told him straight forwardly, what I WOULD HAVE DONE. WHAT ME. I. would have done. And the next day, I find out, he tells the world... I TOLD HIM to break it off with both. DUMB for pinning his actions on me, because one person he told, told me... and I told what I said exactly. JUST STUPID ok. He can't even speak proper English. not that I'm testing his level of intelligence or language. I don't care, its just he doesn't learn. He doesn't BOTHER. He's just stupid. And I've known all along. Don't take me for a fool. I knew way before anyone else knew. Don't ask how. I just knew it. And its stupid.

She also doesn't know that many times, my mum doesn't want to talk to her because she's bloody stubborn. I mean, I was her age once. I know what happens and all the rebellion, but she just DOESN'T THINK. I don't know what to say. Fine I understand why you get annoyed at people. I do, just... bloody respect people. You're not smarter or wiser. Maybe sometimes they tick me off too, but bloody learn respect. These are the people who care, believe it or not. And they've really given up on you. But they still care and every time you do something, they question ME. Because they know who're rude and rebellious and don't bother talking. So they ask me and I tell them the facts. Yea yea, see me as the spy or backstabber... whatever you're too immature. And then they tell me what to say to you. And I do. You may not like it, and I don't care. If there's anyone you listen to... I don't even know if its me anymore. I've given up, but sometimes I think there's hope in you. You take everything for granted. Just because your parents have money, doesn't mean its YOURS. You dream of spending every single cent you have, but that's just a damn stupid thought. You dream of growing up, living well, buying branded clothes for YOURSELF and your KIDS, even if they are born 1hour ago. You say when you grow up you'll buy SK-II and etc etc. You know what?? You need to face reality. At the rate you're going... You won't be going anywhere. You're not even studying well. You think everything is revolved around yourself. YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT BROADCASTING IS, and you want to go into it. Just because I wanted to go into it and that plan backfired, because my parents had plans greater for me. Just because you think its an easy escape out... You're WRONG! Your parents, who uh-oh is coincidentally MY parents have plans for you too. Yeah, maybe you're not "smart" enough to go into medicine. But I don't know... Noone ever said you weren't smart enough. You don't work hard, you take everything lightly and with the results you get... You don't give a fuck. What you expect. Of course people are going to look down on you. You drop one subject after another like as if its shit coming out of your diarrhoea-ed ass. As if the world is so easy to live it. FACE it, just because one subject requires a little more work than another you don't like it. FULL OF SHIT! I'm done with your rants. REALLY! Done with it. I can't even be bothered to listen. Go get the attention from your fucked up friends who talk so much shit. Go get the attention from guys that you crave constantly.So full of nonsense.

OH! Don't fucking take guys' deodrant back home and spray it all over it room. I FUCKING HATE THE SMELL. Maybe you love it, well be bloody considerate. I DON'T.

I know, this is all in my blog... but you know what... I've said it in her face. I do love her. She's my sis. I just can't stand her. yea yea, you go on about how its a teenage stage and all that bullshit. I still believe it is, but there's a limit. Yea your friend has this and that... And they can leave the house any moment they want... well, you AREN'T THEM. You don't have their parents. Why can't you just live with the fact that your parents ACTUALLY care that much about you. Hahaha, facebook relationship status... MARRIED! LOL!!!! I'd kill myself before you marry the fucking cunt.



Done with that. Move along. Shit!

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Ahhh, ROXY IS SO BIG NOW!!!!!!! And very healthy. And Floppy too. Roxy is SO much bigger than Floppy, its quite funny to see them together. Oh and Roxy jumps alot. When she jumps... She jumps so high. =) I love my bitches. LITERALLY!!!

I'm off... to play with them before I call it a day. Oh, more reading and more TV. I'm so free. I love it!

Before I start, ManU fans... SHUT YOUR TRAP! And don't talk to me for a week. ManU played well... BUT unfairly. Seriously! How many times does the ref turn a blind eye to ManU's tackles that are OBVIOUSLY a foul. Fine, give Liverpool a warning to their tackles, give them a yellow card... Honestly. REF IS FUCKED UP!!!!

And to those ManU fans... ah, seriously. Dare say anything... yea, you'll be going... what you gonna do? Well.. honestly, I'm so sick of certain ManU fans. So fucking disrespectful. So fucking annoying. You know what? Shut your trap. I'll say it again and again. Until I'll have to stuff a bloody ManU shirt into your mouth. I know there are Liverpool fans who are rude and all, but I tell you facts. All Liverpool fans accept defeat. Though we may not like it, we don't go around dishing dirt.

I'm a die hard Liverpool fan. And in all honesty, Liverpool are fucking unlucky. To have a bloody referee who's blind on one side. By that I mean... who has the ball.

Yea, go on saying Liverfool... I honestly hate you shit heads who say that... Be it a friend or not a friend. I don't go around making fun of ManU's name. Ok fine, there's Chelsea. But that's cause Chelsea are... just... fans, players, managers are just morons. Majority of the fans are unloyal. Let's face it, how many of them were fans before Mourinho came along?

All respect to ManU for playing well and getting those goals. They play well, I'm not denying that. BUT I'm still up for Arsenal to win the title. I've always supported Arsenal on a silent note when compared to ManU. Its just ManU... argh!

I'll tell you something... My mum who's neutral, who just watches game for the thrill of it... said the ref is biased. Said the ref was siding ManU... She even cursed the ref when Torres was pulled down on a few occasions... She said "why's there no yellow card there?"

I stand by Liverpool. I stand by Steven Gerrard, Rafael Benitez, Fernando Torres, Jamie Carrangher, Xabi Alonso, Ryan Babel and the rest of the squad. I'll say this though, Reina made a mistake... Honestly, that's not like him. And Kuyt gotta stop losing the ball. And Mascherano... haiz. I never really liked him, but he walks in a Liverpool shirt, and I did start to have a little liking... Just not a great fan of his. Let's just say... I'm a RED and will stay a RED.

Rooney IS OVERRATED! Ref... haha. I still can't stop about him eh? But you know what? His decisions are shite. And stupid. Enough said.

As if a 3-0 defeat will shut me up. I'ma proud Liverpool fan.

Watch us shut your trap, be it the fans, teams or players.

Labels: Football, Liverpool FC

Been busy is what's been happening. Helping my mum out in the office. Quite busy period due to certain events going on and everything. Been playing with Roxy everyday. Man, she's growing bigger and bigger. She can now reach my waist... Floppy?hehehehe not even my hips. Roxy always wags her tail when she sees us, which makes me happy. And she's always happy to have people around. Like when we feed her, and then walk away, she'll follow us instead of eat. So we'll sit there with her until she finishes her food. Floppy on the other hand, couldn't be bothered with what happens around her. As long as she's got food, water and plenty of room to roam, she's happy. That's Floppy! Damn cutesial! Floppy is soooooooo cute. I love love love her. Don't get me wrong, I love Roxy just as much. They make me so happy!!!



Hmm, of course I've been releasing stress by drawing/painting. I really miss it. Basically I'm helping Julz out in her Art. But no, according to her, she's been doing ALL the work. So if you notice her artwork is beyond her capabilities... AHEM AHEM! Its by me!!! =P Today I did a few sketches for her, and colored a few. I did a brush, a close-up... IT LOOKS SO AWESOME!!!!!!! I'm not normally one who enjoys and does well when it comes to reflections on metal... but I did a good job. *grins* I really miss art. I miss being so artistic. Analyse a picture, draw it and then paint it. Sometime doing some improv work. I really miss art. Actually I miss holding a brush in my hand. Hmm, anyway, wait until Julz is done with her exam then I can finish up the painting I started. And you can give me praises and I'll be humble about it... I promise! hahaha. Just messing.

Ooooo, I'm very glad that Julz is interested in Michael Connelly books!!! About time! Hahaha, of all my books, those are the ones that I allow her to read. Because I don't want her to fantasize too much about what her life could be if she was a story. She's thinking its so easy to cruise away on holiday in Europe/America... like Kate Cann's book. I told her to keep dreaming. If she wants to do that... wait till... she turns 21. yea!

Today's mum's birthday. A silent affair. Didn't do anything major except have a good dinner. She didn't want us to buy anything, so we didn't. Of course, all any parent wants is for their children to be good and grow up well. So..... I'll definitely do my part. =)

Dad's off to China for a business trip tomorrow early morning. He will be back... around the end of the month. Hmmm.

And I will be away away in April. 5th to Bangkok. Come back on... 6th/7th (depends on situation). Then maybe to Pangkor for 3days. And then... 14th/15th I'm off to Beijing, China. For about 10days-14days. About 2 weeks lah! Oooo, excited! The first two trips would be family trips... and China... SOLO!!!!!!!!! Wheeee!!! I cannot wait. So awesome!!! And end April/early May... I'll wait for the replies for Unis. PLEASE PLEASE NUS!!!!!!!!! And then... relax until August!! Yeah!!! I can't wait for Uni. Because that's when I'll get my laptop!!! Wahahaha. John!!! Help search one for me, oh oh!!!! Get me an external memory... I mean hard drive/disk. Whatever lah! I cacat with all this computer things. I'm not totally blur about it, but certain things just come in and outta my head like that. Anyway, if you're free please please get me an external hard disk!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!! THANKS!!!!!! You're the best! Hehe!

Ah, I love catching up with friends. Roshan. Ureeeya. Kelvind. Tyrone. Aaida. Manisha. Sophia. ETC ETC! Seriously, the list is endless... Well ok ok! it ends somewhere, but its just there's always something to talk about... Or say. WEVIND!!! Monkey is in Langkawi... I wanna go.. just for the beach. THe bitch! *inside joke*

OOoooooo!!! They have a new PSP... Its RED in colour... AND I LIKE!!!!!!!! Apparently, its better as well. Well its new right? What's the point if its not better. DUH!!!

Let's talk... American Idol. I don't normally watch it. Actually, I've NEVER watched it. I only watch the audition stages if I do watch it. Because there's something about people being in denial that attracts me. Hahaha. And anyway, its some form of comedy. Anyhow... I started watching after the auditions... And I love this season, only because I've watched all of the contestant's (Top 12) auditions and I love them!!! They are either really really good singers... or I just love 'em as a whole..

I actually liked David Hernandez. Such a pity he's no longer in. He's HOT btw. =P Ooooooooo, BROOKE WHITE!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!! She's soooooo great! 'Cause of her, Here comes the Sun is stuck in my head. LOL. I love her!!! Love is a battlefield, Let it be... AMAZING!!!!! Anyway she's really great. Another one. hehehe. JASON CASTRO!!!!!!!!!! His rendition of Michelle.... *goes weak in the knees* And Hallelujah! Man!!!!!!! I mean ok, Michelle wasn't THAT stellar. but you know what? When he started singing FRENCH... WOW!!! And the look on his face... it made me smile!!! its like... I don't know.. I LOVE HIM!!!!!! I loved Luke Menard as well!!!!!! sigh!!! There's Michael Johns... AUSSIE!!!!! hehe. I loveeee his accent. Anyway... Brooke White and Jason Castro are the main reasons I watch American Idol at the moment. =D *grins*

I was going through my phone... and I found a list of things I want/want to do... Lol..
1. Personal Laptop (its coming baby!!!)
2. New Camera
3. MY OWN GODDAMN ROOM!!!!!!! *so I don't have to listen to Julz bising!*
4. hehehe. Ticket to Liverpool match(es)... Believe me when I say that I'll be holding a season pass when I get older!
5. Liverpool jersey (home and away) *CHECK CHECK!!!!!!!!!!* wheeee! but you know what? I can NEVER have enough of Liverpool jerseys. =D
6. IPOD! hehehe. SHIT John, is that offer still up? You offering to get me one?
7. Trip to Europe (hehe.. DONE in Dec 07.. but one more WON'T HURT. Liverpool, England mummy?)
8. A SURFBOARD!!! Damn, it'll look so awesome in my room. hhahahha
9. and then of course... learn to surf.
10. Travel the world!!! WHO WANTS TO JOIN!?!?!?!?!
11. Out of this lifetime rock concert. Ahhh!

Of course, it'll take me a course of about... another 10 or more years to complete each. SIGH! But you know what? A girl can dream and have big dreams.

I'm off la. Nothing to blabber on about anymore.. =S

Labels: Random Blabbering

Here are my FAVOURITE videos. I love them because... No matter how bad my day, I watch them and I get stitches in my sides from laughter. All the same concept. But different times. Enjoy! DEFINITELY WORTH THE WATCH OK!!!! There are many others, just search Japanese pranks and watch away. =D


Silent Library 1



Silent Library 2



Silent Library 3



I absolutely LOVE the Japanese! They come up with soooooo many pranks. Its all over YouTube. So many, just search "Japanese pranks". A whole load will appear.

Here's an idea... let's do this one day. *grins*

I already have so many in mind... Tabasco, Wasibi, Bird's eye chili (chili padi) or Mexican hot peppers. Individually... and then mixed. So you have four/five different punishments. *grins* And then, pull nose hair and moustache with tweezers. NO OLD MAN/WOMAN BITING TENDERLY!!!! NO WAY! Do in NUS' library. If I get in. OMG!!! Hahahaha.

The Japanese are so cool!!!! Enjoy!!!

This is all SPOILERS if you haven't watched OTH's Season 5, Episode12 (Hundred)

The whole... imagining thing at the beginning... How I wished Nathan and Haley's scene was real... Sigh!

And its sooooo nice to see Karen return!!!! Awesome. And and, is it me or does Andy just look hotter? Hahaha. Ohhh, Lily is so pretty!!! And and, Lucas letting Jamie drive on his lap... I LOVED THAT SCENE!!!!!!!! And it just makes me think... doesn't Jamie look a whole lot more like Lucas' child than Nathan's?? Hhahaha.

Dan is freaking scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't like him. No matter what you say about him changing and all that nonsense, I DON'T BELIEVE!!

Jamie to Nathan: "Did you see mama? She looks pretttty!"
Ahhh, damn bloody cute. I want a child like that!

Nathan (to Haley): Hey look who it is
Haley: Sorry, bad luck. *closes door*
Lucas: "Hey, look who it is"?? No wonder you're fading.

CLASSIC!!!!!!!! Love love love!!! Damn funny! Hahahahahaha, and Lily slamming the door in Lucas' face was damn funny... NO YOU'RE BAD LUCK!!! LOL LOL!!!!!!!!!

Its sooooooo great to have KAREN back... I absolutely LOVE her. I think she's the ultimate best mum ever on TV. Seriously!!! Yea, my mum ain't as great as her, but that's TV. My mum's awesome, I love her. And well, I hope one day I will be like MY mum and alot like Karen. Her character is... the best.

Hahaha, AUNT LILY!!!!!! LMAO!!!!

SKILLS!!!!!!!! "What's up P.Sawyer. You got plans?" Peyton says, "Plans for what?"... Skills "to steal Lucas back" hahaha.. I love him!!! Hahahhahahaa his plans to sabotage the wedding and get Peyton to marry Lucas. Lol. Simple and straight forward... But dream on. Hahhaha... "Maybe Lucas will say the wrong name at the altar just like Ross did on FRIENDS"... I cannot forget that scene from FRIENDS!!! hahahahahaa...

Seriously, the Nanny... or rather... fired nanny bitchcarrie is... POSSESSED!!!!! Get outta OTH. I don't like her.

OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!! The whole.. Peyton standing up and... SCARED ME!!!!!!! But... thank god its a thought. And BitchCarrie... OMG!!! Eesh! Kidnapping Jamie!

Brooke is such an awesome friend... Seriously! Ohhh... "I wanna have a baby!" hahahahaha LMAO!

AWESOME EPISODE!!!!!!!

Dan, Ok ok, I know what I said earlier... Dan's scary. But he finally did one thing right. We'll just have to wait and see.

Mark your calendars... April 14!!! New Episodes!!!!!!!!

Nathan and Haley will work things out!

Labels: One Tree Hill, Review

You don't understand...

How you can get so close to something
How you love that something
How that something plays a big role in your life
How special you see that something
How that something makes you smile, with just the thought/sight of it
How that something changes my life
How that something made me more responsible
How you get worried when that something runs off
How you play with that something... almost everyday
How that something shows its joy when seeing you

You just wouldn't understand.

I'm wondering if I should call for some medical help. Or should I wait till Sunday.
I'm wondering why limp, when I can make the difference.

I don't even KNOW what happened.
I'm the one who spotted that something was wrong.
I just hope its nothing serious.

Roxy is obedient as a PUPPY can be. Shouldn't I be happy? Floppy's injured.
Floppy's back right leg is injured. I don't know what's wrong, all I know is that it hurts when she walks, let alone run. I noticed it today. She lifts that leg when she walks, making her limp. She sits and licks the paw. We don't see anything, but we could have missed it. She's in her cage, we don't want her to aggravate the injury, so she's in her cage. I just want to put her in my room. Mum would never agree.

I'll have to wait till Sunday, when the vet comes over.
I hope its nothing too serious...

Labels: Floppy and/or Roxy

So many things to update about.

1. India trip. Which I am currently working on.
2. The remaining of my Milan trip... MAN loads of pictures, loads of typing. Give me time. Sorry peeps!
3. The pictures of Roxy. hehehe.
4. The many many MANY food pictures and reviews. Hehehe, dating back to... Oct '07.
5. The one with Julz and the chicken dance... and many more. A video!
6. A trip to Singapore in October 2007 for a wedding. (which will be posted very soon!)

So basically, this is a list that will keep me updated. Hmm, any more to add... let me know.

Oh...

7. When the time comes, MY BIRTHDAY! I'm thinking of celebrating it. (so clear your calendars ok!)

OH SHIT!!!! I just realized tomorrow is... the 7th March??? CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!! Should I ignore that email from Karam informing me that its out... CRAP!!!!! What should I do?? I'm scared shits. I haven't told my parents. I told 'em that its coming out March 13th til March 17th. CRAP CRAP!!!!!!!! I need to sleep, but my head's a mess. And my head's buzzing.

hehehe, results didn't come out on 7th. It came out on the 10th. =) So you could imagine my relief!

Labels: Random Blabbering, Things to do

The 21st... Had to wake up early at about 5ish as the taxi would be coming at 5.45am to bring us to the airport... flight back home was at 8am.

We went to the check in counter and collected our boarding pass. Then headed to the lounge. Took a bite and some orange juice (freshly squeezed, and I needed that as I was lacking in sleep). And then I fell asleep. Mum watched over our bags and stuff. And I think quite a few people were ogling whilst I was sleeping. Because the area we sat at was open area, no ceiling above, so people from the above level could see. Lol. But nvm, I was too tired to bother. When I woke up, went to the toilet to freshen up and take a piss... Ah a big juice of orange juice had passed through my body. When I came out, took another glass of orange juice. Yummy!!! and then headed out and walked around the shops. Bought a keychain. Damn cute. Have to upload a picture soon. That will come. And then headed to our gate.

Boarded the gate, and that's when I was wide awake. Occupying two business class seats (heheh!) and eventually sleeping. Lol.

Arrived in KLIA and got off the plane. I needed to pee-pee. But my mum wanted to beat the immigration as around this time there would be quite a lot of flights coming in. We did so and whilst waiting for our luggage to come out, I went to the toilet. RELIEF! btw, if you hardly travel... Waiting for the luggage at KLIA is... HORRENDOUS! It kinda takes forever. People just want to take their bags and get outta the airport ASAP. So we waited and waited and waited. After about 45minutes only did our luggage come out. Bloody hell, Business class, our luggage should have been one of the first few. Bugger! Anyway, got out and into the car... Dad picked us up.

We then went for lunch. And then headed home to unpack, shower and... get some rest if required. Well nope! I came back and turned on the comp. Needed to watch my OTH! hahaha. So yea, that's my trip. =)

I'd recommend India to ANYONE! And for Buddhists, you need to go to GAYA or BODHGAYA! Its really really amazing.

Labels: India 2008, Travels

Liverpool VS Reading
The score: 2-1
Anfield, Liverpool.

ENOUGH SAID!!!!!! Oh wait wait....

FERNANDO TORRES! Enough said!

Oh wait wait,
Javier Mascherano's FIRST Liverpool goal is a 20-yard thunderbolt.
(Thinks of Xabi Alonso and how he does those so well, he had a chance... 75-yard hit, but just inches wide! Pity)

Enough said.

Oh wait!
Torres' goal was a free kick from Steven Gerrard!!!!!!!!!!!!! ENOUGH SAID

Oh waittt! I'm not done! Oops!
Fernando Torres has 20 league goals. First Anfield player since Robbie Fowler in 1995-6 to net that many IN A SEASON!

Enough SAID

Oh, tunggu sekejap!
Fernando Torres has 27 goals this season in all competitions.

I'd love to say "Enough Said" once more... but I'll have to name each Liverpool squad member and everyone on the bench... AND each individual supporting Liverpool FC.

So with THAT said, I'll say...

VIVA LIVERPOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!

LIVERPOOL LIVERPOOL!!!!!!! Liverpool FC and everyone RELATED be it the players, manager, etc etc... FANS! Are AMAZING!!!!!!

ENOUGH SAID!

Labels: Football, Liverpool FC

No no, not another list of what I want... Hahahaha.

Want to wish the March Babies.

So here goes.

Labels: Birthday

Here's a video of Jacobson.

This was taken by Juliana... last year. Around Hari Raya. And Julz wasn't exactly showing the best of examples by teaching Jacobson all this... you know. Hahahaha.

Its funny because... well, the way he said it. You gotta watch it!!!!!!! =) Enjoy!!!!!!!!! I'm going to upload the one with Julz and the Chicken Dance... THAT is HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!

Overall, the food is satisfactory. I've decided to give up on the whole rating thing. And I love the little side portion of salad and whatever it is... its yummmmmy!

Labels: food

XABI ALONSO is a dad!!!!!! His son Jon Alonso was born around the time Liverpool were playing in San Siro.

Congrats to him.. He's awesome!!!!!!!

Oh, and and AND!!!! LFC Magazine will be in Hong Kong, Malaysia, Singapore etc... I cannot wait! hehehe!!! And and, guess who grazes the covers for the first Hong Kong issue?? FERNANDO TORRES!!!!!!!!! of course its all written in Chinese, but I want to get my hands on an English copy.

Oh and if ANYONE has troubles wondering what to get me for my birthday... I'll say it once, and I'll say it again...

ANYTHING LIVERPOOL will put a big big BIG smile on my face. And that's a 100% guarantee! I swear! A jersey, a huge poster of the team, a poster of Gerrard, a poster of Torres, a poster of Carrangher, a poster of Crouch, a poster of Reina... of course I could go on about the whole team. LOL. A Liverpool mug, a Liverpool key chain, a Liverpool ANYTHING... Oh, how can I not say this... A Liverpool ticket to a match at Anfield! hahahaha, Now THAT, I expect of my husband... whoever the bum is. But for now... yea. Hahahahaha, of course you don't have to oblige and GET me those things. Just wishing me is fine. But if you WANT to get me something and you don't know what... I'm just telling you... hahahahaha. ANYTHING LIVERPOOL!!!!!!!!! Easy, no pressure.

DAMN, I'm still trying to find a size S Liverpool Jersey. And then I want to have a jersey with Torres (9) and Gerrard (8) on the back.. separate ones of course...

I'm on happy bitch just thinking about being painted RED. hahaha Toodles!

Labels: Birthday, Liverpool FC

DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO KNOW SPOILERS FOR OTH SEASON 5, EPISODE 11 (You're Gonna Need Someone On Your Side).

I really do hope Rachel pulls through. really Really do!!! oh and Nathan and Haley as well... They really make an awesome couple and parents. Btw, bloody bitch Carrie.

And I LOVE LOVE LOVE Chase coming back! hahahaha, its AWESOME!!! And the scene in the car.... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! About time you realized OWEN! LOL!!! Took awhile, but its funny! hahaha. Owen's reaction when he found out... "that fake virgin chick"... LOL!!! Replayed it several times and laughed each time!

Lindsey and Lucas... Such a weird pairing. Seriously! SIGH! And the wedding dress, is soooooo nice. But I think it'll love more awesome on Brooke herself or Haley. Somehow a blonde wearing it... doesn't do the dress justice. Hehehe, look I'm no fashion expert, its just my opinion!

And Jamie plays such an awesome role. In the room with skills. "You wanna hold Chester?" "just pet it already, it doesn't bite" and then Jamie does that little jerk and that cute cheeky smile. And... "What's underneath the clothes Brooke Davis?" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Is he CUTE or what???

And AMAZING JOB BROOKE!!!!!!!! Firing Bitchtoria! Wahahahaha.

Hmm, Haley " You can't marry Lindsey "???????? WHAT!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!

AWESOME! I'm holding back from watching spoilers. A hard hard job for me I tell you. Grrrr!

I can't waittttttt! Hundreth!!! Next week. And 14th April, EPISODE 13.... The first episode AFTER the strike. YEAH!!!!! I cannot wait I cannot wait!!!!

Btw, SKILLZ is one awesome guy! I absolutely love his jokes and the role he plays. And also when he gets serious!!!

I CAN'T WAIT for next week... AND AND, APRIL 14th!!!!!!!

Labels: One Tree Hill, Review

I've broken/sprained/twisted my big left toe. HURTS!!!!!! Fell yesterday.

I was running as I needed to get something from my room. Didn't realize that the maid had mopped the floor. And in my defense, it was VERY wet - wetter than it would normally be after being mopped. Then, I had to turn a corner and that's when I lost footing and slipped. My left big toe smashed into the bottom corner of the bed frame. And you can see the bruise and the top of the toe, and my shin smashed into the bed as well. As I had to get out of the house, I got my things, and the toe.. in fact, my feet was throbbing with pain. Its like... you can feel the heart beat there. And I got into the car. Went to Jusco for awhile as I needed to check out some things and get some things. My feet is killing me and I'm walking and walking. Got into the car and went to have lunch. Then after that had to go college to collect the results, photocopy and get it certified.

Bloody hell, it's bad enough I had to walk up the stairs to get to Registry in Main Block, and then walk down the stairs and head to KPD. Oh that's not the end of it... Stupid Mini Joy was CLOSED! And I couldn't go to the Mamak to photocopy as they blocked the area. I didn't want to walk ALL the way to UOA to photocopy, so had to climb the stairs to Library to get it photocopied. RM0.50. Fair enough. Bloody hell! felt like my toe was bleeding or something, but it wasn't. Then HAD TO WALK ALL THE WAY FROM WISMA HELP TO KPD BLOCK D!!! LEVEL 3. KNNCCB... Damn PAIN!!! I'm trying not to limp, or drag my left foot... So I don't look like a dumbass walking. Seriously! So it KILLS!!! So I took the LIFT!! Yeap I, Jacqueline TOOK THE LIFT up to Level 2 in KPD. I thought it'll be easier going DOWN than UP, so yea, after certifying and everything... walked down. Lazy to wait for the lift. Hahaha. And had to walk ALL THE WAY to Block A... Bloody hell, not like it's down slope or near... its Up slope and its quite a distance. Not that I can't walk... I can, but the pain... AGGRAVATING!

Oh to add to my horror, it was drizzling the WHOLE time, so I had to be extra careful so I don't slip and fall. Its bad enough I walk stupidly, later fall... HAIZ! And after getting it certified, the drizzle was slightly heavier... So had to walk fast, carefully AND not so much like a retard.

And later on in the day, I had dinner with god parents... WOW! Awesome dinner and portion was HUGE!!!!!!!! Each dish was in a 12inch round dish... So figure!

My toe was FAT and SWOLLEN!!!! Damn funny. You look at one toe and compare it to the other... like WTF! hahaha.

Then when we came home from dinner, my dad whom is the "expert" rubbed it... SAKIT LIKE HELL!!! You won't know until you experience it. Its realllllly hard. And he kept saying, if you don't rub it hard the swell won't go bla bla... I KNOW ALL THAT.. >.< But not soooooo hard please!!

And today, woke up and the pain isn't so bad. Guess its more of a twist and sprain then a broken toe. PHEW! The swell is smaller... But I still walk funny. Lol.

And I'm off. Been eating ALOT lately.. =.=/// SIGH!!!!!!!!!

I'm off...

**REMINDER TO SELF** upload pictures of my bitches!!!!!!!!! Grrr!

I'm soooooooooo sorry for the lack lack lack of updates... But heyyy! I'm not as bad as... some people. Hehehe.

I haven't been able to come online as the computer has been under one big piece of cloth. To protect it from the dust all around. We're having a little bit of construction near the computer table.. SO haven't been able to log on or use the computer. I go to my mum's office to check my email and everything, but not blog. Later they come to my blog and read... That's weird. =D And well, also apply for University. HEY! I didn't do so bad. Actually its the results I expected and I couldn't be MORE on top of the world. If that even makes sense. ANYWAY! What's the construction for? Your house already so nice bla bla bla... Yea, I head all that coming my way. We extended an area for a balcony, to protect the main door from the rain. And what's the point of a balcony if you can't go on it right? So had to hack and knock the wall so we could put a door in. So yes. you got your answers.

As for my results... I hope I don't make people feel bad of theirs or anything. I promise, I swear, cross my heart and hope to die! that I'm very happy for myself but if I look at a friend's face and they didn't do so well... My heart crumbles and I really don't know what to do but to say "move along, take it easy." I mean what else can I say? You did your best? If I say that, I'm sure they will retaliate and say... "but I got these results", "no I didn't" etc, etc. And I guess I could add in a hug. =) Because 1) I love getting them. 2) I love giving them. 3) I LOVE 'EM!!!!!! Hahaha, but seriously, I wouldn't want to make someone feel bad by celebrating and all, so I hush about my results and hopefully a smile doesn't creep on my face. I even offered to talk to an ex... so you know what extend I'll go to to make someone feel better, especially if its someone I care about. So give me a call or anything OK? I'm really really here for you girls/guys. It DOESN'T have to be results problem or anything... could be anything at all... I'm here for ya.

So yes yesterday (March 10), my heart was beating sooooo fast when I was in the car on the way to HELP. Every now and then my heart would slow down... But just as soon as it does, it flares up beating like crazy and I feel dizzy and my tummy does tonnes of backflips at once and I feel like throwing up. I reach HELP and... damn! there's soooo many people. Wait in line, and my legs feels like they can give way anytime soon. Every step I take closer to the table... Believe it or not, I feel a lot more better. Not so woozy and my heart slows down. But I still feel a little sick, what with all the people around me... ARGH! But I manage to calm myself down, I don't mean to sound dramatic or anything... I mean, it happened and I'm relating it to you! I told myself that no matter what, there'll be NO tears, NO screams, just appreciate what I've done, and move along. Its not the end of life. Its just an obstacle that I may/may not have done so well in. So I take the paper and don't look at it. I kinda didn't want to look at it at the time. Wanted to be in the safety zone of the car with my mum to see it. But no help from Jia Jin or Joe, as they wanted to see it. So I slowly open it from the top... Jia Jin says "OH, I see A" then I lower it somemore.... "ANOTHER A" then I move faster to see for myself, so he doesn't have to tell me what I got for whatever subject was next, I see a "B" and I KNEW IMMEDIATELY it was further maths. So... what else... one more... what could it be? which subject... A? B?... God forbid C? and Jia Jin says "A!" then I open it and a smile creeps onto my face. 3A's, 1B... Not bad. I wanted this result. I knew further maths was a B, so yea. Be realistic! Happy! Talk for awhile and then head to the car. I'm happy.

Hahahaha, it seems I'm always one A short of John. I mean, there's NO competition between us, but there's the pressure to do well. And to do well... its never really been defined. So I always look up to him and I take what he does (as in... academic wise) is to do well. O-levels he got 8A 1B (hehehe... and of all subjects!!! I'm not saying) and I got 7A 2B. That time, I made a big deal out of it... I cried and... I guess it was stupid. But after that, I kinda told myself that whatever comes my way in the future is what I've done and should be happy that I was able to do something about it... And that life ain't over. And A-levels, he got 4A's... I'm really so proud of him! Smarty pants he is! and I get 3A's... But you know what? I took Further maths, and its NOT easy OK! I like maths, but further maths... SERIOUSLY a test of whether I really loved maths or not. Hahhaa, but I like maths.

And to those who hate me because I've done better or whatever... I'm here for you! And remember this: MOVE ALONG. hehehe, why I say this is because when I reached HELP, this song was on the radio. So I guess it was God's way of telling me that no matter what, its not worth your life. No matter what, you can always make amends.

Hmm, ROXY IS GETTING BIGGER!!!!!!! She's bigger than Floppy now. I never saw them both for a day, and its like.. Roxy's bigger and Floppy SHRUNK! hahaha, sorrrrry!!!!! I really really mean to upload pictures and everything! Just been so busy. And well, lazy. =P But it will come along. I promise.

And anddddd!!! APRIL I'LL BE SOOOOOOOO BUSY!!!!!!!! hehehe, travel again. Early April to Bangkok, Thailand. Then to Pangkor. AND THEN TO CHINA FOR ABOUT 3 WEEKS!!!!!!! before heading to Singapore for a short trip. Bangkok is definitely confirmed. I'm scared Pangkor and China clashes. I really want the beach. And I long for China!! hahaha. We'll see.

Here's a little prep talk for you... for those who are upset about.. ANYTHING at all... I know its corny... BUT shut up. I just love the pictures I took. Hahhaahahahaha.




Basically, with some bad, there comes some good. And even if there's no good in the bad... the bad will eventually go and the good will come... Remember that LIFE is a cycle. Good things come and go, so will the bad.

And with all this said.. I'm OFF!!!!!

Still gotta
1. Post pictures of my monkeys/babies/Roxy & Floppy
2. Finish up on Milan trip
3. Type post on India trip

And that's all I can think of... oh... 4. Send all the university application thing... and 5. Wait for an answer... sigh!

The life of a college student.... is not fun! --- CORRECTION --- The life of an EX college student... is not fun! *thanks John =)*

Went to Singapore in October 2007 to attend a wedding. Those close to me, or whom have asked me... will know why I won't say who's. Oh, if you want to know, then ASK me. =)

Arrived Singapore and checked into the hotel. Didn't really do much except eat. Hehe. I'm one of the "jie muis" aka bridesmaid, so I was all out to sabotage the groom. Except everything was going on mostly in Mandarin, I had difficulties. BUT! I got like RM200 plus from the groom. Wahahaha.

Followed the bride around, from her place, to groom's place to Bedok Park for photo sessions. Then after that back to bride's place. And then I left back to the hotel. Had some rest, SLEPT SLEPT SLEPT!!! And John came from Uni. Had a showered and prepared for the Wedding Dinner.

So basically you're left with pictures... that's all.
(Blogger giving me a hell of a time to upload. So guess you gotta wait for pictures of me... swearing! hahaahah!)

--- UPDATED --- YAY!!! Can upload pictures!!!




Toodles and good nights

Labels: Singapore, Travels

Liverpool VS West Ham.... We Hammered them alright. A wonderful hat-trick from Fernando Torres (HELLLL YEAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and Steven Gerrard thundering a fourth in the closing minutes of the match.

Wonderful!!! Its Fernando Torres' third hat-trick this season. And he's got two consecutive hat-tricks... He had one last week against Middlesbrough.

His first shot in was.... POW!!! Just like lightning. I had to watch it over and over again (3-5times) just to see what actually happened. And how he actually finished it. It was wonderful. A cross in he sneaks up from behind the defender and.... POW into the net.... I was like... REPLAY REPLAY!!!!!!!! Btw, this was in the 7th minute

His second shot... Another classy act. I'm not gonna describe this one. You have to watch it for yourself... Seriously! It was in the 60th minute

His third... making it his hat-trick... Hehe. SMART!!!!!!!! Although I pitied West Ham on this one. Defending glitch and... Torres takes advantage. It was kinda nice, you just KNEW the ball was in as noone was around to stop it... It was just rolling in... hhahahaahaha. I love this fella!!

And the fourth goal coming from Stevie G. WONDERFUL!!!! Tackle, makes a run, and a normal Gerrard shot. Thundering past the keeper and into the net. He's definitely got skills. I love this fella. And what makes his goal so much more memorable, is that I'm reading his autobiography... And he used to tackle like... it could hurt him badly. And to see that he's matured in his game makes any Liverpool fan proud.

In fact, the scoresheet... 4-0 makes any Liverpool fan proud. In the end of the day, its not who scored. Its... we've got the 3 points. And as Rafa always says, we still have the next game.

But still... Liverpool fans are out celebrating and I shall join them.

Liverpool are class. Fernando Torres is class. Man, I'm soooooo glad he's in Liverpool. Everytime I say this, I keep rewinding back to the conversation with a friend (a fellow Liverpool fan) and how I really wanted him in LFC, but... he said, very little chance... And its AMAZING. He's in LIVERPOOL. And I honestly love this signing. And Babel too!!! yes, Benayoun... OK, to be honest, Rafa Benitez has made some awesome signings. Its only... Voronin who's yet to really shine. Too bad for the injury. But I really like him too...

I shall leave with .... LIVERPOOL in my heart. As it always has been and always will be.

VIVA LIVERPOOL!!!!!!!!!

Labels: Liverpool FC

Guess what?? I'm declaring my love for Jamie Scott. James Brundage. HE IS SUCH A CUTIE!!!!!! I know he's wayyyyyyyyyyy too young for me. And very very away from my league (only cause he lives so far) but... he is so damn cute! I absolutely LOVE HIM... Season 5, Episode 9 (For Tonight You're Only Here to Know), the whole wrapping the hand in tape, following Quentin's every move... That was spectacular. I couldn't stop smiling. Its like... I wished he was my child (no need to date him... just make him my child!!!). Him in the locker room. BRILLIANT!!!!! I was smiling away like a dumbass. SERIOUSLY!!!! Haiz. He's so cute. Amazing child actor.

Ohhhhhhhhh great news!!! OTH has been picked for a SIXTH SEASON!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yipeeeeeee!!! So yes, after Season 5 is OVER, there'll be season6. YESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!

Carrie can go to hell!!! I loveeeee Mia. Irritating Peyton! Hahahaha.

I LOVE LOVE LOVE the scene when they're walking out of the locker room, onto the court. hahahahahah I ABSOLUTELY LOVE SKILLZ!!!!!!! HOT HOT HOT!!!!!!!! JAMIE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN CUTE!!!!!!!! Walking out like gangster!!!!!! I'm gonna watch it over and over again. I love this episode!!!!!! Peyton- Lindsey faceoff... AWESOME!!!!!! Lindsey is so damn dumb... Lift the chair and fall over...hahahaha

damn!!!!! good episode!!!!!!

I've gotta shower. hahahaha played football and badminton... LOL!!!!!!!!!! and with my dogs... man i havent sweat it out so much and had as much fun in AGES!!!!!!!!!!! Its 9pm... hahaha toodles!


OK OK!!!!!!!! Here's an update with all the... happenings of OTH's filming. The writer's strike is OVER, so filming has started again (on March3rd). There will be 6 more episodes for Season5, added to what has already been filmed. March 18th we will get to see the 100th episode (512) which coincidentally was the last episode written before the writer's strike began. The 6more episodes that will begin airing April 14th. I cannot waitttttt!

Labels: One Tree Hill

Gnarls Barkley... Crazy. That's what's rolling in my head.

Pictures of Roxy have to be delayed... Julz is using the camera for... school work. Art! Ah, I miss those days.

ANYWAY!!! The dogs are giving me a hell of a good time. And tiring time. I'm cleaning the poo, feeding them so they poo, play with them so they have good bowel movement... to poo and dragging them to bed. To sleep. Two dogs ok!!! One's stubborn and the other follows anyone around and hates to be locked up. So basically they are kinda alike. hahaha. Floppy is used to the arrangement. She goes in and sleeps. Whereas Roxy whines and whines, as she wants to sleep outside. Not locked up. But we can't do that, especially since she's still a puppy. Scared she does "a Floppy". You know la, jump into the pond and start sinking. hahaha. SERIOUS ok!!!

So yea, dog mania. But they are both really worth my time. I love 'em. John, remember you don't know about Roxy!!! SIgh!

Oooo, you know Malaysia's having their general elections soon. There's been MANY emails circulating telling you who to vote and all that... Mainly for opposition. Well, if you haven't read any... let me know. I'll fill ya in. Its quite interesting. And as a Malaysian, whom still isn't considered LEGAL... I'm able to think straight AND know what I want in Malaysia. Basically... corrupt free. All racial issues are out the window. The Chinese and Indians have a say and will be heard by the Parliament. The Chinese and Indians CAN be the Prime Minister (but this is a longgggg way more... Constitution needs some major amendments ok!!) Basically, there be more equality between races. Ohhh, cut the bloody Bumiputra crap... Like Bumiputras can buy houses cheaper, they are given money from the government (AHEM! Our tax money btw!) and sooooo much more. It pisses me off alot. Ohhh More Chinese schools. And damnit, do you need to build a mosque in EVERY SINGLE HOUSING AREA!!!! What about a temple? What about a church? Its not bloody fair. I'm not hitting out on the Malays, I'm hitting out at the stupid decisions made by Government. Seriously!!! I think its time there be no more puppets and people stand up and vote. Ohhh, heard of the "phantom voters"? (click here to read!) I'd like to shake hands with a 119-year-old man who's casting his vote... Oh did I mention... he's dead? Well yeaaaaa!! I'm amazed by Raja Petra and truly love his writing. Visit Malaysiantoday. Really has so many interesting things. I was never really a politics kinda person... But I guess, growing older... makes me more aware of things around me... And justice around me. Hmm.

Ah, don't know who to vote for? hehehe, well I say Opposition! Its time that BN (UMNO) is not the voice of the country. Its time for others to be heard!!! I know voting for the Opposition, you will start to wonder how others like yourself will be heard... Well let's take one step at a time and stop BN from being the voice of the country. Silence them first! oh, its quite pathetic to have MCA and MIC if they aren't even heard lah!

Anyway, still stump on who to vote. Well have some fun with it then. Go to Kennysia.com and use the

kennysia.com Who-To-Vote-This-Election Decision Generator

to decide!!!

OH OH!!! Did you know about the whole wanting to mark voters fingers with that stupid yucky ink? Well, you know they spent RM2Million on that rubbish? Its even a bloody disgusting COLOUR!!! Well guess what??? The Election Commission bought 47,000 cans of indelible ink, only to decide NOT to use it. Oh, did I mention... wasting RM 2Million in the bloody process. WHO'S MONEY IS THIS LAH!?!??! Let me tell you... YOUR MONEY... Your PARENT'S MONEY... YOUR UNCLE'S, AUNT'S, FAMILY'S MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bloody TAX PAYERS MONEY!!!!!!! Sigh... Can't they use that money to subsidy on the increase of fuel and all that rubbish. And use the money for those who really need it. Like to the needy Malaysians... I don't mean Malays alone.

See what I mean... we need FAIR elections (phantom voters... hah! I'd like to see 9,000 Malaysians whom are over 100yrs old vote... Malaysia has oldest voters... COOL!!! Call Guiness Book of Records... Maybe the Gov would pay for that title... Who knows right?) We need a change.

Hmm, I'm really into this.!!!! hahaha. Oh, and Barrack Obama is going to win the US Elections. =D

I'm off... I've read Californian Holiday (Kate Cann), Size Doesn't Matter (Meg Cabot) and Wife for Hire (Janet Evanovich). Californian Holiday normal stuff la... Hahhahaa damn funny. Size Doesn't Matter... can I just say... FINALLY??? hahahahahahahahaahahhaha!!! ooo, Wife for Hire... Seriously!!! Funny! What kinda plot is THAT???? LOL!!!! I'm taking a break from chick-lits, well because I don't have anymore laaaaa. My sister's keeper isn't chick-lit, so yea! SIgh!! I need MORE!!! MOREEEE~~~~~~~ I'm seriously deprived. hahaha. but anyhow, I'm reading Gerrard My Autobiography (Stevie G's autobiography laaaaaa!). OK OK. I see those sceptical glances... Well a FOOTBALLER'S autobiography? Hmm, well I absolutely ADMIRE him. Absolutely LOVE him. Love the club he's in. Support him and Liverpool... and England... What more reason must I have?

Hmm, i wanna go and buy more books. hehehe.

An AWESOME b'day present would be a book. One that I DON'T HAVE! hehehe. And chick-lit... would be an awesome choice... but hey... I don't complain if its a book. Not an encyclopedia.

I'm off.. to chat.. with.. .ALICIA NG MING HUEY!!!!!!! DENIAL DENIAL DENIAL. LOL!!! and HWEI JENE... Survive!!!!!!! I know you can... Oh, would be Mei-Jean as well, but her laptop went cuckoo.

I love all this book-talk. I'm on a high.... =P

Labels: Floppy and/or Roxy, Malaysia

Picked her up. She puked quite a few time. Long journey and... well quite fast? Mum lah!!! Scared later she say I jaga the dog and not her. Reached home, cleaned her up. Let her roam whilst parents went back to office. Us kids, and Roxy. Floppy kept away for now. Roxy took awhile to adjusting. Big compound, so we only confined her to the porch and the grass area, not laundry area and fish pond... hehehe, later she does 'a Floppy' (meaning: jumps into the pond/pool and don't know how to swim!!!) Hahahahaha. And plus it was only us kids, I would jump into the pool, but being a girl... period!!! And of ALL days, I have a bloody bad cramp. Later, more about that!!! Hahaha.

So left her alone for awhile in a metal crate... and she jumped out (smart girl) and came to the door, so Jacobson went outside to accompany her whilst I lay my ass down (period cramps...) and after about an hour or so, I went to play with Roxy. She's still a little shy and all around this time. Hardly approach people and well, still sniffing around and all. Give her time. By about 5pm, we're playing badminton and Roxy is enjoying it. Chasing the shuttlecock when it lands on the ground. She's scared of balls ok!!! Footballs, basketballs... Jacobson's fault!!! hehehe. He rolled one at her and hit her from the side, and she flinched! Roxy's smart though. Really is. About 5.30pm, mum returns home, Roxy is still with us, and doesn't jump at mum or anything, so that's good. Mum likes her more than Floppy, but won't pet either. Pfft!

At about 6pm, mum joins us for badminton and Roxy takes a short nap on the grass. By about 6.30pm, I prepare dinner for Roxy and Floppy. Feed them both... separately. And then dad arrives home. Time for Floppy and Roxy to meet, as more people around to control - if anything goes wrong. Roxy barks and barks at Floppy. but Floppy is "action" hahaha don't layan her. So Roxy follows Floppy. And watches Floppy do her normal stuff (drink from a huge pot my mum has outside for washing legs or anything and from the bonsai plant's area) Roxy barks a little more and soon enough, they're alright. Which makes me happy. One follows another and vice versa. Time to take Floppy for a walk to poo-poo and exercise... But Roxy wants to follow. We don't have a leash and collar for her yet, so we decided to only let Floppy go. But Roxy at home to familiarize more with the area. Aunt ML lovessssss Roxy because she doesn't stink. And isn't "kuai lan" hahaha basically naughty. I admit, Floppy IS spoilt.

They are kinda inseparable actually. But we had to separate them for bed time. And... well, one's whining and the other's barking. Rough night. But they've quieten down now and are asleep. YAY!!!

So yes, good day. Pictures of Roxy another day. btw, Roxy is a German Shepherd. She's about 2 plus months and she's slightly bigger than Floppy,who is 4yrs old. hahahaha So imagine how big Roxy will get.

And JOHN!!! The three lil' ones tells me not to tell you, but you read my blog occasionally. They kinda want to surprise you when you get back.. possibly in May. So just play along aite? Miss ya!!! You'll LOVE Roxy.

Ohh, when I separated them for bedtime. Roxy was really playful. Jumping at me. And I had to scold her. Sigh. But I don't really like dogs jumping on me so yea. LOL!!! Had to quieten her down so she sleeps. She better not pick up some of Floppy's bad habit. Hahahha


AND NOW, being a lady... sucks!
Kinda!! especially the monthly visits from our "friend" (SINGULAR!!!)

I hardly EVER get cramps. But today... MY GOSH!!!!!!!!! Morning wake up.... PAIN! Didn't eat. Couldn't, I just couldn't stomach it. Then midday went to pick up Roxy from the breeder. Lunch... didn't eat. I had a spinning head and twisting stomach. And I just couldn't stand for long. Didn't really help that Roxy was around. Lol. Then after laying down for awhile, felt better. So then played with Roxy and then decided that I felt better, and should do some exercise. Played badminton with the noobster/foodster/julzster/weirdster/freakster/f**kster/faggotster(which became fagster)/etc etc JULIANA! hahhaha. Our little game thing la. Had porridge for dinner... and then that's when... my tummy just CRAMPED on me soooooo badly. Sitting down hurt, standing up hurt. I had to clutch on to my tummy and the sides of my waist. HURT LIKE MAD!!!!!!!!!

So yea, this doesn't sum it up on how bad period cramps can go. This is MY worse. I hope no more.

Anyway, I'm off.Tmrw, early day... temple... more dogs.!!!

I'll go crazy. One dog, one pup. Both hyper. One naughty, and one ready to pick up the habits. hahahaha Love em bitches!

Labels: Floppy and/or Roxy