I am writing this post after I had a chat with someone. And if you take offense from this, it can only mean that you feel guilty. I repeat, YOU FEEL GUILTY. I will let you know before hand (and I will repeat this at the end) that this post IS NOT directed at ANYONE. This posts has events that have occurred in my life. And I just feel like blogging about it. Don't take offence, I most probably have already forgiven you. Forgive and Remember. I don't forget things because well... teaches me stuff. Makes me watch out for the "next" time...

People always backstab. Heck, I've done it MYSELF. You'd be LYING to yourself if you said you've never. And I doubt ANYONE would believe you ANYWAY. There's various ways of backstabbing a person, and I believe I've not experienced every single way... and that's something I'm grateful for. hmm, and also ungrateful for. I feel like its best I learn things now. So that when I'm older, there are less things to learn (less mistakes to learn from). So if people backstab you nicely at a young age, fret not! Stab them back! Ok ok, maybe not so extreme la. But just watch out for anything else any other backstabbing.. as it can happen. You choose to brush it off, or you choose to hold a grudge. I hold a grudge. (let's be honest ok!?)

People are hypocrites. Heck, some things I say... I admit I do contradict myself. But I say things with care. I don't simply say things and make a fool outta myself. HAH! Prove it to me if you've seen me say something so contradictory to my beliefs to make myself look like a fool. I've said things I never liked before. I've done things that makes me a hypocrite. But somehow, I'm blessed to have friends and family to constantly tell me things I do right and do wrong. People who are my real friends to tell me when I'm not myself and when I do things to make myself look like a fool. They stop me. Unlike some people who just don't care. Ohhh, they DO care. But for themself.

I hate people who come up to me, tell me to look out for this person because they are only hanging out with me because I'm "cool". To be honest, my high school life... I've never considered myself to be "cool". Well-known... yea. But definitely not cool. Teachers like me (because I study... Not a teacher's pet. Not a suck up!). Not everyone likes me. Not everyone loves me. Not everyone hates me. But people know me. I guess its also partly due to the 'small' school. Juniors know who I am, seniors know who I am. Maybe NOT personally... but they know. Gotta give credit to my family as well... we're known as the J family.. or or... the family with 5 siblings.. something along that line. So yea... you figure. There was once, this girl came up to me. Told me that this other girl does EVERYTHING I do, because she wants to me my friend. Ahhh shut up already, she's ALREADY a friend. Argh, things piss me off so easily!

I hate suck upssssss! You people can shut your gap and stop pretending to laugh at idiotic jokes lecturers/teachers make so they'll think you like them. Suck UP! Its a crime. Its disgusting. That's why I pretty much like Biology classes in college. Noone's fake. Noone cares if the lecturer jokes are funny. We laugh because of the sarcasm and the poking at various people. Ronnie is funny in a stupid sarcastic kinda way. Unlike some other classes. Lecturer does make jokes but its NOT THAT hilarious. I don't know why you laugh like... 'HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA' ( I feel the floor shaking) As if its the FUNNIEST shit you've ever heard in your life. And it DOESN'T help that you ARE ALREADY naturally fucking loud. Mouth damn big, learn to control. PLEASE! Its a cry of desperation from me. Doesn't help that you're sitting one seat behind me. Doesn't help that you ALREADY talk damn loud. My ears hurt. Too bad noone notices the looks on my face once I hear your voice. Its a look of disgust, annoyance, anger and fucking want to put an apple in your mouth. WAIT! Apple too small... you'll just eat it. ARGHHH!! And Ms Loong Mei-Jean, I'm not talking about you. So no worries. Your noise is welcomed to my ears... SOMEHOW! hahaha

Stupid. Suck up somemore. I quote "Its not our fault these people never pass up their work", "don't care them la". I'm referring to an incident when one of my lecturers got irritated with us students for not handing up work on time. And this person said those things. When in fact, I fucking remember clearly that he was ALWAYS the one who handed in his work late. And such a bloody hypocrite saying those things. Such a bloody suck up. And the lecturer looked right through and said (pretty softly.. that sucks!) "don't forget you were also one of them" and I wanted to support my lecturer and also say, "ya la, you were one of them who didn't pass up work on time". And if he dares say I was one of them too... I know fucking know for sure that I did pass up my work ON TIME. The moment this person open their mouth to say "dont care them la sir, not our fault they didn't pass up on time. Forget them" How fucking selfish CAN YOU ACTUALLY BE!?!?! If you NOTICE, some of the PEOPLE who didn't hand up work on time are people who HELP YOU OUT. People who EXPLAIN things to you. People who UNLIKE YOU, are not a hypocrite. And after my lecturer said this person was one of them who didn't pass up work on time... fucker! dare to say, "where got la!? I ALWAYS pass up my work on time." yea right. I could puke. My sis says, she thanks God that you couldn't make it for the BBQ. Somehow, you give off "bad" vibes. I don't know, I don't care. I just know that things you SAY and DO irritate me to the max.

Look, let's face it. I'm a different person on this blog then in college right? RIGHT!?!?! No need to deny, I know it. There's a reason. The reason I'm quiet in college is because I'm observing things in class... Looking out for real friends people who actually will have MY back. Not those who use you like shit (ho ho ho! Early Christmas present, I've found one like that) and then when you ask them for a favour say CANNOT! Fucker! (btw, I'm not surprised my blog is rated R hahahahaha) I'm quiet also because when I first started college, I had this perception that EVERYONE is the same, "they come into your life. Mess it up a little. Make things right a little, and then LEAVE!" I had this in mind 'cause of events in school. and well, that perception HAS CHANGED. And I'm happy it has. I'm a much more HAPPIER person. And somehow I feel that knowing my college friends for a much shorter time than my school friends, I actually am quite close to some college mates. Its a funny thing. I don't usually trust people so easily. Lol. I'm thankful for the school mates who are still by my side. Thankful for the college mates who cheer me up and have me as their friend.

So yes yes, back to being quiet in college. I do go to college to study. Its not that I'm pointing at people who make noise and say that they aren't studying. NO!!! Nothing like that. I'm saying that I respect my lecturers and I feel I owe them so much, just to listen to them when they speak. Knowledge is Power. AND you can go argue with me about that. but I do stand my ground. And it may seem that I am unfriendly, well well, surprise surprise. Would it hurt for you to initiate a conversation with me? No right? Well I guessed so. Its not that I'm unfriendly and don't want to make friends. I just am not super uber friendly around new people. Oh, and please don't say I never initiate a conversation with anyone.You don't know me. And plus, normally when I don't talk to a person it basically means I don't like you. Your first impression was a terrible one. And I do base A LOT of things on first impressions. But if you are a better person from the first time we met... guess I believe in second chances too.

If a person actually gets to know me, I'm not the quiet person in college. Totally different. A person with opinion, which I voice out. A person who talks about A LOT of things (be it ranging from politics to music to perverted talks. I'm IN!) hahaha Don't believe me... Ask some of my school mates.

And well, to people who've backstabbed me nicely in the back. All I can say... Life's a cycle. And I'll be watching you.



And it wont be with these pretty eyes...


Goodbye to people who've made a mess of my life.
Goodbye to constant backstabbers.
Goodbye to suck ups.
Goodbye to Juan *whom I'm hoping I will find soon*

Goodbye and goodnight to people who stand by me. People I love. People I care about. People I'm comfortable with. People whom when I have those "weird" silences with.. its not all that weird. People I can talk/chat/sms/call just for "fun". And people who are real. I believe that friends who "angkat" you are those with an ulterior motive (and I KNOW it!). And friends whom tell it to you in your face like it is... are those you can trust. And I've got a bunch of them. And I do love them. Names? You'll be surprised, (in NO particular order) (and some I am YET to meet! haha)

John and Julz .. ok maybe these two are top on the list. I love 'em both, I tell them a lot of things. I'm sure when the time comes I'll tell loads to Bel and Jacobson. =)
Wevind, Farah, Tyrone, Young Jin (these four are my 'family'), Alicia, Ureeeya, Jefy, Hwei Jene, Mei Jean (somehow you remember ONE Jean/Jene.. you remember the other), Diana, Sophia, Ahmad, Putera, Manisha (gosh I really miss you!), Regine (my god sis), Yusof, Natalia ...

There may be more. But these are the few that just are REALLY there for me. When I'm crying my eyes out... Ok not ALL have seen me cry. But some of them. Some, I'm JUST so comfortable with... Its funny.

I love you all. Please never ever lose contact. If I can, I'll post a picture of each one of you... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Always let me know if you think I'm different. Let me know when I'm about to make myself look like a fool. That's why there's so many of you. Haha. love you bunch.

Liverpool vs Arsenal
Anfield, Liverpool.

Full time score: 1-1

My take:

It was definitely a good game. Although I still think that Liverpool were pretty unlucky. Gerrard's free kick was AWESOME. Gerrard's on target attempt was fantastic. Would have been nice if he scored that one. Lucky Arsenal for not going 2 down at half-time. It was a pity that Torres was unfit. And Alonso got injured. WHAT!?!?!? not again! I certainly do hope he'll be better for the Fulham game. After the game I couldn't really go to sleep. I don't know it was as if my life turned upside down. The game was good. Really good. And its a pity the final score was 1-1. I honestly do feel Liverpool deserved more. But yes, credits to Arsenal. They were awesome too. And that Fabregas shot. Really really well set up. Crouch did a good job. It seems that I ALWAYS say he does a good job after against Arsenal. Somehow as Rashaad puts it, "Crouch has a strange knack for doing the job against Arsenal" and I couldn't agree more. He was fantastic. Should have scored once at least to boost his confidence, and impress Benitez to use him more in the starting line-up.

Gerrard has SILENCED the critics. That's what the commentators said when he scored. And its true. He may have not been that inspirational captain last week, but he's BACK!!!!!!!!!! He was definitely awesome. And I guess its mainly because Alonso was there to back him up in midfield. Gerrard and Alonso in centre midfield! No Sissoko.

Let me do a break down on each player ok?

Reina - Ah, he lost balance. If not he would have definitely stopped the ball. And he's just FABULOUS at every other moment in the game. He's my favourite keeper. Has amazing statistics. I love him. Bald guys ROCKS! (hahahaha in sports ok!)

Carrangher - "and he gets away with it AGAIN! last week with lescott" hahahaha I laughed so hard when the commentator said that. It was the incident when he pulled Clichy(?) down to the ground. Lol. But hey! I'm defending my Carrangher. Carrangher is ROCK HARD SOLID in defence. And Liverpool would flatter without him in defence. I salute and respect him.

Riise - ahhhh! He had a few shot attempts... All of which just SLIGHTLY higher than the bar. VERY VERY close ok! I love his hair. And his powerful shots.

Finnan - you CAN count on him. He's a little silent on the field, but when he defends or attack... you better watch out.

Alonso - Injured again! But its not as serious as before this. So yea, we can BREATHE! I respect Alonso A LOT! He's an amazing midfielder, always backing up the forwards and defenders. I admire the spark he has with Gerrard... and their resemblance. THEY DO LOOK ALIKE! But I can tell the difference, my mum couldn't

Mascherano - He's injured. Its a pity this game he didn't play so well. He did give the ball away and that cost Liverpool a draw. But he's definitely someone to depend on to tackle. hahaha

Voronin - Amazing signing for Liverpool. Been great in all the games he's played. He's so strong on the field, if I stood next to him, I really do think that I'd tremble. He's amazing.

Torres - Ah, he's injured. Well a little setback. What we saw on the field was NOT Torres. definitely not at all. Its a pity. Would have been great to see more of him. I still do love him though. =P

Kuyt - *respect* He's one Liverpool needs to keep. Works really REALLY hard. Challenges defenders and mid-fielders, helps in midfield and defence. I love him!

Gerrard - Need I say MORE!?!?! I have the UTMOST respect for him and it will be my dream to meet him. At any moment or point in his career. Be it him 50 plus. I think I'd still admire him. He definitely had a GREAT 400th game against Arsenal.

Hyypia - MY HERO! Two matches in a row scoring own goals. Grrr! I bet Arsenal were wishing he'd be 'third time lucky' but apparently not. And thank goodness. There was one moment where he was near the goal and defending.. Looked as if it would have gone in... PHEW! shot AWAY and Carrangher cleared it. I swear, if he scored ANOTHER OWN GOAL, I think Benitez would gamble with a reserve defender in his spot (as Agger is out injured)... and put Hyypia as a forward. Score goals at the other end PLEASE!

And the Subs:

Crouch - Ooo, he was great! His shots were amazing. I mistook one of his attempts as Gerrard's. Looked soooooo similar and the power was WOW! He's always someone to watch out during games against Arsenal ;)

Arbeloa - He's back. First game of the season. Not such a big impact, but yea.. he's got a long way to go. I dont like his hair though =P

Benayoun - He kept the ball A LOT. Played with it and kept it. I love this guy. Great signing.


I'm reading on some things on the Liverpool website. And it makes me smile. Its a comment from Cesc Fabregas:

"Torres is an amazing signing for Liverpool," enthused Fabregas. "He is like a horse - so strong, powerful and quick.

"He scores a lot of goals. He's good in the air and has great feet. I just hope he doesn't score on Sunday.

"Pepe is incredible. A great keeper. When I am training with the national team I take shots at him and penalties, and sometimes I score! He is so very quick. He waits and watches until the last second because he knows he is so quick.

"He can still react in time and that's why he is so hard to beat from the penalty spot and in most other situations. He's just brilliant."

Fabregas also revealed that he and close friend Xabi Alonso have been sharing plenty of banter before Sunday afternoon's big match.

"Xabi's been teasing me," he added. "He said to me: 'When you come to Anfield you always lose!' No chance. We are going there to win and if we don't win I will go home very angry.

"We are good friends and we talk a lot. When I first joined the national team as a teenager he already had 35 caps and so much experience.


I salute Fabregas for coming forward and speaking so fondly of his friends and rivals. Before the match started, when both teams were lining up to go onto the field... Alonso shook the hand of Fabregas and I just HAD to rewind and rewatch it. I love football like this. Not all the Italian diving and stuff.

Remember the Champions League semi finals last season against Chelsea? When Liverpool won the game and Gerrard got a hug from both Lampard and Terry. I loved that. You may be rivals, but a deserving win is something a friend would congratulate you on no matter what. (be it football or life itself)

When the final whistle blew, Stevie G and Fabregas had a little chat and shook hands. I smiled so much at that. I'm so weird. haha

Hardly any complaints for Liverpool. And yes there are some good comments for Arsenal. They are amazing in passes. They pass sooooooo damn well. I'm in awe. Liverpool defenders were constantly on their toes, and did their job *phew*

Walcott is definitely one to look out for. He's good. Overall, its a good game to watch. Both teams wanting the win.

Hey, Liverpool and Arsenal - still unbeaten. *I hope I didn't jinx it*

Ooo, the formation was just awesome. I loved Liverpool's formation. 4-4-3. Really attacking man! I loved it.

And current update Torres is ruled out for THREE WEEKS! No no no!!!!! hope he makes a speedy recovery. Alonso, hmm, not known for how long he'll be out. Mascherano... hopefully not long.

But I still believe that Benitez will cope with these injuries against Fulham. I have the utmost respect for Rafael Benitez!


And yes, if you ask me, Arsenal deserved the 1 point. And Liverpool could have held on to the 3 points and its a pity. But you look at it. Its upsetting we lost 2 points with the chances. But you look at how Arsenal played, they deserved a point. I would have felt upset if they didn't get the point.

VIVA LIVERPOOL!!!

Labels: Liverpool FC

You think that my post before was emo. Think about how emo this post is once you finish reading it.

As some of you might predict, its about my darling "lover" (as Alicia puts it), Alexia.

I spent less than 5 hours = 300minutes = 18,000 seconds with something/someone and I grow so attached. It makes me wonder how I'll be when I'm pregnant. Its like 9 months = 275 days = 6,600 hours = 396,000 minutes = 23,760,000 seconds. Compare that 18,000 seconds with the 23,760,000 seconds. Let me put it in words to add to the dramatic effect. Compare the EIGHTEEN THOUSAND seconds to the TWENTY-THREE MILLION, SEVEN HUNDRED AND SIXTY THOUSAND seconds. Yes that's a big big difference. Want me to find the difference for you? Ooi! Do your maths yourself ok! So yea, do not ever tell me that I'm possessive of my child. Because I already KNOW it. And also, if I ever love my doggie more than you or anyone else... Don't blame me. My dog listens to me. You guys don't always listen with open ears. Well ears may look OPEN, but in fact there's an invisible cotton wool there. Hehehe.

Its good to know that Alexia has a new good home. According to Alicia the family that is taking her is really fun and loving. So in a way I'm extremely happy. If she's not with me, then I want her to be with a really loving family that cares for her... Unlike my little bro who screams "She wants to bite my hands because I hold the chicken. She can smellll it" =S *LOL!!!*


Alexia makes me smile. Makes me laugh. Makes me happy. Alexia reminds me of Alicia. =P Some people may take offense to that - a dog reminds you of me (common outburst). But not Alicia Ng yea? Hahaha. * see I do blog about you! Now your turn to return the favour! A whole post dedicated to me OK!?!? hahahahaha just kidding*

Call me selfish, but I do want Alexia to be in MY home. In MY family. At least then Floppy-Snorty (Thnx to MJ) will have someone else to accompany her. And Floppy-Snorty (starting to like that name) can be a mother-figure to Alexia. Only, Floppy is so playful herself. LOL! Floppy is more of a baby than Alexia - I think. Ahhh, they are both like my babies. =P Hahahahaha. They have some magical powers that you won't understand. One jumps on me, run around aimlessly and aims for my toes (but NEVER gets it. Whahahaha) whilst the other follows me around, walks and then suddenly plonks herself down and (I guess) enjoys my cuddles. If only I can let them both enjoy the wonders of AIR-CON!!! Hahaha. Mummy, mummy, why are you sooooo scared of dogs. Alicia, should have just brought Alexia to my mum. Grrr! hahhahaha *regret*



Anyway. I really do hope Alexia is growing up really well. I miss her so much! I wished I was the one taking care of her. ARGH!!! Floppy has something funny on her snout. (nose area) I'm a little worried. It does look better compared to last Sunday when I was giving her a bath. I really do hope she's fine.

Floppy's a really heavy girl. And she squirms so much. But not so much in MY HANDS! wheee! Floppy doesn't like Julz. Floppy always squirms and wriggles out of Julz hands when she carries her. Alexia is pretty much the same... except the opposite. Alexia when with me wants to run around and whilst with Julz, she'll pretty much stay quiet. Maybe because when with me, she's got so much energy, but when with Julz, she's already tired. Wahahaha. Floppy is different. She's HYPER! She's so cute though. I love 'em both!

And new to my family *big big smile*

Let me tell you how I got him/her = it.

Today, I went to the Sentul Temple to see a monk. As its his birthday and he's pretty close to the family. He's a really nice guy and so compassionate. My parents support his events, so even though I live so far away from Sentul, we always make it to their events. And yea, I met Victor there once. According to my sis, she's seen him around before... I didn't. Hmm, she's been looking out for guys... at a TEMPLE!!! hahaha. Anyway, so we were looking at the fishes. There's this mini man-made pond and its pretty dirty now. Loads of algae around the sides of the pond. The monk told us to take some of the fishes home as the pond was a little too small for all the fishes. There were LOADS of fishes. And the monk suggested to clean out the pond at the same time. Turns out we started helping with catching the fishes and cleaning the pond. Hahahaha. Quite cute ok. My mum actually rolled up her pants and I thought she was going to go into the pond, turns out she was standing by the side with the basket/net to help catch. Not bad actually she caught 3 to 5 big ones by herself.

Towards the end, one of my mum's worker from Sri Lanka (he was at the temple), took our this tortoise. And I fell in love with the tortoise. Started to play with it. My goodness, it moves pretty fast! In the end, I had to put it on the floor for awhile as it kept moving so fast, it would have fallen outta my hands. Jacobson started to play with it after I assured him it doesn't bite and it doesn't hurt. Lol.

After awhile, when the pond started to drain and water level was practically till the bottom, there was another one. Smaller one. After playing with it for awhile, my mum and dad agreed we could take it home. So yeap, we have new pets. Alex and Juan. I don't know their sex. So I gave uni(kinda)sex names.

Alex because of Alexia. I didn't get to have Alexia so Alex would be more fitting as its a pretty unisex name. =) Juan because I just kinda liked the name. And I know, it leans more towards the male side in terms of it sounding unisex... But its nice la. Alex is the bigger one (the one we got first) and Juan is the smaller one (the one we got later). I differentiate them by their shells and size. Juan has this kinda mark on this shell.

After we brought it home, we were deciding on where to keep them. My mum said to put it at the "rock garden". Its actually a pretty bonsai plant with a really pretty 'pot'. If you came to my house and noticed, its near the shoe racks. So I didn't want to put it there, I told my mum that they could climb out. And she said, "you put and see... they cannot climb out". After awhile we went indoors to watch some TV, and then Jacobson went outside to check on them. And guess what... they were gone. My heart instantly stopped. I was like... WHAT NO WAY!!!!! I thought he was messing with me. I went outside, true enough... it was gone. ARGH!!!!!!! I was sooooo angry. Should have listened to MYSELF this one time. Went around my whole house compound looking for Alex and Juan. So annoyed! Couldn't find them. When my mum finished showering, we told her and she couldn't believe it. And I guess she felt kinda bad about it, so she went out looking for it. She found Alex against a wall. THANK GOODNESS! But Juan is still missing. *sob sob* I really hope Juan didn't go outta the gate or into the longkang (drain). Hope he/she=it is still in my compound.


Here's Alex, I'll show you Juan once I upload the pictures from my phone. (ureeeee!!! =P)

Makes me kinda relieved we found Alex first. Because Alex is kinda representing Alexia. Its all so confusing and I'm just weird. Hahahah forget it.


I guess this post isn't THAT emo after all. =D wheeeeeeee! I miss Alexia and Juan. JUAN PLEASE COME BACK!!!!!!!

Labels: Floppy and/or Roxy, My babies

I'm sorry people, lately, there's always a lack of updates. Its either one shot there's MANY posts... or one shot got no posts... Blah! I'm sorry, its really not intentional. Oh wait! It is. Its a whole part of my "cut down on computer usage" regime. Hehe, exams are around the corner (in January), I'll be away in December... So one of the important things to do is to cut down on using the comp and spend that time doing work. STUDYING!!! The doing work is going fine, studying... err not so. =S Well I am doing my ultimate best. Making time to study. Which is going well, especially when I'm studying for Physics. I don't know why, but I somehow LOVE studying Physics now. Everything is so new and interesting. Biology classes are fun, the notes are sibeh BORING!

Anyway, may I rant on about Liverpool's shitty performance? Well for me, I do feel that Gerrard is starting to be who he really is... on the field... And Hyypia is on the wrong side of the field. He should be a striker, NOT DEFENDER!! KNNCCB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wtf is he doing?!?!?! ok, I forgave him in the Everton match... BUT WTFFFFFF!!! arghhhhhhhhhh so angry. Thank God I went to sleep and didn't watch the match. Would make me so angry that I'd... do something la. BLAH!!!!! ENOUGH ENOUGH!!!!!! I don't want to talk about it. Liverpool shall be tested against Arsenal tomorrow and we will see how it goes. grrrrrr!

And yes, as I've said, I've been doing work. Work = anything at all related to my studies... or getting money. Hehe! I've been so busy and motivated to just not use to comp that when I actually USE the comp, I'd spend at least 2 hours just reading blogs, checking my email, replying to certain things on Facebook, and updating my blog. Just this one. You would have realised that my food blog is pretty silent now. argh!!! I hate that. I have soooooo much to blog about there, but just NO TIME!!! It sucks doesn't it. I don't expect things to get any easier from this point in my life. Argh!!!!

Everything is a little frustrating and annoying. Little things tick me off, little wonders amuse me. I was at a temple earlier this evening and was watching little girls run around with no care of what they look like. Their mums dressed them up in dresses or something fancy. And I looked like shit, compared to them. I'm in my shorts and a cute little navy blue top (one of my favs). I started to envy them. My mum doesn't dress me up anymore. My mum doesn't make me wear something and make me feel like whatever people thinks doesn't matter. I hate being a teen. There's so much going on and there's always that "fear" that you get neglected or brushed off by a certain group of people because of the way you dress... Honestly, I couldn't bother. Look at the way I dress in college. Hahahaha Sometimes, dressy and cute. Sometimes a huge shirt (LIVERPOOL JERSEY) with pants or shorts... or sometimes its as if I'm going to sleep. I mean, what I wear could pass off as something someone would wear to sleep. John once commented, "don't you have college?" when I was walking down the stairs with my bag and books. And I was like yea I do. And he said "aren't you changing?" I was like.. noooooo i wear this to college pretty often. He was skeptical. LOL >.< It was ages ago... John I miss ya!

But sometimes I wonder if I'd ever be blessed with kids that make me laugh and smile. Not make me run after them (although I honestly wouldn't mind that). I wonder if I'd ever make a good parent. Its always so subjective. There are traits that I wanna carry from my own parents and pass them down to my own kids, some not such a fan of. All in all, its a little too early to be thinking of this. But its my future.. I'm worried with my life. Work, family and everything that comes with being a grown up.

College is a real drag. BLAH! I want holidays, but yet I don't want it. I know, fo' sure that during the holz, I'll be really lazy and the books wont be placed in front of me religiously. I know that if I dont have holz, I'll be forced to have books in front of me. And at the back of my head, I'm wishing that books appear all the time in front of me... novels OR textbook. But at this moment, textbooks because I need to start studying really really hardcore. Exam mode needs to be switched on. But now, its a pre-exam mode. Grrrrrr! its all because of the time lapse between now and exams. Its clear at the back of my head that its 3 months away. FREAK!

There's so many random things going on in my mind and its boggling everything up. Yea, this post is getting too nag-nag. Too much complaints on life and future eh? But heck, once in a while a person's gotta release some thoughts.

I keep wondering to myself, why am I still single? I mean... its been what? two years?? three years? I've LOST track!!! YEAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I've been waiting for this day.. where I forget all the shit, and how many days I've been single. Hahahahaha Its been awhile since everything flew outta my window. Oh, how I hated those memories. Anyway, I'm viewing photos on Facebook... and I keep coming across pictures of myself that I DO NOT remember taking. Its pretty funny. Anyway, I realize now why I'm single and back then wasn't (plus had so many guys interested in me) [wahahahaha need I be more perasan?] Back then, I looked better. I had a nicer skin tone (thank you 3.30pm basketball in the HOT SCORCHING SUN!). Now I'm so fair I look sick. I BLOODY HATE IT!!!!!! ARGH!! Sun shine on me (sounds pretty cheesy!)

Ok, I'm off. I need to sleeeep! wheee!

Sorry MJ and HJ, never layan you on MSN. Pretty caught up with things... blog, work and other things. Really very sorry.

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Winamp, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name. <- if you feel like it.
(from Shazeea's blog)

• If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Little wonders - Rob Thomas

• How would you describe yourself?
Holy Wars - Megadeth

• What do you like in a guy/girl?
Heart Shaped Box - Nirvana (what does that say!?!?)

• How do you feel today?
Desecration Smile - Red Hot Chili Peppers

• What is your life's purpose?
Leave out all the rest - Linkin Park

• What is your motto?
The Kill - 30 seconds from Mars

• What do your friends think of you?
Knocking on Heaven's Door - Bon Jovi/Bruce Springsteen (wahahaha. My friends are quite the sweet hearts)

• What do you think of your parents?
100 years - Five for Fighting (hahahaha Lol)

• What do you think about very often?
The Great Escape - Boys like Girls

• What is 2 + 2?
My Hatred - Trivium (how sinister)

• What do you think of your best friend?
Someone to call my lover - Janet Jackson (hahahahahahaha firstly that's crazy. Secondly, if I even HAVE a best friend)

• What do you think of the person you like?
No one like you - Scorpions

• What is your life story?
Way I are - Timbaland

• What do you want to be when you grow up?
Shout at the Devil - Motley Crue (hmm, devil.. husband? boss? who knows... LOL!)

• What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Killing Loneliness - HIM

• What will you dance to at your wedding?
Dancing in the Moonlight - Toploader (how ironic, I was really wishing this song would come up. I'd love to dance to this song)

• What will they play at your funeral?
So excited - janet jackson (WHATTTTTTT!!?!?!

• What is your hobby/interest?
Collide - Howie Day

• What is your biggest fear?
Amsterdam - Coldplay (the lyrics fit)

• What is your biggest secret?
Rockin' All over the World - Status Quo (wahahahahahahaha!! I want I want!)

• What do you think of your friends?
Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (awww how nice! *bleuk*)

• What will you post this as?
Signal Fire - Snow Patrol

Lately, I've encountered many many MANY people who are sooooooooo bloody inconsiderate. Btw, Alicia if you're thinking I'm talking about you... Then you're WRONG!!! I'm not talking about you at all so don't worry. =) The whole waking me up incident, I was just messing around. =P

I guess this time around I'll try to refrain myself from naming people (AGAIN!). Because people will come up to me and then bla bla bla, tell me that they never did such stuff... Come on, in my previous posts did I say who is who? So why the hell are you assuming its you? Stop being so bratty and spoilt. Leave me alone. If I'm really annoyed and I can't stand you then hell yeah! You're name is there... PRINTED in BLACK AND WHITE to show you I'm TALKING ABOUT YOU! Ahhhhhhh! Get a life.

Hmm, here's something hypothetical... If you've had a long day, and you share a room with someone. This someone is reading a book - lights are on la!, and you just want to go to bed. You've told the person you're tired and you wanna go to bed. So you lie in bed and you lay there wishing this person could take the hint that you want the lights off. But this person is so ignorant that even when you ask if you can off the lights, he/she will say it straight in your face, "No, let me finish reading. I'll off the lights later." YOU tell me it doesn't annoy you and I'll shut up. Face it. If I share a room with someone, I assure you I never read in the room when someone else is sleeping. Even when they are deep in sleep. I stay outside reading until I'm satisfied (finished reading). And I'm like that. Honestly, I never stay in the room reading if my sis is sleeping there. So after awhile, wouldn't you snap? I mean, you DO try to go to bed. Its not like you didn't shut your eyes and do your best to sleep. But you can't, just can't. So you snap and you say, "stop being so inconsiderate, off the fucking lights. Its not like I do this when you're in the room trying to sleep right? Off the bloody lights". And this person shows some temper but does off the light. Only to cry silently in their sleep and message people telling them how shitty you are because you told them to off the lights. HELLO! You have an early morning the next day, I'm also partly doing YOU a favour. If I didn't snap at you, you'd stay up all night and the following day just be moody and sleepy. Make you sound as if you're the bad person. Ahhhhh, so fucking annoying.

Another case, "don't la have class on monday. I don't want to come on mondays" FARKKKKKKK!!! Hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't HAVE any days off. Would you just... ARGHHHH!!!! I'm so bloody pissed. Tuesdays now I have a four hours break. AHHHHHHH!! Stupid stupid! Ahh, I'm decided that I'll head to the library and study. I don't care what you say or what you wanna do to drag me to wherever you wanna go. its my life. MY BLOODY DECISIONS!!! There's this phrase that my parents have been drilling in me, "when people praise you and "angkat" you right in your face... It means that they have some other intention". And I agree, noone in this world is so pure that whatever they do, they don't intend it for themselves. I mean it like, when a person does something, they always think about what happens to them and what they will benefit. Most scenarios are like that. I'm not saying EVERYONE is like that 24-7. But its a fact of life. Human beings are such and there's only how much you can control yourself. Shit heads! I'm like that too, when I do some things, I always think about how I'll benefit and I'm selfish most cases. But I don't ever go praise people and make them like me so that I can suck something outta them. Its just so pathetic. I'm annoyed as hell. I don't know what to do. I shut up and listen. Somehow I await the holidays so badly. College is really so stressing. Argh!!

Topsy Turvy. I gotta get some stuffs done.

I'm in love. When I'm in love... money leaves my pocket faster than anything. And no, not wasting money on any other human, BUT MYSELF! Wahahahahaha. Selfish and I like it.

Its not everyday I spend RM300 at one go. NOT ANY DAY AT ALL! First time in my life, I take out MY OWN MONEY to pay for what I want. And not feel guilty on spending it. Although I did feel that I kinda waste RM50 on something else... But my main point here isn't that RM50, its the RM250+... RM259 to be exact.

You see, I'm not the kinda person to spend spend spend when I go to the mall for shopping. I tend to be so bloody reluctant to take out even a single cent. Maybe I'm "kiam sap", Maybe I'm just very cautious with my money. Either way, I benefit. I save my money. I have more moneys!!! (yes that is money with an 's' in plural form!) - and I come from an international school! Hahhahaha. My English ROCKS! nah, its on purpose ok!!!

SO yes, back to my spending habits. I have a fixed amount in my wallet that is always on "reserve" and today that reserve has gone. Because I've been picking up the courage to spend it on the thing I've wanted for a very long time. That RM300 has been in my wallet for a LONG LONG time already. So finally I came out of the closet and decided that today was the day! Yea. Get it done and over with... and be HAPPY as WHATEVER!!!!!!! Just very happy. And I guess it makes up for the loss of Alexia =( Sigh was supposed to use that money to get her. See Alicia, I was serious when I said I really wanted to get her. My mum la!!! grrrrrrrr! So angry.

Anyway, since I didn't get her it means that I still have 1k with me... actually I wasn't gonna fork out the whole RM1400. Crazy, you think what?? I shit money is it? I was willing to pay half and pay for certain expenses. The other half, my siblings would pay whatever they wish (minimum was RM100) and they really were willing to pay as well. And my dad top up the remaining. SIGH!!!!!!!! SO SO SO ANGRY! ALEXIAAAAAAA I miss you! See what happens when I don't get what I really really want. Nvm, I have my whole life to raise a pup... =D But won't be the same.

Hmm, I'm a lil worried about my dog. She's got some black thing near her nose. Supposed to ask my aunt to check it out. Poor doggy, hope its nothing serious. Showered her on Sunday, and boy, when she sees my lil bro only, she'll want to run to him. But I managed to hold her tight. Jacobson would have ran from Floppy-Snorty and I'd have to chase after them both. Sheesh. Could feel her body tense up and ready to run. Lol. And my mum wasn't helping much either. She stood at the door and was whistling at Floppy. She was ready to BOLT for my mum... And my mum is soooooo afraid of dogs, it would have been a funny thing. But I wasn't prepared to chase after my dog, whom btw can run VERY THE DAMN FAST! So, for once I shouted at my mum with the right reasons and didn't get a shouting back. I shouted, "MUM she wants to run already. STOP IT!" and my mum ran into the house AS FAST AS SHE COULD!!! She's so scared of Floppy-Snorty. Scared of Alexia as well.. It was funny when she shouted for me to bring Alexia away from her, when Alexia wasn't even 1m from her... LOL. Only looking at my mum. Lol. LOL!!! Haiz, scared of dogs la. Grrr!

So yea, this RM259 thing of mine. Its my pride. Its my precious. its my soul. Its my obsession.

I present to you *drumroll* MY LIVERPOOL JERSEYS!!! For this season.

You know what I told a friend of mine? I could chuck out all my other clothes and I'd still be happy just having my Liverpool jerseys. I'm pretty serious, although it would suck not having shorts or anything to wear. Lol. I'm not aiming to get Liverpool's black jersey. Wahahahahaha. Next year's present ANYONE!?!?!?! LMAO!!!!!!! I'm messing. But yea, it'll be a nice gesture. LOL!!! No no no! *dreams* hahaha. Aite, moving along.

I love my jerseys so much, that if I were to take my belongings with me in case of a fire.. it'll be (in order) my jerseys (top priority!!!), phone, the thing I use to keep my money (wahahah cannot tell you!), camera (although I'm saving up to buy a new one), my FIS Mars shirt, my soon to be book with memories (pictures la duh!), other presents I've gotten that are special to me (which btw, are kept in a box).

OH YEA!!!!!! AND my story books. My gosh... My hands will be VERY filled! Hahaha.

Can I take my doggy too? I suspect she'll manage to escape though. But yea, certain things that I'll be bringing along when I head overseas (singapore) to study.

I'd grab some friends along.. but that's just not possible. =D




(PS: I must add that the jerseys are Medium sized. So yea, its pretty big for me. I'm like SWIMMING in it. Its quite cute!!! wahahaha. If anyone has a new away jersey size SMALL, that they would like to trade for the MEDIUM, let me know. AND MAKE SURE ITS ORIGINAL!!! I wanna see the tag ok!!! Yea, both my jerseys are big for me. Both medium. =P hehehe)

Labels: Liverpool FC

Somehow I feel oblige to continue updating my blog. Even if I have totally NO IDEA on what my blog should consist of. As of today, my blog has no particular theme except for my ramblings, literally. Maybe there's a few reviews on football matches or movies. But apart from all that nil or zilch on any other focus. Just what my thoughts are on people, things and places. What my feelings are on people, things and places. What my dreams are. And what I want.

So why does my blog still interest people? Ask them and get back to me. =D

I feel so oblige to update often. I guess it has become an interest, a hobby, a PASSION. Its a little confusing as to how blogging can be a passion because its your personal thoughts on life and things about you on the WORLD WIDE WEB! Its a little scary to think that strangers come visit my blog. But as of today, I haven't met any 'strangers' so its pretty alright for me. The worst I've ever come across as someone I don't know personally is a friend of a friend. Or friend of my brother. And sometimes these people shock me. Especially their responses... which I tell them to f-off nicely. And they merajuk. My blog, my space, MY thoughts, MINE MINE MINE! Its one of the few things in life I have so much responsibility of. One that I can control. One that is SOLELY mine and I feel proud. Less than half my life is on the web (this blog and other blogs I have) but still I can always refer to things in my life and have a laugh over it. No more tears I assure you. Except maybe the lost of my grandma. But the breakup and stuff... makes me laugh and see the stupidity of a relationship when you're so young.

ANYHOW. I don't know where I'm leading with this post. But I just continue and eventually something will come. Something that probably makes you scroll down to the end and read the final paragraph. (hehehe I do that sometimes. But somehow I always end up reading from the top)

So I am obliged and I will post about... Liverpool VS Everton

Wheeeeee! 2-1. Both scary spot kicks from Dirk Kuyt. Up till today, I have a little problem saying "Kuyt" Hehehe.

Although, yes I do think the referee should have given Everton a penalty kick at the final moments due to Carrangher's behaviour but somehow I just don't care. I just wanted that win so much that no matter what people said, I didn't care. Hmm, and Gerrard being taken off to put Lucas Leiva in that shocked me soooo much I wanted to hurl "tiu nia seng", "fucker", "moron", "STUPID SHIT" (all time favourite of mine no matter what the situation haha) all at one go. And probably "fat four eyes" =P But I didn't because I have faith in Rafael Benitez, as I have blogged about earlier. I have faith in Rafael Benitez and his choices. No matter the consequences, I stand by him. I know he always has a motive and I respect his decisions.

Its a pity Lucas Leiva's shot didn't hit the back of the net. It would have it Neville didn't stop the ball with his hand. It would have been his first goal for the club and Benitez would have silenced the impatient REDS fans with that goal. But it didn't hit the back of the net, but it did give us that winning penalty. So yea, I told you I had faith in Rafael Benitez. (even in crucial moments)

Remember that day. May 25th 2005. When Liverpool fans were dejected at half-time and ready to go home feeling defeated. What happened? We all remember that day. It is now definitely an amazing, impressive and memorable day for Liverpool fans and players. So Liverpool fans out there who are cursing Rafa's rotation system, just remember whom brought us to our 2005 Champions League victory. And FA Cup Victory in 2006 and Champions League Final this year. I have no doubt that we have a chance for the EPL this season. Liverpool always has and need their 12th men - the fans.

And yes, Liverpool has had a recent slump in form and I would just like to say that YES I do lash out and blame or point out certain Liverpool players. But in the whole, football is a team game. And although I point out certain Liverpool players, I've always had faith in them. Like after the Liverpool-Everton match, I said that Hyypia was definitely unfortunate. But he's part of the team. And he's had his good days and bad. Just like any other human being.

And I end this post with VIVA LIVERPOOL!!!!!!!!!

And also one more thing: "I feel obliged to smile and make people think that I have no worries and no frets over my life. But I would only smile if I had something to smile about"

Think about that and think about the comments you make about me. Assholes

Labels: Liverpool FC, Random Blabbering

I admit that its a little embarrassing to allow the world to read or have an insight on my dreams and fantasies. And sorry if I disappointed all the sick perverts out there. There are NO SEXUAL FANTASIES. I REPEAT! NO SEXUAL FANTASIES. Sorry, this isn't the site for you pervs.

Anyhow, why suddenly a post on this topic? Well you can partly blame it on a friend of mine... And also on me. Because I know what I want which is hard to get in reality.

Let's face it. I DO wanna get married. I do wanna have kids. I wanna have a good life. I do not wanna face too many obstacles in life. I do not want to have problems with my family and friends. I do not want to lose people in my life. I do want many things and do not want many things. But in life, that's just not possible huh? Reality strikes and eventually dreams and fantasies leave. But no! I refuse to let my dreams vanish because of reality. I do know that I can't ever wait forever for certain things to happen in my life. And I'm not saying that I would take action or anything if I want things to happen. Yes, to a certain extent there's some facts in that. But certain things are just not possible to work hard for it. Like for instance, the husband I want. I can't possibly travel the world to look for this perfect one. Sometimes you gotta be less selfish and face reality. So what I'm saying is that I have my dreams and fantasies in mind. But I'm in reality. Face it, I know what reality is. I'm in the real world everyday... but my mind does wonder off on its own when I'm alone or just sitting in the car watching the vehicles past by me.

When I was younger, I ALWAYS wanted to be a chef or teacher. Thanks to the kitchen play set I had. And teacher because I had soooooo many story books, which I would always 'mark'. I know, its quite a funny thing. You'll open a story book and there'll be circles, crosses and ticks in red. But for you older people (at that time) everything was grammatically correct. No spelling errors. So why so many crosses? Because I was living in a fantasy where I was a teacher and I knew everything, and my imaginary students respected and admired my lack of knowledge.

Yes I do laugh about it today. Typing this makes me realise how as a younger kid I had big dreams which hasn't followed in my heart as I grew older. Its a pity really. I do think that I'd make a great teacher. Excluding the occasional mood-swings and tempers. In my heart there's still that flame of wanting to share knowledge. Wanting to interact with people younger than me. Its like how when I help my siblings with their homework, and when they FINALLY get things right, I'm so happy. And I always have this power over them. I'm smarter. Yes, LITERALLY! They tend to say, "stupid" a lot. So I ask them, "what you call me? Stupid is it?". They look at me and want to retaliate. And I say, "You think I'm stupider than you? Wanna test me?" They started shutting up after a few occasions as they knew what would come. And so they've KINDA stopped calling me stupid. Hmm, come challenge me la. just come! And they alwayssssssss ask me meanings of words. Which I know but just hate phrasing in my own words. So I always tell them to take a dictionary and look it up. Hey! They DO learn from that. And after many rounds, they stopped asking me and decided to ask my mum. And my mum wouldn't know so she'll ask me. And I'll tell them to take a dictionary. Wheee! Like today's word was paedophile.

As I started to grow older, my dreams and fantasies changed. My dream was that exams would be eradicated. That going to school had one sole purpose... To hang out with friends and play basketball or some other things. And you see, what I mean by 'no matter how hard I work for it, it'll NEVER happen'.

Then after realizing that that would never happen. I channeled my dreams to being able to do well in exams. Which I did, up until Year 10 and Year 11 (form 4 and 5) for a few subjects. So that was good for me. I did well, and that was one dream that did come true. And I'm grateful. Another dream during that era was having straight (nine) A's for my O-levels. But I got 7 A's and 2 B's, which isn't too bad. B's for Biology (bleuk - and I got 100 for Bio 3.. LMAO!!!) and Chemistry (see why I don't take it now? hahaha I benci it). However I was extremely shocked to see Pure Maths getting A. Wheee.

And now, my dreams are BIG! To get my MBA and be a millionaire before I turn 35. Let's be a bit realistic k? Hehehe. Oh, to get accepted into NUS. BE able to study hard and really smart. Have a blast in uni whilst studying as well. To be in a well-known company.

And other plans. Marriage plans. Get married on top of a mountain with people I love sharing the joy and happiness. Ahhhhhh its all in my head. I won't say anymore.

But there's one thing that is fresh in my head right now. And its because I was chatting with a friend earlier. I wanna travel the world, for my honeymoon. =P I wanna travel to each continent. And in each continent visit a minimum of three places. In Asia, Singapore, Malaysia, CHINA are definitely out of the picture. However, exclusively awesome beaches in Thailand, Indonesia are very welcomed. Oh also I want to go to Maldives. the Beaches there are so awesome. Or Korea or Japan. Wheee! In North America - DUH!!!!!!!!! New York, California and probably Mexico. South America - Brazil, Argentina and somewhere else... The Caribbean is where? North or South America? Hahaha I wanna go there. Africa - South Africa, Egypt. Europe - whhehehe. get a load of this. Spain, Italy, France, Switzerland, Greece, Germany, UK particularly Liverpool. quite a few actually. But I am visiting some of these places when I go on the cruise in dec, so if its nice I'll re-visit. In Australasia - Sydney, Aussie desert, New Zealand, where else is there? Hahaha. Oh maybe Papau new guinea.

So yea. Big dreams. And when I told my friend I wanted to travel the world for my honeymoon. He said, need to marry a rich guy. So yea, I guess I wanna marry a rich guy now. ANd then he had to make my dreams EVEN more impossible by telling me to go marry Torres. *droooooools and dreamssssss* grrrrrrrr! I want I want!!!!!!!! Hehehe. But he said it like "go find your Torres la". So one way or another, it doesn't HAVE to be Torres himself. Could be someone whom is a Torres to me. Wahahahahaha. So ladies, if I ever say, "I think i've found my torres" you should know what I'm talking about. Hahahahahahahahaha! LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, I'm done for now. I've got so much more. But I'm already dreaming. So I might as well leave some stuff for another post. Wheeeeeeeeeeee

Btw, 3 kids. 2 boys and a girl. =P and and AND get a golden retriever puppy and raise it. And then maybe one more? Hahahahhahaa I'm going crazy. JacQ STOP NOW!!!!!!!!!!

Toodles and good nights!

Labels: Things to do, Travels

The internet is down and I cannot log into my blog. It sucks so I’m just typing my post on Word and then hoping that I can log on. It’s quite stupid actually, because I can download things but can’t log into my blog. Ahhhhhhhh! It’s frustrating.

Anyway, using Word is improving my English. You see I normally type it’s as just “its” without the apostrophe and now, look, it’s with the apostrophe. J And many other things, like placing commas in the correct places. Not having the three dots (…) Wheee! Its quite interesting.

It’s like I’m typing a book. Hahaha, not exactly sure how and why? But it does feel like I’m typing something for a book. It’s the Word layout that gives you the feel that you’re typing something related for school, work or just a book. Whereas, if it was my blog, it will feel very different like more of leisure and for no damn official reason.

Ah, I guess I’m not really making much sense. But forget it. You’ll never understand.

Hmm, currently I am in love with quite a few songs. “Into the night” by Carlos Santana and Chad Kroeger. Amazing song! Also there’s this pretty old (?) song. Chinese song, Marry me today. It’s by Jolin Tsai and David Tao. I know! I know! JacQ is listening to CHINESE SONGS!!!!!!!! It’s a miracle. Hahaha, sorry to break that whole shocking moment, but I DO listen to Chinese songs. But maybe not knowing the meaning of it. =P Hehehe. But yes, I do find it a very sweet song. =D

Another song, “Boston” by Augustana, I think I first heard it on Grey’s Anatomy. It’s a pretty ‘emo’ song. And I absolutely LOVE IT!!!!!!!! Not because it’s emo. But because it’s an awesome song. I love love love love loveeeeeee it!

By the way, it’s pretty irritating to keep typing with all the correct grammar. Ahh, its frustrating. So it’s gonna stop here.

And also: By the way, Grey’s Anatomy is AWESOME! I’ve only started watching the third season. Yes, I’ve watched the first season. Err, second season I’ve only watched it from halfway. Its really, really gripping and I absolutely love all the drama in the hospital. It sometimes makes me want to be a doctor due to the drama. But let’s face it… Whatever happens in Grey’s Anatomy may not necessarily happen in reality. But there’s always a chance. How I wish. But then to be a doctor… CRAZY!

But I absolutely love what Alex Karev did in the season finale for season 2. Carrying Izzie out of the bed where Denny lays to rest (forever). Its totally heart-wrenching. Everytime I watch it I feel so upset and wished that I would never have to face something like that. Although it is now on of my 'fantasies' to have a guy carry me and soothe me after something so painful. but yea, its all dreams. Guys in reality are bullshit. =P hehehe.

Yay!!! internet is back up. Can blog in blogger, no need Word.

Ok, back to Grey's Anatomy. Hehehe, I've filled my time with Friends, Grey's Anatomy, Still Standing and soon to come - My Wife and Kids. Those few shows are really great. Its a pity OTH is currently filming. It'll be better if it was airing. But also good that... At least I won't be distracted (more than I already am), with so many shows. Hehehe. Friends will be ending soon, although yes, I know it has already ended a long time ago. But I watched it from beginning it. Btw, I've watched all episodes of The Nanny. Fran Dreshner ? Something like that. Its a really funny show.

Yay yay UPDATES!!!!!!! aren't you people happy?

I've been pretty much MIA lately. Cannot blame me. After the Hari Raya break (too damn short), I've been having tests after tests. So I couldn't find time to come online or in fact on the computer. *beams proudly*

Mechanics sucked! hahaha I'm really terrible at it. I know I can get a minimum of 60% but that shouldn't hold me back from getting better grades right? Grrr! Biology as usual... Kacau la. Messed up. If I get a 70%... I'll treat someone to ice-cream or good food. Hmm, you people dream on ok. Its for myself. =D And Physics? Hahaha, pretty good la. I mean many questions were from the book that Mr Lim himself combined. So yea, if you did some reading and studying then you're good to go. And hopefully that's me. =D

So hopefully I'll have less tests... I'm not complaining. Just maybe not so many in one week. Like all three subjects I'm taking in one week. Hehehehhee.

Alright, I guess I'm about done now. =D Boring updates. =S

I decided to test certain things in blogger... because Hwei Jene is asking me how to post videos from youtube. I know how to do that... copy and paste the "embedded URL" in the "edit Html" and then return back to compose to type away. But then you may remain in 'edit html' if you're not so sure of codes and stuff.... wayy easier to just return to 'compose'

So let me just post a video of my ALL-TIME favourite wrestler.... oh come on! You should know me by now, I watch WWE. Its my source of crap storylines that is pure entertainment *drooools*



YAY!!!!!!! HBK has returned. And he's sexier than ever... wahahhaahahaha love the unshaven, prickly stubs on his chin. And definitely love him beating up Randy Orton! Wheeeeeeee!

(Just check out the video ok!!!!!! HBK is bloody sexy!)

And it sucks that John Cena is injured. sucks sucks! Only mainly 'cause Orton got the title due to Cena's injury. Wait a moment. Triple H aka King of Kings is by right the WWE Champion but because of some shit feud between HHH and the Boss of WWE, Mr Vince McMahon, which btw is ABSOLUTELY FAKE!!!!!!!!! See how shit the storyline is... Ok ok, let's have a review of... long ago. Stephanie (boss's daughter) falls in love and gets married with HHH. But after some shit happening (on storyline) they divorced (FAKE) and bla bla bla. But in reality Stephanie is married to HHH and they have a baby girl together. So in fact, Mr McMahon is grandfather to HHH's son and is in fact HHH's father-in-law. But somehow in the storyline they hate each other's guts and its just hilarious!!! Hehehe

Btw, here's one more video of some hilarious things DX (comprising of HHH and HBK aka Shawn Michaels) did. I love em both.



Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Here are some things that are worth our time for entertainment purposes. When you're bored you search for something online... which leads you to more various funny things. So yea... Here it is.

The chipmunk version of certain songs. Honestly speaking, certain songs are so cute whereas some were just plain funny. For example Rihanna's Umbrella is a crappy song when you hear Rihanna singing it herself... But the chipmunk version!!!!!!!!! i'd vote for that for a Grammy. =D

One very nice on which I didn't copy the link was Aerosmith's I don't wanna miss a thing. Do look for it. Its really cute. I can imagine someone singing it to me on a special occasion and me just trying to contain my laughter... although it is a very cute thing.

Here's some to check out. Just click on it. =D Enjoy. Just to let you know, it gets boring after awhile. Hahaha

rihanna - umbrella

amy winehouse - rehab

sean kingston - beautiful girls

avril lavigne - girlfriend

aqua - barbiegirl

akon - lonely ,which became a double chipmunk! haha

There's various raya open houses to go to... But I doubt I'll be able to go. Sorry people! Dad's going away for a company trip. Mum and us kids are supposed to follow... But because of college and school, we're unable to go. Mainly its college... STUPID SHORT BREAK!!!!!! grrr!

Anyway, I'm off! I need a break. =D hahaha

Stupid Physics Practical. Makes people go crazy. Boggles my mind. Makes me want to shout and scream at the apparatus.... or piece of paper. But I'd be considered crazy or mentally insane. Sigh! Why do I worry SO much for Physics practical? Why why WHY!?!?! Kill me softly and gently. Kill me with no pain. (Has no context whatsoever to Physics at all.... but the random thoughts are fulfilling my rage).

Had sushi for "lunch" hahahaha. Thanks again Hwei Jene for buying it for me. I've been on a diet? wahahahaha!!! HECK NO WAY! I didn't have breakfast... unless you consider a bite of peach breakfast. And my tummy was making a lot of noise. =P Lol. But anyway, I'm vegetarian for 9 days. Started today and shall end on the 19th. It means that in a year, I'm at least one month vegetarian. =D It does suffice all the meat I eat in the remaining 11 months. Ok ok, I don't eat one month straight vegetarian, although I could if my parents permit. Every month I'm vegetarian for two days. And on a certain month (according to the Chinese calendar) I'm 9 days vegetarian. Something to do with the full moon and new moon thing. Well, yea something not everyone knew about me.

Grey's anatomy is soooooo good. I'm soooo hooked. Hahaha, I'm currently in Season 2, episode 24. Following slow-mo Astro. Grrr! I know I know, they are already in season 4. But I have some catching up to do. Wahahaha, btw, Season 3 is starting soon on Astro. Furthermore, there's only 3 more episodes left in season 2 for me to watch. WHeeeee!

Another show that I do love so much - My Wife and Kids. Absolutely hilarious. If I ever get married to a guy like *oh crap I forgot his name*, my life would be so entertained. And it'll be nice. Hahhahahahaha! I miss that show. Its about time they showed the new season. YEAH!

One Tree Hill.... YAY!!! January I cannot wait =P

Food blog is updated =D

Lately, lack of updates... which is kinda weird. Its just NOT me eh? Well sorry people, I've hit a hiatus when it comes to typing away. But don't fret, I'm back. And on a roll. (I hope)

Now, lets start with why I'm soooo frustrated. As you people know, I'm an avid football fan. I'm a hardcore Liverpool fan. And what's worst than watching your team slump and lose a game that they can definitely WIN? NOTHING! Unless your team is hit with 100% injuries then you better start supporting another team for the rest of the season. Hahaha, I'm kidding! No way am I doing that. Anyway, lately Liverpool has been in a very.... slumber mood? I don't know whatever you wanna call it. But they are definitely not at their best. I do have faith in Rafael Benitez. Maybe his rotation squad thing is a little irritating and frustrating but hey, he's brought us to two Champions League FINALS in three years. Its pretty impressive. But we, Liverpool fans, are eying that piece of silverware.... that has not had our name on it since 1990. Irony - the year I was born. It kills and we seek for the EPL title. Hell yea!!! I want it sooooooo badly. I wouldn't say its STILL early in the season or anything, we need some major catching up! We need those injured players to recover ASAP. And also for our fit players to STAY FIT. I have faith in Rafa. I'm not going to call him "fat four eyes" so we better start winning again. If we don't get it this year, it's definitely ours next year. BUT we need it on our mantelpiece THIS SEASON!!! Viva Liverpool! REDS FOR LIFE!!!!

Another reason I'm frustrated, IELTS!!!! Grrr! Stupid university applications requiring so many things. Come on, sit me down, have a talk with me. Base my English proficiency on THAT. Ok ok, I don't require IELTS for NUS, or any other Singapore universities (I think, gotta check on that). But to be on the safe side, just in case I'm unable to get into a Singapore Uni (which would KILL me) then I guess, worst case scenario is Land of the Aussies. Except, I've actually started to grown a big liking towards Education in Singapore. You can't blame me, after living so many years in Malaysia... Singapore is definitely so much more beautiful. Not to mention safer as well. So yea, and and AND!!! Shopping there is GREAT! Wahahahahaha. Vivo City near the place I'd be staying at. Wheeeee!!! Not to mention that although it is pretty hot, transportation around Singapore is good. Cabs are well air-conditioned. Not to mention buses and trains. Definitely going to be my main form of transportation. Hahaha. So yea, I can sweat all I want and then cool off whilst heading to somewhere. =P LMAO! So yea, Singapore has got my thumbs up now. After all, there's John to help me out if anything happens. =P wahahahaha. Eh, that's what big brothers are for ok!!! To protect little sisters... Anyway, I still don't know why I'm planning to take my IELTS. Just in case things go wrong I guess.

Driving. Ahhhh, after A-levels, I'll be taking my driving test. And that makes me worry sooooo much. Scared to crash. =P my main worry. Hahaha. You see after A-levels there's sooooo much to take care of. Like uni applications, maybe IELTS (if I don't take it by then), traveling aka holiday-ing =P and then DRIVING!?!?! Whoaaa! Let's not add the added pressure of MAYBE working part-time to earn some cash. Sigh! Furthermore, gotta pay to take the test and the lessons. Bankrupt laaaaaa!

The worries of universities rejecting you. But no, I'll think positive. =) University application COSTS MONEY! Its crazy, you pay to study and now, you gotta pay just to apply and there's a chance you'll get rejected. *sob sob* Ahhhh so much to think about.

Ohhhhhhhhh and let's not forget that I have to STUDY for the January exams. Its getting quite near eh? *scared shits* Sigh, what's there to be so scared about eh? Its just a piece of paper... that determines MY LIFE!!!!!!!!! sheesh!!!! Its annoying. =P hehehehe, but sometimes the exam rush gives me so much energy... its pretty funny. =P I sometimes enjoy exams. =P *gone crazy*

and another thing I'm frustrated about.... people making plans when noone even asked them to, and then later on saying, "i plan plan plan, and then later noone even want to go" HELLLLO!!! Anyone asked you to plan? hell no! You yourself love to control things, love to take over and be the oh-so-responsible one... MY FOOT LA!!! Don't forget whose number you gave when you sneaked off the Genting with all guys and your parents didn't even know. And then now, thinking that everyone has gotta go just because they have never been out with you and bla bla bla. What nonsense! Have you ever thought about MONEY, PARENTS' WORRY, people actually NOT WANTING TO GO? You talk about drinking, clubbing and having fun. What the FUCK! Like seriously, WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?! Aren't you the one pushing people to study study study and look at yourself and listen to the words coming out of your mouth. Its pretty hypocritical of you eh? It won't cost up to a certain certain amount... SIGH!!!! I might live in a big house, my family is well off... But I value money very much ok! Its not that I don't wish to spend on a trip or anything like that. Its just that I'm a little money tight and I've been saving up for certain things. So say all your fucking want about me not ever going out or me smiling away when you ask me whether I'm going or not. What the hell you want me to do? tell you to fuck off? I could very well do that if you wish. Face it ok, I don't particularly love being away from family. It doesn't mean I love being stuck at home. I do go out. And I CANNOT help it if when you people plan stuff, my family is away or I have some family thing. Its always coincide. and its stupid if you think I was lying... heck, I know you do. What kinda bullshit is this - can't even trust people's words and you wanna go contradict yourself.


Last and not least, something that doesn't make me frustrated. Happy Anniversary Dad and Mum =)

Today, I went out to lunch with the both of them after class. Met them at Tai Thong at Selangor Dredging. Wanted to pay for the bill... but it came up to RM752... Wait and here's the good thing... there was ONLY THREE OF US!!!! *drops dead* I'm not telling you what I ate here... It'll be in my food blog later. I'm off to prepare myself for dinner... at POGH's Japanese Restaurant... Kin-o-Uma... I think that's how u spell it. =) TOodles!!!

Labels: Liverpool FC, Random Blabbering

As some of you probably don't know (more like definitely don't know), I've been away for the weekend.

I left college early on Friday, leaving at 11.30am instead of the 12 noon (when class finished) and headed to FIS to pick up my siblings before returning home and taking a shower and rushing out the door. Funny thing happened, we were in a hurry and at first I wore my blue flip-flops... Like I was going to the beach. Lol. And then my mum as usual said, "for goodness sake, can you please wear something decent." And just for your info, I was wearing my broad shorts with my Liverpool jersey. How much more decent can I go with THAT outfit? Excluding having to wear sports shoes ok. But yea. So then I searched the shoe racks to make my mum diam a bit. Then decided to wear the red sandals that my mum got me from Shenzhen (refer to this post). After putting it on and running down the stairs to get into the car, I realized that it was a little too tight for me, so I asked my mum where she put Jessebel's sandals. Exact same pair, only bigger by one size. Ran up all the way to my mum's room to get it and then got into the car and off we go.

Upon arrival at KLIA, called my god-dad and saw him. Checked in and then went to find some FOOOOD! Went to Burger King (SIGH) and then had a bite. Talked pretty long and then decided to go to the boarding gate. We were actually the last ones to get on the plane. Hehehe. But we were still early anyway. So yea, talked to my siblings as we were all in one row together. And we reached and so went to Amara Hotel, where we would be staying.

Hotel is pretty. Not bad. Met up with my dad, went to have a "bite" or a "drink". Then immediately after that went to have dinner. *faints* Eat so much... FAT ALREADY AHHH! We had a pretty "light" dinner at Oasis Palace, Kallang. Ooops! I think I missed out where we were. Hahahah I was in SINGAPORE. The land of the kiasu ones. (no offense to any Singaporeans - but I'm sure most of you are aware). Had Sweet potato porridge (don't worry its not sweet at all), and there were other various dishes to compliment the rather plain porridge. Returned back to the hotel and watched TV before dozing off. Well Julz and Bel dozed off... I was wide awake. My parents went to the airport to fetch someone. I was about to doze off when my mum called my hotel room. And Julz nor Bel would pick up so I reluctantly did and it was my mum. Talked to her for awhile before saying good night. Oh yea, get a load of this - Julz, Bel and MYSELF shared a room together. I'm surprised my mum allowed us. Three girls, all below the age of 18 in a hotel room together. Normally my mum would be paranoid about things like this - but I guess its Singapore after all. Pretty safe compared to anywhere else.

Following day - big day. Went to the bride's house and I was one of the bridesmaid. "sabo" the bridegroom and his "sidekicks". Collected money from them before we'd open the door for them. I got Rm180. There was other currency as well, so I took the Malasian Ringgit. The one studying in China took the China Yen, the one in aussie took the AUS Dollar whilst the one in Singapore took the Sg DOllar. After various usual Chinese wedding tradition headed over to the bridegroom's place to pay some respect. WHeee more ang pau! It rocks to be the bridesmaid!!! Then after some tea ceremony at the bridegroom's place headed back to the bride's place for tea ceremony. Done that and then I went back to the hotel. Yyayyyyyyyyyy!! slept and slept and SLEPT!! I was sooooo tired. And then got up at about 5pm to get myself ready for the Wedding Dinner. John came.

Bla bla bla! *eats good food* *talks* bla bla bla! And then it was over.

Headed to the hotel, changed and watched TV.. till about 2am before deciding to sleep. =P Hahhaa, I was dozing off anyway.

Slept till about 9pm, which somehow felt satisfying. It was as if I had slept past noon. =P hehehe, went for breakfast and then to Vivo City to just take a look. Didn't go shopping. Just took a look at the various shops there. *anticipating to study in Singapore already* hahahahahaha.

After that headed to the hotel to take a rest, and then off to the airport.

And I dozed off in the plane. And I'm still very the damn tired. So yea, just a short(?) post for you.

Gonna sleeep now! Although tmrw start at 12 noon. Whahahahah!

Nitez people!!!

Blah blah blah!

I'm going crazy. Today, I had such fun just watching people write with their left hands =P Hehehehe. Honestly, if you're BORED to dead and want to laugh. Ask our dearest Karam to hold a pen/pencil using his left hand. See how it is held and you'll roll on the ground with laughter. And I could mean literally. =D

Ok, I should be all emotional and stuff right? Yea I still AM! I miss Alexia, so so much! Much much more than I miss Johnny Boy!! =P hahaha Nah I still miss John loads. Haiz, don't know how Alicia managed to let go of THREE at one go. *faints* If it was me... I think I'll pass out and need to be sent to the hospital for IV drips and a memory transplant. If only there was such a thing =P hehehe

Here's a scenario. There's a charity box (whatever charity it is you support) and it is to help out someone in need. Its placed in the middle of the room and there are loads of people standing around looking at how much you'd donate. So how much would you donate?

For me, as Mr Khoo (my FM/Mech lecturer) so rightly puts it, I'm not one to advertise my actions. So I wouldn't put a HUGE sum of money, but I'd definitely put some money in. Its not about how MUCH I put in. Its about how much one cares to actually go and donate SOMETHING. Face it, not everyone is capable of giving so much. You look at me, look at the house I'm living in, look at my lifestyle - you might call me rich. But I assure you, I'm not. Its my parents money and I have no intention of using their money unless I require it such as my education and to have some clothes on my body. I do not intend to splash their money all over town to suit MY needs. My needs can WAIT. Yes, I LOOOOOVE shopping - but open my closet and how many branded things do you see? NIL! Well, NONE that I BOUGHT myself. Maybe one or two that my parents got for me from holiday.

Btw, I'd put in RM2. I mean... what the hell? You go up to people, tell people how much you donated and then say that people who donated RM2 is "kiam siap". Furthermore, you say that you ask people to "donate AT LEAST RM2". Hello! Earth to you, you should be HAPPY people even LISTEN to the words coming out of your mouth. Face it, RM2 may not buy you a satisfactory meal... But to some, it does. To me it would.

I find it sad that people are sooooooo materialistic. Always caring about their appearance. Come on. I don't give a fuck how you look in those pumps. Hell, I honestly don't care what YOU think of your own personal appearance.

Anyway, if you're wondering why my choice is RM2. I say this to you. That RM2 is not even MY own money. Its my parents. And yes, if maybe you'd let me know sooner, I could sit down with my parents and have a little chat and I'm sure they'd donate a lot more. They may even pull some strings with the organizations they are in to help this person or charity. Its like this, you give me your wallet and tell me to donate on YOUR BEHALF. I would probably, the most, take RM5. Its not fair if I take the two blue RM50 notes and put it in the charity box. Yes, although you DID say donate on your behalf. But if I did take that RM50 notes without your permission you'd definitely get pissed at me. Further more, how sure are you that the money is going into the right hands? I mean, yes in some cases you are very sure but others... you may not be too sure. And yes you hear stories... heck, I do too. But RM2 is the minimum I'd give.

I'm not working. If I was and I'm having a steady income I'd give more. I didn't inherit billions of dollars. If I did, I'd definitely give a big portion to various charities already.

I've been brought up to donate. And there's a saying that charity starts at home. And yes, that is true to a certain degree. But you may be more willing to share with your family than with strangers. Yes, I am like that. But it doesn't mean that I WON'T give a single cent to a person in need. Donating money is NOT about HOW MUCH you donate. Its about having the heart to actually do such an act for someone else's needs. Its the thought that counts. Here's a thought, why don't you tell your parents about your actions behind their back. Tell them what you do. They could save that money and instead use that money to donate. Isn't RM400 going to be the biggest donation then!?!? If you dare look me in the eye, and tell me that I'm "kiam siap" you are going to be bringing things down on yourself. And do not tell me all this nonsense about me being richer than others or richer than yourself. I will honestly break all bonds with you and come out a bigger bitch than you are. Only, me being bitchy would make some sense when I open my mouth. And how bitchy I get, there's always still a compassion for certain things.

I'm sorry if anyone of you took this personally. But if you did, then I guess you feel guilty (or rather pissed that you think this post is directed at you). But save yourself the guilt, I could be talking about ANYTHING, ANYONE or ANY CASE. I've faced such cases in my life. Many times. I've been in situations when people expect more money from my pocket. I've been in a situation where people look down on me just because I don't donate by the tens/hundreds/thousands.

But face it, I've donated a LOT in my life. I just don't advertise my actions. You want to know then have the courtesy to at least be HUMAN. Its disgusting when you look at someone, tell him/her that they are richer than you and they donated less. What a sick way of thinking. What a sick way of showing your "caring and compassionate" side.

It definitely angers me. I mean yea, I live in a bigger house. yea, I'm probably more well off. yea, I probably go on more holiday trips. But I am human too. I do think of people's feelings. I do think of people in Africa and those less privileged than myself. My parents continuously tell me that I am fortunate. And I agree, they also let me know that I'm much more well off then A LOT of other people. And I'm grateful for the things my parents have done for me. And I will always remember that there are people less fortunate and that I am in a position where I can help others. But you always need to know your limit. You can't neglect yourself and your family to help out someone in need. You need to know that there's a limit as how much you are capable of. Face reality and you'll make so much more sense to me and to everyone else.

Be more realistic. and that's my final line. *toodles*

*faints* - tmrw got M2 test on collisions.. mampusssssss la

I'm going to be very upset and emo with things. Be it the little things in life, or the bigger things in life.

I feel like crying. You find out the reason, and you might call me a big baby. or some might just understand where I'm coming from. But either way, I don't care. I just really really feel so upset. Its heart wrenching when you love something or someone so much and you have to let that person go. Be it due to natural death, diseases, or just having to let them go for some reason that YOU can avoid... But the people around you make it a living hell for you to stay close to that special thing/one.

Don't get me wrong. The people around me aren't making a havoc of my life for me to reach my goals. The people around me, I can say that I love each one of them very damn much. But definitely in a different way from, let's say my own child or something. Yea, my friends are the best. I gotta say that I'm very satisfied with the people I interact and made friends with. In my life, I've made some pretty wrong choices, but right now - its all fallen into place and life is going good. If only life can continue this way with the things and people I want to surround me - making me a much more happier person.

You probably don't realize this, but certain things makes me smile and laugh. The simple things in life, and some certain things that you work hard for. Like a Liverpool win makes me happy. Or a family dinner with some good or interesting conversation. Or seeing some stranger walk pass me with a Liverpool shirt. Or seeing a car with a Liverpool car sticker. Or seeing a cat eying a few chickens in the nearby distance. Or watching little kids amuse themselves whilst the World fuss about the more petty things. Or a random book that can make me stay up the whole night just reading. Or just a simple nice gesture - like opening the door for me, or just saying "hello". These simple things in life lets me know that there's still some sane ongoings in the world. And Life is alright. Making you a whole lot more sane and happier.

Certain things you work hard for, like your grades. Maybe it may not be the BEST of the lot, but you know that you've done the best and you've gotten some REALISTIC result that you more or less expected. (Or maybe you expected worse) but you worked hard and that sheet of paper brings about a smile. Or working hard and getting that promotion. Or watching the person you care about achieving something great in life. Or a new born baby that brings light into a person's life. Or watching your child(ren) grow into the person that is so great. Those things you work hard for, and it always pays off. Making you feel better about yourself. Making you happy as the person you are. Whatever anyone thinks of you at that moment doesn't matter one bit.

So growing so attached to something and WANTING so badly to watch it/him/her to grow in front of your eyes but not being allowed to do so... It definitely KILLS!

Losing someone also hurts. Like losing my grandma kills me. Losing people I love or things I love... it kills me. That's why I hardly clean out my closet. Many clothes that I'm in love with. Hardly clean my room... Too many things that make me happy.

I've fallen in love and sooooo attached to her. I swear to God, if I could have her I'd be a much happier person.

Its sad to say, that I'm not allowed to take care of this pretty baby. Its sad to know that she'll be with someone else I don't know anything about. And in the future, I cannot even visit or recognize. I think maybe I shouldn't have been introduced to her (hehe now too emo). But then again... she is amazing. She makes me laugh. She makes me smile. She's so damn cute. Like when she'll walk towards that pot, or at least I'm thinking she's going to the pot she loves so much... But a few steps away from the pot, she suddenly plonks down in the middle and goes to sleep, or takes a rest. Watching her sleep. Watching her walk and run with such freedom in my garden. It makes me feel as if she's meant to be with ME. I know - Maybe I'm being selfish. But can I be blamed if I love her so damn much? Can one be blamed for not holding back their feelings?

I want to keep you with me forever. Or at least until one HAS to leave. But we're both young. And we have so much time to actually get to know each other so much better.

It kills me just to think that you will be leaving me, to go to another family. It kills me just thinking of it. But then... reality strikes. You ARE leaving. And there's nothing I can do. There's something holding me back from grabbing you and keeping you with me. And I hate that. I HATE THAT!!!

Please do take care of yourself. We do not know each other... But I definitely will miss your presence.

Alexia. If only I had you, I'd actually truly give you the name Alexia. =)

I know I'm getting all upset over a puppy eh? But I really really love her. I really really miss her paws on my arm. I miss watching her run and plonk herself in the middle of no where.

Don't get me wrong. I love my other dog just as much, Floppy. In fact, not being able to get this puppy makes me want to play with Floppy so much more.

*sob sob* I wanna play with both of them. Sigh.

If only life were a lot more simpler. If only choices made by others is the same as yours. Life would be sooooo much easier.

Whoever gets her... please take good care of her. I'll never forgive you if you mistreat her. Grrr!

A Future Guy/Girl
Rules:
The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.Have to mention the gender of his/her lover.Tag 8 other victims and leave a comment on their blog.If you're tagged the second time, there is no need for you to do this again.Lastly and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

1. Enjoy the outdoors and my future crazy extreme sports
2. Be there for me when needed - doesn't neglect what's important in his life
3. Appreciates food and appreciates MY cooking
4. IS NOT sensitive when the team he supports lose - meaning allows me to poke fun a lil
5. Is open with me and honest.
6. SHOULD and HAS to love my family as, I will love his as well
7. Able to have fun with the people I hang out with.
8. Utmost importance - makes me happy! (even maybe just by looking into his eyes - ahh so corny)

I tag = MJ, HJ (just do this ok!!!), Alicia, Ureeeya, whomever is reading my blog x4 =P



5 Secrets, 5 Truths, 5 Things
- List 5 things that you want to say to people, but never will.
- Don't say who they are.
- Never discuss it again.

1. Your whines are so bloody irritating (heck, come to think of it - I may even say it!)
2. Stop being such an irritating BITCH
3. Leave me alone please. I've had enough.
4. If you think you are so great or friendly, how is it that I don't like you... Or anyone else
5. Ahhh, F**K OFF!!! (ooo, I'd say that! LOL)

I tag>>> Whomever is reading X3 =P