I'm in LOVE!
Sunday, September 30, 2007
YES this is a continuation of the previous blog.

Before I tell you why I'm in love and with whom (girly giggles) let me tell you the events that happened and MAYBE along the way,I tell you whom I'm on love with.. Or maybe save it till the end.

Anyway, after I got everything prepared I slacked and slouched around the house for a very DAMN LONG time. Before eventually falling asleep on the couch for about an hour or so. I woke up and then took a shower and prepared some food.

Decided to bring the food outside with the chocolates and etc etc. As I did that, I got a call. They were on the way... OH NO!!!!!

Hahahaha, and then I started to get worried because I didn't know how to start the fire... (Confessions like these are soooooo embarrassing). I called John (all the way to Singapore) to ask how to start the fire. He told me to light the fire started and then slowly surround the starter with coal. But then mum interrupted and started to laugh at us, "how later when you grow up don't know how to start fire. How you going to cook?" and I really had the URGE (So badly) to blurt "when I grow up, everyone using gas... or by then use water to make fire - CANGGIH!" but then I managed to shut up... before getting myself into deep shit. (hehe)

It passed 7pm and they haven't reached. I started to get worried that they all got lost together and were heading for Seremban. Hehehe, and you CANNOT blame me for thinking that they got lost. Because well... they were following each other (they means EVERYONE who was coming minus Goloka) and then Alicia was with them (Ahem*Mrs Lau*Ahem) and she has an AWFUL sense of direction. Weiiiii!! Its not I say ok! She herself say... but then I could say the same about myself... Jacq SHUT UP!! your sense of direction is prolly better than Mrs Lau's. (Hehehe, sorry WOMAN, just for my entertainment)

But then! Jia Jin was with them, so I guess I could be pretty sure they wouldn't end up in Seremban. Lol

They came. Introduced them to my mum and sisters. And great, got some comments - omg, looks exactly like you. I swear! I'm never gonna tie my hair up when my sisters tie their hair up.. look EVEN more alike. Then my dad came home. Introduced them? Well I wanted to introduce everyone individually to my parents, but then... my dad was dreaming, and my mum was walking away. So after saying one or two names... I shut up and mumbled (pretty loudly) "ahh, they not even listening. Nvm" and I guess some people heard. (eeeyer sooooo damn malu)

My dad helped with the fire and for a moment, I thought my dad was one of my friends. If only his tummy didn't make that difference. Hahaha. And my mum was telling me today, there was this guy (according to my mum's description I'm guessing its Ivan) who asked my dad, "Uncle, what do you do for a living?" (hmm I thought I've already told you guys) And my mum heard, but she didn't want to say anything because she wanted to hear what my dad was gonna say. My dad didn't hear the first time, so this guy asked again. and this time, my dad replied, "I shake leg" when my mum told me I was like... laughing like... wtf!!!?!??! thinking to myself.. since when does my dad say that when people ask... Shocked me. And then come to think of it... Its probably something Ivan would ask. =.="

Then later on my parents decided to go out to eat. So they asked if there was enough food and if they needed anything to "ta pau". Everyone said no. Jia Jin also said no need uncle. And then later on he said "uncle, maybe some fruits. Later get sore throat" I was like... speechless. So then after my family left, my mum called and I happened to pick up the phone. So she told me to get some fruits out from the fridge and bring it out front. Scared later Jia jin say "Fruits also don't have" ahahahhaaha I'm kidding =P My mum didn't say that... I imagined it in my head when my mum told me to bring the fruits out.

Guys did the BBQ-ing, and girls did the cleaning up. Hmm.

There was once that Victor( small Victor) dropped the metal tray thingy and all the chicken wings that was on that tray fell on the floor. And I was wondering what the hell? How did that even happen. Lol. Nvm, so we cleared up and continued. Eat eat chit chat. and then

Took out the cake. Oh yea, in between played with the puppy that Alicia brought... so bloody cute!!!!!! I wanna cuddle it moreeeee!

And as "tradition" smudge cake on the birthday person's face. But SOMEHOW (I don't know who helped =P) Mei-Jean got it on Alicia and then it got on me and then... I went to kena Mei-Jean (weeeiiii! Sorry laaa. Dont angry ok!! Let's just say... getting you prepared for what may happen in November =P keke sorry yea!) and then stop with that and continue with where we left off.

Played with the puppy, whilst others played Uno.

Then some played bball, some talked, some enjoyed the chocolate some with the puppy. And then "tour" of the house. Lol.

Small right?? My room - compared to my brothers la. My toilet also wayyyyyyy smaller. hahahaha. Too bad you guys didn't manage to see the other two big rooms - my aunts' room and the master bedroom. =P hehehe next time la.

After that more talking and chilling. =)

My only regret was not interacting more with the people. I instead, interacted with the puppy more :P Hehehe So sorry people. Should have talked more to you guys.

Anyway. I fell in love. Yes, lets get to that now. =) I'll let the pictures explain my love.

The first picture with my love. And one of the few times that I actually smile (showing teeth). Its such a lovely shot. The pup looks like its sleeping. Sigh. JESSEBEL can't take pictures!! hehe. MJ! Why you ruin the picture?? somemore with my baby. Grrrrr

Decided to let my sister carry my darling. =D Hehehe

Julz decided to imitate the dog. LOL!!! Such an emo kinda shot. LOL

Julz forcing the puppy. Hahhaa... CHOKING more like. Hahhahaha

Julz, you squashed the puppy.!!

Why the hell you stretch the puppy?


Errr, looks a little uncomfy. LOL. but loks like the pup is sleeping. And it looks like Julz is cradling a baby!!! yes yes! My baby!!



Soooooooooooo damn cute!!!! I mean the puppy of course. Hhehehe that tongue!! hahahaa I love youuuu!! so damn cute!


I love this puppy. I swear to God!!! I'm so loving her. If ever I'm sad, I think this puppy will brighten my day. So damn cute laaaa!! And she's sooooo comel!! haha (same meaning eh?) well her fur is so damn soft!



I love you Alexia(??) hahaha or rather. cute buntut. or fatty. Or my baby!! hahaha I want her sooooo badly. Mummmy!!! please please please!!!


Sigh. I'm seriously in love with this puppy. When everyone left and I sat inside on the couch. With her fur on me and watching TV, I could still feel cuddling her. Or she sitting on my lap. And I could just imagine her there with me. She definitely suits being in my family. =P (gosh, mummy!!! face your fears!!) It was definitely satisfying watching her run around the garden. And I know her favourite pot!! Hehehe, I'll look at that pot differently from now on. =P I love her soooo damn much. If I don't get her... I think I'll cry. ='( *prays that Mum lets me have it... *sob sob*

So yea!! I've fallen in love. I miss her sooooo damn much. You know what? If I'm not allowed to get the puppy, I'm gonna make sure I see her before she's sold to the new owner. =( Oh my, that thought it killing me. No I shall stick to the good moments. I love her so much!


I'll see you soon, my darling. =)

posted by The Guilty Princess at 7:18 PM | 0 comments
Preparations - The Bee-Bee-QUE!
Saturday, September 29, 2007
I'll be updating this as we go along. As of now, everything is on the way. Well that's not proper English. What I mean is... Ok ok, forget it. Let me start with what I did this morning RIGHT UP TILL NOW.

I woke up to the ringing of my phone. I thought it was like 12 + or something, but then when I reached out to the side of my pillow and picked up the phone. I saw "Mei Jean" on my phone. Which basically MEANS that she was calling me. I looked took a quick glance at the time.... 3:48AM!!! I was like WTF!?!??! And when I was about to pick up, she hung up. Which basically means.... She's playing that Miss Call game? Grrrr! I was thinking of playing back. But I was so tired and just chucked my phone under my pillow and fell back to sleep. Mei Jean!!! EESH!!!!

My feet started to get cold, and this time I woke up at about 7am. I went to the bath room to have a little pee pee and then decided to tuck myself back into bed, rather than wake up and start preparing things for later tonight. I went back to sleep and at about 7.30am, I couldn't go back to sleep. I was irritated because I saw Julz sleeping there like a PIG!! GRrr! So I tossed and I turned and then finally managed to go back to sleep. Sadly, that was short-lived. Before I managed to fall back into deep sleep, there was a knocking on the door. Signaling for Julz to open the door for Bel to change and also for Julz to get up and get ready for mandarin. Whahaha! After Julz got ready and made a hell lot of noise - preventing me from actually sleeping. I managed to catch some sleep before deciding that any more sleep and I'd become FAT. Hahahaha!!! I just had to put that. Fat laaaa! (been going around for awhile now. LOL!)

So I myself got dressed and then headed downstairs. Started to clean up... NOT! (I dont care, I let you all see my house messy!) Started to play with the chicken wings. Not la. Marinated it. Don't know if it will taste nice. =P Hehehe. I actually wanted to marinate it another way. But I didn't have the ingredients so I did the basic like how I watched John. Haha. Eewwwww! I tell you. First time I touch so much RAW meat! And plus my hands digging it, mixing it around.. yuck yuck! Definitely felt weird. But then, got used to it. but I'm still not up to killing and chicken or fish. Or in fact, cleaning the fish... *pukes*

Anyway, I went to count the number of stools I have. hehe, only 15. So unless I can get some from my grandma's place... Some of you guys may need to sit on the floor or.. stand! Hehehe. I get special chair =P

Anyway, waiting for time to pass...

So B-O-R-I-N-G!!! SIEN LAAA!
posted by The Guilty Princess at 12:31 PM | 0 comments
My Artistic Side
Thursday, September 27, 2007
TA-DAH!!!! I'm soooooo proud of this.

I didn't draw the picture myself, or take the photos. I took them off the internet. The two pictures on the right, has been with me for a VERY long time. Since my break up... Funny how the pictures keep appearing. And I found that sketch recently. And I found it very nice to go along with that theme.

So I did some editing. Nope, not with Adobe Photoshop. I can't find the software and its too expensive to buy for leisurely use. I used Photoimpact 12 for this. Not a bad program, but a little confusing. I still am unable to use every single function. Currently messing around and mostly editing pictures (removing all the pimples and stupid ugly things on faces... WAIT! Not my face. sisters face. wahahahaha =P *evil*). And also stamping my blog site on some pictures. Mostly of the food ones.

Anyway, I managed to merge each picture, blending it nicely to the next. Added some very very emo words and then did some editing and ta-dah! Hehehe. I'd be MORE proud if I sketched and took the photos my self, which one day I will. I'm gonna be a freelance designer one day. =P Hehehe. No professional training ok! Just from messing around with programs and learning things on my own. =D *still proud of something so pretty*

And Nooooooooooo!!! I'm not emo. My heart isn't bleeding for anyone. That's just soooooo history. Lol..

I definitely DO miss being so artistic. Really do. I miss being creative. *sigh*

I wanna create masterpieces that will be envied. I want I want!!! I'm going to be doing that once A-levels is done. =) Hehe.

I've always dreamed of doing things like this. really I have. But sadly, that's not what I'll be studying. I enjoy it to the maximum. I enjoy drawing and painting. Oh, how I miss it so so much! I guess, I rather do these kinda things for fun, rather than for my whole life and studying it as well. =D

Ok ok, enough! I want to sleep already. =D Good nights!
posted by The Guilty Princess at 11:35 PM | 0 comments
Meiji Chocolate
Before I start, there's an update in my food blog. =D

Anyway, I'm about to go on and on about the wonder of Meiji White Chocolate. And behold, my super power. I can make anyone's mouth water. I swear! I'm not kidding. Be it my words you read, or the words coming out of my mouth. I can make your mouth water, and that, I am NOT KIDDING! (Behold my powers! Wahhahahaha, maybe not now. that I'll leave to another post)

You must be wondering... why is this chocolate thingy not in my food blog? Well, it WILL BE! Just hold on a moment. It will be there, but its also here because I'm about to show you how stupid/idiotic/cheeky/naughty/sly my lil brother is.

One lovely piece from the big bar.

The whole thing before its opened. On my lovely NEW(!!!) white Nike tote bag. The one and only I have. I'm in love with Nike's tote bags la!!!

You may INDULGE. I did. I only ate one row in one particular day. And nicely re-wrapped the remaining of the bar. hell, there was A LOT! There was more than one-sixteenth left... A LOT MORE!!! So I kept it in my bag for later (or rather, another day).


I decided to be nice to my little brother and decided to give him some chocolate after... two days. I was savoring the chocolate. Anticipation! Holding back, so that I can slowly enjoy it and not feel so guilty.... (Fat la! hehe)

So I hand him the remaining of what was left.... Its practically the WHOLE thing, minus the first row. I hand it to him whilst watching TV. I was so into the TV programme, and I guess he was too. And then when there was an advertisement. I turned over to my little brother and saw him doing this....

He bloody scrunched up the wrapper and was throwing it up and down. I swear!!! I didn't shout at him, only UNTIL after I took the picture. =P Grrr! MY CHOCOLATE =(

The insides of my bag. hehe For the bloody fun of it la

I took the wrapper back and asked, "why you finish all?" his replied, "I dont know, you give it to me to eat so I finish it." soooo damn geram. Wanted to cucuk him with a big big needle. My chocolate...in him tummy. GRRR

So I decided to keep the wrapper for memory sakes. The time when Jacobson CONNED MEEEE!!! ='(

My sad sad face.

And yes, to prove my point, and remember why I'm actually keeping the wrapper... I wrote on it.



My lil bro, so damn kacau. One of my favourite chocolates. Or rather... one of the ONLY few chocolates I eat... He finishes it for me. Grrr! SO damn geram. This happened awhile back. But even now when I think of it I wanna laugh, but also so geram. Irritated. Grrr!


Btw, Meiji White Chocolate... is one of THE BEST, I have eaten. Well I really do like it. And I do love WHITE chocolates A LOT!!! Anything with out any sort of nuts. =D

Anyway. That's all. =D Good night and toodles!
posted by The Guilty Princess at 9:57 PM | 0 comments
A little something-something due to boredom
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Here's a photo. Highly edited. Mind you, not the whole face, just the colours and lighting.

I was bored. There was an eye-liner within my reach. And no, I don't always play with make-up. I was boreddddd! And I decided to line my eyes. =S I mean, put on eye liner to see how I actually look like.

Made me laugh at first. Because of the horrendous "skill" that I have. But then I managed to pull it off! Wahahaha. Ok, I'm making myself look like a "horrible" girl? Ahhh, screw you! I don't give a damn. Its called freedom of speech art. Expressing yourself... on a canvas also known as your face. I admire the models in magazines... Those lovely flawless skin and awesome make up. But I also KNOW that those pictures in magazines have been and always will be PHOTOSHOPPED TO THE MAXIMUM!!!!!!!!! I'm not surprised. hehehe.

Behold, my Masterpiece


I don't know why... But somehow I'm really loving it. You wanna poke fun at me. I suggest you shut up. And I'm serious. Poser. Runs in the blood.

I'm feeling sooooo outgoing right now. Lol!

I wanna post something soooooo irrelevant and what I would say would hurt people badly... If they've done it so yeaaa. Hahahaha. We'll see. I'll have the mood some day.


(OH MY!!! I STILL have to post on my Shenzhen trip eh?? Bugger!!! lazy la me! hehehe I promise it will be up!!!!! grrr! GERAM)

As of now. I'm off! toodles ~~
posted by The Guilty Princess at 9:08 PM | 1 comments
Wonders of Life
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Sorry for the lack of updates.

Jacq's been really busy. Loads of work to do, and tonnes of things to think about. Random things running through my head, and not-so-random things as well. There's IELTS for me to fret over... something that I should actually confirm with NUS (the Uni I'm going to apply to). There's the worry of not being able to get accepted into NUS.... ALTHOUGH!!!!!!! Believe and Imagine that I do get accepted and it'll happen. (Don't laugh at me and ask me how, the power of IMAGINATION!!). Also, there's that worry if let's say my actual results come out after the deadline for application (something that I also need to confirm with NUS). There's also that constant ringing in my head. The ringing alerting me to study as I won't have time in December, with the cruise taking up about 2 weeks. AHhhhhh! I'm going to go insane. It's not easy to be a teenager. Wait, its not easy to be an adult either. How nice if I was only in preschool. The wonderful bliss and freedom. Preschool = NO HOMEWORK. Preschool = NO worries about Uni applications. Preschool = dressing up pretty and having fun. Preschool = pulling up your skirt and noone will care. How awesome is that?

It makes me wonder... what makes a human mindset change as we grow older. Wouldn't it be best for us all, if we had no worries like when we were younger. We'd still have all our knowledge, but we wouldn't worry. And somehow, every little thing will make us laugh... or cry. Its that simple. Only two ways an incident can make us feel - happy or sad.

I surely miss my childhood days. Yes, I played with Barbie dolls. But I gotta say, my Barbie doll days were pretty short-lived. Although my Polly Pocket days were a little too long-lived. Hahaha. But I always enjoyed played "teacher" or "cooking". Something that required me to imagine a whole lot of scenes. Like being a receptionist. I'll be at my mum's office. I'd take one phone that is not connected into the phone lines... Set up "MY DESK" have a stack of papers and some pens. Imagine "ring-ring". Pick up the phone by the second ring. Ask, "hello, jacqueline here, how may I help you?" and the person will reply, "hi, may I speak to (so and so)" and I'd say, "sure please hold for a moment".... I'd press the "hold" button and wait for the person to pick up the phone and say "phone call for you on line (whatever it was)" and put the phone down. Or if a person was not at his/her desk... I'd take down a message... Write it down on the piece of paper and head over to the desk and put the message there. Ahhhh, remember I was always imagining the phone calls. But MY actions were REAL. So it basically meant I was talking to noone in particular... Out loud. Imagine me doing that now? Nah, Its not that I dont want to. its just that you all will give me stares. And come on, even I think that's something stupid/crazy to do. But is there something wrong with imagining? Letting your mind run free rather than constraining it to whatever you think is right? I personally am at a crossroad right now. I'd love to be care-free and have no worries... But if I'm so care-free... my life, my future will just crumble right in front of my eyes... and I'd have no worries.

Sometimes life plays with you. So what do you do? Mess back with life. =P

When I have kids, I want them to enjoy their childhood. It doesn't mean that I'm going to give in to their every whine and tears. Hell no. There's always moderation. Well.... I guess its true, that parents always want their kids to have things they never had themselves. But then again, I'm born really lucky. Into a family that really really loves me and cares for me. Parents that taught me well. Parents that knows what to give in to and what not to give in to. I'm amazed at my parents handling FIVE brats. But come to think of it, we were never brats. I gotta say (and I'm not bragging or anything... Other people say it) that my brothers and sisters and myself are very very good children. We never ran around jumping into puddles or running barefooted in shopping malls. We'd always hold on tight to mummy's or daddy's hand. And I miss that security. There will be a day when I'll provide the security for my parents and for my own kids. And that's one day that I'm worried that I won't handle well. But that's something for me to think about till the day I ACTUALLY have kids. But have you EVER said that you'll treat your kids differently from how your parents have treated you? Don't lie to yourself.

I've said it before. But I've realized, that certain or rather MOST things that my parents have done in my life... I want to do the same for my kids. Not all choices made by my parents I fancy, but most of it... I think that's the right way to bring up a child. So deny ALL you want. Someday, you'll realise that you are EXACTLY like your mum/dad. Don't be surprised. Instead... I guess you gotta feel glad.

I love my parents very much. And love my grandparents very much. Although I've never really met my grandfathers, I wish very much that they were around. My maternal grandma is still around and it always makes me happy when I talk to her. Losing my paternal grandma makes me cherish the ones I have left. I do miss my "ah ma" very much.

This my friends, is what family dinners do to you. realize the important ones in your family. And I enjoy meeting up with my family. Cousins and aunts and uncles.


Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to you all. =)
posted by The Guilty Princess at 9:23 PM | 0 comments
Happy Birthday!!!!!
Just want to wish YAO a very very Happy 19th Birthday!!!

(Yao, see I keep my promise! I wish you on the day itself. ESPECIALLY for you!!! hahaha)

19 is such a BIG number. So many of my friends are turning 19... if not ALREADY 19. Hahahaha, John's 19 as well. OLD OLD OLDDDD Men and Women. Wheeeee!

You all whom are 19, PLEASE enjoy this one year. Because... well, next year is the BIG 2 - 0. =D

Anyway, Yao... Have a blast on your birthday! Happy Birthday once again and all the best =D
posted by The Guilty Princess at 5:41 PM | 0 comments
Updated
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Food blog is updated.




See all that chocolate??


You get to dig in when you come to my house. =) I promise you. And there's loads more. Fererro Roche. and big big bars of Tolberone... YUMMY! And there's Godiva chocolates as well... HWEI JENE!!!! Don't tell me you don't want to come. hahahahaha Come ok. =)

Oooo I can't wait. =D
posted by The Guilty Princess at 9:01 PM | 0 comments
Badminton
Saturday. Badminton. Nahhh! Usually I play on Sundays. No rules, no points. So free! With the wind stopping me from playing for like 5 minutes.

Yea. I'm tired as hell. Semi-finalist for Women's Double. With Goloka. Hehehe, not bad actually considering that we've NEVER EVER played together before. Final score was 21-11, 21-18. Could have won the 2nd set but I was dizzy halfway. Grrr. No excuses. But it would have been nice to win that set. Lol. But nvm, I had fun. Played on an empty stomach... Pigged out when I came home. LOL.

I'm soooooo drained. I was dizzy and felt like I was about to drop. Hahaha. Ppl saying that they could see it on my face. But then... I did smash from the net. so that feels good.

Anyway!!! its one week away. Wheeeee. Seeing you all crash my home... How nice. =S Hahahaha.

Oh my, I'm soo tired. I think I better go take a nice LONGGGGGGG shower. I'll be missing the Liverpool match tonight... Hmm, see how. If I can stay awake for it. =D I am a big fan ok. Just really drained.

Goodnights people. :P
posted by The Guilty Princess at 5:52 PM | 0 comments
Oh I forgot
Friday, September 21, 2007
Just wanted to wish a very Happy Birthday to the September babies.... Since I'm gonna forget whom I've wished in my blog.. so all at one go.

Wevind Bhaskaran, Farah Adila, Hwei Jene, Victor Ng, Victor Lee, Roshan Kumar, Lee Jia Jin, Aminda, Alvint Sheth, Tan Han Lin and Piotr Gorczynski.

Did I miss anyone out?
=) I'll keep your ages a secret. Hehehe.

Anyway, all the best and enjoy being a year older. Hahahaha ALL of you are AT LEAST a year older than me... OLD OLD OLDDDDDDD! And don't start that rubbish on being more mature/wiser... that's total rubbish ok! hhahahahaha. Maybe a different perspective in life... that ok la... hahaha anyway. Enjoy the day... or rather... the year. =)
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Today is Friday
Isn't it great? Not really. Well ok, mixed feelings. Hahaha, woke up to the sounds of The Pussycat Dolls. Alarm tone. LOL! I was feeling so drugged up. Hmm, did anyone drug my drink/food? hahaha, well I was a little messed up this morning. Headed to the bathroom and got myself ready. Went downstairs and watched Friends. My mum came to send me to college. I went... Had Physics. Hmm, interesting. I got 85% for Physics. hahahahaha, no graph this time around. =P LMAO!!! Some stupid moments in Physics, of course it doesn't beat Biology. Lol. One stupid thing.... I didn't know giraffe had long hair. Well Mr Lim was actually trying to tell us a Physics 'fact'. And someone kept getting confused. So Mr Lim said its "facts" and he said, "Its like I tell you giraffe got long hair". I sat there thinking to myself... hair? I thought it was neck. But I was a little tired, so didn't say anything. But anyhow, Veyni was like "Sir, giraffe got long NECK" and yea... you got it. Laugh at the lecturer! =P

After class, I called my mum and she was further down from the bus stop. so I walked and hopped into the car. (so detailed for what la?) We headed to my goddad's place to send a wedding invitation and send some mooncakes. Its a tradition, you send mooncakes as a sign of respect or something like that. Then we headed for lunch. Eating with my godfather is the BEST! Too bad I didn't have my camera with me, if not then you'd start drooling. Eating with my godfather makes me chill out and not be so formal. We ate at this hawker- 'tai chao' near his place at Jalan Ipoh. Awesome noodles! Had three types of noodles, Mee hoon aka rice noodles, normal mee and the hokkien mee except it wasn't black. Its a new dish that they let us try. There was Hakka style fish, 'oh-chean' (?) oysters fried with egg and 'kai lan' - vege. Hmm, you see I wont update my food blog about this lunch outing because there's no pictures. Plus, even if I did, I'd just copy and paste. Eh, maybe I shall. Hahaha, but it'll be a short post.

Anyway after that, my parents and I headed to the Mercedes workshop to pick up my dad's car. Wheee, we went to the showroom and I took three pictures. Each car I took, I DO NOT MIND GETTING! I love them all. But I absolutely fell in love with the 4WD Mercedes. The ML 350... DROP DEAD GORGEOUS!!!! The interior is soooo damn nice. I could definitely imagine myself driving the car. Hahaha, dreams dreams - oh, when will it EVER come true. Hahaha, imagine driving... Heck, that's hilarious - I don't even have a driver's license - YET!!!!!!!!! But when I do get... wahahaha Grr, but not like I'll get to drive the canggih awesome cars. Sigh! But anyhow... back to my story. The car's exterior was sporty (that's what I love about it... A 4WD that looks sporty) and it was silver. Hmm, looks good but I doooOOO have a 'craving' for sleek black cars (vrooom vrooom! LAMBORGHINI!!!!!!) Lamborghini is in fact my dream car. But then again... DREAMS! I opened the driver's door... Interior was black... AHHHHH!!! Silver exterior and sleek black interior.... FULLY black. OMG!!!!! I was loving the sight. I could say that I got an orgasm. hahahahaha LOL! But then again, that's just me playing around with words. =) My mum saw it as well.. And she DEFINITELY fell in love with it. My gosh, she really wants it. And she didn't mind that it was a 5 passenger seat and the back wouldn't have any seats. But it was big. Good for putting loads of luggage. It was really really awesome. The salesman showed my mum some other 4WD but she kept turning to the ML350 saying that she prefers that soooooo much more. And the price... *breathes in deeply* RM 500,000 plus! *faints* My mum's Toyota 4WD is only RM 200,000 plus. Sigh sigh. I honestly LOVE that car. I really do! I want it!!!!!! Eh!!! You friends of mine... crazy enough to get me a Liverpool jersey... *hint hint* prove to me you're even MORE crazy by getting me the ML 350 and NO I DO NOT WANT A SMALL MODEL. Hahahah I'm just messing. Anyway, I've got some pictures from the web. =) AH, just TELL me that you are NOT loving it, and I'm coming to stalk you with a dagger in my hand. Better still, a sniper.

Tell me it's a beauty - I bloody KNOW!

Lovely no? I love it soooo much. Its so canggih. So damn COOL!


Beige isn't really my favourite colour - especially for car interiors. But it doesn't look that bad. I still prefer sleek black!


Now if only I get it. But then again... Its a dream. And I'd work hard hard for a Lamborghini. =) One day you'll see me cruising in one. That's one of my goals in life. Own a Lamborghini and be the envy of everyone. Wheeeee! A chic wei!!

Anyway on a more serious note for the day. I haven't really been slamming the government or anything. And its just something I feel that I CANNOT do, not because I don't want to or anything like that. But there's a fine line between how much I can say and how much I can't. So its best to not go overboard. But anyway.... Malaysia has such sick people. Wait, the world is getting more sick by the day. There's been so many rape and murder cases of little girls. And of course, sodomizing and molestation cases girls AND boys. I find it disgusting. Nowadays, you hear stories of grandfathers raping granddaughters. How sick is that? Your own BLOOD and FLESH. Maybe not 100% yours, but its your son's/daughter's CHILD! You are blood related... its sickening.

For example one case recently in Malaysia, the little girl called Nuri? Something like that. She's been missing and there has been a nationwide search for her. And what do we find? A child's body, in a sports bag. With a cucumber and brinjal/eggplant up her private parts. Come on! Even if you were to rape her, isn't the whole cucumber/eggplant thing so bloody WRONG! Its DISGUSTING! Why torture the little girl even MORE than you already have. Its sick. I can't stand this. How sick and demented can a person get? I honestly think that the person who has done such a thing needs to have a taste of his/her own medicine. Shove the cucumber up the man's ass... or better his other thing. Yea, kinda impossible but then again.... if you can do that to an innocent child... What kinda treatment should you be getting from a nation full of angry citizens over your stupid, sick and disgusting actions. And leaving the bag at a shop lot. Its sick. And if that wasn't bad enough, starve the girl. My condolences goes out to the family. And I pray that the police and court takes the right action against the culprits and whoever was involved. I hear that there's two people involved... I'm not entirely SURE. But please faster find the culprit. If he/she can do it to ONE person, there's definitely a chance that there will be a second victim. I do not understand why some rapists who get caught are even let out of jail. They should be jailed for life or rather hanged. Castrate them! One penis less in the world does not hurt. Sick perverts.
Then there's that case overseas, of the girl Madeline. whom got kidnapped whilst holidaying in Portugal. Such a sad case, now parents are the suspects. Just tell me the world hasn't got more sick. Of course its not CONFIRMED, but if it is... Sick people. Why bother being parents eh? How you can do something like that to your OWN flesh and blood.

And then now, there's that dog catching thing. You catch many dogs you get paid RM 20,000. How sick is that? Why don't catch the cats as well. They roam the streets of Malaysia as freely as the dogs do. Why no action against the cats? WHY only dogs? WHY is it a competition to catch dogs? And there was once a picture caught, someone caught the dog with a rope, lifted it. Poor dog was already sooo skinny, and when they lifted it... the sight.... OMG, was just horrible. It makes me wonder, what the hell are this people thinking. Its a LIVING thing. How'd you like it if someone did the very same to you. This whole thing was organized by the Selayang Municipal Council and has the support of the Selangor Mentri Besar. What the hell are these MPs thinking? One of them said, and I QUOTE! "Competitions like these are good, as the animals are not killed but caught and handed over to the SPCA" You think this is a COMPETITION!?!??! What the hell? Ok, maybe there is a benefit to it, the SPCA is caring for the dogs. But then... why not have a competition to catch stray cats and hand them over to the SPCA. At least they also won't die of hunger or get killed. And please for GOODNESS SAKE, its not a stupid competition. You should realise that people aka HUMAN BEINGS, are naturally money-minded. So they would go to all sorts of measure just to catch these poor dogs. Which could also mean hurt them which could lead to the dogs being killed. I'm not saying that EVERYONE is like that. There are some responsible people who save these dogs, not for the money... But for the sake of a life. And that should be the way... Not giving money out to people. Why don't you use that RM 20,000 to get the right equipments to catch dogs and hire the right people to do it? If a community is having trouble with stray dogs, let them call these people and they shall head over to the area and handle the situation by catching the dogs and sending them to SPCA. Come on, that is a way better solution.

Is this the way we show that Malaysia has matured in the last 50 years of Independence? I doubt. If these big shots, whom we VOTE for, whom we depend on to make the right choices for the citizens and lives in Malaysia are thinking in such an inhumane manner... I definitely think we've chosen the WRONG people. Its sickening that dogs are treated this way and... why? Is it because Muslims cannot touch dogs or something like that? Then shouldn't cats also be treated the same way? Sigh, its just a pity sight... For such adults to think so stupidly. Even I can think of better solutions. What the hell man.

Is this the way that we show the world what Malaysia is? having a prejudice against dogs? 50 years of Independence and I think that we've not matured... we have more likely down-graded ourselves. Think logically. You see, those early years when Malaysia gained Independence, have we heard of such sick inhumane acts? I doubt. The society cares for each other and sadly, this is not the case anymore.

Come on. I'm a Malaysian. I may not be the most patriotic person during Merdeka, but I do feel pride when it comes to calling Malaysia HOME. But when we have such 'competitions' I feel embarrassed to be called a Malaysian.

What has this world come to?

We all need to take a step back and review the things happening in the world. Not only in our lives, but the various lives in the World. Humans, animals, the enviroment... it all affects US some way or another.

MJ has wayyy too many typo errors. and they always sound soooooooooo funny. She tells me that she and I should 'hang put more often'. I'm guessing that she means hang out more often. Lol, but then again, you can sit there for a moment wondering what she means by hang put. hahaha

Anyway... such a long post. Its been a while eh ? Hahahaha. So yea... Enjoy! I'm off to dinner at Shangri-La tonight. Wheee! (FAT LAAAAAAAA hahahahahaha seriously... I'm still so bloody full!) Errrm, guess food blog will be updated on that outing =)

As of now. I'm out!!!!! WHeee!
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The week so far
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Before I get started, I've updated my food blog. =)

Now the week so far. Let's see. Monday, Mech and Bio. As usual... crazy and whacked out. Reminds me of The Bangles, Manic Monday. I love that song. Anytime it comes on the radio, I'd perk up and sing along. =D Something VERY rare. Hahaha. Tuesday... Physics, three hours break and Mechanics.... Shocker from Physics... 91% for practical, 70% for Phy5 first two chapters test. Now now, I better don't go jinxing my practical.. Ahhh, its already jinxed. =P Hehe. Now, if only I had studied harder for the test. But nvm, I did what I could, and its a 70%. Not bad actually. Gotta keep it up. Keep studying day in and day out for Bio and Physics... Especially these two. Wednesday... BIO!!!!! Hahaha, learning about antigens and antibodies in the blood. And how some blood type cannot receive any other blood type except its own... Like blood group O, and how come some can receive all other blood groups. Grr, Selfish! hahaha, Mr Ronnie himself got muddled up at one point. Hahaha. Leave it to us to make things hell... (INFINITE PATIENCE WEI!!! haha) So I educate you guys now. People with blood group O can only take in blood group O and cannot take in A, B or AB. Blood group A and B, can take in O and its own type, but not AB. Blood group AB, can take in all... Selfish buggers (see why!) hahaha. And blood group O is the universal donor. Hmm, that's ME!!! =) Alicia and Paul... Hmm. Interesting topic. I intend to know more.. =) Whahaha. Apa jadi to the love triangle? LOL!!! (hehehe, don't need throw anything my way, Alicia). Mech, was normal. Thursday... TODAY!!! Mechanics... Ahh, I'm supposingly SMART? My bum bum. I not smart in Mechs. Serious. Sometimes when people say it... its honestly NOT sincere... there's that jealousy you can hear... especially when you can get the answer and they can't. (Not directed at anyone.. unless of course you are guilty! haha) Physics practical... is STUPID and nuts!!! hahaha honestly wtf?? its sooooo retarded. Grrrr! And Bio Bio Bio! Hahahaha rocks. Apparently there's a teacher in FIS that Mr Ronnie knows... Maths teacher...After some thinking I have a feeling who... But not that sure. Hahaha =P

Anyway, tmrw is Friday... (no need to wish it was Friday... The Bangles) I was supposed to go to Alicia's house and see the puppies... Aiks, I haven't even told her. Lol, but I'm not going in the end. Gotta meet up with my goddad. =) Eeeee Hope I get to see Zing Wei.

Ah, just some updates. Boring ones eh? Sorry sorry.

Ohhhhh. It sucks. Liverpool's sloppy start after the International break. Stupid McLaren. Should have rested Gerrard. Grrrrrr! So angry. Start scoring more Liverpool.

Ahh, lazy to hentam them la. =P Hehe
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My Sunday
Sunday, September 16, 2007
This is how my today went. I woke up from a very very badddd 'dream'. Liverpool drew, ManU and Arsenal won. FARK! - big sigh-

So yea, as I've vowed to do this season.











The score was 0-0. Kinda upsetting. I'm pissed off at Benitez for putting Torres on the bench. Gerrard I understand... But you DO NOT start with Crouch in the EPL. I do admire Crouch's ability (sometimes) but, if you have the likes of Dirk Kuyt and Fernando Torres.... PUT THEM ON THE FIELD AND STOP WARMING THE BENCH WITH THEIR BUMS!!! Grr! Very angry. And it was day-light robbery for Tottenham. Stupid Arsenal. Grrr. But no doubt, credits to Portsmouth, they did well. And it bothers me that their logo/crest looks like Proton's. Lol

Anyway, yes I woke up... not wanting to. I was told the night before that I had to be ready by 9.30am. And I was like. FINE! But then my sleep got cut short and I woke up at 7.30 instead of the intended 9am. So I was a little moody. And PLUS had to go all the way downtown to the temple. For this food/fun fair. Ahh, surprise surprise. I met someone there I knew... It seems that whenever I come downtown for something, I'll see someone I know. Go go GUESS!!!!!!!! The temple is in SENTUL! Oh, and the person whom I met is not allowed to 'play'. What you get if you guessed correct? Hmm, I BBQ chicken for you (if you are coming to the BBQ) or I belanja you chicken wings. Hahahahaha =D WEII!! Chicken not cheap anymore OK!

So I got into the car, and we headed to my parents' office, because their office opens on Sundays during the puasa month. Picked my dad up and made the trip downtown. Went there bla bla bla... got chocolates (Stock up for the BBQ. LOL!) and loads of food. Yum yum. There was this boneless stuffed chicken. So we bought a lot of that. It'll be in my food blog (soon! Once I upload the pictures) Met that someone I knew. And then after awhile decided to head back home.

Came home and I basically slouched on the couch and watched TV. Marathon of CSI: NY, CSI: Miami, Big Daddy and some VMA Fashion thing on MTV. Kinda disappointed in the season finale of CSI:NY. You see, their preview was like.. all WOW. But it was so short, so little action. So disappointing. But then, what to do? A show is a show and I love CSI. Hahaha

After that, my mum came home. And then my dad came home. Jacobson was outside playing with himself. God knows doing what to drown his boredom. So then I decided to play football with him. YES, ME and FOOTBALL! errr.. SURPRISEEEEE! Hahaha, its kinda a funny thing because I don't particularly PLAY football... Mainly because I really suck at it. =P But still, I did and it was fun. I kicked the ball over the gate once and it went into the drain outside of my house premises. So I was scared that it would go into the big longkang/river.... and faster open the gate and ran out. Looked into the drain... THANK GOODNESS, it was stuck at one part and couldn't move. Masuk into the drain (reminded me of the time I rode a bike into the drain, literally) and didn't want to step in the puddle of water, but my slippers gave way... and splash... EEEW! sick gross, DISGUSTING! faster washed my legs. Then played badminton for a little while before switching to bullying my brother in basketball.

After awhile, two of my parents' worker came and went to clean the fish pond filter. I followed along and eeeeeeeeeeeee shit! Serious, it was fish shit. And the two of them went into the filter thing. Their whole body soaking in shit water. Like serious! And then there were fishes in the filter. Because the eggs got washed up into the filter and yeaaa... you get it. So caught some fishes, cleaned the insides of the filters. I eventually got dirty myself. Fish shit all over me. SICK I tell you. And sometimes the water splatter onto my face... (eeks, eeewww. YUCKS) But then kept washing it off. And then started to catch the fishes in the filter. So cute and so small. There was 14 of them we transferred into the pond. I eventually used my hands. Ahhh, it was so cute, they were so small. And as you know, my hands are small, they fitted nicely into my hands. There were yellow coloured ones, reddish-orange, white and black ones... So pretty. And they all were swimming together. All 14 of them. In a school. So cute. I wanted to jump in and play with them. Kinda funny, because when I released one into the pond, it couldn't find the other small fishes we released, so I started talking into the water.. Only realizing that they couldn't hear me. But yeaaa. Quite fun.

Then after all that. I decided to go ride the bike. Eeesh, I realised that once you stop cycling, it takes an effect, you kinda forget how to cycle and lose your balance. So malu. Hahaha and then we decided to play badminton.

Ahhh, such an eventful day. morning- eat and eat and walk. Afternoon - TV. Evening- Outdoors (clean pond filter and sports).

I'm having a little trouble, with editing photos on PhotoImpact. grrrrrrr! Anyhowwwwww... =)

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I just realised
Friday, September 14, 2007
I'm NOT anorexic or bulimic.

I only had one meal today. Plus I skipped last night's dinner. EEKS! I skipped breakfast this morning - nothing to eat. Had lunch. Skipped dinner - my mum decided to tell the maid not to cook. And I was lazy to get down and dirty cooking for myself. So yea....EEKS!

I'm not on any diet or anything. You crazy people, ever seen my FOOD blog? I've got a BIG BIG Love for food. Sadly not a big love for my body. =) I'm messing. Just playing around.

Just decided to post some random facts about me... since I already started.

I've cut my hair... two days back actually. Its NOT short like how I went from long to dramatically short in Form3. Hahaha still remember that day when I walked into class... I was late due to the traffic jam... A car turned-over. And I was walking towards my class when YoonGi shouted, "OH MY GOD, is that you, JACQ?" And I turned and said, "eerrr yeap" And faster ran into my glass... I still remember it was Mr Alvint, Geography class. Open the door, heads turned... so shy. And then ooo ahhh... Haiz. So, right now, all the yucky dry curly permed hair is officially CHOPPED off. WHEEE! My hair is not above my shoulders, or shoulder-length. its below my shoulders... like half an inch. Well, and I've been sporting a side parting for awhile now. And the left side of my face is covered with hair... most times.

I miss my dad.

I miss John.

I ache for a holiday.... =D

College just isn't college without Biology. I swear. Like today, college felt so empty 'cause I had ONLY Physics... And it was a test for the whole TWO HOURS! So yea.

I've got a bruise aka blue-black on the inner side of my right thigh. I realised it three days ago. I don't know what I hit, but its really big. Slightly bigger than the size of my thumb. It was bluish black at first. And when I moved my fingers over it, I felt a bump. I rubbed it a little and then it turned, greenish-red. And I rubbed it somemore today, and now its fugly REDDISH!!! Like brick-red. Like a lighter tone of Marmite. Looks sick ok!!! LOOKS SO FUNNY! I'm sitting crossed-legged, and my eyes are diverted to that funny coloured spot on my thigh. LOL. I'll update if the colour changes tmrw. It should be a yellowish colour soon. Eee sounds disgusting. Oh well, I love something that sounds gross.

Ahhh I'm out of random facts.

I'm off to bed =)
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Updates at Food Blog
FINALLY!!! There's an update on my food blog. =)

Go Go Check It Out!

If you are 'puasa-ing', I advice don't go now. Go after you break your puasa. But! If you do check it out, I'm not going to be held responsible for anything ok. I've warned you.

Anyway... GO GO GO! My Food Blog
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STUDY!!!!!!!
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Loads happened.

Just want to wish... Ng Hwei Jene and Victor Ng HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
Hey, same surnames!!! Hahahaha *ahem ahem* (just messing)

Old already! =P Hehehe, Nvm, I'll join you guys in one/two years time. Don't fret. Hahaha I'm in no hurry. =)

Anyway, and again. Biology is outta control. I'd never say this in the first semester or, maybe, the second but I'd say it now. I look forward to Biology classes. Hahaha, its the BEST! Don't even have to be IN class, before class will do.

Out of control seriously. It was sooooo funny. Crazy. Haiz! I love it. Makes me forget about all the worries and troubles and stupid boys. There's the love triangle... if not a pentagon or something with more sides. =S hahahaha (funny story), there's something that happened in Mr Ronnie's and Victor's previous life. AHEM! There's the "Its raining men"... Thank God he didn't sing, "Hallelujah", would have been much more worse. There's the "umbrella... eh-eh-eh-ella-ella" Most of it revolving around Victor. Hahahaha. - I wonder if 5 or 10 years down the road I read this and if I actually can remember the details. hahaha -

This has just happened. It just proves that my friends are crazy. Literally.

Mei-Jean => Baby Dino says:
u think im that bling meh

Mei-Jean => Baby Dino says:
blond

- ׆¤« JacQ- YNWA »¤†× Stupid boys says:
hahahahaa

Mei-Jean => Baby Dino says:
blind

- ׆¤« JacQ- YNWA »¤†× Stupid boys says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA

Mei-Jean => Baby Dino says:
shadap

Laughter is good. =) I've been having loads of it today. Big difference compared to yesterday.Lol.
Off to shower and then study!
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Illogical?
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Anyone thinks I'm illogical, please put your hand up. Or actually leave a comment. I'd like to know why.

I feel like this world is a mess. I feel pity for myself just because I know that some random person comes and view my blog, leaves disgusting comments and calls me illogical. Hmm, I wonder, why don't you say something so disgusting to my face. Or wait, say it in front of me in public. Or better still.... in front of people I know. I'd love to see their reactions. They'd laugh? - Oh I definitely bet. (NOT) Its sick.

I'm sorry if I generalize men like that. I'm sorry that I see most men as perverts. But am I wrong to think that? Am I wrong to have my opinions? Its not like I point my finger at a guy and say that he's a pervert. Wouldn't I have three more fingers pointing back at me? its just a bloody general idea. And it changes all the time. I have a general idea on parents, friends, enemies, etc etc.

When someone says something so disrespectful.... and something about MY body. I feel violated. And sexually molested. Verbally. I mean, ok fine, you didn't go around saying that I have big breasts bla bla bla you wanna touch it or anything along that line... But... even something so disgusting is something I don't accept.

How'd you like it if someone said that to your mum? If someone said that to your sister? If someone said that to your girlfriend?

Girls, Ladies, Women, if you were blogging. And you just go on about an eventful day. And you mention things that happened. Like, people staring at you. And someone leaves a comment, suggesting that your tits were showing - that's why they stared. And then asks for a picture. WHAT would you do? What would you feel? I'm curious.

Is what I did wrong? I'm curious. In my life, I've been taught to stand up for my own right. For myself. Don't get bullied. Even my dad has taught me how to tackle rapists. So am I wrong to give my opinions and views on my very own blog? To retaliate at the things one person has said to me... that I feel disgusted and angry about? And then for the person to say something back. To poke fun at me. To call me illogical. Ok fine, if you get to call me a name, then you're immature.

People tell me to laugh it off. Forget it. How the hell can I? Not just yet. Not just yet.

Your first comment is already wrong. And you dare say something again. I don't know what you are thinking.

MY BLOG. Is somewhere I can rant all I want. Rant on my disappointments in MY Life, things I've done, that disappoint even myself. I rant on disappointments on things I've seen and heard. But I do my best to make a difference. Take a better approach to various things revolving around my life. And yes, there is criticism. But you are wrong.... its not CONSTANT. I criticize myself. Is that wrong? I criticize Liverpool's awful performance (if there is one), is that very wrong? Don't bullshit with me and say you don't criticize.

Go say it to your friends' girlfriend. Go say it to your girl friends. I'd be surprised if they aren't shocked or offended. I'd be surprised if their boyfriends didn't say anything to you.

As of now. I'm done with it. I'm not gonna retaliate anymore. Not gonna bother.
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Tribute to Anita Roddick
Anyone recognize the name Anita Roddick?

Well if you don't I'll tell you one thing... She's the founder of The Body Shop.

I woke up yesterday morning. Got myself ready for college... it was still dark outside. Sat on the couch and my mum turned on the TV, Anita Roddick passed away. She was 64.

I gotta say that its a pity that she's not here with us anymore. The work she has done is great, and I admire her work.

Rest in Peace.
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Tagged
Monday, September 10, 2007
Got tagged by Hwei Jene, so I'll do the right thing... Kinda long time already...

1. Have you ever cursed someone aloud in front of them?
# Yes. Kinda proud of it sometimes. Hahahaha

2. Who's the person who dominates your phone's inbox?
# Hmm, various people. Wevind, Ureeeya, Alicia, it all depends.

3. What do you feel when people compliment you?
# Good. And I say Thank You. Asians need to learn to accept compliments. (AKLTG!!! haha)

4. What would be your initial reaction if you saw your boyfriend/girlfriend kissing someone else?
# he's outta my life. Seriously! I'm through with any guy cheating on me.

5. What would you do if you saw someone being murdered inside their house?
# No shit. Report!!!

6. Tell one weird fact about yourself.
# People say I'm quiet and 'shy' when they first meet me... then later... WTF!!??!

7. People often tell you that you like..
# are gorgeous... ahahahah kidding. that i like to.... shut up

8. Could your life still be happy if you had to leave everything behind to go another place?
#I can make it happy

9. What if some stranger just touched you in the ass?
# I'd kick him in the balls... if its a girl.. I'd molest her back. Hhhahahaah LOL

10. When you're irritated, you tend to..
# if its my sis, shout at her... if not my sis... tell them to f**k off

11. Tell how was your last kiss was..
# Why should I?

12. Have you and your mom had a big fight?
# not huge major la..

13. If you were obese, what's your first step in losing weight?
# I don't know

14. Would you slap your best friends' back if they slapped you?
# no such thing as best friend... hhaha but yea

15. When you were little, what past time did you enjoy?
# Ninja turtles!!! or getting John into trouble... hahahaha =D

16. Is grade school better than high school?
# what's grade school? Well college is more gila than high school

17. Would you ever marry someone who's black American?
# I would, my parents would make a hole in the ceiling... if not the sky.

18. Who's the most sensitive person you know?
# my lil bro!!

19. What's the best movie for you so far?
# Armageddon and A walk to remember

20. Do you have a collection of some sort?
# Used to? ohh, all my receipts.. haha

21. Do you always get teased by the people around you?
# You freaking dare?

22. Ever got caught peeing in public?
# hahaha no. But I DID pee in public when I was younger. hhahaha

23. Thrown up in front of your crush?
# no... what crush?

24. What's something you're concerned about recently
# A-levels results... and Uni

25. Tag five people
# Ah, people who ACTUALLY read my blog k? HJ (but already did it), MJ (but already did it), HL, John, WK, ahhh siapa saja k?
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Past few days?
I'm not very sure... But its been awhile since I last blogged. =) Awhile in my books.

My dad's off to China. Business trip. I honestly don't understand why he has to make sooooo many trips in a year. I mean yea for business... But then, what the hell... so many in a year? Sigh. Think of all that money on flight tickets, accommodation, food, transport within China and petrol to send him to and fro the airport. Grrr!

On other news, last Friday, before Physics class, we were discussing about how many September babies there are. And it only makes sense to conclude that those September babies' parents got 'busy' during Christmas. Well, what other occasion is there in December? Hmm, it got me wondering... when did my parents conceive me. I know its a little sick. Heck, VERY sick... At least now I know that they didn't have casual sex and I was conceived. My case - their anniversary. Its not too bad. Hahahahahaha! Bet I got some of you thinking when you were conceived. LOL!!!

Anyway, I hate hate HATE September!!! Firstly, because of sooooo many birthdays. Secondly, due to the fact that my annual school year would start in September (when I was in FIS and KLASS) and thirdly, September doesn't have any holidayssssss!!! FARK!

So I know about 8(?) people whom have their b'days in Sept... Wevind, Farah, Roshan, Hwei Jene, Victor Ng, Victor Lee, Alvint, Jia Jin, Aminda, Pui Man,.... Oh my, that's 11. Haha. Further maths student somemore... LMAO!

Ahhh, nyeh nyeh, your parents were horny on Christmas. hahahaha I'm just messing around. Please don't get offended.

I'm on Facebook, and I have just joined the "Stop Supporting Manchester United Cause" Wahhahahah! and if you DO wanna join. Please add me in Facebook and if you already have, then send me an email or something and I'll invite you =)

Ahh, I love it. =)

I seldom log into my Friendster. Its sooooo boring. And noone leaves me anything also. Wahahahha! Ahhh, I bored la!!! Perfect English eh? LOL!

Anyway, at least there's something updated.!!!

Hmm, its so weird and funny to say this, but I miss ballet! I really do. I definitely don't miss the leotards, but I definitely miss being agile and being jumpy. Hahaha

What else what else?

Ooooooo bio class is definitely outta control. LOL. Its actually WAYYYY out of control. You gotta be there to witness the out-of-control-ness of it all. Hahahaha

Since I'm bored to death... I shall go study... BLEURGH!!!!!!!!!! =D

You people enjoy my boring blog. Hahahaha =D
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Tribute to Luciano Pavarotti
Thursday, September 06, 2007
I'm in the car, on the way back from college, and the radio announcer announces (what else can he do? its his job) that Pavarotti has died in Modena, Italy. He has been battling pancreatic cancer for awhile now. He died in his home at 5am, local time meaning Italian local time. He was 71.

He is a very well-known and celebrated tenor. And if you don't know him, shame on you. I'm not saying that I'm a follower or big fan of him, but he is definitely one of the big names in today's history. He is larger than life, literally. He has had many news/rumors surrounding him, making him a celebrity and no doubt he is.

I once watched something on E! broadcasting about celebrities out-of-the-world demands. And his was in. Well I forgot what were so outrageous about his demands, but it was.

Well I won't go on about him, because I don't really follow his music. haha

Just gotta say that he will be in history books.

Rest In Peace.
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Unacceptable
Today is FULL of unacceptable things. Grrr! I'm honestly in the mixed about certain things.

Let's start off with a reply to my earlier post. Someone posted in my cbox, that would be the chat box, and I'm quoting " Lol..maybe u were sweating and ur tits were showing through? Lol~Btw, why dont u grace ME at least with a pic of ur face? Thanks"

I've given my piece of mind already but I feel that I need to make it clear with anyone else daring to say something like that to another girl.

First and foremost, a guy saying that to a girl that he doesn't know anything about is wrong, disrespectful and damn right, SICK! Its no wonder why I generalize men as sick, perverted, egoistic bastards. Secondly, grace you with MY photo. FUCKING DREAM ON! And have the guts to say 'a pic of ur face' I think you are demanding TOO MUCH from a person you don't know SHIT about. This happened recently, and I'm afraid I have to bring it up. A friend of mine recently played this 'dare game' with me. And I played along. He'd ask what was my dare and I'd say. And he wouldn't do it, because men don't say "I love you" especially to their own elder brothers or their parents or their sisters. Its just stupid! So I dared and he didn't do it. So he asked me to dare him to do something he CAN do at that moment. And since I was sooooooo sleepy and just wanted to call it a day, I told him to take a nude photo and post it in Friendster or something. And obviously, he wouldn't go public with it.... His family uses Friendster so it's morally WRONG! So he suggested to send the pic to me alone. And I honestly DIDN'T want it, but he keep insisting so I was like fine fine, I wanna sleep already. So he did send. But before I could call it a day, he dared me back, to take a nude photo and give it to him. I instantly said no, that I wouldn't. I have some dignity and self-respect. Since he did email me the photo, I didn't take a look at it, I just deleted it. I respect other people's dignity ok.

I may be open to many things, like for example homosexuality, sex, politics and religion. I'm not conservative, but it DOESN'T mean that I find the things that this guy say... SICK. I say it honestly, I am an open person about MANY things, but there's always a limit on how much you SAY. You can THINK and keep things in your head ALL YOU FREAKING WANT! But to say it, fuck you and fuck off!

I don't sweat profusely like you sick pigs. And I for instance WEAR A BRA! So if you ever dream of seeing my tits. Go suck on your own. Oh and if you were wondering, even if I wore a bra... maybe the tits could still be seen. Well you honestly don't have a brain then. I don't have a bra that is a single layer of cloth, yea, if it was... then you'd be able to see. But then what's the fucking point in a bra like that? Maybe for some kinky sex? Sorry, not for me. I'm still a virgin.

I don't know if you go around saying things like this randomly. But if a girl has ever let you go easy on this... The girl is stupid. And you should learn a lesson now. You're a sick bastard and I don't like you one bit. I'm usually nice and open for friendship with people I don't know. but with guys like you. I'd, HONESTLY, kick you in the balls before you get to say sorry. Why so unfair? Because if you dare say things like that to a girl you don't know one bit about (exclude my name ok) or haven't even SEEN before.... You are disrespectful and sick. If you cannot respect a woman, you cannot respect yourself. That's what you should know. Guess you don't respect yourself.

And if you really didn't mean any harm at all when you said that. It goes to show how shallow minded you are. Read it and think whether its appropriate ok. If MY parents do come to my blog and read things like that... You are honestly going to be hunt down by my goddad... And by then, its too late. So fucking respect woman.

Now, what else was unacceptable... MJ and HJ, the stupid graph!!! It is honestly very stupid. I still cannot accept it and if that comes out for the exam, I will draw my bar chart. Stupid stupid graph. I still cannot believe it. See, karam, paul and myself were on the same 'page'. Shows that what I'm saying makes some sense ok! I want my bar chart. I feel its right. The histogram, the very WRONG one, is not right =P

But no doubt, Bio class was once again... great! hahahahhahahaha! Ah let me let you guys read something.... Its a past year question.

The pollen they eat is passed through their gut but, because it is only partially digested, it can be detected in their droppings.

Now tell me honestly, when you read that... you were wondering what the hell was gut but... Correct? Don't worry. I shall help you understand what the hell is gut but. Quite a few in the class was wondering what a gut but was. And Loong Mei Jean said, "Isn't butt spelt with two 't'?" HAHAHAHAHAHA! Well you see, this is the problem. some people read, but they read word for word, and stop for very short moments to figure out a word. So when it comes to 'gut but' you stop to think what 'gut but' is... and stop to ponder on the spelling.... But read ahead and you will realise its... 'but, because'

See my "England so Powderful"

Well.... life goes on.

I'm out.
posted by The Guilty Princess at 5:22 PM | 2 comments
Look the other way, Missy
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Since yesterday, I've been taking the train home. Yesterday's ride was fine. I had the nice train, clean and plenty of seats, it was pretty empty. Well what can you expect it was 10.30am on a weekday. So yea I got no complaints.

Today, I got plenty. Train got delayed for about 10 minutes. And when it arrived, there were hardly any seats... Or should I say, people sitting on the seat nearer the aisle and putting their bag on the seat beside them. As if your fucking bag needs a seat. And when people enter and look around for a seat, they pretend to close their eyes. Its a sad sight. 50th Merdeka! (yea, right) The nation is independent for 50 years but somehow the people (not everyone just generalising) seem to be moving backwards towards history. Actually no, they aren't moving either backwards NOR forwards. Wait a sec, so does that mean that they are in the present? Now? Hahaha, I doubt. The people can't even have the courtesy to shift in, to the seat nearer the window... or at least move the bag to indicate that the seat is empty and that whoever wants to sit is welcomed. Just such a sad sight. No wonder people in America think that we live in trees. I'm sorry if I have offended anyone, I'm a fellow Malaysian and it kills me to see people like that. Of course, I'm not saying ALL Malaysians are like that. There's just the spoilt ones whom make our country look so disgusting.

Anyhow, whilst waiting for the train, since it was so bloody hot anyway. I took off my sweater and when I did that I got stares. Hello, its not like I'm stripping (heck, you'd appreciate it even if I did) and it wasn't as if I did it seductively. Firstly I pulled at the end of the sleeves so that my hands would go in. And then I slowly scrunched up my sweater and pulled it over my head. Not like I stuck my breasts out or something. Eessh!

Then later on seating there with my sleeveless top, I hear 'Scandalous' and I keep thinking that its someone's phone ringing. So I look around and noone seems to be taking their phone out. And then it gets louder and louder. No, its not my phone. This girl doesn't have decency to use headphones. She plays it on loudspeaker. Its not like 'Scandalous' is a bad song or anything. its just IRRITATING as hell, once it starts replaying over and over again. And its annoying! Use a god damn headphone. And you know how Malays in Malaysia are supposed to dress appropriately, well she wasn't and she thinks she's all punk (I'm NOT DISCRIMINATING AGAINST MALAYS!!!, you'll understand later). She has shoes on that says "punk" all over it. She wears a very slutty black top and jeans. And she comes stand next to me. With that crappy music. I was about to dieee!!! She finally decided to change the music. The train came....

It came and I boarded the train. By then people would have thought to off the god damn music. but noooooo! It continues playing. CONTINUES!!! Excuse me, firstly, we're in a secluded and confined area. If anything happens, I don't want the last thing that I hear is some crappy mainstream music. Secondly, its a train with people. If it was empty with you alone. Feel free to bring a stereo and blast the music. But no, there are people and its bloody annoying. And great, she stood next to me. Crappy music all the way... THANK GOD she got off one station before me.

And she kept looking at me as if I was scantily dressed or something. Looking me up and down. I'm like wtf is your bloody problem. I looked back. And I decided to change the way I was standing so that I was facing her. She stopped then. And when there was a reflection. She turned 45 degrees so that she could see herself sideways and god knows what she was doing. I wanted to imitate her or take a photo or something. But I was annoyed as hell with the music.

So when she got off, I was so bloody relieved. But wait... that's not the end of it. Here comes a group of girls. Malay girls. Full of make up... Very badly done actually. And aiyoooo their dressing. Its not scanty or slutty, its just so funny. Sorry la, but they are attempting to 'cover up' with layers of clothes. Sigh! What a funny world. And then they ALL give me the stare. Btw, I was holding my sweater and I was still in my sleeveless top. And trust me its NOT slutty one bit. And I was still using my file to cover my chest. I don't trust strangers one bit. Stare all you want.... I wanted to slap them. ESSSHHH!!! what's wrong with them. Why looking at me? Never seen a Malaysian Chinese before?? gosh. Oh not to forget, when I was in Midvalley walking towards the escalator to the floor that has the bridge to the KTM station, this one girl was staring like INTENSELY at me. I'm like wtf. So I decided to be a bitch and stare back. I stared and she wouldn't give up. So I became a bitch and did that hair thing (use my hand to push it over my shoulder in a very fast motion) and turned on my heel and walk away. Hahahaha, NO! I didn't do that. I'm messing with you. I continued walking and ignored.

Sigh! I don't know. what's wrong, I didn't have anything written on my face or back.I'm sorry, maybe I'm just too attractive. HAHAHAHAHA!

Bullocks!

Anyhow. I hate these people. Truly hate them. I'm off to 'study'

actually dinner first. Tata!!!
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That voice
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Its always a 'relief' to hear Mr Lim's voice. Hahaha,funny how that sounds. Nah, its just funny la.

Anyway the one and only class I had today, Physics. And well, as usual it starts off with some exam or marks related topic and drags on for about 30 minutes or 45 minutes. Sometimes an hour. Hahaha But its cool. Its interesting. Sometimes I wonder if he really doesn't have faith in us or what. Nah, I don't think that's it. I think he thinks that by demoralizing us and at the same time motivating us, will push us to work harder. Well to be honest, with Mr Lim my Physics is a lot better. So yea. Hahahaha

Grr I still cannot forget Mr Ronnie's "impressed" look for my Bio 3. Bummer. He says impressed but clearly its shocked. Hahaha but no hard feelings.

Anyway, lately there's a lot of short short posts because 1) nothing interesting is happening, 2) I have no inspiration and 3) I'm 'working on' my trip's post. Loads of pictures OK!!! and I am a lil lazy to update what I have there right now. Hehe. And this is not an excuse: I'm waiting for my sis to give me all the other photos. That fat pig.

Btw, some funny stuff happened two nights ago. Hahahaha. Kinda funny. Wevind. Julz. I. A phone. How you doing?. Hello. Hello. Hello. Hello. Giggles. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Ah, the bliss of a 'secret' in words. I don't know the correct phrase. I don't know how to say it. Its just nice to know something you don't know... But to jot it down in one or two words.

Ahhh forget it. We managed to tipu Mr Lim that our test is next week. So yaaayyyyyyyyy! More time to study. Well more time to relax actually. =D *grins*

AH, cannot la. Damn boring online. I pergi main main with my lovely doggy!!!
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What a way...
Monday, September 03, 2007
What a way to start college.

Lemme sidetrack for a moment. Every time I'm clueless on a title, I'll type the first few words of my post as the title... Notice that? Hahaha, I did... Just did.

Anyway, I think that Biology is the best lesson to have on the first day of college. Wait, the FIRST lesson to have. Well maybe its just the lecturer I have. Ah, first day of college after hols and it was as if it has been a few months. Well what I mean is full of jokes and all the rubbish and NOISE! Ohhh definitely the noise. I feel as if Bio class is now more fun than FM. wahahahah! DO NOT KILL ME!!! Its more or less the truth. =D

I miss people. My friends in FIS. Ooi, let's get toksic. grrr!

Anyhow... Mr Ronnie is, in his words "Impressed" that I got 100 for Bio3. More like surprised and unexpected. Bloody hell.. No NO!!!!! I use stupid shit! Wheeeee!

Anyway, gonna study a lil of Physics. I know I'm gonna get questioned by Mr. Lim. There's NO DOUBT ABOUT IT!!! Pfffft!

Toodles.
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Ohh, I forgot
Sunday, September 02, 2007
I forgot to say that I'm darker now. Hahhaa, my face my hands and my legs. I actually like the tan, its just that my feet aren't as dark as the rest of my legs (stupid shoes) and my arm, there are two tones. And if you put my hand on my thighs, its a bloody variation in colour.
Stupid SHIT!!!

hahahahahaha.Stupid shit. How the fuck did that come into my vocabulary? Actually, its been around for awhile. Since the holidays started. I've been saying it very often and it cracks my sister up... AND myself too. Its a pretty funny phrase to use to swear. Its not bloody hell or holy crap or fucking hell.. but STUPID SHIT! SO random yet to funny!

So yea, I'm darker now. Hahaha, back to the ol' days. I miss being active and being out in the Sun. Only reason I got darker during the holidays is because of the AKLTG Camp and my trip to Shenzhen... bloody hot wei!

Anyhow. I'm off! You sad ppl, didn't message me during holidays. Pffft!
posted by The Guilty Princess at 8:45 PM | 0 comments
Look forward
Here's something to look forward to, my Shenzhen, China trip. Fishy fishy! hahahahaha its a LONG post ok. Loads and LOADSSSSSS of pictures. Let me take my time ok? So in the mean time, enjoy. Let the video load aite? Its pretty big. But very worth it. Kinda funny. =P

video

I've updated my food blog, lunch at Piccolo Mondo. I actually have LOADS of other things to talk about in my food blog. But I just can't find the time. I'll do my best, or maybe I'll leave it for the time when I don't have anything to blog about. Hahaha, hey at least I'm thinking of the future when you guys are bored right outta your mind.

Back to college tmrw. YAY!!! No Mechanics. Whahahaha, can sleep till satisfied... til about 10am la. Class from 12 to 2pm. wahahahhhaa. Life will rock for this week.

Anyway MJ, confirm or not? Whahahahahaha.
posted by The Guilty Princess at 8:15 PM | 0 comments
Liverpool VS Derby County

First and foremost....


The scoreline. 6-0! Hell yeah!!! Its not only the scoreline that impressed me immensely, but the great teamwork that Liverpool showed. This performance or rather, teamwork, displayed by Liverpool is by far the best I've seen yet. Its not about an individual scoring, its about the team WINNING!

Its a pity my Steven Gerrard was sidelined due to the toe injury. And Jamie Carrangher as well, due to the rib injury. Normally without these two players, Liverpool would struggle A LOT! I'm being honest. But today, it shows how well rounded the Liverpool squad is. We can handle a missing player due to injuries. Our squad is awesome man!!! It was funny to see that the only Englishman on the field was Jermaine Pennant, and he didn't even play the full game. So there was like 30 minutes or less that Liverpool was totally foreign. But that doesn't matter... The three points are. Kick Chelsea outta their top spot, which btw, is WRONG. They should ONLY have 9 bloody points NOT 10. And Liverpool should be having 12 points as of now. Stupid fucking referee. Anyway, we're at the top spot. So Chelsea can eat the dust. YIPEEEE!!

Anyway, the goals were AWESOME! Firstly, because different players scored different kind of goals. Secondly, there was awesome set up/assist by Babel, Arbeloa and Pennant. And thirdly, it was so clinical and so awesomely executed.

Alonso's first goal. Similar to Gerrard's first EPL goal of the season. Free kick and into that tight right top corner. Except Alonso's wasn't the top corner. But it was class. Ohhh and btw, if you people didn't notice, Alonso DOES look like Gerrard. My mum mistook Alonso for Gerrard. You see, she doesn't know who Alonso is... she only knows Beckham, Gerrard, Terry, Ronaldo (not the ugly ManU fella), Ronaldinho and Henry. HAHAHAHAHAHA! The irony of it all!

Babel's goal was awesome!!! First for the club!!! I'm telling you, he's definitely a player who is growing in the EPL. Someone to watch out for.

Torres' first goal. WHEEEEEE!!!!!! If anyone can imitate such footwork and actually score, I'll pay you RM100. I promise. I tell you if anyone has the pace of Torres, it'll be Craig Bellamy. But the only problem with Bellamy is that he cant execute and finish it - put the ball at the back of the net. Brilliance.

Alonso's second goal was pure class. If that didn't go in, I'd be swearing upside down at the referee for not handing Liverpool a penalty. That challenge in the box on Benayoun... Grr. But anyway, that Alonso's brilliance. YEA!

Voronin's goal. Not the usual powerful strike. But getting into position and pushing the ball to the back of the net. But his presence on the field can really be felt. He's so bloody strong. It definitely was hard for Griffin to push his way through to block that goal.

And the final goal of the night, Fernando Torres. Ahhh it was all about the pace. And Bywater's mistake for coming out of the area to try and stop the goal. Nah-ah! Not with Torres, he slips the ball away from the keeper and nicks it in. The softest goal of the night.

Fernando Torres is THE MAN of the Match... But I wont single him out alone. It actually goes to the whole team. Agger was awesome in defense, Alonso, Babel and Mascherano impressive in midfield and Torres, Voronin and Kuyt awesome in attack.

Its a pity that Kuyt didn't get to score so far this season. All the attempts he's managed to pull off... Just no luck.

Liverpool gotta continue playing like this.

YNWA!!!!!!!!!!

I love Liverpool...

Oh yea and in the words of Mr. Liverpool: "handsome boy scored 2 goals"

HELL YEA!!! Ooi, Gerrard will propose to me one day aite... HAHAHAAHAHAHAHH!!! We'll see.

Viva Liverpool!!!

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Back to college
Saturday, September 01, 2007
Its back to college soon. Gosh, how fast can time pass? All I can say is... "three weeks ALREADY". Next thing you know, its birthday after birthday (btw, October is the month where my calendar is filled with the most birthdays) and then exams and next thing you know. *Poof!* I'm done with A-levels and waiting for the acceptance letter from NUS. Or rather, next thing you know... my friends are married and having their first child. Whilst I, the lonely bitch, sip coffee or rather, I prefer tea at home whilst on the phone with them babbling on about their kid. No, don't be offended or anything... Its just that I doubt I'll get married early. And no, I don't hate kids or anything, I love kids. They are the most funny and adorable thing on the planet. I wanna say this but it's a bit harsh and I'll be pointing at myself whilst saying it... =P "what the fuck happened to ALL of you la!?!?!"

Hahaha, I'm kidding.

So yea, its back to college soon. Monday. Sigh! But then, there's no mechanics for the whole week. YEAH! Its not that I hate Mechanics or anything, its just that I really do suck at it. I'm doing my best to improve but it just ain't happening. So thank God, I took stats3 instead.

Haiz, I'll be taking 10 papers in January. So much for relaxing and taking a max of 8. Actually I can take 8. Just drop Further Maths to AS level. But then not fun la. And score well for Bio 5 and 6. Grrr! But I guess, I'll be on the safer side. Work my butt off! And hopefully it pays off. =D

And now.. I've just viewed Liverpool's first 3 goals of the season... Take a look. Its amazing. Such impact.



So what you think? Its truly a pity that Liverpool drew in the Chelsea game. Fucking blind referee. Anyhow, superb ain't it? What a start to the season. I assure you, if Liverpool continues to play like this... They'll win the league. Hands down!

Realise the similiarity in those three goals? It all entered from the right side of the goal. All very near the goal post.

Anyway... Hands down, Gerrard's first goal of the season is going to be a favourite. =D

I'm off now. Toodles
posted by The Guilty Princess at 6:28 PM | 0 comments