Wheeeeeeeee!!

I'm still relishing the moment that exams are... OVER!!!! well at least for now, which kinda bums. Because I have one more round of exams and I'm hesistant whether to want it to come faster or slower. Maybe I'll go with faster now... Oh wait, slower. I just finished my exams, I need a big fat break. Sadly its such a pathetic break... *sobs* two weeks ain't enough. Its too, very, pathetic.

And my mum is already planning my December holiday. Sigh! I dont know what to do! I wanna go on the holiday (you'll know why when I start to tell you what the awesome holiday is) but I also have a feeling that maybe I shouldn't go. Why shouldn't I go? Well, exams no shit! Exams are in January. And that means I'm SUPPOSED or INCLINED to be studying the whole month of Dec. Which will obviously kill me and I will eventually JUST SLACK. So why worry?? Ahhhh I takut la!

So this is THE holiday that my mum is planning for in December. We will take a cruise, a nice big one. Not the cacat Star Cruise ok. They one where it costs freaking 7000-8000 PER PAX! Its called the Celebrity Cruise, or something of that line. Its a cruise around Europe. We stop at places like Greece, UK, Spain and Italy. You know, E-U-R-O-P-E. Its not like around the WHOLE of Europe, just a few places. Its about a 10day cruise... and I wanna goooooooooo!! Sob sob!! But I have exams. My parents arent reluctant to bring me 'cause I have exams. My mum even said, "You only have Bio and Physics right? Should not be hard. After all you finish all your maths and further maths" and all I could do is... SIGH! I wanna go BADLY! But at the same time, if I go, I wouldnt be able to study. Sooooooo, KILL ME or HELP ME DECIDE! *sobsssss*

Almost every blog I go to will have a review on Transformers. F**K!!!!!! I wanna watch it soooooo badly. Sigh sigh SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY head's a mess. My soul is lost. Well its still in me, just lost. Ah, I'm bored and just blabbering nonsense. I wonder who misses me talking so much rubbish? Although, not much rubbish came out. But still, had moments where I'm sure I talked about rubbish, or rather... pervy stuff? ahahahahahaa OK OK!! Cut down on the 100plus Jacq. (UREEEEEE!!! haha) U losers wont know what I'm talking about, wheeeee.

What makes my life horrible at the moment is that I went to get my hair cut today. Well I wanted to cut the stupid ugly curls at the ends. But the hairdresser said that it would be short like that girl she just cut... and that bla bla bla.. GOSH cant she just shut up and chop off two inches LIKE I WANTED and just style it a lil. In the end I got irritated and just trimmed it. But my fringe got cut. AND I HATE IT! I didnt tell her to cut it THAT SHORT. as a matter of fact I NEVER told her to CUT my fringe. ARGH!!! And she changed my parting. Well I always wanted to change it. But she changed it to the left side.. and I HATE IT!! She didnt ask me!! I wanted my parting to be on the right side. stupid F**K! ESssh! I'm VEERY irritated. So my fringe looks so fucking funny because its parted on the left side. And then its like short to long... Longer on the sides of my cheeks. So at my forehead there... ahhhhhh very short the fringe. Its about an inch and a half, if not shorter. its sooooooo ugly!!! I hate it... I hate that woman! pfft! I never felt comfy with her and my hair. I wanted the other guy but he wasnt in. Eeesh! SUCKS!!! so when I came home, I changed the parting, so that it would cover the UGLY UGLY short short parts. I'm using a pin to hold it up. Cause if I dont, i'll have like some parts sticking out. And it LOOKS HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhh!!! and she always tries to sell me products. Telling me my hair is this and that. I wanna tell her to shut up. But I never buy anything from her anyway. I KNOW WHAT MY HAIR IS!!! its dry at the ends, fine hair. and very soft. and if I stay out in the Sun for too long, my hair would not be like when I just took a shower. And its only dry at the ends cause of my perm last year. I want to get rid of it. THATS the whole freaking point. SiGH!!!!!!! I'm gonna grow my hair for another two months and not visit the hair salon. NO HAIR SALON UNTIL END AUGUST!!! STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!! I wanted to cut the unruly dry partly curled ends and start growing my hair long. Guess I'm just gonna have to grow it for a two months and then head back to a DIFFERENT saloon or hair stylist and get it done. I'm satisfied after blabbering it ALL OUT! STUPID STUPID STUPIDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!! eesh!!!yuck yuck! I hate my fringe. Well at least its straight. Well cause it was blow dried straight. wheeeeeee!!! I love my NATURAL hair. I'm not gonna perm my hair... Not for another two years at least. I wanna treasure my lovely straight LONG NATURAL hair. How I miss it ohhhhhhhhhh sooooooooo mucccccccccchhhhhhhhhh! *dreams of the time when I was about 8 and hair that was so long that when I tied it, it went down to my waist* sigh *dreams of the time before I cut my hair short in Form 3* After that haircut, my hair was either short and straight or shoulder length and curly. or a bit longer... time to get it LONG and STRAIGHT... AGAIN!!! wheeeeeee! Happy just thinking about it. hehe

Prom is tomorrow, I wont be going. I should be in Hong Kong or Singapore. BUT my mum couldnt get a ticket for Hong Kong and plus, John had mixed feelings about going. Singapore, we booked the hotel and all that nonsense but the freaking stupid people that we were supposed to have a meeting with.... wont be around or some sort of that nonsense. Nevermind! I'm going out to makan in the morning! wheeeeeee! Bak Kut Teh. Awesome! Lunch will be neglected. And Dinner my friends, is out!

Lately my appetite is so topsy turvy. Mainly because... I wake up around lunch time. I either have a good lunch or NO LUNCH. I dont feel hungry and wait for dinner. Dinner lately especially, I hardly eat but I feel hungry. I am eating just not alot. And sometimes it scares me. But I know that I'm fine. Plus there's lots of stored fat. =P hehehe

John's leaving in less than 10 days. It sucks. I hardly got to spend time with him. Although day in and day out he's been bullying me and making fun of me. Sigh! But I guess that makes up for the time he'll be gone... I'm gonna miss him. And and, I'm gonna be all depressed and NOT happy like I am now, according to a few HELP friends.. hahahaha

Ohhhhh, I'm on a reading roll. Wheeeeee! My holidays wont be perfect unless I have read AT LEAST one book during that time. Come to think of it, on MOST holidays since Form 4 aka Year 10, I've read at least some book during each holiday. Hhahahahaa, Guess I'm starting to pass off as a nerd. Blah! You suckers just cant stand page after page of gripping words, encouraging you to read and read and flip and read and read and flip until you've reached the end. And pick up the next book and repeat! You guys are morons! I cannot wait til the Harry Potter book comes out. But John will be getting it in Singapore, so I'm gonna have to sit my ass in Malaysia and wait til he returns with the book. Hopefully by then, exams are over... or exams are at least 2 months away. Then I can read it with no guilt. Because I will finish it in 3 days MAX. hahahah I'm serious!!! It would take me two days, but I gotta sleep too you know!

Ok since most blogs that I read have Transformers reviews. All of 'em GOOD reviews... And since I havent watched the movie I cant really say anything.... except...

"AUTOBOTS! ROLLOUT!"

And I end with a very very VERY depressing

- SIGH!

Labels: Hair, Travels

I've finished my exams... Two days ago to be exact at 7.30pm. Tough shit for the last paper. Tough Tough shit. =( After the paper, my friends went to Chillies to celebrate, whereas I had to be a sadcase and rush home to STUDY! Yea I'm that pathetic no? It was the LAST paper and I rushed home to study. *sobs*

Hahaha, now I know you didnt take me seriously there... But if you did, then it just goes to show that you dont know me that well. I'm not THAT pathetic. Wait, I'm not one bit pathetic ok! hmpf! You guys are sad if you think I'm pathetic. Now now, lets not get carried away.

I rushed home because it was my lil bro's birthday. Its kinda scary to know that he's already/only nine... Yea, its a bit contradicting there no? Well its kinda fast... Hence the "already" nine. I mean I still remember the time where I helped my mum make his milk. Pouring the milk powder (to specific proportions) and the scalding hot water. And then neutralising it with room temperature water. Ahhh I remember it so well. I really hated the taste of the milk, so I'd NEVER pour some on the back of my hand... cause then I'd have to lick it.. Well I didnt HAVE to, its not like its an obligation that everyone had to follow. I just didnt want to taste it, wipe it on my nightie or waste a piece of tissue paper. So I somehow figured out how much hot water and how much normal water was needed to make it just right. I'm mighty proud of myself... Although, I kinda forgot now. hahaha. Anyway it seems not too long ago I was doing all that. Although in that nine year time span, I've moved house... three times mind you, Bangsar- Titiwangsa- Mines (current). Hmm I miss my lil bro being LITTLE... and chubby and fat and CHUBBY!! I show u the pic of him running on a field in Sri Lanka and you'll go CRAZY!!! And that pic of him sitting on the floor playing with his toys. And and... AHHH You come to my house, I'll show u the pics.. and You will go CRAZY!! I swear, you'll be like.. OH MY GOD SO CUTE!!!!!!!! and.. thats the story. I dont knw what the hell happened to him. Now he's tall, skinny and has a belly. =( sobs! Anyway, had a KFC dinner and some fried noodles that my mum went out to get. I didnt particularly enjoy it. I'd rather we went to Passage thru' India or Ciao. But KFC. Bleh. I have no damn idea why, but I have this hatred for fast food. I mean, I always didnt fancy it much, but I wouldnt mind having it once or twice A YEAR! I'm serious. I seldom have fast food. I find it disgusting. And Pizza Hut is not fast food btw. Anyhow, then we had CAKE!!! Black Forest. my dad's favourite. I cut it and my lil bro gave it to everyone. I had two helpings.. So did my dad. hehe. (cake crazy! wheeeeeeeee, well me alone)

Oh, I read finished reading In Her Shoes by Jennifer Weiner last night, at about 2am. Took me less than 24 hours, actually less than 15 hours. Would have been faster if I just continued reading it the whole time instead of little breaks with the TV or food. A few days before that I finished reading Anybody Out There by Marian Keyes at 4am. Anyway, today I went shopping at KLCC. Parkson was having its members day thing, and my mum went to get some cosmetics. I was really into buying clothes and etc etc, but Parkson upgraded and now sells heck expensive branded shite. I mean, I love 'em, I just dont think its worth my money, or rather my parents' money on it. So I went window shopping instead. And KLCC meant... KINOKUNIYA!!!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeee I went and bought 6 books. hehe. Total came out to about RM354. Well there were four of John's mangas. But well, its BOOKS and my mum is always encouraging me to read. I always have. And I love reading. Maybe I could pass off as a nerd. Lol. hehe, so... I have the Shopaholic full set... and the rest of Sophie Kinsella's books. I have all of Marian Keyes' as well. Nisha Minhas. And Cecelia Ahern.. I have two more of her's to get. And I'm stocking up on Michael Connelly... I've only got 3, eeks. more, much more to go. And I'm going to get started on other authors too. hehe. Well its my guilty pleasure. Guilty because I'm not a nerd but I LOVE reading. And also because its a pretty expensive hobby. Well not really THAT expensive. Its just that when I buy books, I pick out 5 or more books at one short, so the bill always high la. PLUS I'm always reading a new book and wanting to get my hands on more of that author's book. hehe. Its pleasure because I particularly ENJOY a day with my book. So back off and leave me in my bed reading away.

Ahh, I'm happy now. Exams are over and I have oh so many books to read. Except its NOT that many in my case. Considering I finish a book in two days, or one... I'd be done before the holidays ended. Sigh.

I'm off to read Angels. Marian keyes. a lil overdue....

Chris Benoit

The Crippler. The Rabid Wolverine.

To be honest, I never really fancied him that much. But whenever he wrestled, I rooted for him. He would never let his opponents win the easy way. And for that, he earned respect from people in the wrestling business as well as viewers.

I just finished watching the 3 hour tribute to this amazing wrestler and I didnt know about the news until John, my bro, came down whilst I was watching a chinese drama and told me. I was shocked. At first, I thought he was lying and messing around. But sadly, it was true.

taken from wwe.com


STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayette County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son were found dead in their home. Authorities are investigating, but no other details are available at this time.

Chris was beloved among his fellow Superstars, and was a favorite among WWE fans for his unbelievable athleticism and wrestling ability. He always took great pride in his performance, and always showed respect for the business he loved, for his peers and towards his fans. This is a terrible tragedy and an unbearable loss.

WWE extends its sincere condolences and prayers to the surviving members of the Benoit family and their loved ones in this time of tragedy.

I dont knw why I have stupid titles like that. So dont question me, because you have no right to. And I've already told you that I have no idea why.

Ahhhhhh Hwei Jene has a puppy!!!!!! OMG!!! I remember her telling me the story about dogs chasing her... I think it was her... =.=" Gosh, I'm such a horrible person, cant even remember who tells me what. Anyhow. She has a puppy!!!!!!!! I want one too!!! But but my doggy Floppy (hey, that rhymes) is such a bundle as she is. SHe's so freaking adorable. SO FAT!!! hahahaha well, maybe she isnt, just her coat growing again. hahaha we'll send her for a cut and she'll come back botak again. hehe. She's so cute. And she's sooooooo small. Imagine putting her up against a bulldog or pitbull... or ONLY JUST a Golden Retriever (said with some sarcasm!! haha) She's TINY against 'em. A golden retriever puppy is three-quarters her size or a tiny bit smaller. Oh oh! And she hasnt grown much since we got her. When she was a few months old. and this is my darling baby. Its taken quite a while back. With my out of date digital Sony Cybershot camera. But the details are so fine. And its a perfect shot. Ahhhh I love her so much. She still looks the same, yeap, with that white head there. hahaha She's so adorable. And when John gives her baths and I'm around to help, we give her a mohawk!!! Just wished I took a pic. I love this bitch. Yea, literally. ;)

Compare to the upper picture, she's so much more "younger" in this pic. I dont know if it makes sense to say this, but she looks aged now compared to the pic. I'm seeeeerious!!! I swear she looks older now. Hmm, maybe its just my thing. Thats why you all suck anyway :P keke.
See seee! She looks fat. I dont purposely call her that. hahaha Its her fur la.

Anyway, I was watching The Ellen Degeneres Show a few days back. And its an old episode.. last year's to be exact and they were having this "election" :Cats VS Dogs. AND OBVIOUSLY dogs won it. with 96% wheeeee! Dont get me wrong, I dont discriminate against cats, I just rather have a dog than a cat. Anyway, at the end of the show, she showed us the most Most MOST(!!!!!!!) adorable thing to ever hit television screens. The "gate/doors" open and there were 5 golden retriever puppies. Fat and chubby and cute as hell and AMAZING!!! and and I LOVED EM!!! Heck I ALWAYS wanted a golden retriever. They were so small and chubby and cute (yea yea I said all that already!) anyway, there was one which got scared and tried running into the fake bush behind it. And there was one so bloody courageous and adventurous and CUTE and BRAVE and funny. walked out onto the stage and towards the camera... hahaha so damn cute. and then it ran back to its brothers and sisters. And John and myself said we wanted Golden Retriever. A puppy and we'd raise it. And heck, I mean we have the PLACE/HOME to accomodate it. but then we have the place the accomodate a St. Bernard. hahahah I'm not bragging, I'm just saying that a golden retriever is good. but then I also wanted a st. bernard. but I was 12 then. And I always dreamt of sitting on its back and riding it as if it was my horse. But I love em too. Minus the drool! hahaahha

Anyway I read in the paper today about the World's Ugliest Dog. I found that a bit mean, but I couldnt help but agree. The dog was like a Yoda-ET mixed. It even said so in the article. Before I read the article I was like, "this dog looks like something I've seen before" I read on and realised that I meant Yoda and ET. Anyway I dont wanna say bad things about it.... =S

I stayed up til 4.30am reading!! hahaha I started the book the night before. And well I did want to stay up just reading it until the sun rose and kept reading until I was done. But I had a family photo shoot so I ended up sleeping. And continued the moment I was done getting ready. I brought it to the saloon where I had my hair blown. And then we left to the place to get the photo shoot. I left my book at home. Pfft. Anyway, I havent seen the pictures but my parents and sisters saw it today early morning when I was snoring away. I was reading Marian Keyes' Anybody Out There and cried. hahaha I woke up after noon because I knew tht my parents were gonna get a fit if I didnt get my ass down soon. And it was lunch time anyway, they would have asked someone to wake me up. I woke up at about 12.30 to somewhat, puffy eyes (thanks to the book) and then my mum was telling me about the picture and all. We looked good. which is good. wheee! hahaha and then she was asking why I woke up so late bla bla bla. I guess I was mumbling when I told her I stayed up. So I said clearly, I stayed up reading my book. And she didnt say much. hahahaha

I bought that book about two months ago. And why didnt I read it?? BECAUSE I had exams coming and I didnt want to start reading. Because when I did, I wouldnt stop til I've read the contents from front to back. Anyway, so I held off reading any books except textbooks/notes for two months. You gotta give me credit for that ok! I usually hit the books once I get 'em. There was once MPH had a sale. And I read Sushi For Beginners by Marian Keyes. and I loved it. So I went to get more of Marian Keyes' books. I bought about 3 of her books and a Shopaholic. I finished it all in less than a week and was upset with myself. Because a) I didnt buy more b) I read it so fast c) I wanted more books to read. Pfffft! Anyway, the next time I went I got more Marian Keyes books and updated myself with Cecelia Ahern and Sophie Kinsella's shopaholic series with the two others she had. And I picked up The Poet, Michael Conelly, because I felt like it. So then, I realised I lovedddddddd Chick lits and Michael Conelly. Anyway, I love reading. Thats the whole point. Next I'll be telling you why I am a nerd. *eeks!*

Oooooo I cannot wait til the last Harry Potter book comes out. And I cannot wait to get my hands the one/two book left of Marian Keyes. I've read and have all her books except a few. And I'm out to get them soon. Megasales what!!! hahaha and and Nisha Minhas. =D *grins* and well exams are over soon. TWO DAYS!!! hehe. And I can indulge!!!

My mum is planning to go to Hong Kong and Macau in about 1 week. Hmm, I have mixed feelings. Hong Kong is so hot. =( We were actually planning on Japan. But its summer there and its HOT!!! *sob sob* So well whatever it is. I'm still going basketball crazy after my exams. hahahaha

But once A-levels is over. I'm going to Beijing after Chinese New Year... Hopefully for about one month. hahaha My mum wants to send me there for some intensive Mandarin course. But I dont wanna go for THREE MONTHS!!!! one month will be fine. And plus its Olympic year that year. I wanna go around and my mum's friend says that Beijing is a LOT more nicer now. compared to the last time I went I guess. I dont wanna waste three months tehre. I have other plans!! So Beijing for a month, come back, celebrate birthdays. Hopefully a holiday at the beach. other holidays in between and then, I PRAY AND PRAY VERY VERY HARD!!! That I'll be able to go to England to catch a football match. At the moment, I'm up for ANY EPL matches. But I really really badly want a LIVERPOOL match. Or I just wanna go Europe for the Euro Cup. =D *grins* and then come back and prep for uni. get some packing?? (a bit soon?) cause well uni will start around august and EPL season ends in May... so I'll have June and July to pack. Ok, lets see... I'll pack in July, because I'll get to go shopping for clothes and stuff since it will be megasales that time of the year. June I'll spend... lazing around... hehe.

Initially I had plans to work. But I kinda threw that out the window because I'd rather just slack more than I will ever get to. hahhahahaha

Out for now. =D

Delayed by exams.

Anyway Happy Father's Day!! hahahaha *ehhehehe now u know how delayed* I celebrated Father's Day at the theatre with my family. Fantastic4... Oh wait, I've already blogged about it. hahaha I forgot... pfft!

Okies, what am I supposed to blog about?

Exams are NEARLY over. One more paper... Four more days to that paper. I cannot wait till its over! Wheeee! And and ANDDDDDD!!! everyday passing is one day down to the start of the football season! YAY!!!!

Ooo I really cannot wait. To see my Gerrard, Carrangher, Kewell (about time!), REINA (hahaha) and hopefully Luis Garcia wont be moving... and and and... Alonso... Hopefully Torres (drools and dreams)

Ahhhhhhh happy happy!!!

Oh my, I'm so boring. Further maths has taken its toll on me. Oh shit! I'm a BORING nerdy NERD... I have NOTHING to blog about.. its too depressing... No no! I need a holiday! Hopefully I get one. If not it'll be satisfying enough to PIG out... oh wait.. tak boleh. tak nak. I WILL not pig out. I'll spend an hour on the treadmill.. Sit-ups and shooting hoops... work the legs, tummy and ARMS!!!! wheeeee... Eternal Bliss. I miss being in shape... I miss running around FIS as if its my own very playground.. hahaha actually it WAS. I want I want Mr Joshua back.. I want him to train our asses off. I really miss him calling me Jack. hahaha and and his animated look when I manage to steal the ball... wheeeeeee I'm THAT good. hahahahaha. I miss those one on one coaching he gave me... teaching me fade-aways and how to dribble and stuff.. or those two on one coaching.. me, Farah and him... fade-aways and then teaming against him... Was damn fun. And tiring though. But i LOVED it. I MISS IT SO MUCH!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh I benci college life. Its made me FAT and USELESS. Stupid stupid HELP!

*Note to self: Once on holz, make John drive the car out and shoot hoops. and dribble like mad. And and play footie with myself*

Oooo bet u didnt know. I play football tooo!!! But very LOUSY! Oh btw, I play by MYSELF. and I can hardly run with the ball without it running away from me. But not too bad. needs more practice... A LOT more practice. hahaha

And need to play more badminton outside my house. hahahahahahahaha..

anyhow, my further maths papers so far is screwed up. Stats 3 was HORRIBLE. I'm doing badly this time around. Especially for the maths papers. No confidence. *sob sob*

anyway I'm off now. tmrw got photoshoot. hahaha family potrait... wheeeee! Hopefully i get some really nice shots. :P then can show it off here. Hope I dont look fat.. =S

toodles... *beauty sleep here I come*

Basketball (period) You know I love the game. You know I love playing the game. You know I miss playing it everyday after school. You know I miss my school bball team... The one with Farah in charge. I MISS IT!!!!!!!!! And I've got a thing for watching basketball too! I was up today watching the NBA Finals. Of course it was in the morning, anyway I woke up early to catch Friends and then I continued with the Finals. Its really awesome. And I dont really support ANY team but now I do. San Antonio Spurs!!!!!!!!!! woohoo!!!! Yea, they dont have the best shooters or whatever! They have what they call a -TEAM- which to me, is the most important thing in the whole game. Having a team that doesnt care if you take the shot or not. As long as by the end of the day, they have the highest points. And Tony Parker totally deserved his MVP. Tim Duncan was a lil disappointing especially on the shooting front, but he did score once... AMAZING rebound from (i forgot whom, but same team) and just using his fingers to lift it slighty and get it in (wris-er-te snap, hehehehe Mr Joshua.. ah, he's the BEST coach ever!). It was amazing. And he's a very very good rebounder. He's awesome around the net. I watched the ending of Game 3 and he was great. Game 4... hands down was Tony Parker's. His shot in the first quarter. That one when he was slanted sooooo much and jumped off his right foot, could have caused an injury (thank God it didnt) , and scored! It was fantastic. He's amazing. And the runs he had. Running past Gibson and then two more defenders chasing him and he netted it in. Its amazing. He's so fast. Reminded me of the time Mr Joshua told me that I'm a point guard because I was small and fast. Which took me by surprise... cause ME fast?? whoa!!! but maybe I was fast on the court... Anyway... back to the final. Cleveland Cavaliers FINALLY had a lead in the second half in Game 4 throughout the whole series. I dont know what is so great about LeBron James. OK OK! He's good. His dunk and his fade aways. Its good. But he really didnt impress me when he played. Especially not in the finals. Anyway, Eva Longoria is one lucky girl. She'll be marrying Mr. first-MVP-from-Europe Parker, who is btw French, next month. Congratulations to Spurs and Mr and Mrs Parker.

I'm such a sports addict. REDS AND SPURS ARE MY TEAMS!!! wheeeeeeeee!

Kelvind is a moron, the asshole with a capital K!!!! I'm gonna get revenge.

This is what Ureeeya had to say:

" KELVIND!!

So hai. Ma hai. Chi bai. Shit hole. Fuck face. Dumb fuck. Gay. Slams it for guys-no good-shithead.

Ha..they'd be more to come I think. Unless Jacq says it all in her blog.

What Kelv does when he is bored is tell ppl to "go die" "i trusted you and you did that" "i treat you so nice" "i treat you like such a good friend". Ooo..says all this and when I ask "WTF did I do" he says "what's the point in telling you" "I don't even know why I'm talking to you" "I'm gonna block you"

Oo..well I just ended it by saying "Fine, act like a freaking child..f*** off"

ha..he got it bad from JacQ. Remind me to slap that asshole the right way so he knows how it hurts!

Okay..sigh..hahaha funny tho. I think I'll try that. Hell NO!! I ain't a fucka! "

Now here's MY version :

" Kelvind is an asshole, as I have mentioned above. And he's also all that Ureeeya said he was. You see, he played this PRANK on us both... The reason? Because he was bored. So he starts a convo with me like normal saying "Hey" and I'm like "hi" then he jumps and says "I need to talk to you" and I'm like... "errr ok whats up?" and he lashes out at me "How could you do this to me? After I trusted you and you do that. And I treated you like a friend and all and you do this to me." AND I'M LIKE MIGHTY CONFUSED!!! Honestly, I thought he was gonna go back about the past. So I asked him, "What are you talking about?" And he says "you should know what you did. What for I want to tell you what you did. Go and think what you did to me. How could you?" and I'm confused as hell. So I ask him again a bit irritated this time, "What are you talking about? You have to tell me because I dont know wtf you're talking about" and then he says... "you should know. Whats the point of me telling you" and I lost it already... Lemme copy and paste what I said.. haha (me in pink. Kelv in a really gay colour = PURPLE!)

well if u arent tellin me then... i obviously dont knw what the fuck u're talking abt. if u dont tell me.. then how should i knw... u might as well not bother talking...

u think for urself n u shld knw wat u ave done wrong. yea dats a gud idea

then i think its a waste of time..

get out of my life....i dnt wan to talk to u and all

To which I go crazy and well decided that if he was gonna be a jerk... then I'd lash it out at him to. Plus after all I never got to say it all. hahahahaa I'm kidding. Anyway, I had totally no idea what he was talking about. And plus, I knew I hadnt done anything to him. So why the hell was he saying shit like that?? So I tembak and just let everything out. One person outta my life cant hurt me that bad.. hahhahha

u're telling me that? fine by me... honestly.. i think u should get a life.. and stop lashing out at me for reasons that i'm unclear of. u treat me like a nice friend?? obviously YOU need to get a fucking like and look at the way you've treated me... not a fucking apology from u once...

And then that monkey starts laughing and says "wei dont la get angry. I was only joking" and then I swore, "fuck u!" and he laughs more. I tell you this guy has nothing better to do. he tells me he did the same to Ureeeya and I told her he's a moron... and I told her what I said. the ending part, where i lashed out. hahahah I really gave it to him. asshole!!! anyway after that whole thing. The three of us were chatting and I know something. Ok, its not so much of a surprise... but.. Kelv's a big time horny bastard! No kidding. damn perverted. And he keeps telling me he's not... I say : BULLSHIT! and you cannot deny it. I think its not appropriate to post what we were talking about. But one thing for sure. KELVIND BHASKARAN IS AN ASSHOLE, A PERVERT and A VERY HORNY BASTARD!!!! Some monkey who pranks people so badly because they are BORED!! eesh. So geram. After my exams I'm gonna get him back. Get back together with him and then rip his heart out of his wonderful body. That's Uree's and my plan. GO TO HELL KELV and JUST DIE!!!! Anyway later on when the three of us were chatting. He asked why I was so angry , why fuck fuck fuck... and I replied, "Because you fuck fuck fuck with my head" I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!! PERVERT! Hmpf! "

Spoilers for OTH's season 4 finale. hehe

OMG I loved it. Yea yea, maybe it was just a lil expected. Karen awakes from her coma. Dan hands himself over to the cops. Attempts suicide after Karen visits and gives him nicely and then spits at the glass separating them (sadly). He didnt get to kill himself because the cloth tore and he saw Keith getting shot. Which btw, he killed remember. Brooke and Lucas are James Lucas Scott's godparents. Deb is an awesome grandma. Lucas is Nathan's coach, he'll be Whitey's asst. coach. Lucas and Peyton are so cute. Lucas finally says that he doesnt want Peyton to go. Brooke and Chase (i love that name) do it in the car. hahahahahahahaha The girls of Tree Hill dance to Spice Girl. It makes me smile uncontrollably. Karen awakes from the coma thanks to Keith, just like how Lucas did. Karen's and Keith's daughter aka Lucas' lil sister is named Lily. Mouth is wild! hahahahahaha he SCORES!!!!!!! Skillz and Bevin are so cute. Skillz loves the Spice Girls.. hahaha I need to replay it.

So there you go. SPoilers if you want it. :P


F4... Not that freaking GAY Chinese band F4... F4 = Fantastic Four. I watched it... with my family. Not bad ah... Exam period, I go watch movie... and TWICE somemore.. hahahahahaha eeks!! mati la... results out then I'm a goner. Bye bye Earth. Anyway, Julz and myself did some stupid things. Like before the movie started this lady behind us somewhere laughed. And that laugh made US laugh. So we laughed like mad. And then these morons behind us Shhh-ed us. And I retorted by Sshhh-ing them back. ANyhow that was one part. And then later on in the show, Julz got her head knocked or something by the person behind her. And then there was a time when the whole theatre was PIN DROP SILENT!!! And I swear, it was SOOOOOOO QUIET. Its like no one dared to move or something. So I started laughing and then I went "SHHHHHHHHH!" pretty loud. and Julz and I cracked up again. Haiz. the things we do to amuse ourselves. Anyhow it wasnt that great of a movie. Not bad. Oh... Jessica Alba is HOT, but in the movie... =.= ... I only think she looked great in her wedding dress, which btw I LOVE!!!!!!!! And and I dont knw, her lips looked as if it had been Botox-ed or something. It was very weird. And her face was just... Not so nice ....TOO MUCH make-up. and then her eyes went so nice. She looked hella lot hotter in the first movie. IN this movie, her face and everything was just wrong. And she went tooo blonde. Not her colour. Oh and she's TOO tanned it was eew. Oh oh, u knw towards the ending when Reed and Susan gets married... and its in that foreign land... This stupid woman behind somewhere on the left said "hahaha di Cina" (translating to... hahaha in China) and I wanted to shout behind and say "Bukan Cina la BODOH, itu JEPUN!!"... dont knw facts. They were wearing GOD DAMN KIMONOS!!!!!! and PLEASE YOU LIVE IN MALAYSIA! Its a diversed country, with many nationalities... and the two main ones are the MALAYS and CHINESE (had to purposely put Malays first, of course I rather not... I'm not racist or anything ok) And as a MALAYSIAN you've gotta have seen a bloody Cheongsam before. It DOES NOT look ANYTHING like a god damn kimono. For one, Cheongsams are a hella lot more tight fitting. And its way hotter. And we dont have belt like things and a funny pouch behind our backs. Anyway the point is, I got irritated. Anyway I find the movie stupid. Firstly, China gets thrashed... to be exact.. its Shanghai.. How I knw.. Because I WENT THERE and plus the writting on signboards were in Chinese. and the tower that Johnny uses to kinda make a U-Turn... thats SHANGHAI!!! I saw it before. Anywya... so Shanghai, China gets thrashed right... and then they end up getting married in Japan... that's kinda a distance. No wonder that woman was thinking it was China.. but still its STUPID, it was a KIMONO for god's sake. Anyhow.... ALBA DIES!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha *la la la*

etc... PUNK'D IS BY FAR THE BEST SHOW EVER!!!!!! Avril Lavigne CRIED!!!!!! Oh its classic. Ashton Kutcher... *dreams*and and... JOHNNY STORM!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha anyway, I'm off. =D I should be studying eh?? I'm way too relaxed.. hehe mati mati!

Guys dont amaze me... They make me pity them.
Guys arent perfect, and neither are girls.
Guys dont know pain like us girls do.
Guys can be such assholes sometimes. and girls are just born bitches.
Guys can be perverts, but girls cant? BULLSHIT!!!!!! *I'm a living proof of that! haha*

Its raining... ahhhhhhh!!! bedtime ... i meant, naptime!!!!!!! But no! i wanna type up crap for u to read. wahahahah! :P

Actually the window is open, and the breeze... cool but not too cold is very nice.

Anyway, I took some very very goth/emo/stupid pictures... with mascara and some eyeliner (my mascara became the eyeliner hahaha)... in the end most pics sucked.. But there was one pic and its very very nice... i focused in on my eyes.. and it was awesome.. its blurry and my eyes were BLACK BLACK!!! hahahah although my eye colour is actually brown.. Anyway, I'll upload it some other day to show u my beautiful eyes... :P hehehe I'm sooooo sad no?

Anyway my sister, Julz takes me for granted. She thinks I'm stupid and well thinks I give her face and forget stuff that she does. She's so.. I dont know? Stupid?... She was bored in the room, and I was outside here on the comp. She got bored, racked through my closet... satisfied with a tube top and my lovely green bolero sweater thing, she puts it on.. and then snaps a pic with MY camera... she's so stupid! She knows i'll get so freaking pissed because its MY lovely green sweater... and i bought it when she was showing her fucking temper to my mum. and then she took a very indecent picture... from above... and i DONT knw what she's trying to prove.. that she has breasts?? I dont know... sometimes she is so desperate to look good and be the "it" person u knw... I find that my sister is a bit unreasonable (no no, very!) and sometimes thinks too much on how she looks. I dont knw what to say. ohhh after taking the pic, she didnt delete it.. so later on at night, whilst she was sleeping... I was watching TV or something and then I went to my room.. and took out my camera.. then wtf.. first pic that greeted me was her pic.. and I was like... wtf... its ok she used my cam and stupidly forgot to erase the pic... but then i saw that it was MY GREEN SWEATER!!! omg, i wanted to kick her off the bed so badly.. in the end I wrote her a letter and left it on the dresser for her to see when she woke up. And lately I havent really been talking to her... I dont find a reason to. She pisses me off so much most times when she opens her mouth. Reasons why I dont like/ cant tolerate her attitude:

- she messes up the room and I clean up or get the scolding/lecture from my mum and save her butt.. because she knows (and I know) that if my mum knew it was her mess... she'll be in deep shit. And I have a reason to have my part of the room messy.. i have way too many textbooks and no shelf space
- she uses way too much soap when she showers and the soap finishes so fast. And I end up having to buy and replenish the soap ALL the time
- she has her own shampoo or last time she had her own soap... and so she used it la.. use use use.. and when its finish.. she leaves the empty bottle in the shower and brings in a new bottle. I'm thinkin that maybe she hasnt finished using it, so i dont bother. I leave it... after 1-2months.. its still there... so I ask her if she's done with it.. she says yea.. and i tell her to take it out.. she says ok.. and in the end... it never leaves the shower UNLESS i take it out. pffft!
- she doesnt buy the shampoo/soap/conditioner when she goes out with my mum or aunt... her reason? because they will scold her for buying it. So when i go, she'll ask me to buy it because apparently my mum/aunt wont scold me for buying... FUCK! It doesnt make any sense...
- she cares too much about her freaking looks that she forgets and leaves her face at home.
- she takes my clothes and pose pose and then takes it off and throws it on the chair... thinking that I dont knw where i put that piece before..
- she she she.. just her MOUTH cant shut up when it has to
- she talks so much that I cant stand it.. and when i tell her to shut the fuck up..she talks more and irritates the crap outta me
- she farts when I'm about to sleep.. so i smell this thing and AHHHHHHH!
- she's sooooo desperate... oh, you dont knw how desperate! She's willing to invite ppl to the house just so she can go out.. people she doesnt even like.
- she takes advantage of me. she told me to go out for my bday, and invite my friends then tell my parents that i'll be bringing her as well and she can bring her friends and this thai fella that she likes... which is so fucking pathetic.
- she can study but has that mind that says... i cannot.. and doesnt even fucking try. like that whole computer exam thing...
- her head is too big already.. she thinks she's all that
- she doesnt have good friends.. she judges whether a person can be her friend or not by their looks and size
- if someone is bigger than her, she calls them fat... and thats just mean...
- when someone calls her a bitch, she takes it as a compliment.. she says she is a bitch.. not realising that people really do hate her. stupid girl!
- I got so much more to say.. but decide not to.. why? give her some fucking face la.

Anyway... I feel terrible about leaving out my youngest sister.. jessebel aka bel. I tell julz stuff (which I sometimes regret greatly... she says she "wont" tell anyone, but fuck, the whole world would know.) anyway.. bel is a lil insecure about some stuff. and it doesnt help that I dont talk to her that much n tell her stuff. And its something I'm trying to change.

Hmmm.. Physics makes me crack lame jokes.. and say way too random stuff. Like ytd, i was studying in John's room... and I wore his too-big-for-me jacket. It was comfy though. So he says "who said u can wear my jacket" and i'm like... "well u left it on ur bed.. u want it ah?" and he sits there looking at me... and knows that I'm up to something so he shuts up. Then I ask, " you want not? i give u la..." he says nvm.. and to which i say, well if u want it... i'll give it to u... just like how i took it.. i'll put it back on the bed and u can go get it... and he knocks my head and says i knew u were gonna say and do something like that.. then on another case.. he went to the bathroom.. and i put my hands behind my back.. as if i'm being handcuffed. since the jacket was too big, i stuffed one sleeve into the other and it felt as if i was handcufffed.. so when he came out, i told him, its very uncomfy to be handcuffed.. and he says 'go study la!'.. well i was supposed to study in the first place.. hahaha then later on whilst i was "concentrating"... he was talking to "ahem" and then he on the webcam... and then he moved it to face me... ehhhhhhhhh no fair.. so i turn my back to the webcam.. when i should have in fact waved and make silly faces (now that i think of it la) anyway.. John's webcam is very the clear!

Anyhow.. physics 4 today did NOT amuse me.. It wasnt too bad. but it was a bit tough. Guess we gota see the results again eh? hahaha

People say I'm happier when John's back.. I guess they are right... Oh oh! one thing that we both enjoy doing... making fun of our siblings together.. hahahahahaha

Johnathan is a BIG dummy! wheeee!!!

Do you know (the ping pong song) by Enrique Iglesias... hahahaha its such a stupid name for a song. The song isnt too bad, it should have just been "Do you know"... but "the ping pong song?"... hahaha reminds me of that... Ketchup song?? haha it was so stupid and lame... i hated it...

Somehow or rather.. each paragraph had something to do with the title... either with sarcasm or it really did amaze it. cool.. thats the first time my post had everything related to the title.. haha

Today before the phy exam.. "Stalker" as uree put it... called uree and then passed the phone to me. It was kinda fun just talking... But it was short and it was... well more of like.. how are u.. and just talking randomly. I start to wonder if I've lost that spark of talking for ages on the phone. Anyway... when I passed the phone back to (her) Stalker he ran outta the room.. which is so sad! hahahhahahahaha I'd talk to my bf in front of everyone else just to rub it in their face that I'm attached and they arent... hahahaha IF i had a bf la.. hahaha But I'm joking anyway..

Hmm... my last post about the things I want in a guy.. ahahahahhahahahaha I read it and started laughing.. I've come to terms like REALLY REALLY come to terms that I wont ever find a guy like that. And I wont ever find a guy CLOSE to that... but its a miracle if I do eh? hahahaha sigh sigh!!! amazing no? if there's a guy like that out there... oh oh ohhhhhhhhh!!! ages ages ago.. about 5 years ago... there was this feng shui fella that my dad was friends with.. so he calculate some stuff and can approx tell u stuff abt the future and all that crap.. which i never believed but I must say it here because it made me laugh and laugh... anyway, that fella said that I will marry a guy whom I will have control of and listens to me... probably someone younger than me... i guess that listening part isnt too bad.. but listen as in what way?? obey my commands (eeks, i wont ever be so demanding man) or listen as in when i have probs (now thats awesome) ahahahahaha

Ahhh, i typed a lot ah... oh... stats 2 was... ok.. but i knw i made a big big big mistake.. and well i wont be getting 90.. hhahaa

I really hate it when people come up to you and knwoing that you are actually good at it.. and then they asked if you've studied or not.. and before u answer, they answer for u, "aiyo, you dont need to study one, you're too smart".. i wanna scream in your face to fuck off.. which i might... soon. And then when people wish u all the best and then they say that you dont need it cause you're smart.. you can also fuck off there. And then when people say, "are u ready to ace it?" when you can see that envy and jealousy in their face because you beat them at a mock or test or whatever... the kiasu-ness. they dont sincerely say things from their heart.. somewhere they are just wishing u screw up and u arent the best of the pack. well you might as well fuck off because i know who you are... and it shows.. i'm not close to people like that... i dont need you to teach me anything or act as someone much more mature than me because you're two years older than me.. and wanting to act as a mum and role model... ahhh fuck urself.. i've got my own role models.. and it definitely isnt you. You're a faker.. and I aint falling for whatever shit you're gonna put me through. High school taught me all that. Get a life and stay outta mine. You're a loser to think that guys love you. hahahahahahahah desperation is in your eyes you lil prick.

Ahhhh I need a shower.. hahhaahahaha My head is spinning.. ooooooo I had subway earlier... *yum yum*

I have this sudden wanting for AWESOME yummy cakes... cheesecakes... *drooools* tiramisu *OMFG*... choc cake with choc oozing out of it when i cut it... YUM YUM!!!!!!!! (like that dessert my dad had a Ciao) Creme Bleu. custard tarts. Mango pudding. Ice cream (not that stupid Nestle one) Haegen Dazs to be specific. or Lecka Lecka... ahhhhhh!!!!!!! Strawberry mousse.. chocolate tarts... strawberry tarts... banana cake.. Caramel flavoured VODKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *fucking drops dead right now!!!!* yea I had that drink when I was in Aussie.. At my cousin's place. And her husband, Piotr (dont bother trying to say it.. you'll never get it.. hehehe its Peter in Polish) anyhow, for your sake... Pee-yort. haha.. i wonder how that sounds.. Hmm anyway Piotr was telling us about the time when Mieszko (my nephew) drank it.. and it was funny!! btw, Mieszko is Michael in Polish. Hmmm... the alcohol content isnt a lot... but you can taste it slightly.. and its yummy... i wanna return to aussie just for that drink. :P hehehee my dad didnt drink it because he cant tolerate alcohol. one sip and KNOCKED OUT!!! wahahhaa... I NEED DESSERTS!!!!!!!

Anyway. I'm in the mood for a shower and then to kacau John. hahahaha my life is so cool!!!!! =P

Outta here... =D

Oh shits!! season finale of OTH.. sob sob.. gotta wait soooo long for season 5... hmpf! we'll play that waiting game again.. sigh!!!!!!

That PS2 game... Guitar Hero. Wheeeeeee! I L-O-V-E it. Although its not so "shiok" as connecting a guitar to the PS2 and playing it, using the controller suits just as well. I love the game. I've played Guitar Hero... And played it so much it got screwed up and I cant play it anymore. But dont fret, there's Guitar Hero II and I HAVE IT!!!!!!!! I have been guiltily playing it when I'm not studying or when my siblings arent playing it. GUILTY OK!!! I feel it, dont say anything more! I know I know, should be studying right? But I cant help it. The nice long breaks in between my exams makes me SLACK so much more than I usually would. Ahhh! Bummer! hahaha

Now, I only need the guitar and I can strum away and rock hard! hahaha! Its a really nice game and plus the songs are nice. If only I can BLAST the volume LOUDER! Ahhh, bliss!

And its good why? Because I can test my eye-hand coordination! And relax myself! hahaha The songs are nicee!!! So far I've fallen in love with Nirvana's Heart-shaped Box. Its such a pity that their lead past away. What's his name? (shits! I terlupa) I have NO damn idea why Keith Urban's name keeps popping into my head. Lol. Its Keith something?? ahhhhhhh!!! I FORGOT!!! I'm so irritated I'm actually gonna go Google it. hahaha The desperation no? Ahhhhhhh I got it.. Kurt Cobain! hehehe, my bad! I knew it started with K, but the only K name that popped into my head was Keith... Lol! Surprising Kelvind didnt pop up! hahaha!

Cherry Pie by Warrant also got my attention. Monkey Wrench by the Foo Fighters. I always knew the Foo Fighters were awesome but didnt really get around to listening to them much. Plus Malaysia's radio are so... pop-ish. They dont really have any good radio stations, apart from 105.7 - Lite Fm!!! hahaha Hey, some of the songs, well most of it, are good. I dont mind listening to most of them songs they play. Its actually quite nice, especially when played in the morning. On the way to school/college. Yeap! Some songs they play are so upbeat and it makes me just sing-along. Message in a bottle, The Police. From where Sting came from. They are re-united! wheee! The Rolling Stones' Cant you hear me knockin'... And some bands I didnt even know exists... The Butthole Surfers. I'm not kidding. Well I'm an avid rock lover, but I didnt know there were a band called that in the scene... Lol.

Guitar Hero... ahhh!!! I feel the need to get a guitar... I feel the need to learn to play the guitar... and drums. Ahhhhh life's too short! There's so much to do, and my schedule doesnt allow for it. *sob sob* Anyone willing to spend loads of time with me... and you MUST have the following profile :

- able to play the guitar and electronic guitar. OR drums (guitar preferred FIRST hahaha).. and I mean play as in AWESOMELY! not a beginner!
- at least 16 yrs old (lol! a lil picky with the age eh?)
- not older than 20? yrs old... or maybe 21? (now I'm being picky!) stick to 20
- hmm, a guy who possesses a males anatomy. Well I wouldnt want a guy who opens his mouth and a girl's voice flows out. A lil freaky! And no, I'm not being naughty or dirty minded.. hmmm hahaha
- reasonable looking. someone compatible with me. hahahahaha damn! I'm so picky!
- someone who'd work around my crazy stupid college schedule
- someone who doesnt mind spending loads of time with me... and NOT complain... maybe that cute whine about wanting to play footie *laughs* *thinks of those times* *poof, it vanishes* *sobs*
- someone who'll stay up the whole night chatting with me on the phone... or sms-ing. and in the midst of those messages... suddenly sweet ones appear... *awww*
- someone who makes my heart beat fast with just the sight of them.
-someone who surprises me in the morning by covering my eyes... Lol...
- someone who has nice hands to hold onto
- someone who's an amazing hugger
-someone JUST someone who I want to be MINE!!!

hahahaha I'm so freaking picky eh?? Well, I dont have hopes on the guy appearing.. because its crazy and hard, actually impossible, to find the guy. lol. And the last few were profile of my ex. hahahaha. But then again... any bf would do something that makes me happy no? well... if not, they suck! hahaha. no hopes on love anyway. wth! I'm so sad... I should be thinking of STATISTICS!!!! sigh

My appreciation for music has expanded tenfolds... no no... thousand-fold.

Hmm, I guess i should get back to doing stats... wheee! Its just as nice as doing accounts. yeap! I'm serious! strongest subjects.. maths (not pure/further maths), accounts and stats.. hahaha well it beats any others that I've actually studied for anyway. hahaha

tooodles!!

No no Mushy mushy, yes yes YOU! or should I replace 'you' with 'love'? haha just messing. It kinda sucks when everyone you know is starting to have relationships with this person n that person.. and you're standing alone most times when they go and have their blasting time. I mean, i'm hella load happy for em.. but sometimes it just makes me feel... left out. hahahaha But! Dont worry, no bothers... I'm perfectly fine standing on my own feet... alone! I've been doing that for awhile, whether its boyfriend or friends or family. But one thing I knw, my family would have my back... and some friends.

- the insecurity is deep deep down hidden, and wont show because YOU've taught me not the show my vulnerability. And I guess thats a good thing. Locking up emotions and giving that straight face when meeting people. I hate you, you asshole! -

This is my 100th post. And I've got something special about it too =D besides it being "old" hahahaha kinda sad. Imagine the total amount of posts if I combined my two older blogs. I know it'll be OVER 1000. hahaha my very first blog was 900+ something post. second blog was I'm not sure... and this one, 100. Hmm. interesting!!!!! haha

Today, I drove!!!!!!! Without a liscense... But driving within my house area... I was all hands on. John was beside me and wheeeeeeee!!! It was fun!

I didnt adjust the seat before I started driving, so I had to seat half-butt-ed on the seat and I leaned forward... making it uncomfy! My turning isnt too bad, unless there's a hump before the turning. Or if I'm going up a slope and then gonna turn. I have a tendency to press too hard on the breaks when I panic! Doesnt help if people shout this and that in my ear. But thank god it was only John! hahaha, I guess its not too bad for a first timer. Heck, its good enough for a first timer. But then again, it was an auto car. LOL! Imagine Manual.. my head will spin, and my body would freeze! haha

I had fun!!! I wanna drive again. Remember me driving the golf cart (buggy). yea, I was extremely good in that! Uh-huh!!!! I guess that helped a lil in driving a car! Ohh, btw, I didnt have it easy, it was no Kancil ok. It was a Toyota Innova. Not bad eh? ahahaha Lol, Damn it! If only I drove the Toyota Fortuner! hahaha John would freak out!! Ohh, and there werent many cars anyway, so I had it easy. And when there were cars or a motorbike... I'd stop the car and wait til they passed! hahahaha I scared later I knock into them la. hahahaha and John did kinda trust my driving... (funny! because my driving is supposed to suck) He didnt put his hands on the hand break or anything. Maybe helped me with the steering once or twice...

WHEEEEE!!! John that was FUN!!! THANKS btw... OH!!!! one more thing...

LET'S GO DRIVE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!

Oh wait! I have my exams, why am I having FUN!?!?! hahaha BLEH!!! Fun is FUN, you mix fun in exams... so it becomes funxams. =D hahaha I'm so proud in being so lame. lol

How was exams so far? Hmm, Bio topics was ok. Not that well. Well, actually not so much confidence. Physics 1 and Physics 3... Not too bad. I'm hoping I get better for Phy1 this time around. the paper seems a lot better than Jan's. But didnt manage to write down a very imp conclusion... sigh. Phy3 was ok... The moments stumped me. *AGAIN!* I knew what to do, but the answers just werent showing the right stuff. It sucks!

Stats 2 coming up. Wheeee! It shouldnt be too bad. Practice makes perfect, especially for maths-related subjects such as, Maths, Further Maths and Stats. I'd rather "study" for stats then for phy/bio. LOL!

sooooo... today is the.. 10th... another 16 days til exams over. Yipeeeeeee!! Holiday!!! RELAX!!!!! MAKAN with my goddad!!!!!! wheee! toodles

Okies this is an OVERDUED post.

One night a few nights back, I was talking to Julz. And we were talking and I smelt something funny. So as usual I ask, "Did you fart?" and guess what was her response?? (hehe I'm not telling!)

Then after some silence, I said "eh, remember we never used fart?" and she goes "yeaaa we would always say, ' did you poot poot?' I think we matured already " to which I say, " no, we arent matured! poot-poot then fart then pass gas" I dont knw why pass gas is so funny.. but we laughed a lot.

This is a post dedicated to my sister, Juliana Chan. I'm dedicating a lot of posts eh?

Anyhow, here's some family equations...

Papa Chan + Mama Chan = 5 Chan kids. (that papa chan and mama chan is julz retarded names for my parents in her phonebook) - (common sense answer!)

Julz + Jacobson = HELL To Sleep With. Both talks A-L-O-T. Both sleep HORRIBLY. And BOTH ARE FARTING MACHINES!!!! ( I ANSWER!)

Julz + Food = Fat Girl (Jacobson answers)

Julz + Jessebel = Fatter girl (I one answered this one because of the previous one ok! I'm not so mean!)

And so far, thats ALL I have at the moment. haha

I'm off to sleep.. I feel a cough coughing up.. sigh!

You know those odd moments of laughters, where you're the only person with the joke. Yea yea, maybe you're the one who have the joke in mind. You cant stop laughing and when you want to tell other people (or just one person) you crack yourself up just thinking of it. Well yea, it happened to me. Last night to be exact. I was in John's room and we were talking and playing cards (well I was playing cards with MYSELF!) You see, John's not always the nice big bro that I mention him as. (hahah I'm KIDDING!!!) Johnny Bravo is awesome. He was chatting with a friend (or should I say... more than friends?) Well you see, he's never really told me clearly that he HAS a gf, but he doesnt need to... I already KNOW!!! But then sometimes it gets confusing! I hate you John for doing this to me! But I'm sure as hell now. So he was chatting with his friend (or gf) NO NO NO!!! to his gf. And I was sitting around playing cards. So I got bored and started to snoop around, looking at what he was talking about (ahhh, good times good times! hehehe) and then he was telling her about being a ' "volunteer" worker ' in this exhibition thing that my parents are holding with 50 other organisations. And what I read was.... ' "volunteer" wanker '.... OK OK!!!!!!! maybe I'm not as innocent and clean-minded as I cut out to be. I'm a hella load more pervish than you know. (ahem ahem!) So I start LAUGHING and you CANNOT blame me. You see, he was using his laptop and I was reading from the side. And WORKER can pass off as WANKER if you read it from certain angles or you're just plain perverted and reading it from a very odd angle. "or" can pass off as "an" especially in the context of "worker" and "wanker" Sooooo! Its not entirely MY fault. So I laughed and laughed and john was like, wth? and I told him I read something he typed wrongly and it was damn right funny! AND he gives me this confused look as if he's so innocent and I'm like dont you wanna know? And he tells me that he doesnt. So I say, Fine *laughs* I'm just write it up on my blog... And he gives me this REALLY childish whinny "Noooo!" and I laugh more. and thats when John surprised me... He told me that his friends read my blog. WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Well it should have been "wooooohooo, wahahaha time to get baack at john for all the bullying and disgusting wet willies" Well, I'll be damned. I was like... WHAT!?!?!?! they do?? you see, john has two groups of friends, college and uni. I'm better off with the college friends. Why? Because his uni friends are abit funny. They are all nice no doubt, but weird and mean when they try to guess names OR remember names.. =.=" Oh, you see, you're reading my blog now. Oops! hehehe ok ok, lets get this straight. I'm perfectly fine with all of John's friends. I love em all... (sounds "wrong") and they are nice bla bla bla. But I dont really know his uni friends. I've talked more to his college mates and tahts just it. I'm sure eventually I'll feel more comfortable with his uni friends. So long as they get my name right.! oh oh, just specially for you guys, when you all have trouble remmebering my name... Call me Jackie..why jackie? as you know, my surname is CHAN and Jackie is short for Jacqueline and Jackie Chan should be easy to remmeber yea? goodie! hahahaha

So I guess my blog has more hits than I know...

Well so John surprised me and I'm like... "eeks, thats VERY weird" I didnt know people actually READ my blog. So then I was getting all worried and stuff, and then I decided to forget about it. So what if they read it?? HELL I WANNA KNOW WHO READS MY BLOG!!! Apart from... Uree, HJ, Sai, MJ, WK, HL, John, Julz, DD, Rash... Hmm, tahts all I can think of. Well tahts all that have actually left a mark on my blog, SO I KNOW!!! hahahaha I need to know who you people are... Ok ok, how does this sound?? If you read my blog... you go JUST say hi on my tagboard eh? hahahaha I'm desperate to know how many people ACTUALLY reads my blog. hahahaha SO I know if I can bitch about you here or not. hahahaa heck, I dont bitch about people on my blog, so you dont have to worry... at least for now.. hahahaha

So yea, John's a "volunteer" WANKER!!!!!! hahahaah I'm evil evil!!! and well, BLEH!!! he chased me out of his room eventually.. and threatened to pinch my.... and he stopped.. and I looked at him... I forgot what I actually did... but then I started running and he got off his chair.. and I shouted... I'm gonna tell your gf, I have her number! he-he-he!

John's friends... If you are reading... John's not all that good and awesome of a guy. He's actually much more childish than you know! and VERY VERY mean. hahahaha =P I love you too, John!!!

So since my birthday quite a few things has happened. John had a BBQ party with his uni friends... and and thats when I realised, I enjoy BBQ-ing so much. AND I'm A VERY GOOD BBQ-er... I ended up BBQ-ing because I fell in love with it. Or maybe it was because BBQ beat studying. You see, I had to choose between sitting outside and BBQ-ing OR go inside and study. What would you choose eh? I love BBQ-ing... EXCEPT when the smoke gets into ur eyes and you tear up... BADLY! anyhow... I had my exams the next day. Bio 3. Ahh, kacau only!!! Study deforestation and desertification came out. Well at least can answer la. Stupid exams, I cant wait til they are over. 9 freaking more. spread out from the 8th til 26th. its a big stupid mess.!!!! I hate exams... dont we all?

Had one of those random talks with John.. I honestly forgot about WHAT but I remember laughing like crazy! John's crazy sometimes. And stupid sometimes. Sometimes he thinks I'm stupid. Sometimes I amaze him. And he gives me this look as if I'm stupid. hahahaha Sometimes I fall asleep when he's playing PS2 and he says something and I snap outta my sleep just to say, hmmm, so he wouldnt feel as if he was a loner. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH Life with John is great. =P I'm gonna miss him when he goes back to Singapore. I'll JOIN you soon!!!!! hehe

Anyway, I'm off now. Here's one dedicated TO my lovely retarded brother, JOHNATHAN CHAN!!!!!!!!!! xoxo. You're my bro for life. You're stuck with a lil brat like me.. =) hehe

Its my birthday today!!!!!!

What did I do?

11.40 pm (31/5) - Pooma messaged me and that followed with a call from Amanda (all the way from down under, Aus)
12midnight - messages after messages and then followed by two calls and Ureeeya's call. heheheh, sooorrrrrrrrrry!!!! more messages.

Why am I saying sorry to Uree? hahaha because before it struck midnight, she told me not to pick up any phone calls or whatever until she wishes me... But I fell asleep and then I just wanted to stop the phone ringing. She called whilst I was talking to Abhay and she left a voicemail.. And I laughed and I awaited her call... And she called back. =D hehehe sorry honey!

Ohhh and btw, I fell sick today. Its perfect timing isnt it? I didnt talk much on the phone because... my throat was in PAIN! and then I felt so weak.

Around 2-ish am... I woke up and to my dismay... My whole body was aching and just mighty weak. I ended up going to the toilet but in a very blurry state. I slept right in front of the air-con and yet my body was still so HOT! (hahahah get what I mean? =P) hahaha Literally it was so hot... and I'm like.. oh shit, I knew I was sick. I woke up this morning and was feverish. I brushed my teeth and then took a shower.. and you know, when you're sick and taking a shower.. .You're just sooo lazy and you just dont wanna take a shower.. I had that feeling. And then against all odds, I just decided to continue to go for college. I felt so sick in the car I really felt like puking and wanted to pass out. I ended up closing my eyes for a moment.. and then reached college. Went for physics and felt so SLEEPY! After physics I went to FIS to pick up my sisters... and thats when they wished me happy birthday! hahahaha a lil late huh? considering tht we stay in the same house. had lunch and then lepaked awhile in my mum's office. My parents were out and when they came back they wished me. My mum planted two kisses on me, one on each cheek.. hahaha and my daddy just one. he said, and I quote "later go and buy your present ok"

I headed home and my mum brought me to buy my present. In the car she asked what did I want. And I said, "I dont know, what do you wanna get for me?" And she said, "I was thinking sunglasses" and I'm like... ooooooo yea sure! hahaah so we headed to the shop... I tried on about 5-6 shades and finally nailing it down to 2. And then the salesman showed me a Ray Ban one. its two toned and it was one of the latest edition. So I tried it on and fell in love with it. But I also fell in love with the Gucci one. I ended up buying the Ray Ban one anyway.

I had dinner at Milwaukee.. Its a restaurant near my place and its awesome!

Anyways, remember my 13th birthday? When my FIS friends got together to buy me a handphone... (yea you might not know it... but thats what happened) This year, 17th birthday. my crazy college friends got together to get me a freaking Liverpool jersey. My friends are INSANELY CRAZY! FIS AND HELP!! haha

And Ureeeya gave me a shock for my birthday. O.O Hmm, well, I kinda suspected SOMETHING, but since she didnt tell me I figured there probably wasnt something going on. Damn! Well, darling I'm very the happy for you. But not happy in a way. Because I'm the lonesome single bitch! hahahaha No no, I'm hella load happy for u yea. =D

Hmm... so its been an alright day. I'm sick and that stinks!

And I'm tired.. so I'll enjoy the rest of the night in my lovely bed or couch. hehehe