Oh shit!!!! Its just a few more hours til I officially turn 17. eeeewwwwwww! That number is not nice. I'm gonna be all whiny and oldd!!! here's something a bit mean... But dont take it personally.. I'm just fooling around.... I dont understand how all of you guys (especially those older than me) can stand being so old. Like you know, each year growing older and stuff... hahaha.. I'm messing! I never wanna grow old. I've always wanted to stay young... Well exclude those few years when I just wanted to grow up and have my own life. But not anymore.I wanna stay young... have my family always around me (no matter how annoying and crazy they are) and and... somehow have my own family whilst every single one of my family members are still around. ESPECIALLY my grandma!

Hmpf! I hate my birthdays!! Oooo, the number of candles on your cake increases and the size of the candle increases as well. I love cakes to death but not BIRTHDAY cakes.. Pfft!

Ok, maybe I'm being a little bit too whiny. hahaha sorry people! I just felt like rattling out nonsense!!! hehe

Anyway... I'm about to update my b'day wishlist... and you go check it out! cross out one thing and add one thing. hhahaha

Well college friends are CRAZY and amazing.. They got me a Liverpool jersey! No, not fake like John's!! haha I know it costs so much!! I've saved MY MONEY for it and they went all out to get me one.. THEY ARE INSANE!!!!! but I love 'em all... they are amazing... So I was very shocked... I mean... I didnt expect anyone to actually get me a jersey.. But I kinda got a hint from.. Hwei Jene's BLOG!!! haha (darling, here's a lesson.. when you're gonna surprise someone.. dont not type it out in ur blog! heheh) but still.. I was very shocked ok!! ytd was HJ's turn to say OMG OMG!!! Today I was all OMG!!!! (basically it was MY turn) You guys are all crazy!!! I really wanna pay you back...

Oh ohhhhh!!! My lil bro's such a donkey!!! hahaha whilst I was typing away. he came up to me and said, " Hey tmrw your bday right, nah, I give you money!" he came and gave me two bucks.. hahaha and I'm like.. Oooi, take it back! use it for ur school!!! and he was like.. No no take it.. I took it and put it in his hand.. then he put it on my phone, next to me... lemme take a pic of it.


SEE he has nothing better to do! and I've got nothing better to do as well.. taking a pic of it!
Crazy nutcase but so cute! hahahaha NO!!!!!! stop telling me he's cute! hahaha certain things.. But definitely NOT slapping me and telling me to wake up when I AM AWAKE! hahaha

Anyway.. I'm off to my grandma's place. its my grandfather's death anniversary (following the chinese calendar)

I'll put things that you are able to get. So you wont be stumped.

Laptop
Camera (sony)
Ticket to Liverpool match(es)
Liverpool home jersey
Liverpool away jersey
Gerrard's signed jersey or autograph (heyyy, you CAN get it)
iPod (30GB) OR
Guitar (and lessons)
Drums (and lessons)
Surfboard
Room makeover
MY driving liscense!!!!

Things you just read are a bit expensive no? ok ok, lemme tone it down a little. But you are more than welcomed to get me any of those. Most reasonable one for you would be the LOVELY jersey =D

Nisha Minhas - Passion and Poppadoms
Nisha Minhas - Chappati and Chips
Marian Keyes - Angels
Marian Keyes - Under the Duvets
Any of Michael Connelly's books except The Poet and Lincoln Lawyer (I have those)
Chick-lits
Armaggedon's DVD
Brainpool's album Junk- A rock opera
Linkin Park - Minutes to Midnight
Red Hot Chilli Peppers album - Stadium Arcadium or any others
One Tree Hill Season One DVD
One Tree Hill Season Two DVD
One Tree Hill Season Three DVD
One Tree Hill Season Four DVD (when it comes out)
Everybody Loves Raymond DVD
Liverpool jersey (You are ALL crazy, but no doubt amazing... it costs a BOMB and I KNOW!!!!!!! crazy people!!! pfft! but thanks so much =D)
Liverpool scarf
New shoes
A nice yummy unbelievable delicious birthday cake - Tiramisu OR cheesecake... Oooo *drools*
Allowed to skip Physics revision class by Mr Lim on my Birthday. (shucks)
Envy Me
Zen V Plus (mp3)
Front row tickets to MICHAEL LEARNS TO ROCK- Asian Tour 07!!!! (grrr)

A BOYFRIEND!!!!!! Someone whom likes me, someone whom I like, someone whom I'm comfortable with 24/7. Someone who knows their limits and wont ask me to go to bed with him (fuck urself la!) someone who will appreciate my whinning! (hahaha kidding!) someone who doesnt mind me paying for the littlest of things but will end up paying for it anyway. someone who's cute and amazingly charming. SOMEONE WHO'S MY TYPE!!! oh! and for the record, someone who's tall and skinny (but physically fucking fit) and probably NOT chinese! Lmao!!! well I'm just trying to keep a record here! I've only dated tall and skinny (no doubt FIT and active) guys.. oh and NOT chinese! hahahahahaha I'm cracking myself up.. hahaha I hope I'm not too picky! (kekeke I'm just messing!)


I'll put more up when I start getting ideas..

Ooooo, that guy I saw... HAHAHAHAHA, I'm kidding!!!!!!!

OKies, I know what I mentioned were a bit expensive. You guys dont have to get me anything (except the jersey! hahahaha kidding) Its just a "WISH"-list. You know. WISH!!!!!!!! SO dont sweat it ok. Dont worry about it. =D

hahahahahaha title says it all. Here's some of my fav lyrics from their latest album, Minutes to Midnight

I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away -

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are -

My dad, he's got a lot of fear, I know
But enough pride inside not to let that show
My brother had a book he would hold with pride
A little red cover with a broken spine on the back
He hand-wrote a quote inside,
"When the rich wage war, it's the poor who die"

With hands held high into a sky so blue
As the ocean opens up to swallow you -


So now you're gone
And I was wrong
I never knew what it was like
To be alone... On a Valentine's Day

I used to be my own protection
But not now
Because my mind has lost direction
Somehow-

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

And I cannot explain to you
In anything I say or do or plan
Fear is not afraid of you
But guilt's a language you can understand -


Telling me to go
But hands beg me to stay
Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate

I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces
And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets

You wrap me in your arms
And chill me to the bone

My fav out of all... Fear is not afraid of you but guilt's a language you can understand. I think it suits my blog... guiltcontradicts.. hahahaha I need to add that line somewhere on my blog. XD hehe

Well, I'm off to find a way back into love.... BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!! hahahahaa! music and lyrics.

Find a way back into love... I dont need it... I dont want it at the moment.. .I'mofftodosomethingunproductivelikewatchtvortypelikethis... HAHAHAHAHAHA! toodles

I was watching Miss Universe just a moment ago and... It stinks that Miss Malaysia wasnt in the top anything... hahaha Well apa boleh buat? Its MALAYSIA right? hahahaha

Well there were four asians in the top 15. Thailand, India, Korea and Japan. It boiled down to three Asians in the top 10. India, Korea and Japan. And boiled down to two Asians in the top 5. Its really great because it just shows that Asians are the true beauty! hahahaha :P I'm kidding.

USA shouldnt even have been in the top 5... she slipped and fell on her bum bum. HAHAHAHAHA I laughed so hard. She isnt even pretty. India was wayyyy prettier... And I didnt see how Niargua?? whatever went into the top 10. I think Thailand was hella load better. Well its good.

I was cheering for Japan and Korea! Although Venezuala and Brazil were very pretty... but I'm Asian and my dad loves drilling that into my head... Not as if I never knew, but heck. Its cemented firmly in my head and I wont forget that I'm a true 100% Asian. Not mixed. I already knew that ages ago.

4th runner up - USA (wahahahahaha goodie!)
3rd runner up - Korea (shucks!)
2nd runner up - Venezuala (okies I guess)

Meaning that the top 2 positions were Brazil and Japan... That's GOOD!!! Last year I wanted Japan to win. Her traditionaly costume was WOW!!!!!! It was traditional and it was everything JAPAN! You could tell, with the katanas on her back and stuff. RED RED! hahaha...

This year's winner... JAPAN!!!!!!!!! woohooo

Justice! hahaha.

its two years running that Japan was in the Top5.

Now I'm not really a follower of Miss Universe and its sort. Its just I sit there, watch it... And envy those ladies parading their butts for the world to evaluate. It takes so much confidence and I dont have that much confidence... If I were on a stage with an audience that big, I'd rather wear a one piece swimsuit that only has holes at the back and I'd drap a scarf over my legs. Hehehe

Malaysia's gotta start scouting for REAL women who can compete at such a level with those other women from those countries which always have amazingly beautiful offsprings. hahaha And I exclude USA! I dont really have anything against the US just a few certain things. But its minor and not a biggie. Try casting my sister, Julz, for the Miss Malaysia title.. I think she's a hella load more prettier than those at the latest Miss Malaysia contest... actually she's prettier than a whole bunch of 'em put together. Except... my sister's command of any language sucks! She only knows "Bhangra" hahahaaha

Well with that said and done. I'm off to... Hmm... study? hehehe.. I certainly hope so. hehe

I head to town for a two hour Physics revision class and I felt sleepy halfway through. Very effective eh? hahahaha

Mr Lee is VERY loud, and his handwritting sucks! I did think that Mr Lim's was bad... nope nope... Mr Lee's is wayyy worst. its basically like... lemme show u..

Now, how the hell are we supposed to figure THAT out?? hahahaha Thank god he
reads whilst writing on the board. So we can figure it out.... hahaha its pretty damn confusing... when he wrote "measurement for resonance and forced frequency" I thought it said "Neasureance for recosance and find frequency"... Until I realised that it was measurement and resonance and forced.. which took me about more than 5 minutes.. hahaha

Anyway... it was a good class.. in away.. Some parts I got more confused, other parts I'm like, " I already knew that" and some times I went "ohhhh I see" so mixed mixed.. wouldnt have cost me if I missed it. Because Mr Lim's notes have EVERY thing that we need to know. eat the book and we'll ace it. =P I'm really serious!!! I ate the first few chapters and went for my mocks with half-past six knowledge on the other chapters and got a 63%.. Imagine if I makan EVERYTHING!!! Which is what I'll be doing the night before the exam.. XD

I'm going Linkin Park crazy!!! John bought their Minutes to Midnight album.. He's playing it in his room right now and his door is open and its very loud... And I'm LOVING it... I've always loved Linkin Park... And obviously grown out of my obsession for Mike Shinoda... moving on to Chester Bennington.. hahaha I'm KIDDING! John's got all their albums... excluding the one with Jay-z. And I've listened to each one and love each one. My fav single from their latest album is What I've Done... not because its their first single from that album.. not because the radio stations play it... because I love it. and I love all their other songs as well... ahhh I'm confused!! haha

Linkin Park - What I've Done


In this farewell,
There's no blood,
There's no alibi.
Cause I've drawn regret, 
From the truth, 
Of a thousand lies.
So let mercy come,
And wash away...

What I've done,
I'll face myself,
To cross out
What I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of
What I've done.

Put to rest, 
What you thought of me.
Well I clean this slate,
With the hands of uncertainty
So let mercy come,
And wash away...

What I've done,
I'll face myself,
To cross out
What I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of
What I've done.

For what I've done,
I start again.
And whatever pain may come,
Today this ends,
I'm forgiving...

What I've done,
I'll face myself,
To cross out
What I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of
What I've done.

What I've done,
Forgiving what I've done

The lyrics touch me... *not in that sick, demented way that my group of friends in FIS thinks... HAHAHAHA*

I was messaging Soph last night about a gathering.. and her first reply.. ."who r u?" and I'm like... wtf... hahahaha she cant make it due to class.. anyway.. she told me to keep talking sick... yeap she did! hahahaha I havent seen her since... graduation!!!!!!!! pfft!

I miss my friends... its been ages since we've met up... sigh! its so sad... college is too much!!! stupid college, why'd we have to grow up so fast? why'd we have so little time to enjoy those last five years together? Its so sad... five years is a long time isnt it? But it feels much shorter... School fast forwards our lives and before you know it, we're out and in college. And separated... All our boundaries that we've managed to remove in those five years start building itself and by the time college starts... Its back to the level where you dont trust anyone and have to find friends and trust from this new group of people aka strangers... I'm awaiting the time when I'll have to rebuild this boundary... uni will be the same story... sigh!!!!!!! I hate growing up!

watch TV watch TV!!!

* dont you see? I'msodamnrandom! *

You know, when I said... Julz was bad and my lil bro's worst.. I TAKE THAT BACK!!!!!

Julz is worst and Jacobson is worst as well.. They are both horrible people to sleep with!!! firstly both talks NON-STOP even IF they are both sleeping in the same room... especially when with me... sigh.. Put both of em together on the same bed with me... I'd wake up with an elbow in my shoulder and a sore shoulder. SIGH!! It hurts mad!! I've got a stiff neck and my shoulder is cramped.. feels like it.. it HURTS!!!! Why?? because one, I had to sleep on the edge of the bed... two, my lil bro's elbow was in my shoulder when I woke up... three, I dont freaking know why else...

I dont ever wanna sleep with the both of em in my room again... Its horrible.. And I'm the good sister, I leave all the space for em.. and I sleep on the edge.. fish!

I need to study!! I've been slacking for the past week... and heck, I've enjoyed it. hahahaha. No no!!!!!!! no enjoying.. must suffer with my darling books.. eesh!!! I hate it!! *sob sob*

Today is sunday... I watched CSI... wahahahah LV, NY and Miami.... and that reminds me.. I have to study.. and plus my lil bro wanna use the comp... I'm out!

Okies, as you all know, Julz my sister is a big big talker right? There's one more... OH SHIT!! and this one.. is WORST!!!!!!

Last night, Jacobson slept with me because Julz fell asleep in his bed. So he decided to sleep with me and so as soon as I turned off the lights, his mouth open and close NON-STOP! He's so damn cute when he talks and talks. He told me MANY secrets (and I'm zipping my mouth shut!). hahahaha For such a small kid, many secrets?? whoaaaa!! wtf?? haha well, maybe he's not so small.. 9 freaking years old... But he's still my lil bro!

Julz is a horrible sleeper.. WRONG! Compare to my lil bro... she's like... an angel. ahahaha

Some stuff that happened last night... My lil bro talking non-stop (duh!). He actually said, I'm talking alot right? And to which I said (I regret that now), "No la, you continue talking la." so he did.. and omg!! I regretted saying that so much. hahaha. He talked about the girl who has a crush on him (WTF!!!!) and then Happy Tree Friends... (=.=") He watches it... I find it a very dumb show. But when my lil bro narrates it.. its fucking hilarious. And he tells me about this "magic trick" and he had to show it to me.. so he was liek.. wait wait.. he got off the bed.. went to on the light.. and himself and I squinted our eyes... you know, when you're in the dark then suddenly bright lights.. that sorta thing.. And he showed me.. I laughed sooooo hard.. hahaha He's so damn random.. He has soooo many stories.. and then there was once when he ran out of stories.. and then he said, "aiyo, I dont know what to talk about anymore.... let me think *silence* oh yea bla bla bla" OMFG! he's a chatterbox. hahahaha And then I was so damn tired.. and he'd come so close to my face and check if my eyes were open... And just for fun, he'd start slapping me and say "stop sleeping stop sleeping" and he'll do that almost every minute.. and I have to tell him to stop. Because I was awake... I wasnt sleeping.. and when my eyes were wide open, he'd slap me and tell me to wake up.. and I'm like... eesh!! he wouldnt give up.. and then eventually he fell asleep.. THANK GOODNESS!!!!!!!

My sister is bad... my lil bro is worst!!!!!! talking and in terms of sleeping...

I'm scared and worried sick that they will both sleep with me tonight... HELLL!!!! die die!! oh shits!!!

this is my sister: " BHANGRA!!!" and " I'm gonna do brigde and a split" and then "ow ow, my back... I sound like an old lady" " my leg is gonna fly up... no no!" to which I'll say, " YOU LOOK LIKE AN OLD LADY!" because she's bent over... and her hands to her waist.. its freaking hilarious.. and she's asked me, " how do i stretch my back?" and then she shows me these really weird "exercises" to her la.. and its freaking hilarious.. my sis is a nutcase... a very FUNNY monkey!! no no... CAT!!! hahahaha :P

I'm outta here

Today was my sweet sweet escape from the World. Yeap, I managed to have A LOT of alone time. Its so freaking great!

I slept at around 12am. I didnt set my phone alarm for 8.30am (not cause I didnt want to, I forgot). Now now, you must be wondering wtf would I wake up so early when I dont have college right? NO! Its not cause I wake up to study. I set it at 8.30am because I wake up to watch FRIENDS. I slept and slept and when I woke up thinking it was 8.30, it was actually 10am.. Then I was thinking whether I should sleep more or not. In the end, I slept til about 10.15 then decided to get up. Later sleep so much, my mum call and I die. hahahaha. Plus I think 10hours of sleep was sufficient (compared to my 3hours sleep the day earlier). Of course I'd want my 12 hours of sleep but 10 was okies at that moment. I went to watch FRIENDS (I recorded it) and then watched the X-Games. And that's when I officially realised that ANY kind of sport (excluding golf) gives me my adrenaline rush. At about 12 noon, my mum called and asked us to go to her office and help out. No problem for me. I went, John drove. And I helped cooked. Then whilst everyone was having spaghetti for lunch, I stood away. I didnt want to eat anyway, I had a heavy brunch at 11am. Hahahaha. So my resolution to staying away from Italian food all my life isnt gonna work. Lets say one year aite. For one season.

So after everyone had their lunch, I was hanging around thinking of what to do. John was playing with my phone so I was left to either study or do something. I went to my mum's room and slept on the couch. hahahahahahaha so freaking nice. I slept til about 4pm. And hung around til 5pm and then John drove back home. And here I am. =P hehehe

SO basically, I spent the day sleeping. Its really satisfying, you should try it. Hahahaha

I went to Liverpool's website...

Mark Gonzalez is leaving... NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! my chicken head.. =P hahaha Although he isnt consistent, but he's awesome to look at... =P hehehehe

BOLO ZENDEN's contract is expiring and he's set to talk to other clubs. I am happy in a way because I hated the way he played in the Champions League. I doubt he's a big loss if he leaves, he hasnt been starting much this season and when he does, he doesnt make an impact. Bye!! Good Luck!

"Getting to two Champions League finals in three seasons is a good achievement and shows how good a team we are, but next season we want to do better in the league and get closer to challenging Manchester United and Chelsea for the title." -Jermaine Pennant. I think he's right. I'm not dwelling in the loss. Heck, yea its a tough blow. It'll be remembered. But for 3 years straight, we've been in finals - Champions League (fightback and won. Top class), FA Cup (won it!) and Champions League (lost to AC Milan). But its alright.

The Spanish midfielder felt lady luck wasn't smiling on Liverpool and admitted conceding the first goal so close to the interval was tough to take. - about Xabi Alonso... I told you, luck wasnt around for us.

And, Xabi Alonso is gonna be offered a new deal on the Merseyside!!!!!!! Woooohooo!!! He says he's happy with life at Liverpool... who wouldnt? He said: "It's great to be a part of Liverpool. I like it here. The fans have been amazing throughout the campaign. They did their bit. Sadly we couldn't give them the win they deserved."

I had an amazing sleep today. That's good! hehehe

Labels: Liverpool FC

It all started with Liverpool's lost in the Champions League. I'm not being bias or anything, all honesty, Liverpool played the better game. Alonso's mistake led to the first goal of the night. Liverpool's one defence mistake and the second goal of the night. Awesome header by Kuyt (a little too late but brought about a teenie bit of hope and faith) and that wrapped up the score line. I didnt like Liverpool's line-up when I saw it. Kuyt up front alone? Not something that suited him best, but with Gerrard behind him that was a little more better. I'd rather have seen Kuyt and Bellamy start and Gerrard playing center midfield along side Pennant, Gonzalez and Alonso. I would have preferred to see Zenden not playing. I never really fancied the guy. I dont think he's great and I definitely say he played like crap. He gave too many balls away. And he just didnt shine, as what he was supposed to do like the other Liverpool players. Mascherano?? I dont like him. Maybe he did shine out once in awhile, tackling the ball and getting it... Only to lose it again. In defence, I'm lovin' with it... Carragher and Agger in centre defence, Riise and Finnan for support. I'd say its Liverpool's best defence line-up. Hyypia would have had trouble holding down the fort. I know he's good, but he's not at his best form to be what he was. So thank god he didnt start.

In no specific order, but the best for the last:

Alonso was fantastic... up and until the moment he committed he foul which led to the first goal. But he played awesomely! Managing to push Kaka and tackle with such class. Alonso definitely played so fucking well.

Gerrard was fantastic (is he never?). First half amazing display. Really played well with Kuyt. That's why I love him, he's the best!

Kuyt. That's all I gotta say. He's awesome but would probably have been better with another support up front with him. Couldnt have scored in the first half... Deflection... Grrr!

Zenden? I have so much doubts about him. I didnt want him to start. I'd rather have gambled with Kewell to start. And Kewell would have put on a much better display compared to... Zenden. I dont like this fella that much. I think he shouldnt have played, never ever again (especially after what he showed in Athens)

Carrangher, ALL HAIL! He's the best defender I know at the moment. He really stopped the ball so many times and that's awesome. That's why I fucking say he's the best.

Agger didnt see him much huh? And when he did, it was good. with Carrangher he stopped Kaka but failed to mark Inzaghi (whom I freaking HATE)

Riise is awesome. He plays defence and can move up front to midfield and score. He has the best power shots from the greatest of distance. Just too bad he didnt pull it off when he had the chance. Went slighty above the cross bar.

Finnan was good as well... played really well. Not much comments cause I dont really concentrate much on him because I knw he pulls it off well.

MASCHERANO!!!!! I hate this fella. He shouldnt have started. ARGH!!! I think Benitez gambled too much playing him. I think he played horribly. go away!! I dont like you. Yea, he's played well this season but WTF!!! He's not consistent. EEEESH!!!

Reina... He is, without a doubt, the best keeper in Europe at the moment. But he cannot be blamed for the first or second goal. I mean, the second goal he could've stopped it. Inzaghi tucked it beneath his arms. I'd say the defenders were to blame for the second goal. There was NOT one single defender in the box. It was Reina and Inzaghi - make it or lose it. I still worship him. No doubt about that.

And the best, drum roll....

Pennant. He played as if he's played with Liverpool all his life. He played sooooo well. Getting the ball so many times. Making chances. He was the best Liverpool player out there on the field. Definitely outshone his seniors. People like Zenden should be so damn ashamed.

Players who sucked: Mascherano and Zenden
Players who rocked the field: Gerrard, Kuyt, Kewell, Alonso, Riise, Carrangher and PENNANT!!!!!!!!

Opinion on the substitues...

Crouch came in too late and Zenden was taken off too late. The damage was already done. Crouch should have started... OR substituted Zenden WAAAYYYY WAY earlier OR start with Bellamy and if that was giving results - get Crouch in. We all know what he can do.

Mascherano off and Kewell on... Woooohoooooooo!! I love Kewell. I think he's awesome. Like I said, I dont like Mascherano. I'd prefer Kewell hands down. Kewell played sooooooo much better compared to Zenden and Mascherano. I would have thought he's been playing all season. Kewell - 7, I love him!

So my preferred line-up:

Reina, Gerrard, Carrangher, Agger, Riise, Finnan, Pennant, Alonso, Kewell, Kuyt and Crouch/Bellamy

If we started with Crouch and it wasnt working out, substitute him with Bellamy. Create more problems for the defenders, whom were already having problems with Gerrard and Kuyt. And if Bellamy started and it didnt have its effect (which I really doubt) substitute him for Crouch and let him rule the aerial portions.

Why Kewell? Like I said, I would rather have gambled with him, then putting Zenden or Mascherano.

Too bad Garcia is injured. If not this would be my line-up (regardless of injuries)

Reina, Gerrard, Carrangher, Agger, Riise, Finnan, Pennant, Alonso, Garcia, Kuyt and Crouch.

I'd leave my defence and if there were to be any substitutes... I'd take Alonso or Pennant or Garcia and replace with Kewell (whoever wasnt playing best). Play around in the midfield. I'd leave Crouch on for quite awhile. And if that doesnt work out... last 10minutes or so, work with Fowler (just for his sake) or Bellamy.

Based on the game they played, I'd leave Alonso and Pennant in. They were simply awesome

Now, here's my problem with the line-up. Aside from Mascherano and Zenden. I think that Kuyt and Gerrard needed more support up front. Pennant was coming forward which was great. Zenden didnt do much (should've taken him off wayyy earlier and never started with him anyway). Alonso kinda played a more defensive midfield role, which he did well - so no complaints. I would have loved to see more of Zenden forward but he didnt, so screw it. There werent enough Liverpool players to put extreme pressure on the midfield and defence of AC Milan. Although, Gerrard and Kuyt did create quite a lot of problems. I think it would have been great if Bellamy started... there would be more ground covered and it would have been an awesome match especially up front. Defence was good. Apart from the mistakes that led to the second goal. Midfield was good - holding back and silencing Kaka for majority of the game... well every second of the game except for the second goal. Thats about it.

I hate Inzaghi. First goal is a freaking handball. You know, I made a resolution today... AND its a kinda stupid one. But I'm never touching Italian food ever again. I'll cook it for people but I wont eat it. I HATE HATE HATE THE ITALIANS!!! They are such cheaters. Big time divers. Look at the World Cup. They shouldnt have won it. And btw, DIDA is a sucky keeper. He's gotta thank his classy defenders for covering his butt.

Well based on the whole game and I'm not being bias. Liverpool played the better first half. Second half was also good, except with Milan's goal. Kuyt's header was awesome. I gotta admit that I started to feel that we wouldnt win it. Just a feeling. I wanted to have the BIGGEST of faith in the team that I love, but I knew we were screwed the moment the first goal went in. But then there was Kuyt's header.. AND I bet with you, most, if not all, Liverpool supporters were thinking that we could've pulled an equaliser. I did feel that way. Really did. From that teeniest of faith... It just burst out and I regained my confidence in Liverpool. (to no avail)

When the game started.. I started to shiver. I was shaking. Throughout the whole game.. I was shaking. like literally TREMBLING. It was like... so weird. So my body just suddenly started trembling and I just sat there glued to the match.

Like I said, win or lose, I would cry. I did... And when Maldini lifted the trophy. I was thinking that it could have been Gerrard... I cried even more. I fucking wanted an equaliser and I fucking wanted a penalty shootout or at least 30minutes extra time..

Ohhh, the referee SUCKED!!!!! He's so... ARGH!!! So bias. First half he was TOTALLY on Milan's side. I fucking hate that referee. He's a sucker and blahhhhh!!! eesh!

On top of it all, win or lose... I'm still a REDS Supporter. HAVE BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE. They are definitely the best. Comparing on performance wise... Liverpool should have won it. Compare on luck, AC Milan had it. To all Liverpool fans, You'll Never Walk Alone. Remember that! We'll stand together and unite and go forth next season.

To AC Milan... Congrats and I dont think you deserve it. Inzaghi was freaking lucky and that's all you'll ever get. Luck. You didnt play as well as you say you are... Compare to the game against Manchester United.. You guys just werent there. Liverpool kicked your butt in every aspect in the game and YOU know it. You just had luck in your hands. So congrats. Enjoy it whilst you can...

-They shouldnt even have been in the champions league- Hmpf, whatever

A defeat is a defeat. I admit we lost. fair and square. But who played better... Liverpool (even if I werent a Liverpool fan... I'd say Liverpool played better)

To Sir Alex Ferguson... Enjoy your stupid wine! Jealous old bastard.

To all the ManU, Chelsea and Arsenal fans out there... Shhhhhh! If you wanna diss Liverpool, go ahead... I only have one thing to say to you. We were the FINALISTS of the Champions League.. You guys werent. AIG- need I say more?

And another reason why it isnt my day. Blake didnt win American Idol... Jordin did... yea yea, she can sing bla bla. But I love Blake.

- my tears of sorrow will not fade.

Ohhh, another reason why it isnt my day... I only slept from 5.30am til 8.30am. Three freaking hours. Study study!! sigh!! BIG BIG SIGH!!

well more hours to come for the day... See how it goes... =S

Labels: Liverpool FC

I was watching the rerun of 2nd May's match... Champions League semi-final clash - Liverpool VS Chelsea. And it didnt fail to amaze me that I still have that rush watching Agger's awesome goal, set up by the ever soooooo AMAZING Steven Gerrard MBE. Eventhough I knew the final score... watching the penalties... gosh, you should have seen me... On my couch, cross-legged - but not so relaxed as Rafael Benitez. My hands were tangled together and I was leaning forward. I laughed and smiled to myself when I saw Benitez sitting position - AGAIN! I knew which penalties were gonna be saved and which would score. And when Kuyt stood in front of the big big goalposts with Cech bouncing up and down, (eventhough I knew the outcome) my heart was racing and I was like, "This better go in." And when it did, omg!! I was like... why the fuck do I still cry? I was really crying not like a sad sob-case... Just tears of joy! I mean, yeaaaaaaaaa I know the score... That really surprised me... Those tears. Everytime I watch the replay... tears of joy!

And that's when I know that Liverpool FC is my hero. MY life! I just love 'em. They're my first love, level with my sleep. =D


Hehehehe, look at Crouch! This was after the final EPL match of the season. The traditional Lap of Honour at Anfield... Crouch's bib is like... hahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! I love this pic!!! Although it would be nicer to have the full team, like Garcia, Kewell, FOWLER (Liverpool Legend), BELLAMY!!!!!, Carrangher, Riise and Agger and etc etc. I keep looking at Crouchie and laugh!!! wahahahaha =P

Well it'll be even better when we have the Champions League trophy in our hands, well... Gerrard's hands la.. =D Ahhhhhhhhh!!!

Show-Down!!! I'm getting chills... I might cry... no no, I know I'll cry either way win or lose... ahhh... butterflies in tummy.. I'm offf

Labels: Liverpool FC

My life can be summed up with words and phrases. But very meaningful words and phrases. Its carefully pluck from the Eden of Words.

Here's one that got me really thinking. Its from Fall Out Boy's Thnks Fr Th Mmrs

Let the good times roll,
And I want these words to make things right,
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
Thanks for the memories,
even though they weren't so great-

Its like... hard to explain. But you can kinda get it. Like I had some good times in my life, in FIS... So I want the good times to roll... You know, carry on... Show me itself so that I can re-live those days. Sometimes I want to turn back time and say I'm sorry at that particular instant. Or I want people to realise what they've done and say sorry earlier to vanquish the hurt I went through. Eventually all the wrongs would surface and people see it and realise it, including myself... So I thank all my friends for the memories. And I gotta be honest, my high school life wasnt the perfect one... The irony is that some people saw me as the happy-go-lucky kinda girl who seemed to enjoy it. I did but not always. High school wasnt exactly the best years or the greatest to say the least. but I did have my fun and great moments.

I gotta say and admit that I really wanted to get outta FIS as fast as possible. I had so much mixed-feelings that I eventually got lost in confusion. But... I had my girls to keep me grounded. No thanks to the guys for messing with my life. hahahaha Some of 'em were the sweetest, actually most of em were so sweet. LMAO!!!

Last night I talked to Julz about kinda a lot of things. I randomly asked her stuff like, "So gimme a list of all the guys that you've dated or liked you"... NO surprise to me, but maybe to you, SHE'S GOT ONE HECK OF A LONG LIST! hahahaha She's had more boyfriends than me. And the number of guys who like her... OMFG!! Its NEARLY all the guys in her year. Although she says that most of 'em dont like her anymore, I'm not shocked. She probably wouldnt give two looks at the big majority of 'em anyway. I'm not being mean, I told her that and she said that wasnt true. But when I pointed out a few guys, she didnt deny and heck, I know my sister ok!

Then we continued to gossip and stuff. hahaha kinda funny. And then I told her that sometimes I feel that I'm being to nice to certain people. Like those who took advantage of me, backstabbed me and pretended like nothing happened. Heyyy!! I KNOW IF YOU'VE BACKSTABBED ME. News keeps rolling in. And then I was telling her that thing Uree planned for Thursday (which I'm still to ask my parents... exams my butt la). And I told her of my doubts on going... I mean, I'm scared in a way that certain guys would take advantage. and considering my past with Kelvind.. Maybe it wasnt such a good idea. And SHE FREAKED OUT!!! She said... YOU GO CALL WEVIND TO FOLLOW!! If you go alone, I probably wouldnt be able to sleep all night. You're a crazy girl you do so much crazy stuff... and I'm like.. .WHAT!???!!! And she was like, yea god knows what you'll end up doing and stuff, if wev was there he'd be able to watch over you and I'd be able to get some sleep... MY younger sister is liek.acting like..my big sister... I mean... Its funny la.. She worries so much. hahahaha She even said, screw how kelvind feels... i dont care if he doesnt like wevind around... its your LIFE we're talking about... my sis is sooo funny! hhahaha she's sweet la. And then that lead to the topic of being too nice to Kelvind.. I mean... No pun intended... Its a very open thing to me.. not so private. Like I mean, after all the things he's said and done, I probably shouldnt be so nice to him like now.. .I mean I act as if we've always had it going good and there was no tension in between. And I guess he sees it as I've gotten over it... I have. I mean, to an extent that I'm comfortable talking and conversing like normal human beings. But sometimes it seems I'm too nice. I should be a bit more mean? I dont remember him saying sorry for anything. And well after talking to my sister and her fading off to sleep.. I stayed up thinking... And I was like... ahhh, screw it I want to sleep... SO I WENT TO SLEEP LA!

So yea, most of you dont know the story... And I'm not gonna GO into it because its just too much. I CAN handle it, I just choose to forget the past. Especially that little shitty part that took so much outta my life. And then I was telling her my regrets with this one guy that liked me after me and Kel were finished business, to which I still regret but then its best we stayed friends la... And she laughed and she started to say that I'm scared to get into a relationship cause I was scared of getting hurt.. and I'm like WTF? She's like some relationship guru now.. and I denied it because I didnt see it that way. I would get into a relationship... its just there's not a right one. PLUS college guys just... I dont know, *I'm gonna be mean, but nvm i dont want la* damn right stupid. They even freaked my sister out.. hahahaha! I mean, if I can stay outta gettin hurt why not right? its not that I'm scared of going through all that crap, that crap is basically a waste of my time... And well... I choose to cherish my life and not put my life through the extra hardships. But my sis still thinks that I am scared of relationships... and I assure you I'm not. I just dont see guys that I fancy... I take one look at HELP and i'm like, I'm outta here. *guy wise*

So yea, my sis thinks all these crazy stuff. ohhh Happy Birthday you lil brat! hahahaha. I didnt really wish her. hahahahaha PURPOSELY didnt. But then my room mirror fogged up and I wrote, Happy Birthday monkey. and she added a pikachu.. so it became... Happy pikachu birthday monkey! hahaha

Well... on a more personal note:

I've never met my paternal grandfather. He passed away when my dad was a little teenage boy and I've only seen one picture of him. How I wish I'd have met him. I've met my maternal grandfather, but I hardly had the chance to get to know him. He passed away when I was reaching 4 years old (less than two weeks). My mum says that he really loved me. And that whenever I went to visit him, I would run up to him and give him a hug. And it crushes me because I dont have the slightest memory of those times. Just a little hint would be fine. But nothing and it upsets me whenever I think of him. My paternal grandmother lived with us almost my whole life. She's been in and out of Malaysia to Singapore. When she was in Singapore, we'd use to head down there every so often and visit her. Then in like 2001, she came to live with us again. And she started to have a lot of health problems. She moved with us to our new house (the one we're currently in) and I remember her coming out of her room, to join us watching TV and she'd go back to sleep at about 8-9pm. And after a few years with us, she moved back to Singapore. And I got to go down to Singapore once in awhile to visit. And then all of a sudden we stopped visiting. Well I didnt because I was caught up with my O-levels and then I started college. So whilst my parents and siblings went to visit her, I had to stay at home. Whilst my siblings skipped school, I went to school/college. And then, one day after my dad's brithday this year, 23rd February 2007, we got that call from my Uncle Joe. We were all still asleep. Around 7-ish John comes knocking on my door and I open it. He told me to get up and pack, we were heading to Singapore. When he said that my grandma passed away... I was like.. frozen... it didnt sink in until I got into the bathroom. I got Julz to get dressed first. So after she finished, when I went to my bathroom and stood in front of the mirror... I realised that my grandma was gone... and I started to cry. I had college that day, my parents were deciding whether to let me skip it or stay and attend college and head down only for the funeral. My mum said to stay, but then my dad said it was alright... I was glad I had to skip college, because I wouldnt be able to concentrate anyway. I skipped Friday and Monday... Whilst in Singapore, I cried on the first day... And then, the day of her cremation, that really made me break... My only regret is that I didnt talk to her much. Because I always had a language barrier. She only spoke teochew and a hint of bm (not enough for conversations). As well as not telling her how much I do love her.

And now, my maternal grandmother... She's currently around and going strong. (dont jinx it). I'm talking to her much more. and she is the cutest thing. I love her to death. And I dont want God to bring her away from me. I know it would really really crush me. It makes me tear up now, just thinking of her gone from my life. I dont wanna lose her. I want her to be around for my wedding. and my first child. For now, I can only pray for her longetivity and good health. And I honestly hope my prayers are answered.

My parents are also someone I cannot bare losing. I need them around. They are the backbone of my life. I mean, they sometimes piss me off, but they only want the best for me. We've had the roughest of times and always came out alright. I thank 'em and love 'em to death. I know that nothing I do in life, no matter how much, will be able to repay them for the care and love they showered me with. I want my kids to have their grandparents around throughout their childhood and life. I dont want them to feel like how I do, not knowing my grandfather all that well. I want them to have a clear memory of their grandparents.

I know I cant hang on to the people I love my whole life, but I want them to be around for most parts of it. I may seem selfish, but I cant bear the sadness and the grief.

And all that makes me love Rob Thomas' lastest single... Little Wonders. I LOVE THIS SONG!!!

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don’t you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don’t mind
if it’s me you need to turn to
we'll get by,
it’s the heart that really matters in the end

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain

all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now

its awesome!!! It sums out life as it is.

Well, back to studying shall I? Nah, shower at about 5, and then back to studying. I pay so much attention to Physics I wonder if my further maths has turned from bad to worst... =S and Bio too.. not to mention stats as well.. oh shit!!! I'm in deep shit... OKIES!! hold down the physics, get stats out!! and bio! haizzz

Soooooo tired!!!!

Last night, I went to sleep with the clear conscience that there was a cockroach lurking around in my room. Actually to be above on the ceiling, but not directly above the ceiling... Okies its very the hard to explain. So I'll SHOW you my room's floor plan. *You know, I enjoy doing these kinda stuff. But my future as an architect/ interior designer is so freaking bleak* Its a rough sketch. I dont wanna show your every SINGLE detail of my room. Its half of John's room, and I share it with my two sisters. hahahahahaha The irony.


There you go, my lovely art work... Speaking of which, I MISS ART!!!!!!!!! *sobs* So, before I went to sleep, I headed to the toilet to brush my teeth and that sorts. After I came out I was deciding if I should study or just go and sleep. I ended up with the thoughts to study, which actually turned out to HAPPEN *shocker!* Well so you see, the cockroach wasnt like around above my bed of anything, it was at that little part of my room. You enter my room and the toilet door greets you =D So I only realised it was above the toilet door when I was taking a "break" from physics1. I went to wash my face because I was feeling a bit tired and wanted to carry on for a little more longer. So I came outta the toilet and when I was going to off the lights, above my head was the cockroach. I'm not those pathetic girls like my sister who screams their head off with the sight of a cockroach or lizard. Heck, I touch lizards!!!! hahahaha. So I ignore la, as long as it doesnt fall on my head or start crawling on the floor. Because then I'd have to kill it and make a rackus in my room. hahahaha. I ended up just continuing studying and when I did feel like sleeping, I checked where the cockroach was... It still wasnt anywhere near my bed, so I was alright with it and went to sleep. hahahahaha You guys must be thinking that I'm crazy right? To sleep with a cockroach crawling on my ceiling. Hahahah, doesnt make a big difference to me. I know it wouldnt fall on my head and would eventually head to the toilet. So I just went to sleep la.

Morning I woke up to the sounds of knocking on my door. So I got up and didnt bother about where the cockroach was, I just wanted to open the door and get back into bed. So I did that and went back to sleep. Julz woke me up a little later and told me to get up. Ohhh yea, whilst I was studying I thought of something to draw and managed to draw it very nicely, and its right now stuck on my bed headboard. My sisters were looking at it this morning whilst I was sleeping and I was like wtf are they looking at, not realising it was that pic I drew *will upload another time* Sooooo,back to story. Julz told me that there was a dead cockroach in the toilet and I was like... huh? so what? She got my maid to clean it whilst I was sleeping. Kinda funny! I TOLD YOU SO!!!!!!!!! It would go to the toilet. hahahaha

Today, I went to the new Jusco near my place and walked around. Padini was having discount!!! Woooohoooo!!! One of my fav's shops. I bought this top on 50% discount. Its actually an army green woven long sleeved sweater. Its like a bolero. It doesnt look like it'll keep you warm in an air conditioned room, but I assure you, it DOES!!!

I loveeeeeeee it soooo much!!!!!!!

There was something going on with Julz that pissed my mum off and I was like, oh shit there goes the perfect shopping trip. Sigh!! Well there wasnt much to shop for anyway. I wasnt much in the mood, but when I saw the sweater... I JUST HAD TO GET IT!!!!! hahahaha

Going out for dinner... AGAIN!!! OMFG!!! Since John came back, I've only had dinner at home TWICE!!!!!!!! hahahaha and he's been back for about... one and a half week? Well he's in Penang now... Lucky bugger on the roadtrip. He better get me something before I chop his head off... hahahahahaha He'll be going to Ipoh in two nights and then... HOME!!!!!! woohoo!! well tonight, I think we're eating at Ciao... Its an Italian restaurant. Hmm, I wanna try that Italian restaurant at One Utama... The one Kenny Sia went to... oh oh! Kenny Sia is the bomb!!! Italainnies. Grrr!


OKIES!!!!!!! I'm back from dinner at Ciao. Very the fucking satisfying. My dad ordered the set dinner... and I'd say his dessert was the BEST!!!!!!!! The chocolate souffle... OMFG!!!!!!! awesome, it LITERALLY melted in my mouth. The chocolate was OOOOOOOOOOOOZING out and it was just FAB! I had this spinach and potato made into pasta with this creamy sauce. It was very delicious but then.... Too much for one serving *for me* It was yummy and cheesy and all... YuM!!! But too much for one serving. I ended up eating most parts of it and took a bit of Linguine Marinara (the seafood and tomato base pasta). For dessert I had Creme Bleu... It was good, but after having a spoon of the chocolate souffle, THE CREME BLEU SUCKED!!!!!! hahahahaha

well it was a good night. Good day. Football.. I dont know if I should watch it or not. It doesnt really interest me... And I can get the news if I wanted it. Should I watch or not??? Hmmm, see how la....

I dont wanna get outta the sweater I bought... I've been wearing it since dinner... and before that.. And its soooooooo damn comfortable... *i loves it!*

My birthday's soooooooooon!!!!!!!! I dont know what to do...

~ Should I...?

1. Go for Physics extra class and after that have a fancy lunch with friends

or

2. Go for Physics extra class and then head to MidValley call Wevind, Ureeeya and Dee and etc etc and catch a movie

or

3. Go for Physics extra class and then head to MidValley and go shopping!!! *by myself*

or

4. Go for Physics extra class and then catch a movie with college mates and have lunch as well

or

5. Go for Physics extra class and head home and study

or

6. Go for Physics extra class and head home and enjoy the rest of the day by lazing my bum around

or

7. DONT go for Physics extra class and sleep at home

or

8. DONT go for Physics extra class and catch a train down to MidValley or head to OneU and meet up with people

or

9. Study the whole fucking day

or

10. Sleep and listen to music the whole fucking day. *YAY!*


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Help me decide?

Of course I'd love the last option. But then....

Physics extra class would be important for me, considering the fact that I totally SUCK in Physics ok!

Sighhh!!

Screw it, I'd probably just go shopping =D yipeeeee

Oh oh! But there's definitely dinner at night! With my family and you guys are welcomed to join. tell me if you'd like to, I'll let you know where and when. =D

For now, I think I'll go watch the match... But before that... get outta the so freaking comfortable sweater... grrrrr! hehehe

Post-Biology-exam... its like giving birth. Not literally. Just in context. I've never given birth.. ITS JUST IN THE CONTEXT!! and it sounds appropriately FUNNY! hahaha

its funny! I supposingly did study for the exam... I dont knw if what I did was considered studying... hahahaha but well, it was TOUGH! Everyone said so... shits la... takut.. scared.. hai pa... bleh!!!! screw it!

See how easy it is to get over my exams?? I have that wonderful power... AND not one of you have it... try harder peeps.. lol

I've got Ureeeya to make me feel better. We're talking about pulling down pants... LOL!!!!!!!!! well things I DID!! and things Kelv said.. hahaha she says I'm a pervert.. I probably couldnt agree more! hahaha Here's a stolen post from her blog.. MEANIE!!! hahahaha


Well we were basically.. on a very weird high on... what we call our discovery of drugs in 100 plus!! hahaahhaha NO!!! I'm just saying stuff.. I'll get back to that 100plus soon. We were getting high on sugar... Didnt inhale or digest ANY... OKies!!!!!! its so lame but we were getting high on AIRRRRRR!!!!!! hahahahahahaa Dont give me that look! hahahahaha we were talking about so much shit and it was just the awesome-est ever! hahahahaha I miss those stupid days filled with innocent yet devillish-ly perv-ish fun chats or talks. hahahahahaha

So back to 100plus...?? Its our drug.. I'm freaking serious! We got high on 100 plus... hahahahahahahahahaahhaha you wouldnt believe us huh? Well go eat shit la.!

Anyway last night was so full of fun and a tinge of drama ruined it in the end. pffft! sad. But well, heck, thats done and over with.

I'm in loveeeeeeeeeee with Maroon 5's latest single.. Makes me wonder... *everything certainly does* hahaha

ohhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEGA!!!!!! Hehhehe, He loves me toooooo, uree! haha

Had a little fun/weird chat with Roshan... Kinda weird considering the fact that I realised I'm so much more open. Well I was always open, maybe just not as open as I was to him la. hahahaha It certainly surprises me.

All in all, last night was the BOMB!!! 17th May 2007. Good day. Bad exam. Good night and wayyyyyyyy good dinner! hahahaha oh oh!!

Here's the story.

After the crappy sucky ugly one-heck-of-a-f**king-lifeless paper, I hopped into my car and called my mum's handphone. She prefers to know when I get into the car, especially at 7.45pm. So my dad answers and then I realised that they were heading out. They have an Italian supplier. So my dad invited me to go to Marriotts and join them for dinner. I was hesitating at first, but then I didnt want to face the traffic back home. So I said I'd meet 'em at the hotel lobby. I waited for less than an hour... I think.. =S So my parents arrived and I was introduced to the Italian guy, whose name I couldnt pronouce and didnt really get... Plus my dad was stumbling with his name too... hahaha its pretty cool how they all treated me like an adult. My dad ajak-ed Aunty Florence, a friend that my parents have known for a VERY VERY long time.. 10 years plus if not more. And she's the best. hahahaha I did mention her before in one of my previous post... about her little stint in New Zealand or was it Aussie... And she really amazes me. And her passion for her work. WOW!! She's head of purchasing for Marriotts and is so full of stories.. hahahaha She's one of my role models... To work hard and get to the top.. and she's always seeking for knowledge that would expand her knowledge on the items she purchases for the hotels.. like the bedsheets and glasses and stuff.. its WOW! Anyhow... good dinner.. very the full...

Finished dinner at like 10pm. hahahahahaha reached home and had a blast online. =D

So that was one part of my day... oh oh!!!!!!!! John and I had a "thoughtful but very stupid" conversation. We were heading to our parents office for lunch (he driving of course) He asked me if I wanted. I was dying tooooo!!!!!! But I was scared as shit so I passed. After lunch heading back. He was so damn spontaneous... well I received a message so I was replying back.. and he said "Who you messaging? Boyfriend is it?" and i was like... wtf. "no I'm staying single" and he was like "WHat??? that's not my sister, so pathetic ah??" and i'm like.. WTF!!!!!!! and i told him.. got guys la, i just passed they are like.. eeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwww!! n then i jumped back n asked him.. what about u?? and he was a meanie.. he said, "I'm being careful, dont want to fall in love with girls like you out there..." and i'm like... eesh!!

well i missssssss John!!! that stupid Johnny Bravo went to Langkawi... road trip with friends.. langkawi-penang and i think ipoh then back KL. I want him back in KUALA LUMPUR!!! I dont want him to go back to singapore and study.. pfft! But well, I'll be heading there next year... and I might as well miss him now and get sick of him later. hahahaha.. He's the BESTEST bro any sister can get... I love him to death!!!

Anyway... I'm off now..=D

Wzlna hyar arlerws!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lets see if you're smart enough to decipher that! hahahahahaha

Today I ended up watching TV prior to my exam in the evening. I find it stupid that my exams are after 12. I'd rather exams at 10am til like 4pm. But there's also an up side to having exams after noon, I can stay up late studying (because that's the prime time when things are actually entering my head) and I can have plenty of useful sleep. And not to forget, having a good laugh first thing in the morning. Thanks to the lovely F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Its a pity that they didnt continue and ended it at the 10th season. Yea, it is a pretty pretty VERY long time to have a show running but it was a good show and should have continued. Its also good they didnt, at least they "retired" at their peak. No good if the show flops!

Physics practical was alright. Not the best but okies I guess. I've really got no comments. I just hope I didnt do any silly mistakes that will cause my marks to burn. OH OH!!!!!!! I COULD SET UP THE CIRCUIT!!!!!!! hehehehehehe. =P Well, we'll see the results and then we'll say whether it was a good paper or not. Hmpf!

my daddy and john came back from China today. John did what I told him to do, get me a Liverpool jersey!!!!!!! hahahha BUT ITS FAKE!!!!!! and looks really fake too... wahahhaahahahaha! well, I'm still going out to get that original one. Silly John! Should have gotten my the ori! pffft! At least get a fake one that LOOKS original!!!!! hahahaha LOL!!! but he kept to his word. Well more of like a word I MADE him keep. hahahaha thanks John!!! =D

Julz birthday is this weekend. I dont have her anything. AND well, I dont have to get her anything. Hhahahahahaah Its my exam week and I dont go out much. wahahhaha.. =P *excuses excuses*

Speaking of which, there's Jega's birthday coming up soon. Poor fella will have his Chem exam! hahahahaha

Okies, I'm off to STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!! bio bio practical... why couldnt we just have disections!?!?!?!? I'd love it. hahahahaha and that will bring back memories of Bio classes with Mr.C in FIS. ahahahahaha David running around with pieces of heart. the aqueous and vitroues *whatever the spelling* humour squirting out of the eye and straight to the wall (courtesy of the man Jega himself). The awful stench of the kidneys. ahhh good ol' days. GOod lovely dissections! hahahahaha oh oh ohhhhhhhh!! and when we were taking our blood samples!! and when Sami said OWWWWWWWWWWW look what u did to me, even when the needle hasnt touched him. hahahahahah gosh, i miss it!

ok ok! bio practical here I come...

*zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*

Guess it wasnt such a bad class as I assumed it would be. Hahahahahaha, hey you cannot blame me ok! It was BIO!!!!!!

Some funny occassions.

Victor telling Mr Ronnie that he had a good body. HAHAHAHAHAHA The reason was because Mr Ronnie was blocking the way and Victor couldnt see. Well... things were normal la... Biology class with Mr Ronnie has its VAST DIFFERENCE (nooooooo! Not vas deferens! ahahahah) compared to Mr Low. I prefer Mr Ronnie's because its not at 8am. And its not so boring. =D

Anyhow, I'm off now. Study study!!!!!! please no slacking. I failed my bio 4 mock btw.. not exactly proud but I knew I didnt do well because I didnt study. I hardly even read my notes. hahahahaha *gotta study!*

Here's a case of PURE blurness! Hahahaha, on the way to my house, there are two security posts that you have to pass. So one day we were going out for dinner with my cousin and his gf from Singapore. So we were left the house, and upon reaching the security post, it was blocked because well. Thats what its for, to be blocked so that only residents of my area are allowed in. So my mum beeped the horn and the security came out of his little hut thingy... and he faces his back towards our car. He's looking out in front, thinking that there's a car wanting to ENTER but not realising it was actually US wanting to EXIT. So, he kept looking in front, and my mum beeped the horn again. And he KEPT LOOKING forward searching for the car that's horning. By now, I was laughing my head off and being so stupid! Finally upon the third beep, he REALISED that it was coming from behind. So it was hilarious! Sigh! Classic, if only I had recorded it.

I have class from 2-4 pm. Its irritating to have these kinda extra classes, because well its a two hour class that I head to town for. I waste practically an hour on the road (and that's if the traffic is alright). Its from two freaking pm til four freaking pm. Which is the MOST tiring class of the day. I'd prefer 8am classes (provided that it ISNT biology, because I'd just want to sleep instead). Ahhhh!

More good news, I've got my physics practical exam tmrw, yea the real thing. Oooo, *I'm pretty freaked out*

I was supposed to study yesterday like really really GO FOR IT study! But I ended up choosing the TV over my books. But I did study like for about 1-3 hours. Not very sure because I was multi-tasking at the same time. Hahahahaha, Studying, Watching TV, SMS... Now that's a wonderful multi-tasking job. haahahaha But I gotta give credit to myself for not coming online for the last two days. *proud me* I'm staying grounded! Lol.

I find it pathetic that girls are still waiting for their ex-es to get back with 'em. Pffffft! I know, I know I was once that pathetic bitch. But screw you all. I'm over it. And I aint waiting for a new guy or an ex to sweep me off my feet anytime. But if they do, hahahha sorry guys, I'm just not interested. You go answer to my bro. ;) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA eat the shit and leave me alone aite?
I am being a little mean no? Well, what to do? I feel like all that love-love shit is just too much for me to handle right now. I'd rather enjoy my singlehood whilst I'm young. Because once you get older... Singlehood is a boredom. Just look at... my aunts... hahahaha whatever! *revenge*

Here's a little something that I dont say much. But admitted to Ureeeya. hahaha this lady does not have anything better to do but to annouce to the whole world things that I admit. Or say. hahahahaha but no doubt I love ya too girl! =D

Its not everyday I say things like these. But its only because at that time I was thinking about exams and the amount of time I spent with my books instead of with other people. I'm so sad! hahahaha
Last night I was messaging Kelvind, and as usual... Ended up sleeping. Well well, it always happens if I'm messaging someone whilst lying in bed... ready to sleep and suddenly there's a message. I normally end up replying the first 10 or less and end up sleeping after that. And its funny, because he guessed that I was lying in my bed getting ready to sleep like before I actually fell asleep. And then a second message came when I didnt reply that message and he knew I'd fallen asleep. Well it amazes me how when we were together we knew soooooo much about each other and yet so little. It certainly amazes me as to how he remembers so many things that I dont. Lol! Guessed I was just a bit blur. Well...... And it amazes me how people keeps finding out new things about me eventhough I've known them for so long or were so close. Like like Kelvind for example. He never knew I had godparents which leads to me having godbrothers and godsisters. Hmmm, I thought he knew or I've told him. But I guess not eh? hahaha well now he knows and you all know. *great* hahaha

But well, its good that you dont know every single thing about me. I find that something to confide in. My own dirty little secrets, except they arent really like dirty and it doesnt make a big deal if you know. But maybe you'd change your perceptions on my family. So maybe I'll shussh it for now and if you ask, then I may tell. Depends who you are! hahahaha

Okies, I'm off to get ready for my two-hours class... which will end up with my mock results. hahahaha oh SHIT!

*Lets enjoy the coolness and breeze of what we call freedom before we are tied down and wedded to our books*

Oooo I love it when I make stuff up like this. hahahahaa. toodles!

I love talking about football with fellow guy friends. Its not ANY guy friend.. its just certain people. Not everyone whom I talk to about football is humble.. Some are just born sore-losers and they are morons. I admit when Liverpool plays bad.. So what the heck. But there's this one guy who stands above the rest. Nah, I havent met him. HAHAHAHAHAHA We met in Friendster (I think), having one thing in common, our love for Liverpool. Just earlier we were talking about the prospects of Owen returning to Anfield. And we'd love to see him play in a REDS shirt again. Gerrard + Owen = Perfect. But I mean, Owen's LOADED with injuries. He hasnt survived a season after he left. *unlucky bugger's probably cursed*. And there's a possibility that Alonso's leaving to Barcelona. I doubt he'll be good there. He'll probably be sidelined. Thats just MY opinion. He wont have the support he has with Benitez and Gerrard. Alonso and Gerrard in midfield is great. And then there's eto'o... My friend says that he might come to Liverpool. I know he's great and all that, but I doubt he'll fit nicely into the Liverpool line-up. David Villa might go to Chelsea because of money, but he's a big time Liverpool fan. Sometimes I find these footballers stupid. If you're a Liverpool fan, would you fancy playing for a team that is your rival? Nah-ah. I didnt think so. Its the same for Peter Crouch actually, he was a Blues fan when he was a kid. Lol. But one thing for sure is... I'd LOVE to see Torres come to Liverpool!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahaha BUT I bet as hell, he wont leave. He's already said he wanna stay. So let's be it. But I'd love to see him.. And my friend said "yeah the handsome fella".. hahaha =P

Sometimes I wonder if I'll marry a Liverpool fan just like myself, or not. I mean there was one time not that long back, Wevind told me not to marry him. And I said, "Why would I wanna marry you?" And he said, "JUST IN CASE something happens, dont marry him because our kids would be a die-hard ManU fan" and to which I replied, "Yea, they can be ManU fans when they're in my stomach, but once they get outta there, they'll be die hard proud Liverpool fans" To which he laughed and brushed it off. And to which I said, "Even if we dont get married and you have your own kids, I'll brainwash them and they will be Liverpool fans just like their lovely father's lil sister" HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, to which he had no reply. *boohoo* hhahahahahaha Wevind and I arent blood related ok. Its just a strong friendship thats way more than... "best friends" or gf-bf. No way! hahahahaha! So that conversation got me wondering if I'd marry a Reds fan or not? *it'll keep running through my mind til I get married, so let's enjoy the prospects of being a single REDS fan* hahaha

Ahhh, my life is good. =)

But not too good. Hahahaha, I had Bio4 mock today... and pretty much lost marks on one whole question, I'll be shocked if I even get 3 marks at all. hahahahaha, its the stupid question about iodopsin and rhodopsin which I didnt study because I hate it. hehehe! Got back my FP3 paper. Eeks, I failed. 40% => 30/75... =S I knew I was gonna mess it up. But well, its a good effort. Pushes me to work harder. No complaints I knew I would get marks like this, thought maybe worse. haha

I love RED HOT CHILLI PEPPERS!!!!! hahahahaha. I'm actually surprised and mighty shocked that they havent gotten many Grammys. Love Rollercoaster is so freaking cool. I mean it makes me happy and just turns my frowns upside down. Its gotta be the tune.

Ok, I am pretty random no? hahahaha

Ureeeya just rocks! hahahahaha "we need to have that sleepover again... the 4 of us and others should do it again!" hahahahahaha laugh hard!!!! SHE and I know it sounds soooo wrong, but its our dirty little secret!!! haha... Gosh, I havent laughed sooooo much since 22nd September 2006. Good days! NO NO!!! good, no, AWESOME night! You wouldnt understand even if I managed to describe every single thing that happened that night, in detail. You HAVE to be there! *so I wont waste my breath*

oooooooo, Hwei Jene is sooooooo damn innocent. *and that might be a good thing* She's so cute. She didnt know what a blow job was... Its pretty funny. And she asked "What's a blow job?" in the reading room, pretty loudly. And we were all laughing so hard because well, it was so innocent and we know it was, but it was pretty loud! hahahaha. So in the end Alvint went and explain it to her... And I recorded it!!!!!!! hahahaha! Need to upload and YOUTUBE!!!!! hahahahahhaahahahahahahahaahah I'll link it WHEN I'm actually ABLE to upload stuff into this cacat comp. hahaha just some quotes, " do not try this at home", "unconditional love", "sometimes girls just need lollipops" (hahahahahahahhaha) Hwei Jene didnt understand... after Alvint said that she was like, "and whats that?" to which Alvint told her, "the girl cleans sausages with her mouth"... HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ohhhhhh yea, today is Jessebel's birthday! Happy 11th Birthday you ding-dong bel!!!!!!! =P love ya tonnes! Start acting Like a Big Big girl.!!!!! =D

And what else?? well so far nothing.. I'm off to mandi!!!!!!!!! ahhh, time to start thinking deep. Depression!!! hahahahaha

toodles!

Labels: Random Blabbering, Sports

Juliana, my one-heck-of-a-chicken-backside-non-stop-talking-pig!(she calls herself a pig), has the glory of being MY pikachu.

WHY?
Because:
1. She's my sister
2. She's my sister and I call her what I want to
3. She's annoying
4. She's the funniest crap-talker ever
5. She's soooooo blur
6. She's a big time KEPOCHI!
7. She's got nothing better to do in life
8. I love her
9. She loves me
10. She tries to plant kisses on her big sister but always fail! hahahahaha
11. She's NOT YOU!
12. I freaking want to call her that, so I do. That's all

Why Pikachu!?!??!
I HAVE NO FREAKING (i wanna put F*CKING, but thought of HJ scolding me... HAHAHAHA!) IDEA!! I want to. Is that a problem? Well then, thanks for the disturbance and no thanks for the cooperation, there wasnt any huh?

Anyhow! hahahahahha. You see I LOVE my sister so much that I even MENTION it. Some would be embarrassed... Nope, not me. My sister and I have this very funny love-hate relationship. Its the kind where, I can take her clothes and wear it, BUT she cant touch mine without my permission on a good day. If I'm in a bad mood she cant even touch me, if not I'll blow up in her face. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA! I AM a good sister. Just not perfect. I mean, arent all big sisters like that? But lately, I've been nicer OK!!! so shhh it!

So... I'm really sick of all the Arsenal, Chelsea or ManU fans going on and on about how Liverpool arent gonna beat AC Milan in the finals of the Champions League and all that bullshit. So, if you've said that to me... Here's what I've gotta say to YOU:

Liverpool's going to Athens, Greece. Something ARSE-ANAL, CHELSKI OR MAN-stU-pid COULDNT do. So shut the fuck up and go laugh at your monkey's ass. (meaning your own ass)

-dont hate me because I gave the team you support nicknames... Just like how you gave Liverpool one. Bumholes you!

If you are so smart and can predict what will happen. Then why arent you making big bucks on bets?? Why are you studying or working? Might as well go predict what you say is right (according to your fucked up minds) and make money right? Well, you arent because you CANT predict the fucking future. So SIT DOWN, SHUT THE FUCK UP and go sulk over YOUR spoilt milk.

I never SAID that Liverpool were gonna beat Milan. I'm definitely hoping for a victory. I'm not saying that Liverpool can't pull it off. They just gotta get outta their mood-swings (wk's term). I'm not saying that Liverpool will kick Milan's butt back to Italy. I'm not like you morons. I was humble and just said "We'll see" when you dissed Liverpool and when you made your predictions. So we'll see. If we lost, we lost. I'm NOT a sore loser. I'M not! I speak for myself. Unlike you people. Eat your rat's tail and leave my life alone.

Okies, enough of the anger and frustration. Mocks. Mocks!!! ohhhhhh no! Spent sooooo much time on one question for stats. Finished the paper in the end, but I doubt I did as well as my S1. Hmpf! Bio mock. OKies I guess. Considering the amount I studied. HAHAHAHAHA.

PHYSICS is screwed up!!! hahahaha I'll be getting back my Unit 3B paper tomoro.. .and I'm gonna kena nicely AGAIN! Nothing new. SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bunuh saya boleh ke?

JacQ loves Uree. Uree loves JacQ. You cant eat that because you wouldnt be able to digest it. You'll be sick to your stomach cause of the jealousy! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I'm bored.. and I miss her so much. I miss Ty... I need to meet up with him soon! grrrr!

So that's what I've gotta say for now... Bloody random post. hHAHAHAHAA
gogogogogogogo!!!!!!!!! one more mock tmrw... and one more left.. grrrrrrr!

*Jin says to Mr Khoo, "What's your address? I go to your house and we do it together" hahahahahahahahahha and at that moment, we all stop, look at Jin and LAUGH our heads off. He was actually referring to something else... MATHS-related... But it came out wrong! Further maths class today was topsy turvy. on the good end*

'nuff said

Physics sucks! Physics rocks noone's butt. Physics can go to hell! I screwed up my Physics 4 mock... hahahahahahaha and Mr Lim is sooooo gonna bunuh me. But heck, I DID TRY MY BEST!!! FUck it!

JOHN JOHNNY BRAVO is back!!!!! hahahahahaha, I'm mean, I'm evil. Fine. JOHN is back! I havent really talked to him yet because I was busy doing physics past years and wasting my life on sniffing my physics book. No I'm not a druggie. I'm a textbook addict. For the next 7 months or so. After that... HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Something I'm looking forward to. 'nuff said

I should BE studying. I shouldnt even be online... bummer!! this rinks!

Since Uree wrote something so unbelieveably sweet about me on her blog, its my turn to pay homage. Nah that sounds wrong. My turn to return the favour. =D

Ureeeya - someone I met... in 2000. The year I moved from KLASS to FIS. (really didnt want to) Only really started hanging out in... 2001/2002. The year we started to have this so called "group" that well... was pretty weird. Some hated this and that, while others just were big-time fakers. Started to get really close and then stuff happened... Backstabbing?? nope, not between us... *I hope hahaha* but someone was talking shit about me to her, and talking shit abt uree to me... When I found out two years before I graduated.. I fucking hated the person to the max. Not that I ever liked her that much. It just topped it. I still cant forget it... I forgive but dont forget.. I remember that fucking bitch of a "role model" (so rightly put by uree, read her blog, you'll understand) saying stuff about how this and that liked me so much and were trying to get on my good side and how this and that would do whatever I do... And this bitch said that I had feelings for this really close guy friend... Tyrone... He and I had this thing... and it wasnt a thing like.. relationship thing.. eeks! NO! It was really JUST a brother-sister thing. And I guess that bitch got really jealous because she liked him. (fucking two-timer one heck of a jealousy whore) So yea, I "forgive" her but I'm not forgetting it. Well after all that, Uree and I just got stronger and had a better friendship. Uree says best friends are overrated. I say, Best friends are wayyyy fucking overrated!You see, i never really HAD a best friend. I always JUST had friends. And they somehow or rather backstabbed me really nicely and cleaned it up so they wont look guilty. They called me THEIR best friend. I never really returned the favour and gave them the credit of being MY best friend. I dont believe in such nonsense. Its either you're WORTH MY TIME, or you just damned-as-hell dont.

Anyhow, back to Ureeeya. You see I get sidetracked over these things people do to me. So under my profile in "who i wanna meet" in Friendster. I put: Those who have trampled all over my life, so I can do the same to you" or something like that... I literally MEAN IT!

ok ok!!!!! ureeeya! She's the best! I mean, the way she expresses her anger over stuff... here's an example... "Frig the damn animals! Dog shit piss! Fuck! I screwed up bla bla bla, slap me and call me chindian" HAHAHAHAHAHA she's the best. Her profanity always makes me laugh! Here's one more... " Bloody fricking hell! Haiz... I was doing this bla bla bla and it crashes bla bla bla. Damn fricking shit dildo Fricking piece of fricking shitty shit " Now now, DILDO!?!?!?!? How the hell does she come up with these things?? I tell you, its the best. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I was so bored last night and pretty much sick of studying. I ended up typing a random and very stupid message... Here's how it went

I love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love LOVE LOVE YoooouU!

I sent that to Uree, and she says something and then asks me to guess what.. and I already KNOW she was gonna say she loved me too.. But this was what i sent her instead

People realise that I AM in fact a princess and some regret fucking with my life and now wanna suck up? hahahaha what?

AND she's a smart bum, she replies what any smart chic of mine would.

Haha, knew that already! I LOVE YOU TOO!!!

Now you see why she ROCKS and you DONT!?!?!

Well I'll be off now. I'll get back to this soon. Need to study!!!!!!!!!!

My parents went out in the evening or afternoon. Well, after lunch around 2-ish. They have this meeting and they wont be home TILL late at night. Meaning that they are having dinner out. They left us at home with my aunts. My mum told us all to stop watching TV after the CSI marathon thing on Sundays... Basically stop watching after 3pm. So, I did and went to study MORE physics. Its REALLY taking a toll on me. I ultimately-definitely-crazily regret not going through the notes everyday since we started. Well after getting frustrated and my mind literally feeling likes its expanding, I went out to have a little fun. I went walking in my garden and enjoying the nice cool breeze breaking against my face. I was all wrapped up with lovely fuzzy boots and fuzzy coat. The crunching sound beneath my feet were unbelieveable. It was basically what I've needed all this while.

Well, thats all bullshit, but something I would have wanted for sure. Cant a girl have a little moment to fantasize?

Well, there was no nice cool breeze. Malaysia's weather SUCKS right now. Its freaking hot. Pfft! I was not in nice fuzzy boots or a fuzzy coat. I was barefooted and in shorts and a huge, baggy shirt. The only cruching sound beneath my feet was the sound of brown grass. Well, we just cut the grass so its brown. Hahahahaha. It'll turn green in a few days time. But one thing I did do that cheered me up for a moment. I played with my dog. Something I havent done in a LONG time. AND she's the MOST adorable thing EVER! Besides my nephews and my godbro's daughter. She so hyperrrrrr! And then I kacau-ed my lil bro... Hahahaha, because he's wearing pants that are loose. AND it keeps falling so I can see his ass-crack. So, I keep telling him to pull it up. Then I got a bit irritated. He wrapped himself in a blanket and I went to sit on the same couch and hugged him. I knew he was gonna sweat because its freaking HOT! So I continue la... and he had so much trouble getting out. I laughed so much. Then I finally decided to release him... AND just when he got outta my hold, I pulled his pants down!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Not exactly the best sister in the world eh? But some fun, once in awhile. Hahahaha! Then later on, him and I went to John's room to... well study. I managed to for awhile. And he managed to read his book. Then my other two sisters came and ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE! My lil bro has this binoculars. And its those types that are really good. Not the cheap ones ok. So my sister took it and started to look out the window into the houses that are still under construction. Well, its practically done just some odds and ends. Its the ones opposite my house, across the so-called pond (which stinks and is filthy). Just for those who were wondering which ones. Its the WHITE one with the curved roof. =S Soooo, we started to look through the binoculars and then it was my turn. I look look la, and then I realised that I could see the bathroom. I'm NOT a pervert and I dont "intai" on people showering or anything. Plus the house isnt even occupied. So I told my siblings that You can actually see the person showering with the binoculars.. and then they are the perverts!!! they were like where where?? show me! Hahahaha, so I showed 'em. And Julz was like... laughing like a mad hyena. EVEN my lil bro wanted to have a look. OK, you look out through my brother's window and you have a very clear view of the shower. yeap, plus its the glass door for the shower. So very fucking clear. I was telling Julz that I hope they put up curtains, if not my siblings will start peeping when my neighbours move in. And then I said, you also would. (directed to Julz). Then after that I told 'em that they should go to my mum's room and check out the other neighbour (behind us). HAHAHAHAHA. They've moved in so god would know what they would have seen. But thank god they didnt do what I suggested.

So anyhow. After playing "ping-pong"... Ok, we've got the balls (PING PONG BALLS YOU PERV!!!) and we were lacking the bat and table. So we decided to play on John's room floor. Firstly its a HUGE space and well we'd make do with the floor. All we needed now was the bat right? Jacobson is so smart. He took the boxing glove and that ended up as a bat. So Julz and I played and then she felt like shitting. Or so I'll say. HAHAHAHA =p Jessebel took over. And as I expected, she gets so tensed and panics. She whacks the ball as if its a huge huge HUGE spider. hahaha Its pretty funny. Jessebel isnt the type who plays sports where you gotta throw, kick or hit. Basically no ball-sports. Not even badminton. =.=" So after Julz got back, I decided to go back to studying. I did for awhile and then I decided to take a break.

I looked at Julz wax her legs (AGAIN!) and Jessebel putting the foam thing which removes the hair. Then, Jacobson came into the room and I decided to go put on a mask. I put on the aloe vera ready-to-wear one. Its like this cloth/paper thing that's soaked in the aloe vera gel and all you gotta do is open the pack and put it on. So Jessebel helped me. It was really nice and cooling. Then Jacobson wanted to put on a mask. So, I said ok. I put for him a Body Shop blackcurrent one. ooooo, it smells so good. And it has this really refreshing, cooling feel. He really liked it. Oh, he's a guy. But there's no harm done OKIES!!! So after I was done I took it off and wow! It was sooooooo smooth. And cooling. I just love the feeling. So anyhow that's basically what I did before...

Watching Malaysia's veteran pair go down to China's young top pair. It really sucks because the stupid KKK and TBH lost in the first round and its fucking disappointing. Well they probably are just a one-hit-wonder. No surprise. Malaysia always produced one-hit-wonders in sports. With the exception of Nicol David, a legend at a very young age. Well the Malaysian pair should have won it. But as usual gets panic attacks in the very last moments where it counts and their opponents always take advantage of it. But thats one thing that KKK and TBH were good at. Creating the tension and panic in THEIR opponent. Not letting their opponents get to 'em. But I guess, fame has peaked and their heads arent catching up. What to do. Depressing and a big disappointment. Well, congrats to the Malaysian pair who are still in good form at their age.

And I took a shower. Lets not forget every single little detail! hahahahahahahahaha.

Soooo, thats my day so far. Back to studying!!!!!!! Eesh, I feel like a nerd. =S

Go go go! Physics physics I can do this. Enough of the bullshit, just BRING IT ON! TOOOOOOOO MUCH of Bring It On 1 and 3. My sisters keep watching it and they're memorising every line. Pffft!

sigh, anyhow. Back to studying. Maybe I'll have an early dinner first.!

FP3 mocks was well... BULLSHIT! I screwed it up and now I'm literally screwed. SIGH!

Dont wanna talk about it la.!

Hmm, today was a little crazy. After college went to FIS to pick up my siblings. Saw Nakarin aka Champ aka Chimp. Lol... he looked shocked that I said Hi or something. Well "wasted" about one hour there waiting for 'em to finish school and another hour on the road. So two freaking hours gone. But I did revise some physics. And I'm mighty proud of myself. Lets test myself, shall we?

CIRCULAR MOTION

If a body moving in a circle moves at a constant speed, why is there a resultant force/ acceleration?
- although moving at constant speed, direction changes
- so there's a change in velocity due to change in direction
- there is acceleration as, a=v/t
- since there is acceleration, there is resultant force as F=ma

there FULL marks... now now, some equations I need to remember

w=angle/t => angular speed/omega
s=r(angle)
v=rw
w=2(pie)f
f=1/T
T=1/f
T=2(pie)/w
centripetal force = mrw^2=mv^2/r=mvw
centripetal acceleration = rw^2=v^2/r=vw

at the highest pt, T= mv^2/r - mg (min tension)
at lowest pt, T= mv^2/r +mg (max tension)
horizontal, T= mv^2/r

ehhhhhh not bad ah...!!!!!!!! lol.

well there's more la.. but this is starting to turn out to be a physics revision class.. LOL!! now now, most of you will be like WTF!?!?! but take it as a once-in-a-lifetime class regards of Jacqueline. or or, just a fresh reminder of what you seniors had to go through and be glad that I'm suffering now. Lol.

OKIES! This is really depressing. I have NOTHING to talk about and I started to talk about PHYSICS!!shit! I need to keep those things in my head as well as get it outta my head for now.

Anyways, just chatted with Ureeeya. She went to have her dinner. Pretty late dinner at 9pm. And we both are stronger than we give ourselves credit for. And we both know that the past is the past. What happened happened, no point dwelling on spoilt milk, we did our best and THATS IT! We've both gone through almost the same things, and we both felt very low and shitty. But the point is, we've moved on and are stronger than before. We remembered so many things together... Like the time she asked me if lets say *bla* asked me out, would I accept? At that time I said yes, but now I say no. You see thats how far we've come. You cant live without the special ones in life. And Raasi Ureeeya Rajendran is so special to me. We both said sorry for things we think we did or just to be on the safe side. Well, its different now. I mean we understand each other more... and she's just really fun to be with. HAHAHAHA! She couldnt believe that I'm quiet in college. Ahhhh, college changed me. I need to be more care-free and more of what I used to be. People will hate me for that because attitude will change and may just insult you but heck, that's who I am. Gotta hold back once in awhile. Or in college case... One and a half years. HAHAHAHAHA! Anyway bottom line is.. I miss Ureeeya! So much! and we're gonna have a sleepover, my parents will set the alarm with the lasers and stuff... and we'll both be robbers. Wooohooo!!!!! hehehe, Ureeeya, Love ya to the max. Noone can ever replace you! take good care and we'll both make it through life perfectly fine. With little scars here and there but nothing would bring us down as we have each other. You're the best.!!!!! xoxo

well, I'm off for now. =D I'm more happy now, since I talked to uree. =D hehe

I HATE people labelling me. And especially if they dont know me. You can go kiss your own ass. Stop sucking up. I HATE SUCKER UPS!!!!!!!! it makes me sick. You dont realise it, but its an obvious (VERY obvious) cry of desperation to be on someone's good side. Its pathetic. Stop with the fucking labels. Go find your own labels... You dont even fucking KNOW me.. You think you do... but heck, you dont. So go screw your mama's ass and leave my life alone.

Anger and Frustration is something that will make me say stuff like that. AND I dont have any regrets. I mean what I say. I dont simply say stuff for the fucking fun. You think I'm so free? Eesh.

ManU's out of the Champions League. So its not an all English final. Liverpool VS AC Milan in Greece, 23rd May 2007. A repeat of 2005. Oooo, this is gonna be so great. I cant wait. But I'm definitely anxious as hell. Milan is sure wanting revenge for two years ago.

But for now, lets have our glorious moments.




Great moments. This year's Champions League will be at Greece not Istanbul as it was when Liverpool came up from 3-0 and winning penalties.

AS of right now, I'll be off to study. Because I have a mock tmrw.. FP3!!!!!! eesh!

Its so much more than depressing.

Toooodles!

Labels: Liverpool FC

Good Ol' Days

The crazy, fun, depressing and forever cherished moments I had in school were the best. There's nothing like it in HELP. Stupid college. Its not as fun as high school. Its not the same. And I miss my girls so fucking much. =( I mean, I do have fun in college, just not as much. I'm not as crazy and care-free. You know la... If you've seen me in FIS... I'm much much more toned down. Much much more quieter. You go ask any of my college friends, they'll say I'm quiet. But you ask my FIS friends... NOT quiet.

Ureeeya!!! Watch watch... I MISS YOU x INFINITY x INFINITY x 10^INFINITY!!!!

Life's not the same without you, UREEEYA!!!! Boohoo, Life's a sucker when you dont have fun.

I miss those wild things we did... Like in that video. LOL! Yea, in the stupid green basketball court. Sophia running around without shoes because we stole 'em.... AHhhhhhh!!! and the ART EXAM!!!!!! hahaha with with Ms Angel... (more like DEVIL! grr) and hahahahahahahahaha breaking her heels whilst trying to get on the stack of stools or getting off it. whatever it was.. and she fell and broke her heels.. and Ivan, was gonna go wash his art stuff in the sink next to the stools.. and he just stood there looking at her. like dont knw what to do... aiyoooooooo.. you gotta be there.. its not nice typing/reading about it. its running through my mind and I'm laughin. Haiz, wished it could happen again. hahahaha I knw I'm evil, but what the hell, it was funny. and then later after the exam. Us girls who took art, Me, diana, soph, jin sil and uree. we headed to the canteen and showed the others what happened.. soph's imitation was CLASSIC! wished we recorded it..

oooo oooo!!! and all the recordings with dd's phone.. hahahaha. Good times.

damn, i miss it so much.

Haiz, I miss my girls... Ureeeya, Diana, Manisha, Jillice, Sophia, etc etc... I wonder if when I head to uni I'll miss my college friends... hmm, I probably will... Yea, I will. I'm having good times with em now. Good times.

OK! dont want to say anything more. I want to go study!!!!! hahaha

Chatting with Hwei Jene... our conversations are so... I dont knw, jumps from topic to topic.. pretty cool.!! hahaha

Ohhhhhhhhhhh! and chatting with people about football rocks.! hahahaa no matter who they support... and random things.. like HanLin's HAIR! hahahahahaha. sigh. I miss coming online and chatting... Lately, I come online on alternate days. So thats why I dont blog as much. Well... expect more silence the coming week. All mocks! Pffft. So, I wont blog except to release my frustrations about my mocks. pffft

Ok ok, I need to go now... be a good girl jacq...study hard.

Here's my goals:

DO NOT (I REPEAT DO NOT!!!!!!!!!!) resit Further Maths papers next semester.
DO NOT resit Physics papers I sit for this semester.
DO WELL in Bio and Not resit any papers.


GO GO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! good luck to everyone else. =)

OH OH!!!! I'll post about my birthday wish list soon. =D

Agger's goal, set up by the AWESOME Steven Gerrard MBE. Gerrard, Kuyt (who freaking deserved his goal), Crouch, Agger, Riise and Pennant

You know we've won it when you see this. You know its the best-est feeling in the World when you beat someone. Kuyt scored the winning penalty and rightly so. Payback for the disallowed goal. HAHAHAHAHA

I didnt watch the match LIVE. Didnt cause I freaking fell asleep.. Sigh!

But to make up for it, I checked the score. I knew we'd make it through to the finals when I woke up because there were messages from WaiKit and HweiJene... HJ: didnt know you watch football.. So I faster checked out the score online. And was very happy. I just finished watching the replay. Eventhough I knew the score, my heart kept racing every time there was a chance. I was screaming and my sisters were calling me crazy and all. But I DONT CARE! I CARE ABOUT LIVERPOOL!

So here's my comments. J.Cole is a smart fella. Tripping Gerrard like that is the BEST thing he's ever done. Salute to Joe Cole. hahahahaha. Agger's goal was AWESOMELY set up. Gerrard's the BEST! Kuyt goal should have been allowed. The moron of a linesman is BLIND! Its totally ONSIDE! Ask everyone else. Ask the ManU fans... (Han Lin!!!!!) hahahahaha. Pepe Reina is definitely the best keeper there is in the world right now. NO doubt about it. Those wonderful saves. Come on. Petr Cech couldnt even save O-N-E! People say he's the best. I doubt it. Who has a cleaner sheet? Maybe Petr Cech is good. But for me, it has always been my Liverpool keeper, Pepe Reina and before that, Jerzy Dudek. Although Dudek needs more pratice now. Two years ago it was Jerzy Dudek's time. THIS TIME AROUND ITS PEPE REINA!!!!!!!

Jose Mourinho. You think your comments before the game can bring us down? NO WAY JOSE!
-Courtesy of lfc.tv-

"The first time round was special but to do it again after being a goal down to a magnificent team like Chelsea. It is unbelievable - together we achieved it," said Gerrard.

"The atmosphere helped, the managers' tactics, everything was spot on. But we crossed the line and we stuck together.

Gerrard also admitted the pre-match comments from Jose Mourinho helped spur the Reds on.

"That's Jose for you - he's been a credit to English football, he makes us laugh now and then," he added.

"I think he was a bit disrespectful calling us a little club. Two finals in three years - not bad for a little club."



Dirk Kuyt fired the winning penalty to take Liverpool to the Champions League final and then declared: "Now we have to win it."

The Dutch striker, who had a goal ruled out during extra time for offside, beat Petr Cech from twelve yards to spark scenes of ecstasy at Anfield as the Reds booked their place in Athens on May 23.



I've just chatted with a fellow Liverpool supporter, and we both agree that we want to be at ATHENS! (Who fucking doesnt?!) And we're both sooooo happy to be in the finals and its nice to know that football brings people together. I mean, I've NEVER met this guy in my entire life. He's someone I met through Friendster due to our LOVE for Liverpool and that's how we're friends. Amazing Football! hahahaha. He told me a very VERY funny story earlier. He was supposed to be at football training but got stuck in his room because his door got jammed. I laughed so hard and its pretty funny. Well names will be kept secret. Nah, you guys dont know him. I think! LOL! =S

Ahhhhhhhhhhh, its awesome. And if we win the Champions League, I will be celebrating for the rest of the year and I will. I WILL BUY TWO Liverpool jerseys at one go. I SWEAR. I'll buy one soon. And then I'll have three in total if we win it. But if we dont, I dont care, I'm still gonna have at least two in my cupboard. I LOVE LIVERPOOL! I can never be as attached to anyone else like I am to Liverpool. Right now, I dont need a guy. I just need my Liverpool. And after right now, I may need a man one day but Liverpool is definitely taking up a majority of my heart and soul.

Now now, you Chelsea supporters you gotta stop denying the fact that you lost because you lost. And that your keeper just wasnt top notch as he should have been, like Reina. So, SHUT UP and go fight for the EPL. Because its something you can do and while you're at it, shut your manager's mouth.

Ahh, life's a pure bliss. Two Champions League Finals is 3 (THREE) years. Its awesome. Three finals in THREE years, definitely awesome. Champions League, FA Cup and Champions League. My hearts with Liverpool and nothing you say or do will change that. ENOUGH SAID.



Now here's how my two day break went. Physics and (about to do) Maths. Did Physics past years yesterday. Proud of myself. But now I have to actually study really hard to shut my lecturer's mouth. Unfortunately for me, I'm always being compared to my brother. Because En. Aziz told Mr. Lim that my brother this and that. And that I also can be this and that. You sit in my physics class when he mentions that and you see the annoyance on my face. So I'm gonna do 20 maths questions and then I'm to study Physics. But first a shower. The weather sucks right now. So hot!

I'll be watchin on May 23rd. I dont have an exam and I would need a break. So yea... Study study for now. Dont get a life Jacq, you just need to study. You can worry about getting a life later. Pffft!! I wont be celebrating my birthday. I wont be bothered to because exams are more important... SIGH!!!!!!!!!!

Well, I wont be upset now. Just think of Liverpool and its all OK! hehehe no no, its GREAT! hehehe.

Ahhhh, pure BLISS! You watch me watch the replay even though I know the score. Its a pretty funny scene. I mean I know the score right.. but I'm still screaming and celebrating. Its just awesome. Liverpool gives me that adrenaline NO MATTER WHAT! I bet I can watch the match over and over again and not get bored. Rafa Benitez was so freaking chilled. So cool. Throughout the penalties he was sitting on the floor, cross-legged. SO RELAXED! I got irritated with his relaxed look. I mean, I was like so hyped up and he's so relaxed. I dont know how he does it. He's awesome. And it was so funny to see him do that.. he was so cute... as in like a lil kid. Ahhhhh, I LOVE LIVERPOOL!!!!!!!! didnt I say that?? well i just do.

Anfield is my Home, Liverpool is my Love.

'nuff said!

Labels: Liverpool FC