Sunday, April 29, 2007
Weekends are the two days that I should spend studying or catching up on my work. Unfortunately its ALWAYS catching up with work. On Sundays, 12noon - 3pm is spent with CSI, CSI: NY and CSI: Miami.

I spent yesterday studying (supposingly) Physics. I dont think anything got into my head. And that my friends, is a MAJOR problem. Hahaha. I did do some Stats PYQ. And its not enough so I spent today doing 2 more papers. So I've dont 3 and have a few more to go to finish that set. I didnt touch maths yet. And I'm about to do that.

Today is freaking hot. HOT!

Today I did something I've not done for a very long time. I drank a cup of tea in the afternoon. And I loved it so much. It wasnt too sweet. It was the perfect cup of tea. It was Crabtree & Evelyn. SO it HAD to be good. Lol..

My parents came back on Friday. They didnt go shopping. Well they were on a business trip anyway. The house is back to normal. Noisy at its usual. Lol.

Today I caught up with two people from FIS that I havent spoken to... like in AGES. Diana and Tijo. Well. Caught up more with Diana. Jo was just asking about the stupid moral thing. Hmmm, and talking to them makes me realise that I havent seen the whole group of morons (kidding laaa!) since... LAST YEAR!!!! The latest I've seen anyone from my batch was Kelvind. And that also he wasnt talking much. So it was a bit draggy and I spent more time with Wevind anyway. So yea. I miss 'em. And I'm getting a bit upset because I have a feeling that Tyrone's gonna go back to the Philippines and we wouldnt have met up. This would be the second time. First time was last year October. I dont wanna wait another few more months or a year to meet up with someone again. But well, it cant be helped much if I'm too busy. It sucks you know?

John's coming back May 7th. And I think he'll be around longer. I think la... You see, these kinda things are known to everyone else in my family except me. So wth. I'll be having my exams. And that's gotta suck. I hate exams. I'm scared and I'm naive.

Its gonna be 6pm. How fast time passes by is amazing. I woke up at about 11am cause someone msged me. so that makes it 10-11 hours of sleep. Pure Bliss! I had brunch. got down to work with stats. watched CSI. then went back to work whilst CSI:NY was going on. decided to skip it to do stats. Made my cup of tea. then did more work. then went to watch CSI:Miami and then back to stats. Lazing around after finishing the 3rd set of PYQ. Should have done Maths. But its been such a hot day. I'm all sticky and I need a shower. Eesh!

Tmrw, I'll get one hell of a "Jackelin ah, start studying later your A BURN" HAIZ~~~ I'll be irritated and annoyed. But will shut up. Great. Great.

More mocks coming soon. 7th May is when it starts to get messy. that week would be when it'll kinda go back to high school. When all exams are squeezed into a week. But well at least FP3 mock will be on the 4th, friday. So I wouldnt have to stress so much about it. It really amazes me how fast time is flying. Exams are VERY soon. Ahhhhhh, I'm really scared. Stats used to be easy but S3?? aiyooo... I need help. I need to do well this semester. I cannot do badly for FP or stats. I dont want to resit and I dont wanna RESIT!!!!!! no no no, I wont resit. Unless I get a freaking B (s2) or C (s3) for stats. physics 3 will not be resitted no matter what the score. same goes for Phy4. Phy 1 maybe if I dont get an A again. pfft. Bio - Just study hard and get A.

Good luck to everyone. Lets study and burn our brain cells together. =D *big grin at the wrong moment*

I'm off to do maths and shower ~~
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
College is tiring as hell.

Physics practical Mock is screwed up.

Things get worst from there so dont bother asking. Because I'll go on and on and on and knock a thing u call your head off your neck.

Liverpool lost to Chelsea 1-0. I didnt watch the match. I had to sleep. Well thank god I didnt then? I'd be more pissed at the world than I am.

Stupid as hell. Stupid.... ARGHHH!!! I wanna swear so much. But it'll be like a verbal diarrhoea of swear words. I'm so pissed off.

OK where do I start?

I woke up damn early today because I thought there were gonna be road blocks on the way to college. Because I use the road that passes the palace so I thought there would be. Turns out after I PASS the palace, the road were starting to get blocked. Damn! So I was 2 hours early for my mock practical. Superb isnt it? I should have been going through my notes or whatever you call it, but I ended up playing with my phone. Its so sad.

Then there was further maths. A little celebrating. vectors isnt too bad after all... AND we finished the syllabus... yipeeeee!!! well that means a Mock soon, AND tonnes of formula to start memorising. Pfft!

Then there was Bio... what a big class... all of a sudden... hahaha Got tiring and the class started to smell like sweaty people... Maybe it was a result of... Small class + MANY people... here's an equation..

small area + big number of humans = SMELLY area

Anyway.... I dont know what to blog about now. My mind keeps flashing back to the stupid match. bodohnya.

People think because I went to an International School, my BM would suck... Hahahahahaha. Well sorry la, thats one expectation which I cant live up to. My BM isnt as bad as others from International school ok. You were just putting me in the general crowd. hahahaha. Well no harm done. Just a reminder to those out there thinking that my BM sucks... hahahaha

Brainpool - Junk

What you need to do is click on that... track 10 on the right side. Its AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!

Brainpool is a Swedish band..

here's the lyrics for those who went to the site, listened to the song and want to sing-a-long. its catchy isnt it?? And I'll leave ya'll to enjoy the music. =)

There is Junk in the supermarket right across the street
It's in TV dinner, soda cans and frozen ground meat
You can wash yourself forever but you'll never get clean
There is Junk in the mailbox and the glossy magazines
It's the headlines of the papers and it's on the movie screen
It's on every radio station and in every record store
It's the same old thing

Oh, I try to remember, what I did in December
Oh, I try to remember you
Oh, you...

There is Junk on the television 24/7
And there's Junk on the shelves at the 7-11
You can call it what you like, but to me it's all the same
There is Junk in the supermarket right across the street
It's in the facial expression of the people that you meet
You can scrub yourself forever but the dirt it just won't wear off
No it won't wear off

Oh, I try to remember, what I did in December
Oh, I try to remember you
Oh, you...

Junk can have a title, wear a crown and be a king
Junk can be an actor or a popstar who can sing
You can put it in the paper but to me it's just the same old thing
The same old JUNK!
It's the same old thing


posted by The Guilty Princess at 5:50 PM | 0 comments
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
No no no, I'm not gonna go bunuh diri... thats bullshit. That word popped into my head and I just felt like posting it as a title. Its definitely unrelated to how I feel or what I would be posting about anyway.

HAHAHHAHAHAHA I'm talking nonsense and I hope I dont tmrw. Because tomorrow I'll be having my Physics Practical Mocks.... Yipeee! Physics lecturer, Mr Lim is gonna go all out at bringing down my emotions if I dont do well. Get at least passed an 80. Ho ho ho - I'm fucked! Early Christmas pressie from Santa this year... Hahahahahahaa

Damn I miss talking a whole load of bullshit and just swearing randomly because it would fit into context. The days we spent outside FIS' freaking screwed up library. On the bench, next to the water cooler and looking at the basketball court. Running into the court and just playing when we wanted to. Laugh our heads off at the stupid guys and the way the shot hoops. Joining into games when we wanted to. Getting off the court because we were drained. Running around in a basketball game with the Sun striking out at you at 3 freaking pm. Damn, that was the best. And then going to the canteen and getting our ice lollies. Grrrrr! Yum! And that ice-cold water that we would pour over each other, most (if not all) of the time on purpose. And as a result, we'd chase each other around and refilling the bottle with the yucky water from the water cooler, which I forgot to add to disgust you... The guys would spit into the cooler after having their drinks, because they felt like it. I never drank from that cooler after I found out. AND the filter was YUCK!!! It was a brown colour for my final two years. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Well after basketball we'd be sweating so much, we girls dont really give a fuck about changing in public. Well I didnt. Most of the times we'd just change in the middle of the corridor before or after a game. before because we couldnt wait to get on the court. After because it would be a walk ALL the way to the freaking toilet. So yea!

Gosh, I REALLY do miss those days.

Well just a random post to keep you updated. Wait I didnt even update you guys. HAHAHA, I gave you a little history lesson. Wait ah, later got POP QUIZ then you know. HAHAHAHAHAHAH

okies thats me and my bullshit starting again. I better get going.

Physics oh physics. Why did I make a mistake and take you? Well, I'll give you til Jan08. Thats all the chance you'll ever get. Because after that I'm dumping you BIG TIME and celebrating. Hmpf!

I'm gonna indulge in my lovely stack of recently bought books after June. Yeap!!!!!!!! I cannot wait to dig in. You know, or maybe you dont know, I loveeeeeeeee reading. I dont think reading is for nerds. I think reading makes people cool. You losers who think reading is for nerds can go to hell la. Well it ONLY applies to reading novels and stuff. NO TEXTBOOKS >.< I'll really kill you if you read textbooks for fun. Anyway, I've got TONNES of books I wanna buy. Oooo the number I have right now and the amount there will be when I die. Hhehehehehe. I cant wait for June to be over. =D

I'm going to sleep. Because tmrw, I have a rough and tiring and BORING day ahead. Yippeeee do da!!! *now I bunuh diri for 9hrs by drowning in my sleep*

One last thing. GO LIVERPOOOL!!!!! kick butt.
posted by The Guilty Princess at 9:13 PM | 0 comments
Monday, April 23, 2007
As it says, life has road blocks and its a depressing mess. I ain't complaining because some of the mumbo jumbo I enjoy. Some not too fond of. But overall dealt with it and prepared or not for the next one coming? I'll let it be a sudden thing.

My parents are away in Hong Kong. Wait, they're actually in Guangzhou right now. Its kinda sad because my stupid sister didnt want me to talk to my mum, for I dont know WHAT reason. But my mum was having dinner anyway. My sister is a little brat. And I got to have a little more than revenge yesterday. They bought the wax thing, to wax their legs... AND I'm not gonna wax my legs.. NO NO! NO way in HELL!!! SO they decided to do theirs.. and I helped em.. I ripped it off their leg... and it was soooooooo funny... Firstly, I had to rip it off fast. Secondly, I really wanted to do it. Thirdly, it makes me laugh. Hahahahahaha seriously its soooooooo funny. I'm against them waxing actually.. they're a bit too young. But what the hell, its their life, their body and their choices. I've told em what I think and they proceed from there.

I miss my parents. I really prefer them around then not having them around at all. Well I have my reasons and you call me a mummy's/daddy's girl I'll knock ur head right off the thing you call a neck. I'm not pampered. I'm not spoilt. I'm merely a little pampered (NOT by force, by choice of my parents and godparents), a fairly good elder sister and a good daughter. I wont say I'm the perfect person for every family and every single human being in this world. Because I'm NOT. I'm perfect in my own very twisted way that's pretty hard to understand. But once I get better and better, the expectations to be perfect is so freaking high, I HATE IT!

Physics lecturer is AGAIN putting shit loads of expectations on me. I hate it like hell. You see, you remember my phy practical... good marks.. then slowly go down but then I mean it wasnt as if I DIDNT try. It just so happens that the papers were harder and I'm stupider whilst everyone else was smarter. And well now we handed in our first set of pyq for phy4 and again i got a high mark. But it was for homework.. meaning open book. meaning OBVIOUSLY good grades la... but then I know it will go down. Because the papers we handed in today was tough. And it will go down.. and he'll go on and on about it again... it definitely sucks... and I hate having soooo much expectations. But dont we all hate it? we all have expectations... but some just dont live up to it, some try their hardest but fail, some just dont give a flying fuck. I'm not the one who dont give two shits.. I give every shit I've got for that matter. I try but fail. I'm 50% of the time in that category. I try my hardest. people say I dont... sigh.

Today was pretty depressing. I'm pretty upset. I tell people to be happy and look on the bright side. and just dont be so stressed out. But underneath it all.... I'm upset, stressed, depressed and tired. I can't follow my own advices... I dont even know why.

Well... Exams are soon. Mock prac is soon. it's getting to me and I feel like breaking a bone or something just to get outta it. But I know I'll have to resit anyway... sigh.

All the best to everyone feeling like me and all the best who just feels like they need luck. someday things will get better. Work hard and hope it pays off somehow.

tmrw.. tmrw... finish stats pyq and STUDY phy!!!!!!! and do more maths... thats my goal for tmrw.. go go go~!!

Good luck to those siting tmrw's chem mock... all the best. =D
posted by The Guilty Princess at 6:24 PM | 0 comments
Friday, April 20, 2007
Its been a little hectic. Havent been blogging... well what to do... People like me HARDWORKING!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAH I could laugh so hard I'd pee in my pants but I cant do that now, my siblings will think I'm nuts... But hell, me and hardworking dont fit. Definitely not at this moment. Well what to do?? I've got tonnes of work to do. And I've basically been putting Maths as my first priority which is a big big bumbum mistake. So what do I do after making the mistake?? CORRECT it la! So I'm been concentrating on Physics quite alot. Well we are doing past years right now. And I know that the only way to save me from the misery next semester is by working hard with my past years and eating the past years book. Well good luck to me and to hell with taking physics. If anyone of ya are deciding whether to take Physics or Accounts... I SAY ACCOUNTS!!!!!! Unless you're ready to dig your own grave. wait wait... Physics AND Further Maths then you'll be digging your own grave. Dont know how the smart ones does it... like JOE.. argh!!!! I envy them...

I cannot wait til A-levels is over. Its that bittersweet feeling again. Like high school, that I looked forward to leaving. But then when I started A-levels.. OH SHIT! I want high school back. Its a big dumb ass transition that I can never understand but will survive anyhow. But then I had reasons to desperately want to leave FIS, reasons that I wont mention now cause its history and history is boring if you already know the story. I know the story so its boring to me and I wont type it out. HAHAHAHA. So why dont I wanna finish A-levels?? I dont wanna lose friends... I mean we have our little click and the big click... I dont knw what you call it but its a big group of friends, with a mix of people with different personalities that is so fun to be with. Like my Bio class, Physics class and definitely FURTHER MATHS class. And why do I wanna leave? BECAUSE its so hectic and so much work. I mean yea, life's this way. There'll be more work along the way. But its crazy. I mean its probably because I'm a furhter maths student... wait wait, it IS because I'm a FM student. But well. I chose to be and I will finish what I started. I wont be like some of ya who gives up. (No, I'm not insulting you, but if you take it that way.. what can I do? I dont hold grudges at the moment)

Well next week will be my physics practical mock. Must fast fast, so our A dont burn. HAHHAHAHAAHAHAH then we'd probably completely finish FM (oh shits!) and then... there'll be other mocks. I'm scared for physics because its so tough. haiz... Wished I had John around to coach me a little. Anyway, he's busy... BUT HE'S MY BIG BRO!!!!!!!!! =( *bleuk* hahahahaha

aite I think I better go now. I'll relax tonight because I've been doing Physics earlier.Maybe I'll touch on stats and go hardcore on FM in the weekend.. oh, my parents will be away the coming week. Leaving for Hong Kong tmrw... *boohoo* BUT that also means that they will go shopping. heheheh =D
posted by The Guilty Princess at 6:19 PM | 1 comments
Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Unfortunate incident at Virginia Tech in US.

23-years old Korean student, Cho Seung-Hui, goes on a shooting rampage in Virginia Tech killing 33. Students and lecturers killed. Some seriously injured.

My condolences to all family members and friends of the victims.

May you rest in peace and watch over your loved ones from above.
posted by The Guilty Princess at 6:28 PM | 0 comments
Monday, April 16, 2007
Joining the club in college. Which club you may ask? The emo-ing club. I really HATE that word... Pffft! Emo! But heck, it says alot. eesh, I need to get a new word for "EMO". Seriously detest the word.

Dont know why, all of a sudden today this feeling took over me and I felt so depressed and upset with things I do and things that happen in my life. I find that life's more unfair... I know I'm selfish to think like that but then, its just how I feel and I'm ranting it out because I'm sick of Biology and definitely sick of maths. Stats used to lift my spirits up a little bit but now, everything related to A-levels and its studying leads me to depression.

Its not a major depression phase. Just a minor. I dont know, I just feel like ranting about here. It always makes me feel better.

My right side of my tummy is hurting bad. And I'm afraid that it'll be my appendicitis. I'm praying desperately that it isnt because I CANNOT, I repeat - CANNOT, afford to miss any classes for Further Maths and Physics. Not now thats for sure. Why? Because Further Maths is tough as it is and missing out on anything would be hell to catch up. Physics because I just suck in Physics and need to understand it better, but if I miss those classes my Physics 'A' would burn. Not that is hasnt burn.. Its in the process of burning but I can extinguish the flames because it crashes. Why am I using BURN!?!?! Because my lecturer does and he uses it in EVERY single class, well almost every single class, to let us know how important it is to work hard. Haiz, I pray that the pain goes away.

Lately I dont have an appetite during dinner. Its definitely NOT the food because today we had this taufu and meat dish which I absolutely LOVE. But I didnt touch it once. The only thing I had was some spinach and white radish soup. No rice... Nothing else. Just what I stated. And no, its not some major dieting plan. I love food. Heck, I pig out whenever we have family outings. But I dont know. For the past few weeks, I've just lost my appetite. And no, thats not why the right side of my tummy is aching. Its not gastric. *pray pray*

I hate it when people put SO much expectations on me. Comparing me to people and my elder brother. We both have our weaknesses and strength. His weakness may be my strength. And my weakness is his strength. That's what makes us so close. And with that said, my weakness is DEFINITELY his strength. To hold himself up and not let the pressure get to him as badly as it gets to me. He may be shaking his head and denying this. But it's true. I'm not the kinda person who works best under pressure and expectations. Although neither of us may be at our best potential under all those expectations, he definitely gets the better results compared to me. Uh-huh and there's no denying it. People say I'm smarter than him. I disagree. People say that I'll do better then him. I definitely DISAGREE. I think we'll both do well in life. The whole smarter thing? Its so subjective. Smart to me isn't bookwise and scoring all those A's. Smart to me is how you handle situations and things that are thrown to you. Smart is so damn subjective so stop calling me smart. I'm smart in my own damned ways. And that I wont deny if you speak the truth.

People say that I'm smart because I am able to handle Further Maths. No no, not you Mei Jean... others said it before. Its not because I'm smart. Its because I take it as a challenge and to prove something to my parents (I dont know, all my life I've been trying to prove something). You see, I'm not the type who studies like mad. Not the type who scores for subjects like History, Geography, Literature, Biology, Physics and Chemistry. I'm the type who scores for Accounts and Maths. I may have been the top in my class, top in my level. But that doesnt make me smart. Its only because others were a hella lot lazier. Although gotta give credit to those who worked hard. Not everyone was lazy. I'm not the top of the class anymore. So why are people still calling me smart? Because I'm still taking further maths whilst half the class dropped it? Sigh, I dont know la. These kinda people irritate me to the max. Sometimes we call them hypocrites. Sometimes we call them assholes. And sometimes we just dont have a fucking name for them.

I miss school! I miss all the mumbo-jumbo-drama in high school. I miss playing around. I miss talking to guys freely. Now, when I do talk to a guy or get close... They get the wrong meaning. Its pathetic! Be more open. Not all girls want to talk just to get close and have a fucking relationship. 90% of you guys are mofo's. Enough of the bullshit and get the fucking picture.

I was hoping that releasing my frustrations would help ease the pain... ARGH!!! I really hope that when I wake up tmrw everything will be better. The pain will go away. The frustrations will be demolished. And I can carry on with life. My life isnt in turmoil. Its just a little mess and needs cleaning up...

People ask me why am I still single? all the guys are just... ARGH!! yuck yuck!!! eecky. Heck, I dont like them... they are... EWWWWW!!! yuck yuck yuckkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!! And well, its also by choice. Something some people tend to forget. They have a choice in what happens in their life. Sometimes its so pathetic they way people think. The way some couples have a superior. The way sometimes one would take control of another's life. Its a little pathetic. If that guy/girl was me, I'd dump that fucker. No guy/girl is worth my time if they dont give me my space. Sometimes I respect people who dont get pissed at others controlling their life and preservere. But most times I call these kinda people stupid. There's NOONE in your life who should control what you do apart from your parents. This is pretty general but if you take this seriously, means you're guilty and I dont give a fuck because you know its true. You wouldnt want your other half or anyone else controlling your life... SO why are you doing what you do?

With all that depression-ism released... I may as well just get off the comp. There's nothing to do online anymore, except BLOG! Pathetic. But everyone else is studying and doing maths... =S *no comments* I'll let em do what they wanna do.

Good nights and hope this got some of ya thinking.
posted by The Guilty Princess at 8:57 PM | 0 comments
Sunday, April 15, 2007
I've got no determination to study... no motivation either. It sucks. Not to boast or ANYTHING, but I didnt really need to have a motivation to study.. Didnt really need to study that much in O levels. Which by the way, I am missing so damn much. I really hate A-levels. It sucks my life outta me. Especially with my further maths and physics. I'm no smarty pants, I dont understand nuts bout physics.. Its a whole lot different compared to O Levels Physics. Which I must add, WITH Mrs Chin. And now, Aiyoooooooo, A-levels Physics with Mr Lim.. =.= *sob sob* yea he's a good lecturer, very dedicated and stuff... But he teaches... Not my style... I prefer Mrs Chin's style... hahahahaha. It sucks! I mean I DO try to understand and stuff, but I... sigh *shakes head* DOnt know la. I've given up physics countless times. But somehow, everytime I step into the Physics class... I dont feel like dropping it. HUH!?!?! You dont get it? Just forget it la... I need to buck up and study study study! stupid stupid me!! Why can't I be like the smart asses... and some idiots say my brain is crazy. some say I'm smart... Dont listen to people. You just dont know me. I'm younger than all of you... so fucking what la?? Big ass deal... I'm just younger than all of you because my parents decided to send me to a god damn international school. So shut the fuck up. I'm not as smart as you say I am... I've got my weaknesses and my strengths. I work hard for results... and apparently, not hard enough..

Ahhh, screw the bullshit. Screw all the talk... I just dont find comfort in some people and thats the fucking facts. In fact, you can go kiss your sorry ass. You go burn your A's la. Crazy people taking the easy way out of everything. Blah! Go to hell.

Liverpool, oh, Liverpool. what to say?? disappointing is damn right. Upsetting is another true fact. BORING is... KA-CHING! JACKPOT!!!!!!!!!! Their match against Man City.... AIYOOOOOOO... first of all.. 0-0 was the final score. Second, there werent many shot attempts pretty pathetic ok! The closest that came to a shot was ManCity's which hit the top bar... and Carrangher's. Its haiz... Dont wanna talk about it la. Bottom line, I'm a big Liverpool fan, but somehow I feel they may have lost their steam after all that Champion League action. Hopefully they'll regain their form for the semis...

Life's hard and I gotta deal with it. Which sucks EVEN more.

Ohhh, Friday the 13th was my grandma's 49th day death anniversary... According to chinese customs family members are supposed to get together and pray on the 49th day. But we didnt... Instead we had it today... early morning... and plus it was just my family, excluding John.

After all that we headed to Sakura Restaurant in Imbi, Bukit Bintang. They renovated and stuff... I remember going there very very often. And then stopped going there and then there was the shooting incident there and then business was quiet around there.. then it picked up. The nasi lemak there is still the same as ever... AWESOME! but the price is jacked up... Sigh.. well if you ever go there... try their escargot, nasi lemak, curry mee, nasi bojari... ALL the asian food.. Dont try their western food... Let the Westerners cook their speciality... and let the Asians do their job. =D

Today is Kua Zing Wei's birthday. She's a darling that's been in this world for a glorious one year. She LOVES food =D I remember the day she was born. April 14th 2006, my parents left to China. As I had my O-Levels, I was left behind and I went to my goddad's place to stay. The next morning my goddad got a call from my godbrother, his wife's water broke. And they were in the hospital. So after that we headed to the hospital... Had breakfast and all... Eventually we got to see the baby... And we were all staring at the baby for ages. My godparents, godbrothers and myself. I texted my mother to tell her. She called me back and we talked for awhile. After a few days, the baby was brought home. And I spent a lot of time with her. Because I went to my godbrother's house alot... watching her was the best thing ever. Watching her sleep was just fab. =) Anyway, she's one years old. And the most darling-est thing in my life right now. Whenever I see her, I'm just so happy. All my troubles go away. Time is passing by really fast. One year passed by... wow!

You see the effect kids have on me?? I'm telling you, I LOVE kids so much.

Hahahaha. Anyhow, I'm off to crack my head on some maths... toodles
posted by The Guilty Princess at 7:18 PM | 0 comments
Saturday, April 14, 2007
I remember doing an art piece on that title. That art piece is missing... Somewhere in FIS, or MAYBE I took it home I'm not very sure. hahaha. So I can give you a VERY rough idea of what it looked like.. Its based on a calender concept. and its focus is on... FRIDAY the 13th, do I need to state the obvious? Anyway, so its like "FRIDAY the 13th" on the top in bright red. And in the background, there's this pretty spooky graveyard and the dark blue sky... the scary type. And then there are heads on a stick... And in the foreground, is the head of CHUCKY!!!!!!! hahahahahaha. And I can still draw it now because I kept trying to draw it so it'd be a replica of the actual thing I saw in posters and stuff.. But always failed. Eventually I got something close and I added my own stitches and stuff. Add blood dripping down the stick... And have the eerie moon. And viola!!! That was my rough description.

Or I could just sketch it out on Paint. hahaha


Look its NOT exactly how it LOOKED like. I'm just giving a very rough sketch. But its still errie and you probably get what I meant by that whole very vague description. Hahahaha

So, friday the 13th? Nothing bad happened...

I found out SOMETHING interesting about Hwei Jene.. XD hehehehe and and and I'm a bit surprised anyway, but heck, there's always a first time for everything. =D Now now, there'll be a second right!?!?!? someday la... wahahahahaha

ANd and... my sisters and lil bro decided to squish together on the other bed in my parents room. We were watching Ice Age, my parents were already asleep... So, we all stayed up watching and eventually us girls just went to sleep. I was too damn tired. So the four of us lay down on the bed and it was kinda funny because Julz was making fun of me that my younger bro and Bel would drool on me.. wait lemme show u how we were positioned.


You see I was in between the two drooling machines.. and I was really scared because my hair is long and U know, it can somehow reach other mouths, or their mouths will find their way... So I was pretty scared that their drool would go all over my hair. So I fell asleep.. and my lil bro was the only one watchin Ice Age. After it ended, he decided to go sleep on the floor. On his own will, and according to Julz, "He saw three beautiful princesses sleep so he decided to go sleep on the floor" LOL! that girl, I tell you. So well I woke up this morning (14/4) with NO drool ANYWHERE on my body (thank goodness) and very close to Bel, because I did think that my lil bro was still on the bed. Only realised he went to sleep on the floor when I got up and walked to my room.

What else?? OHHHHHHHH I have a friend who started to blog... BECAUSE of meeeeee!! hehehehehe. =D Ureeeya!!!!!! keke

And, Happy 1st Birthday to my darling Zing Wei. Kua Zing Wei is my godbrother's daughter. So that kinda makes me "aunty" hahahaha But heck, she's the cutest.. And her birthday is tmrw, 15/4.

Anyhow, here's an update... Han Lin, hope this keeps u entertained for awhile.
posted by The Guilty Princess at 6:38 PM | 1 comments
Thursday, April 12, 2007
And I love using doopid. It adds to the "cuteness" hahahahahah BULLSHIT! Here's some words that I use just out of habit... Sowwie, Doopid, Lub U, Miswh U. And some other nonsense...

Damn I miss being so free and just happy.... Now its all work work work, Pretty depressing! Had a further maths exam today... hahahahahahaha I didnt study at allllll!!!!!!! except like look at the things we did in class... and I really "tembak" la..! Well what to do... A doopid girl like me... hahahaa shit la... If I get a 70 I'll be celebrating... well actually I wont la.. wait for the real thing. satisfied if its a god damn C... its further maths ok! its not something like MATHS!! its FURTHER maths.. ok ok.. enough of the crap..

My day was stupid. Kinda tiring... No no, pretty tiring... on the way to college... STUPID traffic jam... on the way back home... STUPID traffic jam again...eeesh!!!! wished that there wouldnt be any traffic la..kacau only..

I got nothing to blog about... sigh... its that time of the year where my book come out and I stop blogging... HAHAHAHAHAHA well I minimise the time spent on the comp... more time spent with my darling... that time of the year when I become attached and commited to my lovely darlingsss... EEESH!!!!! isnt that exciting?? that time of the year where I'll fall asleep on my darling...

Hhahahahah got you thinking?? well.. its that time of the year when I start dating again.. dating my books... cause i'll spend plently of time with it and all that bullshit... it sucks!

Oh shit.. there's stats and physics work to do... wahahaha ohhhh and bio too... wait for it..AND furhter maths... eesh!!! I need to go do bio and phy first.. get it over with... weekend spent on mathssssss.. haha

toodles for now =D

Ohh, my family went to the movies without me... *sob sob* my siblings are on a break...so they went with my parents when i was in college... BOOHOO!!! hmpf!
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Monday, April 09, 2007
Hwei Jene's and Karam's depression corner is under construction. And it will be GONE after that.. sob sob.. Why am I sobbing when their depression corner is gone?? BECAUSE IT BELONGS TO ME TOOOO!!! But original founders are those two weirdos la.. hahahaha Before FP1 mocks they we both sitting there in a corner... in level 9. I had dreaded Physics before the mocks... So I met 'em at the corner and then joined them... Sit there only, ALL our problems go away... Its a "rule" no talking about Further Maths.. ONLY talk about crap... Laugh til want to cry. Anything goes but work or any of that bullshit. Uh-huh...

Oh how I miss that stupid corner so much! Just sitting there... All relaxed.. legs stretched out... sigh!!! Good days... good days... When things werent so... DEPRESSING. Werent so stressful... I HATE PHYSICS!!!!!! (yea I'll suddenly say it because it keeps running through my mind and sometimes it'll go by so slow I'll say it)

I just love tht corner.. but its gone now.... For a computer lab... sigh! So sad. My lovely corner...

Anyway... College today was soooo depressing.. firstly, I had to get up f*cking early... even though I start at 10am.. cause my sis la... and then I was so damn tired... So damn hungry... So damn moody... and when I went for stats class... damn funny... Hwei Jene was like all "fan" like that.. and I was like.. "hmmm"... in the end she told me what happened... and then we were all depressed for awhile.. then later dont knw what happen ok a bit... anyway this topic a bit sensitive and not nice to blog la..

So here's something I need your opinion on.. WEVIND BHASKARAN and MYSELF got into a little argument... kinda stupid but I need your opinion...

Is "Recycle" or "Reuse" a more ENVIROMENTAL FRIENDLY word?

Are you ABLE to RECYCLE words???!?!?!?!
Like recycle messages that you receive.. you know... you receive a funny message and u send it to someone else... can it be recycle??

My answer is..: RECYCLE AND YESSSSSSSS YOU CAN!!!!!!

Gimme your ans... in the chatbox on the left... you can stay anonymous is you ans is "Reuse and No" Because I'll come and chop your balls off (or head...) hahaha kidding la... go go go!!!!!

Your opinion and answer is greatly appreciated... :D

Anyways... exams is killing me.. and life's just too hard.. pfft!
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
Now now, upon reading THAT - "My Sunday started at 4am", aren't you glad that you werent in MY situation?

Well I actually got up at about 4:30-ish whislt everyone else in my family woke up at 4am. I'm the smart-alec who had to stay about til about 2am, thinking about studying to keep myself awake. I ended up NOT studying and painting my nails instead... HAHAHAHA. Well, my intention was to stay awake til about 4-ish. Get ready and take a nap in the car. Oh wait I didnt mention... Today I went for 'qing bing'. I know it was on April 5th, but John couldnt come back then and bla bla bla. So yea its ALL the way in Semenyih. Well I THOUGHT it was ALL the way there. But instead... there's the highway and all that stuff... ANYWAY back to last night first. After painting my nails and screwing up a little... I decided to head to bed... Well I waited 30minutes for the varnish to dry and then I was thinking of sleeping... So I turned on the radio... Messaged a friend... And ended up messaging in the dark... whilst waiting for a reply... I lay down. replied for like a few messages.. then suddenly knock out... Or was it I knew I had a message but I was saying to myself to check it in awhile... Well either way I just fell asleep.

But before I went to my room... I was watching FOOTBALL!!!!!!! I was switching between the Arsenal-West Ham match and Reading-Liverpool. Actually I concentrated more on the Liverpool match... errr DUH! Well final score... Liverpool 2- Reading 1. And Arsenal 0 (which means big fat KOSONG!!!) - West Ham 1. West Ham's goal was classic. =D Liverpool's second goal is awesome.. Dirk Kuyt... That's why we LOVE him =D Arsenal with a game in hand... Who cares... you'll still be two points behind IF you win.. BLAH!!! hahahaa and ManU lost pulak! AHHAHAHAHAHA So I was a satisfied lady by 12am.

So I only had 2 hours sleep.. before my sister went.. KNOCK BANG KNOCK OPEN THE DOOR... she slept in my parents room. Dont know why dont really care. So I unlocked the door and then decided to take a longer sleep whilst she used the bathroom.. bla bla bla got ready... and then headed to Nirvana, Semenyih. Wanted to sleep. But just couldnt... Reached there when it was still dark. About 6 like that. Then prepared everything.. clean the place up... put the food here and there... and by the time that was all done, the sun was rising. I took a nice picture... But sadly its in my phone.. cant upload yet... stupid computer.. stupid cables.. There would have been a nicer picture... The sun rising behind mountains... and in the foreground, between the mountains there was some mist.. that would have been nice, but I was busy helping out.

So when we were gonna pay respects to our grandpa and great grandparents or according to my mum, uncles and aunts... their dad and grandparents. The sun wasnt up fully but there was light and it wasnt HOT.. was nice actually.. quite cooling. Pray pray.. then wait awhile... "asked" if can start eating... oooo can already.. so chop chop the pork.. hehehehe my uncle does that whilst us kids sit around him with plates ready... and we eat at the same time.. hahaha then started to burn the "luggages" to our ancestors... This year got cars... but the wheels all cacat.. so we were kidding around about how we needed to send a mechanic over as well.. and there was the car registration form and everything. Kinda funny la... So when we finished...clean up laaa

clean up and everything... and it was 9... before leaving the place there was the ice cream motorcycle.. (not truck.. lol) and everyone else had but i just felt like sleeping la... so in the car on the way back... withing 5minutes I was asleep... slept all the way until the mines shopping center and then stayed awake.. reaching soon what..

SO reach home.. wanted to sleep.. but instead helped with the cooking.. My whole family came over for lunch... aunts uncles and grandma... mum side... I cooked one dish... wahahaha YES I DID!!!!! and it was quite nice ok... people dont believe I can cook.. But they havent tried my recently cooked dish... Pate with Macaroni... my siblings LOVED it... well they each had a spoon because i cooked a bit for myself... so yea... I can cook maggi mee tooo.. hahha duh... and fried egg.. and and... fried rice.. tuna, brocolli macaroni casserole.. WHICH my siblings love toooo.. among other things la...

anyway after lunch.. watch TV with everyone.. and then got tired.. my parents fetched john to the airport to return to kiasu-lala-land. I fell asleep on the couch..and slept from 2 to 7... recently took a shower.. and now here i am... ooooooooo i want to eat the 'chang'??? the rice dumpling with stuff inside... in the one i love.. there's mushroom, salted egg yolk, pork, some soft nut thingy, soya beans (I think) and the rice itself... oooo my aunt can make reallllly nice ones... and I'm off to go have one now. =D

toodles... I'm soooo tired..
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.



COOOLLLLL!!! this time ALL GIRLS!!!!!!!

ANd I got that Kana person TWICE!!!!! hahahahahahahaha YOU GOTTA TRY IT OUT!!!!!!!
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http://www.myheritage.com

And here are the others that are my look-alikes.. or more of I look like em...

Fukada Kyoko - 74%
Jesse L. Martin - 71%
Jang Nara - 68%
Nakama Yukie - 68%
Sammi Cheng - 63%

FUNNY!!! I've got TWO guys... and the girls are ALL Asian.. Japanese or Chinese.. HAHHAHAHAHA Interesting.. =P
posted by The Guilty Princess at 7:39 PM | 0 comments
My marks burn here and burn there... So my "A" will also burn. Then after that my lecturer will laugh at me when I get my results... BLAH!!!!!!!!! I HATE PHYSICS!!!!!!

I always hated it, but in my O-levels it was my strongest (apart from Accounts and Maths). I dont know la... I keep regretting taking Physics... Before college started I was banking on the idea that Physics would be one of my "A"s... apart from Maths. I was thinking that Bio would hopefully be an "A" and Further Maths would be great it if was an "A", but I'd be satisfied with a "B". But things are like changing... Guess you can never ever could your chicks before they hatch. Forget Maths because its a confirmed A already... Sat for all the papers, excluding the applied papers... Now, I'm starting to think that Physics would give me a B and Bio would give me a B or A... Further Maths? Well well, I'm aiming to score high for the applied papers... FP2 is harder than FP3, which is a bit ironic... BUT BUT!!! I'm not in a position to say which is easier because we havent completed FP3. The first few chapters are alright. Not too bad... COMPARED TO INTERGRATION and all that bullshit. TO hell with Physics, I'm just gonna try my best and give it my all.

So on Friday, we had Further Maths and that was a fun class... Hwei Jene kept writing the wrong values (by accident) and that meant her calculations just went hay-wire... WHICH was kinda funny. Because I was the one who pointed it out to her... Which is a shocker because she's a hella load smarter than me... Dont deny it ok! Its a compliment... Accept compliments when you receive it. =) Then we had BIOLOGY!!!!!!!!! eesh... Karam, HJ and I was planning to skip Bio.. I was TOTALLY UP FOR IT!!!!! Really wanted to.. But then HJ was saying that maybe he'll teach new chapter and stuff. So we dragged our sorry asses to class... Upon arrival, we met Tatsuki... and that meant there were only four of us in class... Hmmm, now what happens?? Are the others coming?? Eventually they did... But in the meantime, we further maths students just started to talk about stuff... OK, this will show you how much Further Maths affected our life.... Don't know how, but all of a sudden we started talking about naming our kids Intergration, which led to Differentiation. Which led to a few of the other topics we were doing in further maths... then someone said we call kid dy/dx... and what went through my mind was... 1st kid - dy/dx (first differential). 2nd kid - d2y/dx2 (second differential). 3rd kid - d3y/dx3 (third differential). And so on... but I didnt tell it to them, because we were in fits of laughter and whenever I wanted to say it i'd laugh.. so didnt come around to saying it. BUT now you all have read it... which makes me look like a maths weirdo! Can't help it if I DO enjoy solving maths... no no... SOME/CERTAIN maths questions.

We can laugh over the STUPIDEST things ever and it'll still be cool to laugh about. SO shut up and let me laugh. You find it lame... BLAH! You just SUCK! Hmpf! You gotta be a Further Maths student to get the jokes... BECAUSE Further Maths makes you so crazy and hung up with work that anything random is funny. So bite me.

After Bio, Mei Jean took my phone and she ran down to the 5th floor, we were at the 8th, and took the lift down... Hwei Jene was right... she said that mei jean would go take the lift and i said she wouldnt... so I ran down 8 flights of stairs for my darling phone... which was in VERY VERY dangerous hands... =P and when I reached the ground floor, she was standing there... laughing and that was just plain evil... Finally my phone got back to me and I was happy. Upon reaching home, whilst getting down from the car... I closed the door halfway because Jacobson, lil bro, told me not to close it, he was gonna be getting down from that side.. so I wanted to open the door for him and I was carrying my books and my phone.. and then jatuh!!!!!!!! aiyooo of ALL things, phone drop, not my books.. then I actually swore.. .like yea yea! FUCK... and my mum heard me and she saw my phone on the floor and i was like shit... then she didnt mind me sayin it because I guess... my phone dropped laaaaaaa!!! hehehe Got away with it.. Nyeh nyeh!

Today was the Parents-Lecturer Meeting at HELP... And my mum was supposed to go. She TOTALLY forgot about it... Which is good and bad... good because she would not be seeing my phy and bio lecturer.. bad beacuse she wouldnt be hearing praises abt me.. (if there is la.. =P) I reminded her in the morning during breakfast. Bak Kut Teh in Imbi, which DOES NOT beat the one in Jln Ipoh that my goddad introduced... no no... thats the champ! hahaha... but I knew she wouldnt want to go because she had so many meetings today. She just left for this dinner thing... with my daddy... I helped my mum get dressed, not like LITERALLY dress her, which is not a big deal if I did. But I helped her with her make up (well getting it for her and stuff) and her handbag and her clothes... been awhile since i helped her do all that... since... which I was more free. We'd go shopping... =D hehe

OHHHHH!!! JOHNNNY'S BACK!!!!!!! well John... aka my elder brother.. he's back.. came back on Thursday.. got a bit of teasing and bullyin and we laughed shit loads... and smiled at pictures of my lil bro and lil sis when they were younger and a whole load cuter.. hahaha its funny to see those pics.. I really DO miss him.. and i'm glad he's back.. but he's leaving tmrw... after qing ming...

Well... I look forward to completing my A-Levels... and I definitely look forward to my life in Singapore after that... Hope it'll be alright... Uni uni... sigh sigh.. A-levels and school??? SCHOOL!!!! A-levels and Uni?? UNI!!!!!! Physics and "petai"?? PETAI!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha

Oooo, I'm off to revise and study a BIT!!! hehe tata!! (this is soooo not me ok... i'm just scared for my coming exams... takut... eesh)
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Last night, I did not watch the Champions League match between Liverpool and PSV. Yeap, I didnt but there's a good story boiling... So hold on la...

So yesterday.. I came home and just SLEPT... from 4pm til bout 7.20pm... Yea I did mention it huh? So when I woke up at 7pm I thought it was time to get ready for college... Because when I looked outta my window it was pitch black... so i thought maybe it was still like EARLY in the morning.. hahaha, then I took my phone and realised it was in the evening... Realised I havent taken a shower... So I did just that and then didnt have the appetite to eat.. .So I had pate with toast... and that was it... with some soup. Then I decided that maybe I would do a bit of stats, but as soon as I got online... I just had the urge to chat with Tyrone. You see I was appearing offline because I just didnt want to chat and not do any work. But I HAD to talk to Ty... Hahaha... so we talked about wrestling and Wrestlemania... Back in the days when we were both in FIS we always had a common topic on Tuesday nights... WWE:RAW.. hahaha and then it slowly boiled down and I think we both just stopped watching it after awhile... And then last night we talked la.. about all the matches and why we wanted HBK to win and not Cena... And he wanted Batista and if it wasnt a match with Undertaker, I'd be with Batista... But Undertaker is on the top of the list... So there was no way I was gonna root for Batista... and we talked and talked and I didnt get any work done... hahahha and then I left to go watch WWE:RAW.

And this is what happened... ECW Champion Bobby Lashley retained his title against Umaga (shriveled up monkey penis) and his manager/translator/dont know what la... We have new tag team champions and I LOVE them... The Hardys!!!!!!!!! Woooohoooo! its about time they teamed up again. Its awesome. XD... and nothing much happened... vince kena humiliated by lashley.. HAHAHAHAHAHA BALD FELLA.. he looks like a baby.. he keeps wanting to cry... he even hid under a woman's skirt... desperate fella.. =D

So after WWE, I went to sleep.. and here's the story that I told you to hang around for.

So I slept, and didnt watch the Liverpool and PSV match... I was tired and I needed to sleep because I just had to... And you may not believe me.. BUT I SWEAR I'M NOT MAkING THIS UP... I dreamt that Liverpool won the match... 3-0.... when I woke up I was thinking whether I woke up to watch the match or was I dreaming... After thinking about it over and over again... I came to a conclusion that I was dreaming, so I had better not get my hopes up... So on the way to college... the radio confirmed my dream... Liverpool did win... 3-0 as well!!!!!! tell me its a coincidence or is life just very strange...

Well we're in the semis?? =D Should be la... hahahahaha

So maybe dreams DO come true. XD hehehe

And I'm off to do maths =D

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posted by The Guilty Princess at 4:57 PM | 0 comments
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
For the first time in history, my daddy agreed to buy the PPV (pay-per-view) WRESTLEMANIA. Its amazing. Well I hope for the coming years we'll be watching it LIVE. But wait a minute... I'll be GONE for the next few years... UNLESS i decide to study in MALAYSIA... BOOHOO!! One of the main reasons why he wanted to watch it was because of the Battle of the Billionaires. And honestly, I already knew who was gonna win. No no, I'm not bragging. Why dont you just think a bit about it. Donald Trump is a... what? Real Estate person. ANd recently broke into the Entertainment business with The Apprentice. Vince McMahon is the one who's IN the wrestling-sports-entertainment business. Its ENTERTAINMENT for gods sake... So doesnt it make any sense? I mean I'm not very sure how to explain it. But I was sure as hell it would be Vince shaving this oh-so-precious hair.

Anyway... HISTORY lesson here. On April 1st 2007, the Undertaker made it 15-0 UNDEFEATED at Wrestlemania. And how'd he end the match? With the OH-SO-FABULOUS Tombstone. He's now the World's Heavyweight Champion, and rightly so. 'nuff said. Other matches werent so great. The KANE and Great Khali match wasnt so nice. I really expected to see blood. Battle of the Monsters my foot! Kinda depressing. Women's match... cacat laaaa. Their matches are ALWAYS for the pleasure of men thats all. Hmmm Chris Benoit and MVP... Benoit retained his United States Champion belt and that's the good. Hmm, the Money in the Bank match... haiz. Mr Kennedy... pity didnt get to see the REAL Jeff and Matt Hardy. Well Jeff got injured from that AWESOME jump from the top of the ladder. "breaking" the ladder below into half with Edge "kemek?" inbetween.. .hahahaha pretty awesome... Mr Kennedy is Mr Money in the Bank... go to hell!

Battle of the Billionaires. Stone Cold Steve Austin. You just dont mess with him. So that ought to teach Umaga and the McMahons a lesson. Hahahaha. We'll be seeing a BALD Vince. And BoY, it was just awesome to see Stone Cold in action. Wanted to see The Rock or Mick Foley for something.. BUt to no avail..

Overall, Wrestlemania 23 wasnt that good. the best was Wrestlemania 20... hahaha I was born already ok. so i got to watch it and it was awesome. I missed 21 and 22 because i just did...

Anyway.. Liverpool thrashed Arsenal 4-1. Arsenal fans you guys can go on saying you kicked us out of two cups and all that bullshit. But 4-1 says it all. You got ur ass whooooped at ANFIELD. Its the score that says it all. So just admit defeat. We would too some other time though... La La La... =P Thats just some revenge... more to come I hope. =D

ANyway.. .I'm off to watch WWE:RAW!!! hahahahahaha toodles!!!

Had an awesome nap earlier... slept from 4 something til 7.20.. hahahahahaa with the rain and thunder... just awesome.. Loved it soo much.

I'm off now.
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